LOGINRiley pov
Finally, we reached my room. It was a large guest suite with a full bed and neutral decor that felt like it had been copied from a catalog. I dropped my backpack on the bed and stared out the window, trying to ignore the ache in my throat. "Do you like it?" she asked softly behind me. I didnât turn around. "Itâs fine." She walked over and wrapped her arms around me. âI know this is a big change, honey. But itâs a good one. Davidâs really trying to make things work, and this⌠this is a fresh start for both of us.â I nodded because I didnât have the energy to argue. I wasnât mad at her not really. Just tired. Tired of running, tired of starting over, tired of being the second thought in every chapter of her life. We were quiet for few moments when came the knock on the half-closed door. I turned just in time to see Noah. He had the kind of face that could either belong to either a model or a criminal.sharp jawline, intense eyes, a mouth that didnât seem familiar with the idea of smiling. He glanced at my mom, then at me, then back again. âDavid said to let you know dinnerâs in an hour.â Mom smiled too brightly. âThank you, Noah.â He nodded, then looked straight at me. I met his gaze and I patted myself inwardly for not flinching. He raised one eyebrow, then left without another word. âSee?â my mom said with a hopeful chuckle. âHeâs polite. Just quiet.â Polite? He looked at me like I was stain! Dinner was awkward. David tried to make conversation and my mom tried to help. I tried not to choke on the tension between us but it didn't work. Noah sat across from me with his elbows on the table, slowly twirling a fork between his fingers like he was counting the seconds until we disappeared from his life. âSo,â David began. âNoah, did I tell you Rileyâs starting classes at Calridge next week?â Noah barely looked up. âYou didnât.â âSheâs transferring in as a psych major.â He slowly blink. âCool.â I cleared my throat. âActually, Iâm doubling with literature.â That earned me the smallest flicker of his gaze. âYou write?â âI read.â He nodded once, then returned to his plate like the conversation was done. Asshole. Two days have passed and we avoided each other like plague. I woke up early and he stayed out late. I used the downstairs bathroom. He claimed the upstairs one . We barely made eye contact, and when we did, it was laced with silent judgment. I shouldâve known it wouldnât last. It was a Friday morning when my mom cornered me in the kitchen, holding a coffee mug in one hand and her phone in the other. âYouâre falling behind in statistics, right?â she asked casually. I frowned. âYeah, Iâve missed a few credits. Why?â She smiled too sweetly. âNoah has a math degree. Heâs tutoring undergrads part-time. I asked him to help you.â I nearly choked. âYou what?â âJust once or twice a week.â âMom, he hates me. Why would you do that?â âHe doesnât even know you, why would he hate you!.â âThatâs not better!â She sighed and leaned in. âPlease, Riley. Just give it a try. Heâs really smart maybe itâll help.â And just like that, I found myself standing in front of his bedroom door, clutching my stats textbook like a shield, trying not to throw up. I knocked once. No answer. Again. Still nothing. I turned to leave just as the door creaked open. Noah stood there, shirt half unbuttoned, damp hair tousled, his eyes were heavy like heâd just woken up and tattoos peeking out from under his collar and down his forearm. âWhat?â I cleared my throat. âMy mom said⌠the tutoring thing.â He stared at me for a long moment, then stepped aside. âCome in.â I hesitated. âYou sure?â âNo,â he said flatly. âBut I donât have a choice.â I stepped in. His room was exactly what Iâd expected. Clean, organized and cold. Bookshelves were lined on the walls, mostly filled with thick, academic-looking texts. A single leather chair sat near the window. His bed was neatly made, though his discarded hoodie on the desk chair suggested he wasnât as robotic as he pretended to be. I sat on the edge of the chair while he moved to his desk. He grabbed a pen, opened my book, and didnât look at me. âYouâre already two weeks behind,â he muttered. âThanks for the reminder.â He finally looked up, eyes dark and unreadable. âYou want help or not?â I bit my tongue. âFine.â He started explaining a concept I didnât understand, his voice was low and steady, like this wasnât completely bizarre. Like I wasnât sitting in the room of the guy who made out with me a year ago. But the longer he talked, the more I noticed the things I shouldnât have. The curve of his jaw, the way his tattoo moved when he flexed his fingers and the tiny scar above his brow. "Got it?" he asked. I blinked. âWhat?â He smirked. âYou werenât listening.â âI was.â âOkay then,â he said, sliding the notebook over to me. âSolve this.â I stared at the problem. Was this question written in Roman? I couldn't understand a thing. He leaned in too close to me. âRiley,â he said, his voice was much lower now, almost amused. âYouâre gonna have to concentrate.â âI am,â I snapped. âThen stop staring at my chest.â My cheeks flushed. âI wasnât.â âSure.â He leaned back, smug and silent, watching me like he was already five steps ahead. Oh God! This was going to be a long semester. Noah didnât speak to me the rest of that first session. Not unless he had to. He corrected my mistakes with red ink, not words. He pointed at the wrong answers like they were things I should be ashamed of. Every second in his room made me feel suffocating. When I left, I didnât say thank you and I bet he didnât expect me to. The door clicked shut behind me as I returned to my room and yet I kept thinking about him. I lay in my new bed, staring at the ceiling, replaying every glance, every moment in that quiet room. I hated how clear he was in my mind. The smell of his cologne, the tone of his voice, the challenge in his eyes. He was rude, arrogant, and cold asshole but why did he get under my skin so easily? Why couldn't I get that kiss on my mind? He was my stepbrother for God sake!Riley POVAfter the library session wrapped up, Lila and Ethan were the first to pack up, saying they had a group project to finish. I lingered a little longer, gathering my notes, my mind already racing ahead to getting homeâto Noah, to whatever charged silence or heated glance waited for me there. I slung my bag over my shoulder and stepped out into the late afternoon light, pulling out my phone to text him that I was on my way.Thatâs when the man appeared.He was leaning against a sleek black sedan parked at the curb, tall and broad-shouldered in a dark suit that looked too expensive for campus. His hair was neatly styled, his posture relaxed, but something about the way he watched the entrance made my steps slow.When he saw me, he straightened and offered a polite smile.