MasukChapter Five
Nora didn’t sleep that night. She lay on her bed, one arm draped across her eyes, the other curled around the pillow, trying to block out the memory that refused to leave her mind. The faint glow of the city lights outside her window painted stripes across the room, but she hardly noticed. Her lips still tingled from the memory of Jaden’s kiss. It wasn’t just a kiss. It was… something else. It kept replaying on an endless loop: the moment their lips met, the softness, the warmth, the heat that crept from her chest down to her stomach. The way his hand had found her waist, grounding her, pulling her into a moment she didn’t understand but couldn’t resist. The confusion of it all churned inside her. Why had she let it happen? Why had she leaned in? Why did it feel so intense, so real, so... impossible? Her phone buzzed on the nightstand. She reached over lazily, groaning, and read the message. Trisha: “Girl, you were the moment last night. People are talking. And Jaden? Whewww. You got his attention FOR REAL.” Nora groaned again, tossing the phone aside. She buried her face into her pillow. She didn’t want attention. She didn’t want gossip or whispers or drama. All she wanted was invisibility—the comforting kind where no one noticed her at all. But Jaden Malek had changed everything. One kiss. One single, unforgettable kiss, and suddenly, nothing was quiet anymore. The next day on campus, Nora tried her best to disappear. She piled her hair into a messy bun, the kind that kept most of her curls out of sight, and pulled her oversized hoodie tight around her. It was a fortress, a protective shield meant to let her walk unseen, unnoticed. It didn’t work. Whispers followed her down the hallways. “That’s her…” “The kiss was hot though…” “He’s never done that before. Never kissed a random girl at a party…” She sighed, wishing she could melt into the lockers and vanish. She focused on her steps, tried to breathe steadily, and ignored the chorus of speculation. Until she saw him. Leaning casually against the lockers near her art studio, as though he owned the place. His dark red tee clung effortlessly to his chest, and the faint glint of his gold chain caught the morning sun streaming through the windows. He was calm, confident, waiting. And somehow, impossibly, he was smiling. “Hey,” he said as she approached. She kept walking, ignoring him. “Wait,” he said, quickening his pace to match hers. “Don’t ignore me. Can we talk?” “No,” she replied firmly, staring straight ahead. “Why not?” “Because what happened last night was a mistake.” He stopped walking. Slowly, deliberately. “It didn’t feel like one.” She paused. Turned to face him, frustration and something hotter—something she didn’t want to admit—flaring in her chest. “It didn’t feel like anything. It was a game,” she said, voice tight. He studied her for a long moment, his eyes sharp, reading her in ways she hated. “You’re scared.” “I’m smart,” she snapped, heat rising. “And I don’t fall for guys like you.” His lips curved into that irritatingly perfect smirk. “Good. Because I don’t chase girls like you either.” “Perfect,” she replied, finally turning away, trying to reclaim some control, some sense of her boundaries. But he wasn’t done. “You kissed me back, Nora,” he called softly. Her heart faltered. “I didn’t force you. You kissed me back. And I’ve kissed a lot of girls—but that? That was different.” Her chest clenched as the words hit her harder than she expected. He could read her like a book. He could dissect every instinct, every emotion, every wall she thought she had built. And worse—she believed him. She hated that she believed him. Most of all, she hated how much she wanted to feel that kiss again. Later, in the quiet of the art studio, Nora tried to bury herself in her sketches. She flipped open her sketchbook, pencil in hand, and stared at the blank page. Her mind raced, unwilling to cooperate. The lines she drew—delicate curves, abstract shapes, shading experiments—always led back to him. His eyes. The way they seemed to see through her. His mouth. The curve of his lips, the faint, irresistible smirk. The shape of his hand on her waist, grounding her in a moment she could never forget. Page after page, pencil after pencil, the sketches became sketches of him—subtle, abstract, barely there at first, then impossible to ignore. She ripped one page in frustration. Threw it aside. He was everywhere. In her thoughts, in her focus, in her art, in the quiet rhythm of her heartbeat. Jaden Malek wasn’t just invading her thoughts anymore. He was slipping into her heart. And she knew—if she wasn’t careful—she’d fall. Hard. The realization scared her. Because falling for him wasn’t just about crushes or fleeting attention. It was about losing herself again. About letting someone in. About risking everything she had worked so hard to protect. But the truth was… she wanted to. Even as she hated it. Even as she knew it was reckless. Even as her mind screamed for caution. Outside, the campus hummed with life. Students passed by, oblivious to the storm inside Nora’s chest. But inside, every pulse, every heartbeat, every breath reminded her that last night had changed everything. And she knew it wasn’t over. It couldn’t be.Chapter 65 The second time Nora stepped outside, she didn’t brace herself. That surprised her more than anything. It wasn’t bravery exactly, it was quieter than that. More like trust. Trust in the way Jaden walked beside her without rushing. Trust in the way Trisha had texted her three times that morning just to say I’m here. Trust in her own body for not betraying her with panic the moment the door closed behind her. They didn’t go far. Just the corner store. It was ordinary in every possible way. Bright fluorescent lights. Narrow aisles. A bell that chimed softly when the door opened. Nora paused just inside, letting her eyes adjust, letting her chest settle. Jaden didn’t say a word. He didn’t point out exits. He didn’t scan the room dramatically. He just stood close enough that their shoulders brushed, grounding without hovering. “You okay?” he asked quietly. “Yes,” she said and meant it. “Just… give me a second.” He nodded. “Take all the seconds you need.” She moved do
