Ah! Mrs Gates, you're glowing. Your husband is taking good care of you. You keep getting more beautiful by the day.” “Of course, Mr Clinton loves his wife the most. Can't you see how in love they are? Do you think he would let her do something as stressful as working?” “That's true. I wish I were in her shoes. A perfect billionaire housewife with a doting husband who worships her. The last time he bought Star of the Sea at the auction, I immediately knew that his love for her was unlimited,” another high-class woman chimed as I passed by them. I halted in my tracks. Star of the Sea? How come I can't remember him giving it to me? Before I could process everything, another figure stepped in. A figure that I dread mentioning her name. Yeah, it was her. Louisa Carter, my husband’s childhood sweetheart. The woman whose existence threatens to tear my marriage apart. “How does it feel to be divorcing the man you love? Why didn't you tell those silly women the truth— that you're nothing to Clinton? You're just trash, not worth mentioning.” She hissed. I looked up at her the moment I heard divorce. Clinton has not told our family yet and even ordered me to keep it a secret. How did she know? “Mrs Gates? What a joke!” she continued. You're just sitting on an empty shell. His heart, his body, his wealth, his company, they all belong to me. You have nothing except the name. ******* Everyone in the city assumed Joanna was the precious wife of Clinton Gates because of how boastful he was of her. What they didn’t know was that all he did was just a public stunt until Joanna boldly threw divorce papers in his face.
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JOANA’S POV “I am indeed pregnant…” I whispered to myself as I stared at the two bold lines on each of the seven pregnancy test strips lying on the table. I decided to take a test this morning after struggling with incessant bouts of nausea and dizzy spells for the past three days. My heart leaped with joy as I scanned each of the strips for the umpteenth time this morning to make sure that I was seeing right. And that I wasn't having one of those dreams again. I couldn't help but imagine my husband’s reaction when he got to know I was finally carrying a treasure for him. My husband, Clinton Gates is a third-generation billionaire and the sole heir of Gates Group. Although he has been cold and indifferent to me, I have been fighting hard every day to fully win his heart. Despite his coldness towards me, never for once have I thought of giving up on our family. My hope for a change has been soaring even higher now that I was carrying his child. I couldn't help but let out a chuckle as the reality of my pregnancy sunk in. I could feel the excitement bubbling up in me as my heart swelled and threatened to burst with joy. “Excuse me, ma'am.” I heard a voice say, interrupting my daydream. It was our maid, Alba, standing and fiddling with her fingers. “Yes, any problem? “Should I dish out your food now?” She asked in a low pitiful tone. I took a deep breath and shook my head slightly “No, I'm not hungry yet.” I replied as gently as I could. “Madam, are you sure you're not hungry? Should I perhaps give you some water?” She asked again, anticipating that at least I drunk some water. But no. I wouldn't. I have told her countless times that she shouldn't serve my food until my husband comes home. But she’s always worried that the food will run cold or I will even end up not eating since he comes home late every night. “No need, I'm fine Alba.” She nodded and excused herself. As she descended the stairs, my thoughts trailed to how it all started. It was a month ago, on Claudia Gate, Clinton’s sister’s death anniversary. I'd made the mistake of letting my emotions and his grief cloud my judgment. That night, Clinton had drowned himself in whiskey, barely able to stand on his own as he stumbled into the room we once shared. He reeked of so much alcohol, and his hair and outfit were totally disheveled as though he had been run over by a car. I had tried to comfort him, but surprisingly things spiraled out of control. One kiss led to another. And before I could stop myself we were tangled in sheets. It wasn't the tender moment I might have once dreamt of– it was raw, desperate, and full of pain. But I was happy nonetheless. However, my illusions of a newly reunited happy family were stripped away the next morning. The look of disgust on his face said it all. Clinton's sharp words were still etched into my mind “Take something to flush it out. I don't want any surprises.” He had told me in a voice devoid of any emotions as he woke up and buttoned his shirt the next morning. My heart broke into irredeemable pieces at that moment. And now with the test strip in my hand, I knew he wasn't going to take my disobedience lightly. It's been an hour past dinner time. Yet, there was no sign of his coming. Just when I reached out to pick up my phone to call him, the sudden sound from the TV startled me. It was the evening news. The news anchor’s voice was crisp and celebratory as she announced the first headline. “Breaking news: Gates Group has officially become the second richest company in Hera city, surpassed only by the Henshaw Group” My heart skipped a beat at the mention of my husband’s company. This was an unprecedented victory, one that he has so worked tirelessly for. Maybe this news, coupled with the news of my pregnancy could soften his distant demeanor. Perhaps tonight, we could celebrate–both his success and the new life growing inside of me. Picking up my phone, I dialed Clinton's number with my hands trembling. He picked up after the third ring. “Joana?” His voice was curt, but it always had a way of making my heart skip. “Uh, Clinton..” He had warned me never to call him sweet names as it always irked him. “When are you coming home? I…I made dinner for us.” I said, trying to keep the nervous tremor out of my voice. He paused. And I swear I could almost hear him calculating whether this was worth his time. “I'll be there,” he finally spoke “I have something for you too” I grinned. Maybe he was in a good mood already, and this night would be the turning point I'd be yearning for. I just couldn't wait for him to get home. ******* I smiled warmly as I watched him walk through the doorway. He had a striking presence; he was tall, handsome, and well–dressed in his CEO attire. He looked so irresistible, especially in his navy blue tie that matched his eyes and jet-black hair. I'd already planned everything, I'd reveal the good news to him while we were having dinner. He would be surprised at first, but the joy of being a father would outweigh all other emotions. “Oh, you're back