LUCIEN’S POV.
“The bride is here. She’s waiting for you in the room.” Called said as he entered the room, his head dipped in a bow. Disgust churned within me. I didn’t care for the bride. I didn’t care for any spoiled princess that this alliance had to offer. I wanted her alone, the ginger haired girl with slim fingers. Why couldn’t she feel me? Why.. “Did you find her?” I eyed my beta as I stood up, exiting the room with him after me. “Unfortunately, there’s no one with the description you gave me.” He replied. I clenched my jaw together, shutting my eyes for a split moment and allowing the image of her to take up my mind. I had seen her. She was real. I could still smell her- smell the wild jasmine and honey scent. It was filling my nostrils, invading every cell of mine. “Do you need me to.. “Goodnight Callen.” Lines etched into my forehead as the scent grew heavier- her scent. My wolf churned in excitement as I approached the door. The same room that Callen had said my bride was waiting for me. I opened the door, my entire being swallowed by the sweet smell of my mate. The excitement within me doubled as I set eyes on that ginger-brown hair of hers, the word ‘mate’ hanging in my mouth. “It’s you.” ISLA'S POV The robe they gave me was thin. Too thin. The silk clinged to my skin, doing nothing to make up for the lingerie beneath it. It didn’t feel like protection—it felt like a mockery. I felt naked. I felt ashamed. I felt fear. I shouldn’t be here. But I was. And my heart was pounding so violently I thought it would burst out of my chest and shatter against the cold, polished floor of Alpha Lucien's bedroom. Under the cover of the night, they'd delivered me to his home like an offering, as if I wasn’t even human, just a tool. I didn’t speak, couldn’t speak. Just stood there as the guards exchanged quick nods with the butler who led me up to the Alpha's bedroom and left me to myself. Alone. The room was vast. Masculine. Dominated by shades of gray and dark wood. It was too big, too cold. Masculine in a way that felt heavy. There was a leather scent in the air, and something wild beneath it—his scent, maybe. The bed was enormous, carved from dark wood and draped with black sheets. I didn’t dare sit on it. I’d taken up space on the fluffy black rug beside it, knees pulled into my chest. I haven't moved since I assumed that position, the growing cramp in my joints a testament to it. I ignored it, my mind racing with thoughts of more important things. I was supposed to seduce him—the Alpha. Sleep with him. Make sure he couldn't back out of the engagement once the act is done. Those were Serene’s orders. Make him want you. Make him take you. Once he does, he’s bound. Even if he realizes it’s you and not me… he won’t be able to undo it. The price of failure? She'd sworn to tell everyone. About me. About the secret I’d buried so deep it had almost rotted inside me. If I fail tonight, she’ll reveal everything. And I'd never survive it. But I didn't know how to do what she wanted, any of it. I didn't know how to make myself something someone would want. Not like this. I’d turned the lamp off earlier, hoping to be braver in the dark. Maybe I could pretend I wasn’t doing this. That it wasn’t me. Maybe if I couldn’t see him, I wouldn’t feel as scared. Maybe if he touched me first, I could survive it. But nothing had happened. No one had come. And the shadows were too loud with thoughts, so I got up, balanced myself when my knees didn't cooperate then dragged my weight over to the bedside lamp. Soft, golden light bathed the room the second I clicked it on, and I returned to my spot on the rug, my thoughts resuming immediately. I was so lost in them that I didn't hear the door open until it’s too late. Click. I froze. My eyes flew to the door. And there he was. The infamous Alpha Lucien. Tall, dark, and just as dangerous as the stories say. His presence filled the doorway like storm clouds rolling in. His dark hair was tousled. His shirt undone at the throat. I rose to my feet at once. His gaze locked on mine, and something resembling surprise flashed across his face. Surprise and a second thing, one I couldn't put a name to. A breath caught in my throat. He knew. I could see it instantly. He knew I wasn't who he expected. He took a step inside, and I got a closer look at his face. At those eyes… Shock washed over me as recognition kicked in—I'd met him before. He was the man I’d bumped into in the hall earlier today. His hand had caught me before I could fall, and his touch had burned like lightning. I’d run off before he could say something else, my heart stammering from the contact. His voice cut through my flashbacks like a knife. “It’s you.” The sound of his voice- low deep and calm made my stomach clench, fear gnawing at my very sides. He took another step forward, his face more visible to see his lips twist up in a sick smile, and recognition dawn in his eyes. “It’s you. You’re my bride.” He repeated again. He knew. He knew. Panic clawed my chest as he stared at me, the shock in his deathly eyes too raw and a chill snaked down my back. My heart was thumping in my chest as I carefully stood up from the bed, my hand trembling as I brought them up to sign at him. “You can’t talk?” He cut in, a frown settling in the middle of his head. I shook my head slowly, Serene’s word clawing in my head. I swear, Isla, if he doesn’t want you, everyone would know. I’ll find him and make sure he haunts you. That’s the only way you’re getting out of this. I searched my brain for things to do, words to put together before he does something. Before he decides to throw me out. But all I could think of was his eyes. Beautiful yet frightening. I didn’t know what to make of his stare, what he was thinking. What if he was contemplating punishing me? What if he had figured it out and was just waiting for me to do something? What if he decided to kill me? Panic flooded my chest. No no no. I'd rather he locked me up here and threw away the keys. I’d rather he cut off my head and add it to the collection he's rumoured to have. I’d choose anything, anything over returning home and having Serene spilling my secrets to punish me for my failure. My legs moved before my mind caught up. I rushed to him, fell to my knees and grabbed at his leg, the silk of my thin robe twisted as I shook my head in a silent desperate plea. He went even more rigid at my touch. And I could feel his confusion—his hesitation—but it wasn’t enough. I needed him to understand. To