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JOANA’S POV “I need you to sign these…” He growled in a low tone as he hurled a stack of documents that he was holding at me. The cold and disgusted expression on his face made me even more nervous than I already was. I didn't have a good feeling at all. “Divorce papers?” I screeched, my voice high-pitched and unpleasant even to my ears as I read the content of the document. My heart suddenly started beating erratically as I felt lightheaded, my vision turned blurry. The pounding headache I felt made me wonder if I was about to experience a heart attack. “Sign them and leave the rest of the official processes for me to handle. I already signed my part.” Clinton coldly preseed, folding his hands across his chest as he leaned unbothered again at the kitchen counter. “What's wrong with you? Why will you ask for a divorce today of all days?” I shouted, my voice breaking midway as I felt a sharp pain in my belly. He stepped closer, his deadly gaze boring into mine. “And what's so special about today? Did you really think I would have continued putting up with you? Since you want to act like you didn't t know what this sham of a marriage was; let me make things clear. I was only with you because of the company and the benefits my superficial cooperation with your family's group would bring to me.” His words cut me as though someone had pierced a dagger into my heart. Why would he say such a cruel thing? “What… what are you talking about?”I asked, my voice betraying me as it broke in despair. “Clinton, please. I have worked so hard to make our marriage succeed. Just give me some more time, and we will be able to work things out. Let's not give up on our marriage. Clinton…” I whispered, rushing to hold his arms as tears welled up in my eyes. He quickly avoided my grasp and moved away from me. The intensity with which ge Gad avoided me one will think I was a plaque or some sort. “It's useless, your fake tears no longer move me. Ever since you killed my sister, the only feeling in my heart for you is hate, deeper than the abyss of hell. I'm just being nice because you're from the Henshaw family.” “I didn't kill your sister! She was like a sister to me. How could I have…” I retorted in dismay going over the same accusation for the millionth time. “I don't wanna have this conversation. It's over, sign it, and let's end things peacefully. And oh… Don't worry, I will give you generous compensation for your time. How does ten million dollars sound?” The mention of money made my blood boil. What does he think? That I’m a gold digger what? Does he think money can pay me for all the years I dedicated my life to him? Such a joke! Wiping the tears off my face, I glared at him with bloodshot eyes and said, “I'm sure you are very wealthy now. That's why you think you can discard me like an old rag. You want to give me ten million as what? Are you richer than my family? Every moment you open your mouth, you keep disappointing me, stabbing deep into my heart with your acidic words. I can't believe I loved you so much all these years when you have been nothing but cruel to me. You know what? Go to hell!” I roared, letting loose all my anger and frustration on him. I scribbled my signature on the indicated spaces and threw it at him, ready to storm out of the house. “And one more thing, you have to keep the news of our divorce a secret. My family can't know, especially my grandmother. If you give her a heart attack by telling her about the divorce, I will never forgive you.” My feet halted of their own accord. I couldn't help but scoff. “You're afraid of being found out but not afraid of committing the crime. If you're so terrified of our family finding out that you have been ignoring me and probably cheating on me all these years if you're terrified of them discovering the divorce, why to do it then? You coward.” I heard him hiss in anger and impatience, but I couldn't care less. I was too angry and hurt to notice his feelings. He grabbed my collar from behind, making my heart jump in fright. “I will find a good way to tell them, soon enough. But till then, keep your mouth shut and don't compound the problem. If grandma suffers a heart attack because you told her something she doesn't like, I will never forgive you. Know your place and don't piss me off.” Clinton growled and pushed me away. I clenched my fists and quickly left before the floodgates of my eyes could open. I won't let him witness my tears, ever again. ****TWO WEEKS LATER ***** “Ma'am, the boss is home,” Alba whispered to me, causing me to jump up in surprise. “Clinton Gates is home?” I whispered in disbelief. He had not returned home after the day he made me sign the divorce documents. That was two weeks ago, coming home now was unexpected. Before I could say more, he walked into the sitting room where I was sitting down, reading a fashion magazine. The butler had taken his briefcase and jacket at the door, something I used to do every time he came home. That was in the past though, no more. As he passed the sofa where I was sitting, he stopped and looked at me. “Tomorrow is the official banquet of the Gates group to celebrate the new milestone we achieved. Dress well and don't be late. The entire family will be there, don't cause any trouble.” He whispered in his characteristic cold voice and threw an invitation at me. I scoffed, trying my best not to show how disappointed I was. What was I expecting? That he came home because he missed me? I should have known he was only here