Chapter 8- Tank

Chapter 8

Tank

We drove back to my place in silence. I was beyond exhausted. I needed to make sure Julia was safe from now on though. I decided to have a few hours sleep and then go to the hardware store in town to get what I needed to fix the door. I worked security at the club and knew how to make places more secure. I knew Buzz had wired his place in computers and cameras, but that didn’t stop people getting in. I kicked myself when I realized I could have stopped them. Why the fuck hadn’t I already done this?

I lay in bed for an hour struggling to find sleep. My mind wouldn’t stop racing. I was blaming myself and that was the wrong thing to do. I blamed myself when Wolf died and barely got out of that guilt alive. I wouldn’t have if it weren’t for Axel and my brothers at the club. And when my parents died, I blamed myself too. Why? I have no idea, but it helped me avoid the guilt at being the on