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CHAPTER FIFTY NINE

Author: Wren Gray
last update publish date: 2026-02-14 15:39:15

AXEL

I stood outside Jules's apartment building for a long time, staring up at the lit windows on the third floor.

She was up there. I could feel it, the mate bond pulling me toward her like. I could smell her scent even from down here, faint but unmistakable. Could hear the elevated heartbeat that told me she was awake, probably still crying.

Because of me.

Every instinct I had screamed at me to go up there. To see her. To explain. To fix this somehow.

But another part of me, the part that sti
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