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One hundred and eleven

Author: Luxie
last update publish date: 2026-03-07 23:57:19

Lisa POV

My body felt tight with nerves about seeing the baby inside me for the first time.

I still refused to attach any maternal thoughts to it. The child was not mine. Saying my baby would be stupid.

Even so, the words kept forming in my head.

For someone who had never imagined becoming a mother, the small changes in my body already felt overwhelming. My stomach felt strange every morning. I got tired faster. Even my sense of smell had turned against me.

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Hmm I'm sure you don’t, and we all believe you, Evangeline
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