Mag-log inALPHA RYKER
The Crescent ball ritual began today, and it was responsible for my bad mood. I stood before the large mirror in my room, covered in sweat and herbs. A white towel hung low around my waist. The combined smell of Marjoram, dill seeds and some other herbs swayed, circling the air around me, its juices dripping from my head down to my toes.
How long was I going to do this shit?
Eileen had said it was compulsory I did the mate finding ritual again this year, but she never said they intended to bathe me in some ‘herbal’ liquid. The burnt herbs and incense I could take, but being drenched in a mixture of herbs in hopes to attract a non-existent mate, was something I couldn't.
“Then give them a Luna. Find your mate.” Caden's voice rang in my head.
I hated the thought of this. Finding a mate when war was right at our doorsteps was nothing but misplaced priorities. I knew what was more important, and it was definitely not a mate.
A rapt knock drew my attention to the door. I turned to it, just in time to see Caden slide in. He took one good look at me, then burst into a loud guffaw
I shot him a glare.
“Not funny” I frowned at him, moving from the mirror.
“Sorry” He chuckled. “When my mother said you were taking a herb bath, I never imagined you'd stink after it” He continued.
“Shut up” I chortled, joining him.
“How long will this one go on for?” He asked, resting on the sofa.
“A day, or two?” I shrugged.
“Hmmm” he nodded. “What is the essence of this new ritual?” He asked again. I stared at him squarely, he raised his left brow quizzically.
“What else?”
“To smell nicer?” He mocked. I gave him a serious look which only made him laugh more.“Seriously though,” he began after laughing. “ I think you should give them what they want.”
“And, how am I supposed to do that?” I asked him. He shot me a look at this. Caden knew I didn't believe in mates or soulmates. Even though he had this crazy philosophy of me having something to do with my lack of a mate. Ironically, he wasn't even mated yet.
“It's not my fault.” I shrugged.
“As if” he scoffed
“ It is not as if a mate is someone you can just pick. A Luna I can get, but a mate is over reaching”
“Lauren?” he queried, a little shocked.
“Have I toiled with the idea? Yes.”
“What?!” He exclaimed incredulously.
“She's not a bad choice,” I shrugged. Caden stared at me as though I had grown an extra head. He was one of the many people who didn't approve of Lauren, her grandfather's position in the pack notwithstanding.
“She's a wrong choice” he countered.
“That's my girlfriend we are talking about”
“I thought this was for the sugar? Why are you taking it seriously?”
“Cause I know her, and trust her. She's got strong ties, her family is good for business.” There were many reasons why Lauren was an ideal choice.
“Of all the gorgeous Crescent moon women of rank, why Aaron's granddaughter?” He asked in dismay.
I shrugged, not that he would understand most of my choices, but Lauren was smart, calculative and tough. Her ruthless side helped her assert dominance in her own way. Honestly, I've never really seen a Crescent She-wolf that could measure up to her.
But that was not the major reason.
“I'd suggest an interpack marriage.” Caden continued. “Howlfang for example. They've got a powerful army. Alpha Guan is filthy rich, and his daughter would make an excellent Luna”
“Eileen told you this?”
“No. I did my research. She's his only heir. You know what that means right?”
“I’m not interested” I pushed myself up, making for the bathroom.
“Mother wants to see us,” Caden said, dropping the issue as quickly as he'd brought it. “ She's downstairs. Something about the ball and final preparations” he said, standing to his feet.
“I'll be down soon” I assured him. He held the door knob, then paused.
“Ryker, I understand you're under a lot of pressure to fulfill duty and take care of your pack, but don't do anything you'd regret. The Pack's Luna will have to be your wife first, before anything” and with that, he was out. Leaving me with the weight of his words and the smell of herbs.
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“Why the fuck should I put this in my wallet?” I stared at the bay leaves Eileen had pressed into my palm.
“To attract your mate” she counseled.
Oh boy! Bay leaves too?
She handed me a little bottle of greenish liquid.
“What's this for?” I asked, scrutinizing the bottle.