to ensure I kept playing the loving wife to reassure his grandma and investors. The only reason he didn't throw me out of the house is definitely because he still found me useful. “Clinton, how shameless can you be? You already divorced me, yet you want me to continue acting the part of the obedient and supportive wife. You don't want me, but you want to keep using me. What the fuck do you take me for?” I muttered, clenching my fists. His steps halted for a while, letting me know he heard my words. However, he continued on his way as if my words were nothing more than a dog's bark. And once again, the tears I swore would never let out came falling down as my eyes turned bloodshot.003JOANA’S POV“Welcome madam.” The valet at the hotel entrance greeted me as I entered the premises. Today was the official banquet of the Gates Group. They were celebrating their new milestone. “Mrs Gates, congratulations. You indeed made the right choice. Your husband is full of surprises.” A woman who was trying to make small talk said, rushing to me with a glass of wine. Her words which were aimed at flattery landed like Thor's hammer on my chest, making me feel suffocated. And I couldn't blame her for being ironic since everyone else thought that Clinton and I were still the perfect couple. I forced an insincere smile to my face and made my way into the party with the woman following behind me, her face filled with flattery. Soon, another woman joined. “Ah! Mrs Gates, you're glowing. Your husband is taking good care of you. You keep getting more beautiful by the day.”“Of course, Mr Clinton loves his wife the most. Can't you see how in love they are?”“You must be so proud
004JOANA’S POVI caught sight of the bone of contention and pushed her aside, stomping towards him. “Clinton! You asked me to keep our divorce a secret while you already…” I didn't finish my words before I heard Louisa's soft yelp. My hand which was holding his arm, as I tried to turn Clinton around, slipped off, and wine splashed all over my body, same time I lost my footing and crashed to the floor.I blinked in shock; my surprise overshadowed the pain I felt at colliding with the hard floor. Clinton had caught Louisa and was fervently wiping off the little smudge of wine from her gown, totally ignoring me. “Clinton,” I whispered, my voice filled with pain and disbelief. “You bitch! You can't wait a day without causing trouble, is that it? Apologize to Louisa immediately!” Clinton growled, giving me a deadly stare. I caught sight of Louisa's smug smile and immediately realized what happened. She noticed that I wanted to confront Clinton about the things she told me and rushed
005SIX YEARS LATERJOANA’S POV“Mom, this is where you grew up?” My son, Japheth, asked, making me smile. After the drama with Clinton, I decided to open a fashion company with my family's support. To my greatest surprise, Caleb decided to help me, and even became my partner, even though he had his own companies to manage. In the early years of serendipity fashion, Caleb and I encountered dating rumors due to the fact that he was always with me. Some people accused me of dating my brother-in-law while playing the victim to make my ex-husband get bashed. The jealous Clinton who once came to make a scene at the studio made it even worse. So, we decided to move the head office abroad and finally returned today. The kids recognize Caleb as their dad since he's the one who has been there from the beginning.I felt someone pulling at my sleeves, making my attention return to the present. “Mom, what do you think?” I immediately felt confused because I had not been listening to them. B
006 JOANA'S POV I felt cold, looking at the man in front of me. Ever since I was told that he was at this event, I have not been myself. " Come here." I took Mirabel from him. I was terrified that he was going to hurt her, and that was not what I wanted for my children. He stood there looking at it; there was a shock in his eyes, and then he turned around and looked at the place. " You are doing well for yourself," he said. It came out like he was shocked that I was doing well for myself, like he never expected me to be like this. " Of course," I said. It came out weak, I was trying so hard to control myself. I never wanted him to see me as someone weak, as someone who was going to go down on my knees for him. " And them?" He looked at my kids. " They are mine, and you have no business with them," I said. I was never going to let him have an opinion on my life. He looked at me for a while. " You should be more careful, or you get someone to
007 Clinton's POV I got home and met Louisa at my house. " Hey, I got something for you," She said. There was this anger I suddenly felt towards her, I brushed her aside and went into my room. I was surprised to see Joana that way. She changed so much after the divorce. She had to leave this city after the news of her being with Caleb. I could not believe that they were still very much together, and she was back like she never left. I fell on the bed; there was something about her; she looked different; she looked more beautiful than I ever knew she was. I got into the shower and then made my way to the dining room. The food that was brought to me did not look like the usual food I was used to. "What's this?" I asked. " I made it," Louisa jumped and answered. I felt upset. " You did what?" " I made it for you; you should taste it; you will love it," she said, smiling at me. I was in no mood to smile at her. " I never asked you to cook for me."
