LOGINI watched my mate die. His head had been severed, and had rolled across blood stained ground while my family was burnt alive. So why is he standing before me? --------- Five years ago, Xaviera lost everything in one night. Her family. Her pack. Her rank. And the man the Moon Goddess had chosen for her. She fled to the Crescent Moon Pack with nothing but nightmares, determined never to be seen again. Fate, however, had other plans. The Moon Goddess gives her a second chance. Ryker Conri Aragon. The formidable Alpha every she-wolf dreams of. A man who wants nothing to do with her. Cold. Proud. Unyielding. He accepts the bond only because duty demands it, making it painfully clear that she will never be the Luna he wanted. Just when Xaviera decides to stop chasing a place in his heart, the impossible happens. The mate she watched die returns... Alive. He claims she was his. As war engulfs the southern werewolf packs, betrayal festers within Crescent Moon itself, and ancient enemies close in, Xaviera finds herself caught between the ghost of the life she lost and the Alpha who is slowly becoming the only place she's ever felt safe. But not every mate is what he seems. And not every second chance is a blessing. Some are the beginning of a war.
View MoreXAVIERA
This was the calm before the storm.
I stood in the gallery, dressed in a red dress, my hands resting on the balustrade, while I watched the throng of bodies move sensually below. It was the Red festival of the Red moon pack, and everyone was in a celebratory mood. From my vantage position, Zee, my elder sister, was giggling like a schoolgirl in the arms of her mate, Luca, while the latter seemed quite satisfied with the woman in his arms.
Our father, Alpha Wayne sat on his dignified cushion chair decorated with crystal gems, flanked by the chief Gamma, Sir Adrian and his Beta, Felix.
My mother, Luna Anne, stood in the circle of the court ladies, who were also wives of wolves of ranks exchanging hot topics, or as Zee would call it, “Red gist” —over glasses of white wine. My other siblings were scattered around, and about having fun. Every other person appeared all loved up, the goddess had blessed all the werewolves of Red Moon who were of age either with a mate, or their wolf just a month ago.
I had been blessed with both. However, I couldn't enjoy the ceremony. Not after what I'd heard earlier tonight.
My gaze strayed to Collins, my mate, who stood out in the midst of the festivities like a sore thumb. His fingers were firmly wrapped around the base of a glass of wine that had swiftly succeeded several others. He was drinking a lot tonight, and I didn't understand why.
“It's high time you put the young man out of his misery, don't you think?” The hoarse timbre of Asher's voice interrupted my line of thoughts, as he joined me in the gallery.
I took a swift whiff of his scent, quickly detecting the contrasting strawberry scent that clung to him in a tight embrace. “Does he look miserable to you?” I asked, cocking my brow playfully at him, taking him in a careful glance. His auburn hair appeared a bit ruffled, like fingers had raked through and pulled, and his dark green eyes looked satisfied—a look that had been a constant thing, “And what's that —”
“It's Kaya” Asher interrupted me smoothly with a knowing look.
“That wasn't what I was going to ask,” my eyes narrowed suspiciously.
“You were going to ask anyway,” he shrugged.
“I wasn't,” I denied.
“Well, you didn't have to. Your face did the asking” he chuckled humorously. “For a Delta wolf, you surely are too easy to read” he remarked.
“So Kaya changed her perfume, heh?” I prodded casually. Not that I believed Asher capable of cheating on his wife and mate, who was also his first love—fortunately—but…
“Amongst other things. You wouldn't believe what pregnancy could do to a woman,” he remarked, his eyes lighting up dreamily.
An absolutely finished man.
“She woke up this morning, and decided to smell like strawberries. And, I combed through several perfumeries for the right type of strawberry fragrance. It was nerve-wracking, but I got my reward just few minutes ago, cause added to weird cravings and desires, is also her powerful need for sex”
Oh god!
“Please, stop”
“I mean, the sex between us is magnificent, but this pregnancy has taken it to the highest echelons of desire.” He prattled on, quite elated with the prospect. “You know, there's this —”
“Okay, enough Asher,” I interrupted him, embarrassed on his behalf. If I let him continue, he might just frustrate me with traumatizing details of his sex life.
“Don't be a prude, I caught you sucking faces with Collins the night before”
What?!
I was certain I looked as mortified as I felt, quite embarrassed by Asher's exaggeration of what was supposed to be a first kiss—an action thwarted by his cockblocking.
“Our lips barely touched!” I defended myself.
