Present Day
The man standing next to me stinks.
I have to wiggle my nose every minute to somehow get rid of the stench. It doesn't work though; it's only a reflex.
The only reason I have to stand next to this horribly smelling rogue is because we've been summoned by the Akari League Rogue Leaders.
A year ago when I ran from the Willow Tree Pack, I had nowhere to go. I slept in caves, crying and mourning my horrible fate. There were days I went without food or water, completely frozen in grief.
Until I was discovered by a rogue she-wolf. She had been harsh; laughing at my predicament.
"You trusted a pack wolf, an alpha at that? All they care about is their bloody hierarchy. Who told you someone like him would truly accept you?"
Her words had been like thousands of needles piercing through my skin. I cried then, feeling the brutal force of rejection hit me again.
The lady, Lalia, had said nothing. She just watched me cry in that dark cave. She watched me cry until I had no tears left.
That was when she asked; "how will you like to join us?"
I did not even hesitate. Of what use was it staying in this cave crying? My now ex mate was probably deep inside my best friend.
I could not cry for him any longer.
So I followed Lalia; through the thick forest, over two rivers and into a hidden mountain range.
It was there I met the Akari League.
They were a group of free minded folks who believed that the system of Alphas should be destroyed. No, they believed it should be theirs.
I knew it was wrong- it was rebellion - but I couldn't care less.
Why should I?
Instead, I trained with my new found powers. I could not fully shift but I was quick and extremely tactical. My superiors sent me on a lot of smaller missions until I got the hang of it.
Killing other wolves.
Everytime my claw sliced the throat of a gamma or beta wolf, I felt a certain relief.
It was like I was slitting Brook's throat and it felt like revenge. Maybe I was running mad, who knows? The truth is, the weak omega Gemma was gone.
My wolf might have been almost inexistent but it didn't stop me from becoming stronger.
Now, I find myself in the present, standing in a dark chamber - awaiting the Akari leaders' speech.
I wriggle my nose again; this wolf really smells. I look to my right and he looks back at me and smiles. Before I can sneer at him, I hear the thunderous voice of Vaki, one of the leaders.
"Today, we have summoned all of you here because of an important development." The man is bald and missing an eye.
"As you all know, the wolfthrone has been empty for a year. But word has passed that a new ruler is emerging. The White Crow."
Everyone in the room stills.
The name is familiar. The White Crow is one of, if not the most powerful lycan in the entirety of Suro and beyond.
It was him?
How was anyone supposed to even get close enough to kill that monster...
As if answering my question, another leader answers. Her eyes are so hollow it's like she's a skeleton. "We know that sending an assassin to claim the throne from him is equal to suicide but there's a way..."
A pause.
"The White Crow has a very terrible weakness. On the night of the Blood moon when wolves receive extreme power every year; he falls ill. We don't know the reason, maybe a curse or something. But the fact is, that is our window to kill him. But to do that, we need someone equally smart and attention grabbing to get close enough to him. We only have 10 months to the next blood moon..."
I look around the crowd. Everyone's face is pale. No one wanted to be a part of this.
"Gemma."
I hear my name and I pause.
What?
"Gemma is the exact weapon we'll use. She looks innocent and can pull off being his concubine. For 10 months, you must gain his attention and-"
"No! I-I can't..." my voice is shaking. I am not even strong enough to defeat a normal alpha. What makes them think I can do this?
The lady on the podium smiles. Her teeth are all jagged.
"Yes. You can. The moment you joined the Akari League, you signed up for this. You have no say."
My heart sinks and I look down to the floor. "Yes, miss."
I hear her chuckle. "Perfect! The rest of you will be assigned duties in the royal court to support Gemma. You must keep your eyes and ears peeled. Reports on the progress must be given every month."
My heart is racing. This cannot be happening.
The White Crow?
The only lycan in the entirety of Suro to ascend to the throne without having royal blood. There is no history of his previous packs or background.
It's like he just appeared from thin air.
And that's the most off-putting part of him. Did he fall from the sky then- or rather, ascend from hell?
My body is covered in goosebumps as I stand, listening to the remaining details.
I can't do this...
At dawn the following day, I'm dressed in a hood and made to board a wagon of girls heading to the capital. Every single wolf here was a weak omega ready to become concubines or slaves to the new king.
The sun rising was not so pretty today.
I can't do this
I've said this statement again and again. The Akari League was sending me to my death.
I observe the somber but hopeful expressions on the girls' faces. They must be glad for the opportunity to serve in the capital.
My heart is plunging deeper and deeper.
This would probably be my last and most terrible mission.
For who in all of the kingdoms could kill the infamous White Crow?
A man who had slaughtered a thousand wolves in a breath.
