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JOANA’S POV “Welcome madam.” The valet at the hotel entrance greeted me as I entered the premises. Today was the official banquet of the Gates Group. They were celebrating their new milestone. “Mrs Gates, congratulations. You indeed made the right choice. Your husband is full of surprises.” A woman who was trying to make small talk said, rushing to me with a glass of wine. Her words which were aimed at flattery landed like Thor's hammer on my chest, making me feel suffocated. And I couldn't blame her for being ironic since everyone else thought that Clinton and I were still the perfect couple. I forced an insincere smile to my face and made my way into the party with the woman following behind me, her face filled with flattery. Soon, another woman joined. “Ah! Mrs Gates, you're glowing. Your husband is taking good care of you. You keep getting more beautiful by the day.” “Of course, Mr Clinton loves his wife the most. Can't you see how in love they are?” “You must be so proud of your husband, he brought the Gates group this far. When are you going to join him at the company?” “Don't talk like a child. Mr Clinton Pampers his wife too much. Do you think he would let her do something as stressful as working?” “That's true. I wish I were in her shoes. A perfect billionaire housewife, with a doting husband who worships her. The last time he bought Star of the Sea at the auction, I immediately knew that his love for her was unlimited.” My feet stopped of their own accord. Star of the sea? How come I can't remember him giving it to me? I wanted that necklace so much, but before I could acquire it, I was told someone else already bought it for twice the price I offered. The culprit was Clinton after all, but who did he give it to? Cold sweat covered my skin, and I felt a fire burning in my chest, probably the flames of fury or maybe jealousy. I gritted my teeth, unable to force a smile. Their flattering words were all sarcastic and ironic to me, saturating my mind with pain. I bit my tongue and forced a smile that looked uglier than a crying face and continued on my way with the trove of bootlickers following me. “Mrs Gates, please help me. My husband really needs this contract from the Gates group. I guarantee that my husband is honest and will supply the items satisfactorily. Please put in a good word for us, our lives depend on it.” A desperate voice suddenly said, same time I felt a soft hand grab my arm. The tearful voice seemed to coming from a long tunnel, snapping me out of my daze. I looked up to see a young woman of my age, her eyes filled with desperation and love for her man. “Please, help my husband secure the deal. I guarantee that you won't regret it.” She hurriedly whispered the moment I turned to look at her. She looked pretty and sincere, and I couldn't help but smile at her. Her silly actions seem exactly like what I would do. “I'm sorry dear, I'm not in a position to make decisions at Gates Group. I don't work with the management or the sales department. I don't work there at all, nor do I have leverage that could help me pull strings. How can I help your husband secure a contract?” I whispered, forcing myself to speak calmly and not let my emotions get the better of me. “Mrs Gates, are you pulling our legs? Your husband owns the group. Just mention it to him tonight when he's in a good mood. He loves you a lot, how could he bear to say no? As long as their proposal is good, and you chip in a few words, it can be done. He's your husband after all.” One of the women said, winking suggestively. She probably thought that Clinton would agree to anything I said after sex. Should I tell her I can't even remember what his naked self looks like? A self-deprecating smile crawled to my lips as I mocked myself. These people seem to severely overestimate my position in Clinton's heart. However, I knew that if I ever talk to Clinton about them, he will blacklist them out of spite. He hates me that much. “I'm sorry dear. Clinton doesn't let me make decisions about the company, he won't listen to me. I'm just a housewife. If you talk to his secretary and get no response, you can go to the Henshaw group and find my brother. As long as you call my name, he will make some time to see you.” I whispered as gently as I could and removed her hand from mine. “Eish! How could that be? Everyone knows Clinton values his wife.” One of the women said as I left. It was obvious that no one believed my words that I had no power in the Gates group. “Don't mind her, she doesn't want to help you. She probably looks down on us below her class. How can she be bothered to help us put in a good word? It's just to mention a few people to your husband and let him check the proposals. No one is telling her to give the contract to someone unworthy or force her husband to sign all of it. Just put in a good word and let him make the final decisions. What's so hard about it?” “Tch! Her arrogance is justified. Her family is the richest in the city, and her husband ranks second, closely behind. How can she be bothered with people from second and third-rate families like us?” Their accusing words were too much for me to take. I walked faster till I came to a quiet corner and grabbed a drink. Without much thought, I swallowed the entire content of the glass cup, breathing heavily. I felt a pounding headache, and my chest felt tight. However, breaking down while everyone was watching me was a humiliation I would never subject myself to. “How does it feel to get divorced from the man you love? Why didn't you tell those silly women the truth— that you're nothing to Clinton? You're just trash not worth mentioning.” I looked up the moment I heard divorce. Clinton has not told our family yet, and even ordered me to keep it a secret. How did she know? My eyes met a smug Louisa, her smile filled with disdain for me. She was Clinton’s childhood sweetheart who left him when their family had issues and went abroad. I heard she returned a few months ago but never took it seriously. Now, it seems the gossip vines were right. “Mrs Gates? What a joke! You're just sitting on an empty shell. His heart, his body, his wealth, his company, they all belong to me. You have nothing, except the name. No, you no longer even have the name, you're already divorced. Why do you still strut around with that title?” She whispered to me, staring down at me. “When was the last time he slept in your arms? But just last night, he knelt between my legs, sucking and licking all over my