“Perfume made with Lavender, patchouli, nutmeg and fennel” She replied.
“And why the hell should I wear this?”
“To attract love, and your soulmate”
Caden snickered, I shot him a glare. His mother turned to him “I made a bottle for you too” she said, handing him another bottle, same as the one she'd given me. Caden's smile dropped. It was my turn to laugh. He stared at the bottle suspiciously.
“Book a herb bath for him while you're at it,” I taunted.
“Hahaha, very funny” He rolled his eyes at me.
“I already did” Eileen joined in the banter. I laughed hard as Caden's expression went from disappointment to horror
“Mother!” He called. She handed him the bottle in response.
“In your bath lotions, your oils, and in your cologne. Use the oil twice each day” she instructed him. I laughed at how specific his instructions were. Taking the bottle from her. I handed it to Gwen, the housekeeper, who stood beside her, struggling to hide her smile.
“Alpha, should I put in your lotions and oils?” She asked.
“No”
“Yes”
I and Eileen answered simultaneously. I shot Eileen a glare.
“Yes,” She said to Gwen. Gwen's eyes found mine, a skeptic look on her face. Eileen gave me a challenging look. I sighed, it was just oil right? And it smelled good. I nodded affirmatively to Gwen. She smiled, took a bow and left the room.
“Mother wins again,” Caden muttered underneath his breath.
“I heard that” I said, making for the door.
“Mother knows best” Eileen remarked “Come home for dinner?”
“We will,” Caden responded.
“Ryker?”
“Certainly” I replied to her. “Are you coming with?” I directed to Caden.
“Yes, Alpha,” He mockingly bowed. His mother hit him playfully.
The moment we were outside, I pulled him in, knocking him off his feet. He landed on his back.
“Dude!” He wheezed.
“Work on your reflexes” I stood over him, stretching out my right hand to him. He eyed my hand suspiciously, then finally took it. I pulled him up, tapping on his back. “Now, we are even” I brushed past him, heading for the car that was parked and waiting. I noticed Caden wasn't following behind. He stood still at the spot where I'd left him.
“Cade?”
He didn't reply, just stood still watching me.
What the fuck?
“Cade?” I called again
“Was just thinking what would happen when you step out with that thing in your wallet” He spoke in a serious tone.
“You mean this?” I showed him the bay leaves in my palm.
His eyes twinkled mischievously “Mate?” He mocked, then burst out into taunting laughter at my irritated expression.
“God, I can't wait to see you hooked!” He remarked, heading towards the car. There was no winning with this dude. How he managed to switch from stoic, to playful and then ruthless was beyond me. I shoved the bay leaves into my wallet.
“They don't work” I dismissed.
“Best believe, they do”
We'll see.
XAVIERAThe walk to Crescent infirmary was heavily silent.Moonlight spilled through towering trees, illuminating broken branches and disturbed earth where dozens of sentinels and hunters searched the area.Nobody spoke, not even a whisper.Even nature itself seemed reluctant to make a sound.Eileen had told me this centre was built during the war between the Southern realms and a Northern enemy. There were a lot of casualties. The Crescent hospital was full, so Alpha Stark Aragon had built an emergency tent within the estate.After the war, he'd transformed it into an emergency center. Alpha Fenrir Aragon, his grandson and Ryker's father had turned it into the Salutary convent, and had built additional salutary offices for high ranking officials.The strong scent of blood reached m
XAVIERAThe moment the car door closed beside me, everything sped up two times forward. Caden had rushed out, and the moment Ryker spoke, I saw the blood drain from face.His mother.The dread was unmistakable.Ryker was already coming around the car, Reid and Calum trailing behind.“Call Chief Garret, initiate a third grade lockdown, no one enters or leaves the pack until I say so. And put the Chief on the line, I'd like to know how the enemy slipped past security under his watch.”Everything from that moment on was race and speed.The Journey back to the manor was filled with a stifling silence.Neither of us said a word.I didn't know what to say.Ryker looked out the window, his expression l