âRiley?âI stopped a few feet away, my hand tightening on my bag strap.âYes?âHe stepped closer, hands visible in non-threatening move.âIâm Matteo. Davidâs brother. He asked me to come pick you up saying the
Noah POVThe house felt too damn quiet when I walked in, like it knew I was carrying a storm I hadnât shaken off yet. David was nowhere in sightâprobably locked in his study, plotting whatever came next in that cold head of his. I dropped my bag by the door, still tasting the rage from the library feed, still seeing Ethanâs hand on her knee like it was burned into my eyelids. I was halfway up the stairs, towel still damp around my waist from the shower I barely finished, when my phone rang. I snatched it up without checking the screen, already braced for whatever fresh hell this day had left for me.âBoss, itâs the campus guy,â the voice said. âSomethingâs happening. I⌠I think Rileyâs in trouble.ââWhat do you mean?â My towel was still around my waist, hair wet, and already my heart started racing furiously against my ribs. "What the fuck do you mean that Riley is in danger?!" âThereâs a guy in black⌠I saw him. He⌠he took Riley. He got her into his car. I⌠I donât know what he
Noah POVIâm in the warehouse office when i see the feed comes through. The place smells like gun powder and old concrete, a scent that has been soaked into my skin over the years, reminding me of how many nights I spent counting cash or cleaning up messes that canât be undone. Jax and Marco are out in the main hall, their voices murmuring as they sort through crates from last nightâs drop with occasional laughter breaking the monotony. Iâm supposed to be checking the numbers, making sure nothingâs short and keeping everything running smooth for David.But Iâm not.One of my guys on campus security still owes me from that debt I cleared for him two years ago. Nothing major though just access to a couple of library cameras. I told him it was for Rileyâs safety, that with David watching my every move these days, I needed my eyes on her every time when I couldnât be there myself.That was a lie. It was just an excuse.I needed to see her.The screen flickers and then loads, revealing
Riley POVComing back to university again feels like a different planet after the last few days. Everything is noisy in that quiet way like pages turning, laptops clicking and people whispering. Iâm supposed to be focusing on my statistics notes as I'm way below average grade, but every time I try, I still feel Noah's fingers between my legs.Lila slides into the seat across from me, dumping her bag with a sigh.âYou look like you got hit by a truck. In a sexy way of course.âI groan, dropping my head to the table.âPlease donât ask.âEthan arrives a minute later, carrying three coffees. He sets one in front of me and drops into the chair right beside me. He sits so close to me that his thigh brushes mine under the table as he leans in to see my notes.âYou missed the review session yesterday,â he says, his voice soft and concerned. âI saved you my notes. Here, lookââHe angles his laptop toward me, his arm draping at the back of my chair. His fingers toying with a strand of my hair
Noah POVI lasted exactly thirty seconds after the door shut.Thirty seconds of staring at her in the middle of my room, with notebook clutched to her chest like a shield, eyes wide with defiance and that lingering hurt from how I left her last time.Thirty seconds before I broke.Every time I imagine what it would feel like to stop holding back and then remember exactly why I have to.She doesnât know how many times Iâve stood right here, staring at the door, convincing myself that wanting her is the same as endangering her.That if David were to find out about this then none of us will be able to survive his wrath.And wanting her has never been the problem.I wanted her since the first day I saw her and no, not at the frat party. I saw Riley way before when David ordered me to look after her in shadows. she was with her best friend at a fairâShe was and still is the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. Drowning everything out, I kiss her until sheâs gasping, back pressed to the wal
Riley POVI practically run down the hallway, my notebook clutched to my chest like a shield.My heart is still hammering so hard I can feel it in my throat, and everywhere.Noahâs words keep repeating in my head.âBecause if I stayed, I wouldâve ruined you completely.âAnd then my stupid, reckless response âMaybe I wanted that.âHow stupid I can get?! I canât believe I said it out loud. Iâve never been that bold in my life not with anyone.But with him, itâs like every filter I have just dissolves like my mouth decides to betray me the second he looks at me with those dark, guarded eyes.I reach the kitchen and force myself to slow down, sucking in a deep breath before I step inside.Momâs already at the counter, setting out sandwiches and salad while David is already at the table, scrolling on his phone, looking relaxed in a way that somehow makes the room feel smaller.âHey, sweetie,â Mom says, smiling over her shoulder. âHowâs the studying going?ââGood,â I lie, sliding into a ch