pu*sy, while telling me how much he hates you. He was quite fiery. His long dick was very active, and wouldn't stop pounding in. Do you even know what he likes in bed?” Her voice was dripping with sarcasm, infuriating me. “Shut up!” I growled, unable to stand it anymore. “You're already angry when I have not started.” She whispered with a playful smile and stylishly moved her gown to show me the hickeys on her neck and boobs. My heart sank, and I felt a searing pain I had never experienced before. Her eyes suddenly hardened. “Pack your bags and get lost immediately. If you wait till I arrive, I will throw you out naked. The title of Mrs Gates can only be mine, you loser.”216JOANA’S POVThe garden never appeared so enchanted.The sunlight streamed through the willow upon the white-covered chairs, wove through the aisle sprinkled with petals of the flowers, and above the small arch of vines and rose blush. And the air filled my nostrils with lavender and fresh earth, a mingling scent, reminding me of peace.Soothing music was in the background. A gentle piano melody—the one Clinton had chosen.The seats were full and people attended it quietly. Caleb was standing beside the archway in a grey suit, which rounded off the angularity of his character. His eyes took a moment to meet mine through the distance and he nodded at me encouragingly. Ciara whirred through, just putting the final touches, clutching her clipboard like a relic of the holy. Mirabel, Japheth, and Jake were giddy in their mini-formals, fidgeting with their roles but glowing all the same.And I?I stood, as inaudible as possible, with a beating heart hidden behind the curtain of my veil,
215JOANA’S POVI stared at him, with my eyes closing against the emotion that rose in me. "You don’t need to break a sweat, Caleb.”“Yes, I do,” he said quietly. “Because this isn’t just about me. It never was. You’ve been through hell, Joana. And you came back stronger. Smarter. Softer, too. You deserve this happiness. You deserve a future. If I can’t be the one walking beside you in it… the least I can do is stand by while you walk into it.”My tears flowed before I had time to restrain them.I rose and walked over to where he sat, got down on my knees before the chair. I would have asked something selfish.He turned down his head with an expression, inscrutable to me. “Go on.”"We have not fixed upon a date yet," I said, with a nervous laugh I wiped my cheeks. “But we know it won’t be long. Clinton’s getting stronger, faster than anyone thought. And now that we’ve decided, it just… it feels right to get on with it.”Caleb nodded.“So I was going to ask if… if you could wait. Just
214JOANA’S POVThe room became silent for a while, it wasn't the awkward kind.“Oh?” Clinton leaned forward slightly. “Good one, I hope?”“A very big one.” Caleb smiled, but again—it felt too manufactured. “It’s a long-term expansion deal. Overseas. Possibly in Europe. Might take… a while.”I frowned. “How long is a while?”He shrugged, eyes darting away. “Months. Maybe longer. Could be… years.”I sat forward. “Caleb, that’s… that’s big.”“Yeah.” His voice dropped. “It is.”There was a beat of silence before he added, more quietly than before, “I’ll be leaving next week.”Clinton blinked. “That soon?”“Negotiations just wrapped. I need to be there to finalise and oversee the groundwork.”I studied him carefully. His body language wasn’t just that of someone preparing for a business trip. There was weight in his voice—farewell weight. The kind people use when they’ve already decided they won’t be coming back.“You’re not planning on returning, ” I said, not as a question but a truth.
213JOANA’S POVI felt the world narrow, spinning inward like a collapsing tunnel. All the progress. All the hope. Gone in one instant.“No,” I whispered. “No, that can’t be right. You were just—last night—you stood. You danced with me. You—”“I know,” Clinton murmured. “It was the last time. I should’ve known. It hurt more than I let on.”I staggered back a step. My breath hitched. I was about to break.And then—Caleb laughed.Not a nervous chuckle. Not a sympathetic smile.No.He burst into laughter.I blinked. Once. Twice.“What… what did you just—?”Caleb doubled over, slapping Clinton’s shoulder like a proud prankster. “Oh my God, Joana! Your face—your face! I wish I’d recorded it!”Clinton broke into a grin.“You guys—?” I stared between them, stunned. “You lied to me?!”Caleb wiped a tear from his eye. “Clinton’s leg is fine. Better than fine. That cast? It’s not even his. It was used earlier in a therapy demonstration, and we borrowed it for dramatic effect.”Clinton shrugged
212 JOANA’S POV The house was unusually quiet for a Saturday afternoon. The kind of quiet that felt loaded. Intentional. Like the walls were holding their breath. Normally, weekends at our place were loud and unpredictable—filled with Mirabel’s endless curiosity, Japheth and Jake’s wrestling matches, and the occasional crash followed by a “We’re okay!” from somewhere down the hall. But today? Today was different. Today was Clinton’s return. The kids had taken it upon themselves to transform the living room into what they called “Daddy’s Welcome Palace.” Streamers hung unevenly from the ceiling fan. Bright paper crafts dangled from picture frames. However, there was glitter, not the fun kind, it was all over the coffee table, like a fairy crime scene. And central in it all was this new masterpiece of Mirabel, a colossal signboard which ran: WELCOME BACK SUPER DADDY ...in large bubble letters outlined with purple stars and crooked sparkles. I was standing there at th
211JOANA’S POVOn our way home, the children were asleep already.Mirabel had cuddled up next to Clinton in the car holding his shirt in a tiny hand as though she had no intention of ever releasing him. In the back seat, Japheth and Jake lay out cold, their arms and legs intertwined like puppies.Caleb carried them tenderly to their room; Clinton and I being leisurely enough to get Mirabel to bed. Something about the mean girl, and the pretty slide and then she closed her eyes and slept very deeply and very happily.After that Clinton and I went together down the hall a few steps, the house looking dreamily orange in the sconce-lights, shadows leaping and jouncing on the walls."So... fiancée?" I said, arms across, one eyebrow coming up.He looked sheepish."Yeah, I figured you'd catch that.""You think?""It slipped out. Heat of the moment. You were being slapped, and I was being protective. It just... came out."I chuckled. "Mmm. Protective Clinton comes with labels now. Got it."H