care. A sob escaped my lips. A silent plea in my eyes, begging him to not please send me away. To not kill me. My heart froze as he crouched down to my level, the frown on his forehead deepening as he stared into my eyes, raw and deep, like he understood everything I was saying. Like he cared. Everything stopped as he brought his thumb close to my face, his touch sending the exact lightning I felt when our hands touched earlier in the afternoon. He wiped off a tear slowly, eyes burning into mine, as he said words shocking and jarring to my ears. “Don’t cry. No one can harm you here.”Isla’s POV.When I found Freya, she was with a younger warrior, guiding his grip around a long spear. Her stance was solid and patient, one foot planted, her hand curled beneath the shaft like she was born wielding it. I watched for a moment, unsure of whether I wanted to join the session anymore.I didn’t.The moment I reached them, the heat in my chest from flipping off Lucien and Tarlyn had simmered into something dull and heavy. Whatever fire I had for training was gone. Snuffed out under the weight of everything still crashing in my chest. I signed to Freya quickly, asking her to follow me out.She must’ve seen the tremble in my hands. The tightness in my shoulders. Because she didn’t ask a single question—just nodded. She handed the young warrior off to another instructor before motioning for me to follow.I was so locked inside my own head, I didn’t bother explaining. Caged by memories and feelings I didn’t want to keep picking at. I didn’t tell Freya anything. Not even when sh
Isla’s POVIt took everything in me to walk away from Lucien this morning.Everything.The look on his face… the dark circles underneath his eyes like he hadn't gotten a wink of sleep. The way his voice had sounded so soft and pleading when he asked to talk last night as he stood on the other side of my door, trying to explain what I had already seen with my own eyes.It had been difficult to ignore his constant pleads. But I'd held on because if I let him in, I would have forgiven him before he even finished speaking.And this morning was no different. I’d almost caved.But I didn’t. And now, walking away from him, leaving behind the tension of our conversation, I felt… different. New, lighter, almost. Powerful even.It felt good.So good that I found myself detouring through the garden, letting the soft scent of blooming roses and violets and peonies ease some of the ache in my chest. The sunlight was gentle this morning, casting a soft glow over everything. The petals glisten from
Lucien’s POVI should’ve known Tarlyn would pull something like this.I should’ve known the moment she showed up, all dolled up and smiling like she was a welcomed presence. Like she still had a place beside me.Elara had wanted to go out for pizza. Real pizza, she said—"not the one from the kitchen that always tastes too healthy." She’d been so excited about it, so how could I say no? My schedule was full, but I cleared it. For her, I always would.I hadn’t expected Tarlyn to show up as we were about to get into the waiting car, I shouldn't have given in to her talk about how she needed to have a relationship with her daughter and I shouldn't be the one to come between it.I should’ve said no.But Elara was looking at her own mother like she was a total stranger, like someone to be wary of and it had swayed me. I”d agreed, albeit reluctantly but I'd let her tag along. To get to know Elara even if she didn't deserve it.And it was the longest two and a half hours of my life.For two a
Isla's POVLucien still hadn’t shown up.Not during training. Not after. Not even when I’d wandered the entire mansion, lingering like a ghost in all the places I knew he frequented. The sunroom. The east-wing balcony overlooking the training field. The library... Nothing.It made me anxious.I told myself he was just busy. That his absence meant nothing. But the worry… it gnawed at me.*Don’t overthink this, Isla.* I told myself. *Don’t ruin a good thing before it even starts. We’d left things on a beautiful note. He had looked you in the eye that night and said she meant nothing. Then he kissed you—slow and sure and heartbreakingly soft. Like he meant it. Like he felt it.*I still remembered the fire in that kiss, the way his hand cupped my cheek like I was something fragile. Something precious.So why did it now feel like he was avoiding me?And it wasn’t just him.When my heart had grown heavy with waiting, I’d thought maybe Elara could cheer me up. Like last time. Her laughter ha
Isla's POVThe field stretched wide in the morning mist, dewdrops clinging to the grass. My boots crunched softly against it as I made my way down the path, shoulders tense beneath the weight of unspoken thoughts.Lucien wasn’t training me today.I’d heard it from one of the guards at breakfast—he’d left early, for a meeting that would apparently run through the afternoon. No explanation. No note. No trace of the quiet gentleness I’d come to find comfort in during our sessions.I hated how much I’d wanted to see him this morning. Hated how quickly that want had turned into disappointment. I told myself it was just routine. Just a change in schedule.*He’s busy,* I told myself for the hundredth time. *He has responsibilities.*But I hadn't seen him since that night.The night he came to my room, pulled his heart open in front of me, and kissed me like I was everything he never thought he could have. And I—I hadn’t said anything. Couldn’t say anything. Couldn’t tell him the one thing th
Lucien’s POVThe second Isla’s bedroom door clicked shut behind me, I exhaled—long and heavy—as if I’d been holding my breath since the moment I started speaking.It felt like a confession.It had been years. Years. And still, saying all that aloud had felt like peeling away scar tissue that had never quite healed right. Every word I spoke about Stefan, about Tarlyn, every memory, had felt like a blade digging its way out of me.And even after all that—I’d held back.The most damning part.The part that still haunts me in the form of nightmares.I ran a hand over his face, pressing the heels of my palms into my eyes.Goddess.Grief and guilt, they were a deadly combo. A combo that never fades rot. It stays waiting to strike, even after years.I had hoped—foolishly—that speaking about the past aloud might bring some sort of release. But all it had done was stir everything up again.I stood there, my back to the door, eyes shut, letting the silence settle like dust on my shoulders.And