008 JOANA'S POV Life has returned to normal. I was able to control the way I felt whenever I saw Clinton. It has not been easy for me, but I have been able to pull through. I made sure I talked to the school and asked them to protect my kids; I would not take it lightly with them if anything happened to my kids. They promised they were going to do that for me. My business was going well, I had everything I wanted for my life. For some time now, I have not seen Clinton close to me or tried to see what I was doing with my life. Maybe I was the one who was not seeing him; he was trying so hard to make me not see him, which was the best. I did not want to stumble upon him any day. " Are you okay?" Caleb brought me back. I was lost in thoughts. " Of course, I'm okay," I said. It was getting dark, and I had a lot of work to do. There was still so much. I got up and went to the other side of the building. I wanted to check the dresses that were made newly. " I love t
009 JOANA'S POV I ran to my kids, they fell into my arms. I held them so close to me that I was never going to let them go or let anyone hurt them. " What happened to you, mum?" Mirabel asked me. I held her close to me; I was not going to let her in what had happened to me; it was not for her to find out about it. " I am fine. I was not able to come home yesterday, but I am here now," I said. The boys were in my arms as well. I held them like someone was trying to take them from me. " Mum," I heard one of my sons say. He was trying to breathe. The way I had held him was hard for him to be free. I released them. I should leave them and let them be free now that they are in the estate. My brothers were at home. " Thank you for looking after them," I said. " You know you can always count on us, right?" " I know, thank you," I said. I walked into the rooms, it has been a while in here. I have avoided coming here because it holds lots of memories for me. This w
010 CLINTON'S POV After she would not give me an answer, I grew concerned for her. Maybe she was still interested in me, or she never wanted to see me. It left me confused. There was no way I would go back there and ask her for the second time; I knew she would not want to see me there, so I did not go back there. After I got back to the hospital, I was told she had gone, and I was happy that she was fine. The accident had happened on the day I was stalking her. I had followed her everywhere on that day, and before the accident happened, I suspected a car following her, two cars, actually. It happened right before my eyes, and I could not leave her there. I knew she was going to be mad at me, but it was going to be for a while. I was fast to get into the car, take her from there, and drive her to the hospital. I knew that the accident was planned. I got dressed and was about to leave the house when I saw Louisa at the door. I gasped. What the hell was she doing there?
127 JOANA'S POV Standing there before the jury, a pen in my hand that wasn’t just a pen, but a voice recorder hidden up my sleeve, the courtroom buzzed in tense silence. The weight of the moment felt heavy on my shoulders, but I didn’t flinch. As the storm brewed in me, I said, “I have one more piece of evidence.” Mr. Hartley, the opposing lawyer, immediately half rose to his feet, his tone sharp and accusing. "Your Honour, this was not submitted before trial." It should be inadmissible!” Eleanor, always calm but stern, raised a brow at him. “Mr. Hartley, sit down. So let’s hear what Ms. Joana Henshaw has to say.” The judge’s gavel gently hit the wood. No further sounds were heard in the courtroom. Stepping forward, I handed the pen to the bailiff, who brought it to the judge. “This is a voice recording device,” I said. It contains a conversation between me and the defendant, Anita Delgado, when I went to the hospital. The woman admitted she faked her mental healt
126JOANA'S POVThe day of the court trial had finally come. My heart was quick like a racehorse as I stood before the grand courthouse. All that preparation, and still my chest swirled anxiously with nothing to stop it. As people filtered in and found their spots, the crowd began to gather, the cold morning breeze whisping my hair against my face.I saw the grand oak doors, and the pressure in my chest doubled. Silence was their reassuring presence, but still, Caleb and Clinton flanked my sides.We were led by the court officers into the courtroom, and the air grew suffocatingly tense. My eyes roamed the room, taking in the jury, the reporters; scribbling, the murmuring spectators.And then I saw her.Anita.Her body slumped lifelessly in her chair as if she were just a ghost of herself. Pale. Motionless. Her eyes were glassy, and her head leaned weakly to the side. She looked like someone who was about to shrivel up and die to a stranger. But I knew better. That manipulative woman h
125JOANA'S POVI placed my fingers on the rim of the glass vase on the corner table, which began shaking slightly from my touch and tipped over, falling down and breaking. Silence was torn by the sound of shattering glass, like a gunshot.Damn.I dived to pick up the shards and heard footsteps running towards the hall."Did you hear that?" Caleb's voice was somewhat urgent, but low."Yeah. Clinton replied, 'It came from the hallway.' "Stay behind me."Panic flared inside me. Before I could think too long, I jumped up and took off up the stairs. I didn’t look back. I didn’t stop until I was safely behind my closed door in my room, and my chest was heaving from my sudden sprint.Breath stuck in my throat, I stood against the door, trying to unskin my palm as I willed the adrenaline to calm. I touched my chest with my hand. My heart had leapt to my throat and refused to return.Their footsteps halted downstairs. They were murmuring, looking, maybe even checking. However, I remained stil
