เข้าสู่ระบบChapter Five
Nora didn’t sleep that night. She lay on her bed, one arm draped across her eyes, the other curled around the pillow, trying to block out the memory that refused to leave her mind. The faint glow of the city lights outside her window painted stripes across the room, but she hardly noticed. Her lips still tingled from the memory of Jaden’s kiss. It wasn’t just a kiss. It was… something else. It kept replaying on an endless loop: the moment their lips met, the softness, the warmth, the heat that crept from her chest down to her stomach. The way his hand had found her waist, grounding her, pulling her into a moment she didn’t understand but couldn’t resist. The confusion of it all churned inside her. Why had she let it happen? Why had she leaned in? Why did it feel so intense, so real, so... impossible? Her phone buzzed on the nightstand. She reached over lazily, groaning, and read the message. Trisha: “Girl, you were the moment last night. People are talking. And Jaden? Whewww. You got his attention FOR REAL.” Nora groaned again, tossing the phone aside. She buried her face into her pillow. She didn’t want attention. She didn’t want gossip or whispers or drama. All she wanted was invisibility—the comforting kind where no one noticed her at all. But Jaden Malek had changed everything. One kiss. One single, unforgettable kiss, and suddenly, nothing was quiet anymore. The next day on campus, Nora tried her best to disappear. She piled her hair into a messy bun, the kind that kept most of her curls out of sight, and pulled her oversized hoodie tight around her. It was a fortress, a protective shield meant to let her walk unseen, unnoticed. It didn’t work. Whispers followed her down the hallways. “That’s her…” “The kiss was hot though…” “He’s never done that before. Never kissed a random girl at a party…” She sighed, wishing she could melt into the lockers and vanish. She focused on her steps, tried to breathe steadily, and ignored the chorus of speculation. Until she saw him. Leaning casually against the lockers near her art studio, as though he owned the place. His dark red tee clung effortlessly to his chest, and the faint glint of his gold chain caught the morning sun streaming through the windows. He was calm, confident, waiting. And somehow, impossibly, he was smiling. “Hey,” he said as she approached. She kept walking, ignoring him. “Wait,” he said, quickening his pace to match hers. “Don’t ignore me. Can we talk?” “No,” she replied firmly, staring straight ahead. “Why not?” “Because what happened last night was a mistake.” He stopped walking. Slowly, deliberately. “It didn’t feel like one.” She paused. Turned to face him, frustration and something hotter—something she didn’t want to admit—flaring in her chest. “It didn’t feel like anything. It was a game,” she said, voice tight. He studied her for a long moment, his eyes sharp, reading her in ways she hated. “You’re scared.” “I’m smart,” she snapped, heat rising. “And I don’t fall for guys like you.” His lips curved into that irritatingly perfect smirk. “Good. Because I don’t chase girls like you either.” “Perfect,” she replied, finally turning away, trying to reclaim some control, some sense of her boundaries. But he wasn’t done. “You kissed me back, Nora,” he called softly. Her heart faltered. “I didn’t force you. You kissed me back. And I’ve kissed a lot of girls—but that? That was different.” Her chest clenched as the words hit her harder than she expected. He could read her like a book. He could dissect every instinct, every emotion, every wall she thought she had built. And worse—she believed him. She hated that she believed him. Most of all, she hated how much she wanted to feel that kiss again. Later, in the quiet of the art studio, Nora tried to bury herself in her sketches. She flipped open her sketchbook, pencil in hand, and stared at the blank page. Her mind raced, unwilling to cooperate. The lines she drew—delicate curves, abstract shapes, shading experiments—always led back to him. His eyes. The way they seemed to see through her. His mouth. The curve of his lips, the faint, irresistible smirk. The shape of his hand on her waist, grounding her in a moment she could never forget. Page after page, pencil after pencil, the sketches became sketches of him—subtle, abstract, barely there at first, then impossible to ignore. She ripped one page in frustration. Threw it aside. He was everywhere. In her thoughts, in her focus, in her art, in the quiet rhythm of her heartbeat. Jaden Malek wasn’t just invading her thoughts anymore. He was slipping into her heart. And she knew—if she wasn’t careful—she’d fall. Hard. The realization scared her. Because falling for him wasn’t just about crushes or fleeting attention. It was about losing herself again. About letting someone in. About risking everything she had worked so hard to protect. But the truth was… she wanted to. Even as she hated it. Even as she knew it was reckless. Even as her mind screamed for caution. Outside, the campus hummed with life. Students passed by, oblivious to the storm inside Nora’s chest. But inside, every pulse, every heartbeat, every breath reminded her that last night had changed everything. And she knew it wasn’t over. It couldn’t be.Chapter 33 Nora dreamed in fragments. Not images feelings. Fear without a face. A pressure in her chest. The echo of a ringing phone she could never quite reach. It rang and rang, sharp and insistent, slicing through the darkness around her. Her body felt heavy, like it had been stitched to the earth. She tried to move, to answer, to scream that she was here but the sound died before it could form. Somewhere in that endless dark, a voice whispered her name. And somewhere else, very far away, Trisha sat beside her hospital bed, clutching a phone that felt like it weighed a thousand pounds. Trisha hadn’t planned to call Nora’s family yet. She kept telling herself she just needed more time. One more hour. One more sign. One flicker of movement, a squeeze of fingers, anything to prove that Nora would wake up and explain everything herself, the way she always did. But the silence was eating her alive. Jaden stood by the window, arms crossed tightly over his chest, staring out at