“Good. You just saved a man's life,” he said, titling his head arrogantly. I scoffed at this, my attention returning to the party below.
“He's my mate, in case you missed the memo” My eyes swiftly swept through the crowd searching for Collins who had stood right there a few seconds ago. He was nowhere in sight.
Where did he go?
“Doesn't mean you should start fucking,” Asher retorted, successfully shocking me into a near heart attack, and unbelievable embarrassment.
“Oh my goodness!”
“What? You don't like the act of fucking?” He taunted, his lips curling into a satisfied smirk.
“Asher!” I gasped.
“You shouldn't be scared of fucking though” he continued.
“Oh, please, shut up!” I chuckled, the thought of my body and Collins’ in an intimate position, settling on my mind for a little while. I liked the prospect.
“Oh you like it!” Asher continued his taunts, at my giggle, he sighed. “Definitely going to murder that fucker” he said between gritted teeth.
“Like Kaya's brother murdered you?”
“Oh please,” he scoffed. “ I am going to be Alpha someday, he loves me.”
“Ah!”
“Ah, yes,” he agreed. “But seriously though, why are you up here keeping guard instead of down there, enjoying the festival?”
My thoughts drifted back to the conversation I'd eavesdropped on tonight. I debated telling him about what I'd heard our parents and the military gammas discussing an hour or so, but I didn't have all the details. I knew as much as I had heard and seen, and for all I knew, it might not be our pack.
“I'd rather watch” I decided.
“You're not on duty, Veera. There's enough time to stand guard, so tonight have some fun” he urged me gently. Collins walked through one of the doors that led outside the ballroom to the courtyard. He seemed calm, his glass was gone, and his hands settled in his pants pockets as he casually strolled through the crowd. He seemed more relaxed than earlier.
“I know,” I offered offhandedly, my eyes trained on my meandering mate. There was something new about him, an aura I couldn't really fathom.
“Xaviera, what is it?” Asher asked, following my gaze. Just then, Collins looked upwards, towards me. His gaze was quite intense, and unlike my shy mate. The sound of glass tore through our little intense stare, I broke gazes first. A man led a drunken woman out through the crowd, then I caught Luca pulling Zee out of the room, a mischievous look on his face, and my sister's lunatic giggling trailing behind them. “What is it?” Asher asked again.
“What do you mean?”
“Okay, I don’t buy your bullshit. None of it. You've been uneasy all evening, your energy is all hyped, and that stare down with Collins? What the fuck is going on?”
“What—” I began to deflect, but a rapid movement caught my eye. A Delta officer, three ranks above mine, trudged in, his face contorted in a grimace, with an aura of urgency that meant only one thing to my already hyped senses. He bent, muttered something to the Chief Gamma, Adrian, who sat by my father's left, and the man in turn whispered something to my father, whose eyes widened in shock, then shifted to dread. A chill slivered down my spine.
My father whispered to his Beta, both of them got up in a fluid movement, swiftly walking out through the door, a host of the council behind them. Chief Adrian approached my mother, who had been watching the exchange.
“Xaviera!” Asher called, tapping on my shoulders.
“Something's wrong.” I whispered to him.
“What?”
“Get Kaya, Zee and everyone to safety” I moved away from him, heading towards the stairs.
“Okay, fucking slow down and—” he said behind me
“We barely got time, Asher. Go!”
“What in the—”
“Now!” I howled. He nodded in understanding, turning away from me. I descended the stairs, heading for my mother who was struggling to stay as comported as her gingerly secured auburn hair. The guards gathered my other siblings. Curious gazes fell and rested upon us, as I joined them.
“What's going on?” Kaya asked, pushing forward with her protruding stomach. She smelt of strawberries, and the scent of her perfume made me uneasy.
“Just follow the—” My mother began to say, when a loud sound burst through the night, halting the jolly sounds in one powerful explosion. Another one followed suit, hitting closer to home, shaking the foundations of the mansion. The chandelier above us staggered in effect, then dropped, the sound of shattering crystals sent the whole room into full panic mode, which was greeted by another explosion.
“Quick! Follow Chief Adrian!” My mother shouted, amidst the ruckus.
“Xaviera!” Collins called, joining us. He pulled me into a hug, then ran his hand up to my neck. He was shaking visibly, but I couldn't blame him. I was the fighter, Collins had always been too soft for issues like this.
“Hey, it's alright. We'll get to safety” I assured him, running a hand over his hair in reassurance.
“What's going on?” he asked shakily.