home. Welcome.” I greeted softly, moving towards him to embrace him. He stiffened in my hands and slowly let out a grumpy huff. I took that as my clue to let go. “I made your favorite tonight,” I said softly. He scowled, the disgust and uninterest evident on his face. But I wasn't going to let that weigh me down. “We need to talk. Come with me.” He said, asking me to join him in his study. I noticed he held a rectangular envelope in his hand, and his jaw seemed clenched indicating a serious matter. What was going on? Was there anything to be afraid of at the moment? What did he want to discuss? My heartbeat slowly increased but I took a deep breath to calm myself. “Is there any problem?” I asked, feeling uneasy. He sighed, appearing uncomfortable as he let out a scowl deepening my worry.164 Joana’s POV The wine glass felt heavy in my hand. I set it down on the table near the balcony door. “I didn’t want to hurt you,” I said. “But you did,” he replied. Silence again. “I’m sorry, Caleb.” He looked at me one last time before stepping inside. “I’m going to need some time.” He didn’t slam the door or raise his voice. He chose to walk quietly and with dignity. That made it even harder, too. As I faced the night wind from outside, it ran through my hair as my heart felt sorrow with each breath. In some way, I loved Caleb. Yet, perhaps, not in the right way he needed. Not how he deserved it. And Clinton… He wasn’t a distant dream. He was still present in my life. All these feelings: past, present, and future. So maybe—just maybe—my future. Making that decision wouldn’t have been possible tonight. I just felt like I needed to be on my own tonight. To think. --- Everyone was quiet at breakfast the next day. A strained and crushing silence that
163 Joana’s POV I closed the door as soon as I entered my room, hoping it would keep the noise from getting in. The silence around me was so loud, and all my ideas were swirling like a storm. I put my back against the door for a brief moment, exhaling as I wasn’t aware I was holding my breath. What were my dreams? That doubt kept beating inside me like a sign of danger. This is also so much more than planning a wedding or choosing flowers. Yet, about nearly everything. I began to undress, then got in and let the warm water attempt to calm my mind. It was hot, and I rested back as the splashing against the tub happened quietly. Still, in the solitude of my bathtub, my concerns didn’t go away. Clinton. Caleb. The wedding. The future. Everything coincided in such a way that it was as hard to understand as a letter coated in stain. After what was probably longer than I thought, I climbed out, dried off, and slipped into my robe. I thought I would be alone in the room, but as
162 Joana’s POV Once Clinton left the room, the atmosphere there seemed more heavy than it had been. Losing him didn’t feel like relief; it was mostly silence. That tension from before was still hanging all around us as if the old perfume could never disappear. One wedding planner, a joyful woman named Melissa, crossed her eyes back and forth between Caleb and me, clipboard in hand, and always smiling. “All right then, let’s begin with the simple things. Will the wedding happen indoors or outdoors?” Right away, Caleb answered, “Outdoor.” I said, “Indoor,” as I blinked at that exact moment. We both turned to look at each other. A silence settled. Not thick. Not violent. Just telling. The planners laughed a little, hoping it would make things less awkward. “That happens all the time, so don’t worry,” Melissa told us. "People in a relationship may have contrasting styles, which is why it’s our goal to combine their tastes." I tried to join in, but it was getting impossibl
161 Joana’s POV As soon as I entered my office, I closed the door and held my chest to try and calm the nervous beating of my heart. Why did it still bother me so much? The fact that I still felt his influence affected me as much as learning that I couldn’t easily get rid of it, as I once was able to do. Crossing the room, my mind was blank, and I struggled to calm my breath. I was seated behind my desk, looking at paperwork that had not been touched. The numbers looked the same then and didn’t matter in the face of the confusion filling my mind. Right after that, a knock came at the door. Sharp. Quick. I sat up a bit as Danielle, my senior designer, entered the room. There was both a sense of quickly needing to save time and a lack of belief in what I said. “Miss Joana,” she said, offering me a black folder. “We’ve just been given a new order by an unknown buyer. Nearly ten million dollars in payment.” I blinked. “Ten million?” Danielle nodded. “Payment has been
160 Joana’s POV Her look stayed sharp and full of possession, although she tried to look as neutral as possible. She tried to hide it with a little smile. However, the feelings of jealousy threatening beneath were unmistakable. The smoothie cup shook softly as she squeezed it in her perfect dream-manicured hands. I looked her straight in the eye without backing away. She wasn’t important enough for my time, but I wouldn’t let her watch me leave first. Both of us were locked in a silent head-to-head. Even so, she said nothing. There was hesitation reflected in her gaze. Though Louisa was easily agitated, she wouldn’t dare create a major incident publicly, especially with people watching nearby. She was fuming, filled with rage, but she managed to keep her cool. Her survival instinct caused her not to speak, but everyone could see her anger by the slight trembling of her lip and how she looked at them, all eyes and ready to strike. She then got to her feet, quietly brush
159 JOANA'S POV I turned and noticed her sitting at the café’s brightest window, with a group of similarly out-of-place women all drinking their smoothies in what looked like champagne glasses. They spent hours together talking, forcing laughs and using lots of perfume, all trying to impress each other with gossip or their knowledge about new brands. I sighed inside and began to wonder if I should leave. But the smell of my cake, the warmth of the coffee cup in my hands, and my craving for peace and sugar overruled the impulse to escape. I went into the booth behind them and tried to keep quiet, hoping to simply sit there without being noticed. Of course, Louisa was not the type to ignore eavesdropping. There was just one setting for the woman, and that was too loud. I took a sip of coffee and had the first bite of my cake, then I heard her say, “I’m almost there with Clinton. I wish it was simple for that psychotic bitch to marry Caleb so she would be gone from our lives.
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