Chapter 32 Hospitals always smelled the same clean, sharp, unforgiving. Jaden noticed it immediately, the way the scent clung to his clothes as soon as he stepped inside, like a warning he couldn’t ignore. The fluorescent lights overhead hummed softly, casting everything in pale white that made faces look tired, hollow. Too honest. Trisha walked a few steps ahead of him, shoulders tense, arms wrapped tightly around herself as if she might shatter if she didn’t hold on. Her eyes were swollen from crying, lashes clumped together, but she kept moving, one foot in front of the other, like stopping would mean accepting something she wasn’t ready to. Neither of them spoke. The doctor led them down a long hallway. Each step felt heavier than the last. Jaden’s heartbeat pounded in his ears, loud enough to drown out the distant beeping of machines, the muffled conversations behind closed doors. Please let her be okay, he thought, over and over, like a prayer he didn’t know if he deserve
Chapter 31 The first day Nora didn’t show up, no one thought much of it. College had a way of swallowing people whole for days at a time late nights, skipped lectures, mental health days no one talked about. Absence was normal. Silence wasn’t suspicious yet. By the second day, Trisha noticed. Nora never missed their morning coffee on Tuesdays. Never. Even during exams. Even when she was exhausted. Especially when she was exhausted. Trisha stared at the empty chair across from her, fingers tightening around her cup as the minutes dragged on. She checked her phone again. No reply. “Maybe she overslept,” she muttered, more to reassure herself than anything else. By the third day, worry crept in quietly. Nora’s room stayed locked. Her bed untouched. Her sketchbook always open, always messy lay exactly where it had been days ago. No half-finished drawings. No new pencil shavings on the floor. Trisha knocked. Then knocked harder. Nothing. She sent messages. Left voicemails. Trie
Chapter 30 Loneliness did not arrive loudly. It crept in the way dusk swallowed daylight soft, unannounced, unavoidable. Nora felt it most in the pauses between things. Between footsteps. Between breaths. Between the moments when she almost reached for her phone and remembered there was no one she wanted to call. Or worse, no one she trusted enough to hear her voice without turning it into something ugly. The campus still moved around her, alive and careless. Laughter spilled from dorm windows. Doors slammed. Music thumped faintly through walls. People passed her with purpose, with somewhere to be, someone to meet. She felt like a shadow drifting through all of it.Invisible. After James was gone after the truth, the damage, the humiliation everything else seemed to fall apart quietly. Not in dramatic explosions. Not in confrontations or apologies. Just… distance. Jaden didn’t speak to her. He didn’t glare either. That would’ve hurt less. Instead, he looked through her when th
Chapter 29 The campus didn’t celebrate. There were no announcements. No public apologies. No justice served banners hanging from walls. James was simply… gone. And the silence he left behind felt strange l unnatural, like the air after a storm when everything looks calm but still smells like rain and broken things. Nora woke up the next morning confused by the quiet. No buzzing phone. No sharp spike of fear in her chest. No instinctive reach for the light switch. She lay still, staring at the ceiling, waiting for the familiar panic to arrive. It didn’t. That scared her. Because fear had been her companion for so long that its absence felt like another trick. She sat up slowly, listening. Birds. Footsteps in the hallway. Someone laughing far away. Normal sounds. Her body didn’t know how to respond. Freedom, she realized, wasn’t loud. It didn’t arrive with relief the way movies promised. It came softly, uncertainly like a fragile thing that could still be taken away
Chapter 28 James didn’t torture Nora loudly. He did it carefully. After the panic attack, after the campus whispers cooled into something quieter but sharper, he shifted tactics. No more vague posts. No more anonymous messages. He wanted control without fingerprints. He wanted her paranoid. It started with timing. Nora would step out of her hostel, and moments later, her phone would buzz. Nice hoodie. She would be in class, finally managing to focus, when a message slipped through. You still draw sad girls. She stopped opening them. Blocked the numbers. Changed her privacy settings. It didn’t stop. The messages kept coming from new numbers, new accounts, burner profiles that disappeared after one text. James knew her schedule. Knew her habits. Knew when she was weakest. Fear stopped being sharp and became dull, constant like background noise that never switched off. Nora functioned on autopilot now. Smile when necessary. Nod when spoken to. Breathe shallowly so her che