GEMMAIn that one fleeting moment, both our eyes met, and I knew he had seen me as well.I looked straight at him, waiting to see if he would ask Alpha Grey about me, but he only started to ask Rose some questions about the Northern Province. The woman answered all, while I tried to find a corner to hide in. It was all coming back. The pain and heartache of being cheated on by her mate and with the one person she thought was her best friend-Seline, of having to hear the moans and to smell the sex reeking from their bodies, of the smile of victory she had on her face when she knew that she had seen them, and the pain she felt when he grabbed her by the hair and rammed her face into that door. It was all coming back to her, and it was hurting her."And that is Gemma," Alpha Grey's voice rang out. "She is important to me."I looked at him and for once, appreciated him for not shaming me. This had to be the stark contrast between the two men-for while one did not hesitate to shame me, th
GEMMAI thought myself crazy when sleep eluded me for a long time that night.The words echoed in my mind in the exact way in which he spoke them, the sound sharp and cold in my ears and heart. My place in the harem.Not beside him as his lover, not as the woman who had shared his breath and his body in frantic waves of lovemaking in the cave from the night before. It felt as though I was just another piece of his collection of women, a trinket to be stored away until he desired me again. I had hoped I would not return to the harem, but it was where he wanted me, and the sweet, familiar scents of jasmine and sandalwood greeted me once again as I entered the harem. The other women sat on silk cushions, smoking or drying their skins off or indulging in whatever hobbies they thought would make them more attractive to Alpha Grey.All of it stopped when they saw me again, and they started to confer with one another, the whispers leaving their mouths and their eyes alight with some dark e
GEMMA I woke up and sat up first thing in the morning, trying to remember all that happened from the previous night, and one by one, the memories came, making me smile with glee.The cave was silent and without a single sound save for the soft breathing of the horse as it sat on the cave floor, the faint rustle of leaves outside and the chirps of the morning birds in the trees. My eyes looked back at Alpha Grey's naked body, and thinking of how he dove into me only hours before made my body ache with forgotten pleasure, a reminder of the night before. I tried to find my clothes, but my motions only caused Alpha Grey's eyes to blink open, meeting mine with a warmth I hadn't seen in him since he put Alfred to death. We smiled at one another, and for once, I didn't feel like an accessory. I felt like his to own and love."Is it morning already?" he asked lazily as he reached out with a hand to brush back a wild lock of hair that had gone out of place and fallen across my face.I nodded
GEMMAThe fire crackled between us, throwing shadows across Alpha Grey's face. With Alynna sleeping comfortably in his lap-we had all come to accept that it was her new bed, Rose sitting quietly while staring at the fire, her eyes so blank that they gave nothing away-though I had no doubt that she would be thinking of her lost husband, and myself who sat apart, the warmth of the flames barely reaching me because I was so clouded by my thoughts that I was left detached from anything surrounding me. I only wondered if I mattered to him.He hadn't even said anything about me when he spoke of leaving, as though I were nothing but an accessory to him, as though I meant nothing. Nothing at all...The hours went past and the night deepened, and Rose soon took Alynna away from Alpha Grey and inside one of the rooms to sleep. For my own part, I stayed by the fire, staring into the orange flames until Alpha Grey's voice broke the silence."Gemma," he said, his voice low and rough. "Come with
GEMMAThough everything cleared up, he remained moody and aloof till night.With everyone now aware that he was the Alpha, Rose and Alynna's house were filled with people who had come to see him and to pay their respects. What I found amusing were the gifts they brought to him which ended up being even far more than what Alfred and his men could gather. Even far into the night, there were still so many visitors, so that the Alpha had to move elsewhere for Rose and Alynna to sleep in peace in their own home.The next day came and he was still speaking to those who came to see him, placing himself in a distance that allowed the house to be free. That was when a number of women came to visit, to express their surprise that the Alpha had been hiding in a house just as small as theirs. I do not know if they knew that I could hear them, but it was to my hearing that they started to ask Rose how human he was and if he ate, slept, peed, and even breathed. I stood listening to them, wondering
GEMMA I did not know much about Alfred. I didn't even know him.Yet when they returned so quickly that I wondered if Alfred was close by, and with him hanging between them as the crowd started to curse and spit, I felt pity for him. It was like watching the highest mountains crash into the sea and seeing the world turn upside down in a supernatural twist. I barely recognized him when they dropped him at the Alpha's feet too, his red hair taking up enough of the dust on the floor and mingling with it. His once-fine cloak, a beautiful work of art threaded with gold thread, had now become a disgraced ruin, streaked with dirt and blood. At the sight of him in a state that was so vulnerable, the crowd surged forward, their moving sea of heads looking to me like a tide of fury that I was caught up and trapped in. Around me, mothers clutched their children while spitting curses, and the elders did the same, throwing saliva into the dust. I pressed my lips together at the sight of all this