124 JOANA'S POV “We also need to consider the media,” Clinton added. “Your name is known, Jo. All it takes is one article to twist this story and make you look like you're the villain.” “I’m already ahead of that,” I said. “I have a PR team ready to release a statement if anything leaks. We’re keeping the narrative tight—no emotional outbursts, no public fights.” “Smart,” Caleb murmured. “Real smart.” “I’m trying,” I replied softly. The three of us each sat in silence for a while and brooded over our thoughts. Caleb continued to look at me like he still had more to say, but holding it back, while Clinton leaned back into the chair and scanned the room. Pushing the blanket aside, I said, ‘I’m going to get the files I’ve compiled.” “No,” Clinton said quickly, standing. “Rest. I’ll get them.” I hesitated, then nodded. “In the brown folder, top drawer.” He nodded with a tilt of his head and left. “Are you scared?” he asked. Lying would have been to pretend, but I w
123 JOANA'S POV The air turned still. It wasn’t even silence in the room that made it that way. It was the amount of unspoken words, the emotion stuck between me and Clinton like a thick cloud that would not budge. The door creaked open just after I had removed my hand from his grasp. Instinctively, my head turned to see Caleb. Between his open hands, he stood, eyes raking the room as a seasoned detective might look for the gaps in the story between the lines. He looked at Clinton, then looked at me and ended his goat stare at Clinton again. His jaw tightened. Clinton slowly stood, and a knowing expression passed over his features. He gave her a neutral tone, but I noticed the twitch in his cheek, and I answered, “I’ll go get some water.” He was never good at hiding his emotions from me. I didn’t say a word. Neither did Caleb. One could faintly hear the tap running in the kitchen and then the retreating footsteps of Clinton in the hallway. When he entered the room, closi
122JOANA’S POV“What?!”I stared blankly at my phone, the text message replaying in my mind like a broken record. Confusion swirled into concern and then to anxiety; it became a whirlwind of different emotions that left me still.My gaze drifted from the screen to the road ahead, but my mind was still fixated on the message. I didn’t even notice the red light in front of me until I almost crashed with the car in front.My heart skipped a beat as I quickly slammed on the brakes, the sudden stop jolting me back to reality. For a moment, the only sound was my uneven breathing and the loud pounding of my heart.Once the light showed green, it took me a while to register until a honking sound behind me brought me back to reality.I shook my head, tapping my face, trying to calm my nerves, “calm down, Jo,” I took in deep breaths, stepping on the accelerator to get home.What was Mr. Gates trying to pull?___I flopped on my bed, rubbing my temples to calm myself down after that distur
121JOANA’S POV“Ass?”Clinton glared at Caleb, “I’m older, remember that.” Caleb ignored him, returning to face me.“I’m managing him because you asked to,” he said softly.I smiled softly. I knew it would take a bit of time, but I was ready to build that brotherhood and leave their lives for good.“Now, what’s the plan?” Clinton said softly, breaking the silence, “Now that Anita is faking her condition, this will definitely affect the court hearing,” he said with caution.“Didn’t they say the court might reschedule the court hearing?” Caleb crossed his legs, his face expressionless while scrolling through his phone.“Umm about that, the court still left the date as the day scheduled, but I requested for a jury.”The sudden pause hung in the air when Caleb and Clinton landed their gaze on me, “I thought you were contemplating the jury.” Clinton said calmly.“Wait, you knew about her thinking about requesting for a jury?” Caleb tried to stay calm, but his tone betrayed him.“Ca
120 JOANA'S POV “Stop…” I muttered quietly, taking a deep breath, I yanked my hands away from Caleb's, causing a shock in his gaze. “Caleb, I want you to just stop it,” “But–” “But nothing,” I snapped. “Can you just stop fighting for a minute? I hate it. It's discomforting, I really am tired of this. Just stop…” I tried to catch my breath, I wanted to unite the two brothers before anything else, but as long as I was in their midst. It would be impossible. Without saying a word, I got in my car and drove away. My phone kept buzzing with calls from Caleb. I ignored it, pressing the accelerator, I went faster than usual and suddenly pressed the brakes, hitting my head on the steering wheel. “Ouch…” I muttered gently, slowly touching the side of my head. Blood stains on the tips of my fingers. An exhausted breath escaped my lips, I turned on the engine, but the busted engine gave me a sign that I was done for. I called up my last caller without thinking, and
119JOANA'S POVAnd on cue, she screamed so loud that the bodyguards, attending doctors and nurses, ran to her attention.I scoffed, walking away from the scene.But a force stopped me; I turned slightly and saw Mr Gates raging, his eyes flaring with anger.“What did you say to her?” He roared in anger.I smacked my hands off his grasp, rubbing my wrists to numb the pain.“I didn't say anything to her. Why would you assume I said something?” A nonchalant tone escaped my lips.Clinton drew me behind him, “Grandpa, this is a public space. Go check on your beloved Anita.”Mr Gates gritted his teeth, pointing his finger out to me and Clinton, “If anything should happen to her, things will get ugly.”I scoffed, a smirk growing on my lips, “typical Gates behaviour.” I slowly removed my hand from Clinton’s grasp, moving away from him.The Sergeant walked in, “Truly, what did you say to her?” I turned to look at him, “Just a few words; too bad I didn't have a camera; she might have been nomi