Chapter 64 Morning didn’t bring fear this time. That alone felt like progress. Nora woke slowly, the kind of waking that didn’t jolt her heart awake before her body caught up. She lay still for a moment, eyes closed, listening to the quiet rhythm of the apartment. Somewhere down the hall, pipes hummed softly. Outside, a car door slammed, then faded. Beside her, Jaden breathed evenly. She turned her head just enough to look at him. He was on his back now, one arm stretched above his head, the other resting loosely across her waist like it had found its natural place there overnight. His face was calm, unguarded in sleep in a way she rarely saw anymore. She studied him like this, committing the image to memory. He stayed, she thought. He always stays. Carefully, she shifted, trying not to wake him. Her body still felt fragile, like it was learning itself again, but not broken. Just… cautious. When she sat up, the room didn’t spin. Her chest didn’t tighten. That was new. She wr
Chapter 63 Morning arrived quietly, as if it knew better than to rush her. Nora woke to light first not harsh, not blinding, just a pale ribbon slipping through the crack in the curtains and settling gently across the wall. For a few seconds, she didn’t move. She stayed still, listening. The city outside was awake, but distant. Cars passed somewhere far below. A door opened and closed in another apartment. Life continued, but it wasn’t pressing in on her. Her body felt heavy in the best way. Warm. Safe. She shifted slightly and felt it immediately the steady rise and fall beneath her cheek, the familiar rhythm she’d learned by heart long before everything broke. Jaden’s chest. His arm around her waist, relaxed even in sleep, like it had never considered leaving. Her breath caught, not in fear, but in awe. I slept. Not the half-sleep she’d been trapped in for weeks. Not the shallow drifting where nightmares lurked just beneath the surface. This had been real rest. Deep. Dream
Chapter 62 The rain started sometime after midnight. It wasn’t loud or dramatic, just a steady, gentle tapping against the windows, like the world lowering its voice out of respect. Nora lay awake on Trisha’s couch, wrapped in a thick blanket that smelled faintly of lavender detergent and familiarity. The apartment lights were off except for the small lamp in the corner, casting a warm glow across the room. Shadows stretched lazily along the walls, calm instead of threatening. For the first time in days, her heart wasn’t racing. Jaden sat on the floor beside the couch, his back resting against it, one arm draped casually over the cushion near her shoulder. He hadn’t insisted on sleeping beside her. He hadn’t pushed. He was just… there. Present. Safe. “You’re not sleeping,” he murmured. Neither was she. But she smiled anyway. “Neither are you.” He tilted his head back slightly so he could see her. “I’m on watch duty.” She huffed a quiet laugh. “You don’t have to guard me al
Chapter 61 Nora woke up just before dawn with her heart racing. For a few disoriented seconds, she didn’t know where she was. The ceiling above her wasn’t familiar, the light too dim, the air too quiet. Then the memories rushed in all at once on campus, the quad, the photo, the eyes, the whispers. Her chest tightened. She rolled onto her side and reached out instinctively. Empty. “Jaden?” Her voice came out hoarse. The door to the bedroom opened almost immediately. “I’m here,” he said softly. He’d clearly never gone to sleep. His hoodie was still on, his hair slightly damp like he’d washed his face one too many times. There was something taut about him, like a wire pulled too tight. Nora pushed herself up, the blanket sliding down her arms. “Why are you awake?” Jaden hesitated. That alone told her everything. “You got another message,” she said. It wasn’t a question. His jaw flexed. “Yeah.” Her stomach dropped. “What did it say?” He crossed the room and sat on the edge
Chapter 60 The first scream cut through the quad just after noon. It wasn’t loud at first, more shocking than loud, but it was enough to snap heads in every direction. Nora was halfway down the steps outside the student union when it happened, her fingers still curled around her phone, her mind elsewhere. Then someone shouted her name. “Nora!” She froze. That was her first mistake. The crowd reacted before she could. People turned. Phones lifted. Whispers rippled outward like wildfire. Jaden was only a few feet behind her. “Don’t move,” he said quickly, his voice low and urgent. “Stay right there.” But it was already too late. A girl pushed through the crowd, face pale, shaking, holding her phone like it was burning her palm. “Is this true?” the girl blurted, voice cracking. “Is this you?” Nora didn’t understand at first. She looked down at the screen and the world tilted. A photo. Her. Not fully nude but intimate enough. Cropped. Blurry. Clearly taken without her cons