“We are under attack!”
XAVIERAThe only normal thing the past week was Eileen teaching me about the Luna dos and Luna do nots. Allyfest this.Allyfest that. Which families held influence.Which Alphas preferred formal greetings.Where I should stand.When I should speak.When I absolutely should not.Apparently, there was an entire handbook for being the Luna of one of the most powerful packs in the Southern realms.Growing up, I used to think if an Alpha ever walked into the Red court with an intent of marriage, it would be to claim either Zephyr or Georgia. Not me. Zephyr had the grace, confidence and elegance expected of an Alpha's daughter.Georgia had always been this little princess. I had been Father's finest warrior, content and happy with a sword in my hand.I told myself that if I never found a mate, I'd become one of Red Moon's Delta Generals.If I did find one, I'd probably serve as a warrior Gamma in my mate's pack.That had always been enough for me.Never in my wildest dreams had I imagi
ALPHA RYKERI knew it would always happen.From the moment she arrived at the ball that night in that perfect dress, to when they disappeared and returned to the dance floor together...I knew he wanted her.Phoebe might have hinted at it, but I hadn't wanted to believe her.But it was true.He wanted her first.Had the Moon Goddess not intervened with her twisted sense of humour, he probably would have staked his claim on her that very night.Fate chose me.Did he resent me for having the upper hand?Probably.Would she have been with him if it weren't for this bond?Probably.Did she prefer his company to mine?I hated the answer to that one.Those thoughts infuriated me more than the memory of walking in on Caden flipping my mate over and almost kissing her.The image refused to leave me, no matter how hard I tried.Xaviera beneath him.Caden hovering over her, one hand planted beside her shoulder, the other wrapped firmly around her waist to stop her from hitting the ground.Xavie
BETA CADENI was walking on thin ice. A little crack, and I'd be going under. I knew this, but I couldn't help the anger that coursed through my veins when my mother told me about Ryker sleeping out for the past two nights, and Xaviera finding out he had been at Lauren's. I knew he was angry, but I didn't expect him to be unkind to her. I expected more from him. Like he did from you. Shut it, Murray!You kissed his girl. I almost did. It didn't happen. Not really. But goddess, I was this close! Close enough to feel her fluttering pulse, breath her in, see the confusion, the fear and…the need. I was close enough to knowing if she wanted me as I did her.And Ryker had seen it. Five days, and no confrontation. He'd nod at my observations at board meetings, act so fucking normal it scared the daylights out of me, but there was a wall now. And it got thicker by the minute. It was in his silence. The distance in his eyes. I was stupid to confront him, but this was Xaviera. Carmen was
XAVIERA I was premiumly fucked! I didn't know why I had let this thing with Caden even play the first scene. I didn't know why I had let him get that close to me when I knew what he wanted, what I was feeling, and how impossible, audacious even, for us to indulge. I had a mate for goodness sake! The fucking Alpha of the pack! What was I even thinking? Why didn't I push him off first? Why did I stall? Xaviera why?! The hours clocked by and each hour that led me to dusk spiked my apprehension. I didn't know what I'd say when he returned. I could explain, but what would I explain? He saw everything, and his reaction, confusing as it was, showed he understood perfectly. Could I even look him in the eye? I missed lunch. I had postponed my meeting with Eileen. Told her I had a headache. Then shut myself in, pacing and regretting and then repeating the action. Every time a car drove into the mansion grounds, I spied on it, but none brought Ryker. The absence of him per spy session br
XAVIERAIt's been four days since Ryker pinned me against the walls of the training ground, and kissed me senseless. That was my first kiss. And never did I envision that it would be as passionate and maddening as that. Now that he'd kissed me, I wanted him to do more. I wanted him to make love to
CADENI punched the stuffed bag once more. Sweat trickled profusely down my body. I had dismissed the deltas earlier than usual, and I had spent the rest of practice time venting my pent up frustration on my inanimate victim.It's b
BETA CADENXaviera was so fucking stubborn, it infuriated the hell out of me. Challenging Lauren despite her unseeming frame to a duel, showed she wasn't informed, or she'd been blinded by a natural dislike for the woman. Lauren took her position, her stance low and grounded, her focus so acute it
XAVIERA Today was the day I had always anticipated. The weather was bright, and the birds chirped joyously. Our house was a beehive, and I could hear almost every chatter, and rapid steps downstairs. I stood over my window, watching people troop into Red Manor, perfect smiles on their faces. They






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