CADENIt wasn't my intention to go there. I knew she'd be there, Ryker was invited , naturally he'd bring her along. And just as she wanted, I had kept my distance. But it's been over a week of trying to avoid what I felt, burying myself in work, in Erin, in training, and yet my thoughts still returned to her. “Caden.”I looked up from fastening the cuff of my black jacket.Erin stood at the doorway.She looked beautiful.Her silver gown shimmered beneath the candlelight, hugging her figure elegantly, while her blonde hair cascaded over one shoulder.I told her she looked beautiful. She smiled."You don't look bad yourself," she said, walking further into the room. “You know,” she began slowly, reaching for my tie, her fingers working them into a knot. “I can always ditch the girls and accompany you.”Silence settled between us briefly, and I toiled with the idea. Xaviera would be there. Erin was offering to be my shield again, and I could honestly use the distraction. But…“I
XAVIERA“You look like you'd rather be anywhere else.”That unmistakable baritone.I froze. Not tonight.I turned, and of course, it was Caden.He stood near the balcony railing in his charcoal tuxedo, looking like he hadn't slept properly in a week. My chest tightened at the sight of him."I was just leaving," I said quietly.It's been a whole week since I last saw him. I wanted to ask if he was okay.If he was doing alright. He didn't look like he was doing alright.“I was just leaving,” I said quietly.He nodded.I began to move away from the balcony, when his hands closed around my wrist.“Please, wait.”
XAVIERAThe silence in the car had a pulse.It was so loud that it rang in my ears, and so heavy that it rested on my shoulders like a damp wool blanket. Outside, the dense forest that demarcated the borders of Crescent Moon from Greenwood pack blurred into streaks of black as our SUV sliced through the moonlit highway. Every now and then, moonlight slipped through the canopy, silver ribbons slithered across the polished leather seats before disappearing just as quickly.Calum sat behind the wheel while Reid occupied the passenger seat, occasionally checking the road ahead and the convoy behind us. Neither of them dared disturb the silence hanging over the backseat.Ryker sat motionless beside me, one arm rested against the door, the other on his thigh, long fingers curled loosely into a fist. His profile was illuminated every few seconds by the passing streetlights, revealing the sharp line of his jaw, the faint crease between his brows. An expression carved from stone. He looked
XAVIERAThe only normal thing the past week was Eileen teaching me about the Luna dos and Luna do nots. Allyfest this.Allyfest that. Which families held influence.Which Alphas preferred formal greetings.Where I should stand.When I should speak.When I absolutely should not.Apparently, there was an entire handbook for being the Luna of one of the most powerful packs in the Southern realms.Growing up, I used to think if an Alpha ever walked into the Red court with an intent of marriage, it would be to claim either Zephyr or Georgia. Not me. Zephyr had the grace, confidence and elegance expected of an Alpha's daughter.Georgia had always been this little princess. I had been Father's finest warrior, content and happy with a sword in my hand.I told myself that if I never found a mate, I'd become one of Red Moon's Delta Generals.If I did find one, I'd probably serve as a warrior Gamma in my mate's pack.That had always been enough for me.Never in my wildest dreams had I imagi
XAVIERA Today was the day I had always anticipated. The weather was bright, and the birds chirped joyously. Our house was a beehive, and I could hear almost every chatter, and rapid steps downstairs. I stood over my window, watching people troop into Red Manor, perfect smiles on their faces. They
BETA CADENI was walking on thin ice. A little crack, and I'd be going under. I knew this, but I couldn't help the anger that coursed through my veins when my mother told me about Ryker sleeping out for the past two nights, and Xaviera finding out he had been at Lauren's. I knew he was angry, but
XAVIERAI was premiumly fucked!I didn't know why I had let this thing with Caden even play the first scene. I didn't know why I had let him get that close to me when I knew what he wanted, what I was feeling, an
XAVIERAIt's been four days since Ryker pinned me against the walls of the training ground, and kissed me senseless. That was my first kiss. And never did I envision that it would be as passionate and maddening as that. Now that he'd kissed me, I wanted him to do more. I wanted him to make love to







