LOGINRiley POVComing back to university again feels like a different planet after the last few days. Everything is noisy in that quiet way like pages turning, laptops clicking and people whispering. Iâm supposed to be focusing on my statistics notes as I'm way below average grade, but every time I try, I still feel Noah's fingers between my legs.Lila slides into the seat across from me, dumping her bag with a sigh.âYou look like you got hit by a truck. In a sexy way of course.âI groan, dropping my head to the table.âPlease donât ask.âEthan arrives a minute later, carrying three coffees. He sets one in front of me and drops into the chair right beside me. He sits so close to me that his thigh brushes mine under the table as he leans in to see my notes.âYou missed the review session yesterday,â he says, his voice soft and concerned. âI saved you my notes. Here, lookââHe angles his laptop toward me, his arm draping at the back of my chair. His fingers toying with a strand of my hair
Noah POVI lasted exactly thirty seconds after the door shut.Thirty seconds of staring at her in the middle of my room, with notebook clutched to her chest like a shield, eyes wide with defiance and that lingering hurt from how I left her last time.Thirty seconds before I broke.Every time I imagine what it would feel like to stop holding back and then remember exactly why I have to.She doesnât know how many times Iâve stood right here, staring at the door, convincing myself that wanting her is the same as endangering her.That if David were to find out about this then none of us will be able to survive his wrath.And wanting her has never been the problem.I wanted her since the first day I saw her and no, not at the frat party. I saw Riley way before when David ordered me to look after her in shadows. she was with her best friend at a fairâShe was and still is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. Drowning everything out, I kiss her until sheâs gasping, back pressed to the wal
Riley POVI practically run down the hallway, my notebook clutched to my chest like a shield.My heart is still hammering so hard I can feel it in my throat, and everywhere.Noahâs words keep repeating in my head.âBecause if I stayed, I wouldâve ruined you completely.âAnd then my stupid, reckless response âMaybe I wanted that.âHow stupid I can get?! I canât believe I said it out loud. Iâve never been that bold in my life not with anyone.But with him, itâs like every filter I have just dissolves like my mouth decides to betray me the second he looks at me with those dark, guarded eyes.I reach the kitchen and force myself to slow down, sucking in a deep breath before I step inside.Momâs already at the counter, setting out sandwiches and salad while David is already at the table, scrolling on his phone, looking relaxed in a way that somehow makes the room feel smaller.âHey, sweetie,â Mom says, smiling over her shoulder. âHowâs the studying going?ââGood,â I lie, sliding into a ch
Noah POVI knew it was coming.When David mentioned it at breakfast, casuallyâthat Rileyâs grades were slipping and that a responsible older figure should help her.In his words he mean he wants to see what I do under pressure. Wants to see if I break.And putting Riley in my room? Thatâs not a coincidence.Thatâs a test.Iâve spent the last hour cleaning my desk even though it was already clean. Busy organizing pencils I donât use and rearranging books Iâve already memorized.Trying not to breathe too deeply because her scent is still in my head from last night, too damn addictive.Trying not to think about how her legs shook around my shoulders or the sound she made when she came.I drag a hand over my face.I shouldâve said no.But I canât deny David anything.Iâm staring at the textbook when I hear footsteps outside my door. My heart kicks onceâhard. I Know she's Infront of the door probably hesitating. I can feel it the way she probably bites her lip debating running back to
Riley POVIâve managed to avoid everyone all morning.I lingered in my room until I heard the front door close David leaving for whatever ominous business he handles before breakfast and then I bolted downstairs for water before anyone could catch me.My legs are still trembling and my mind is still replaying last night on a loop.Noahâs mouth on me the way he looked at me right before he walked out, like he was choosing to drown instead of pulling me under with him.I should be thinking about school, or homework, or literally anything else, but all I can think is:He left. And he meant it.Iâm halfway through a glass of water when Mom calls from the dining room.âRiley? Come here, sweetheart.âI freeze.Sweetheart is never good, it means sheâs about to say something I wonât like.I walk in slowly, trying not to look guilty even though I havenât done anything wrong unless melting under Noah counts.Sheâs flipping through my school portal on her tablet, with glasses perched on her nose
Noah POVDavid is already sitting in the leather chair by the fireplace, one leg crossed over the other, with a glass of whiskey warming between his fingers like he has all the time in the world.I hate when he looks relaxed.It always means heâs two steps ahead of everyone else.I take the seat across from himâthe one he expects me to take leaning back like Iâm calm, like my pulse isnât still hammering from what happened upstairs.He gestures with the glass.âRough night?âI keep my face blank.âI didnât sleep.ââMm.â He takes a sip. âYouâve been restless lately.âRestless.If he knew whyâŚIf he knew I spent the night between Rileyâs legs, with her voice cracking in my mouthâŚI swallow hard, jaw flexing once and I'm thankful he doesnât notice.Or he pretends not to.âLetâs talk,â he says, setting the glass down with a soft click. âAbout your gang.âMy shoulders tense but not visibly. Not enough for him to read.âWhat about it?âHe studies me, his eyes raking my form to find any suspi







