The name left my mouth before I realized Iâd shaped itâquiet, hoarse, almost uncertain in its escape. A whisper half-breathed, not demanded. A name I had spoken a hundred times without thinking, but now it burned against my tongue like a question I hadnât meant to ask.âIngridâŚâThe syllables curled into the stillness like smoke, delicate and almost apologetic in how little they filled the room. But it was enough. Enough to still the air, to fracture whatever invisible thread tethered the quiet voices beside my bed, to summon an instant reaction like breath pulled back into lungs that had forgotten how to draw it.I heard her gasp before I saw her move.âOhâoh, moon above, youâre awake,â Ingrid breathed, her words tumbling forward in a rush of disbelief and reverence, as though the very act of my voice reaching her had been a prayer answered. She moved fast, faster than Iâd seen her in daysâno hesitation, no restraint, just a girl coming undone at the sight of someone she thought sheâ
Light found me first.Not the warm flicker of dawn nor the amber hush of twilight, but something colder, palerâthin and sterile, diffused through something distant. It pressed behind my eyelids like a memory I hadnât meant to keep. It wasnât cruel, not exactly, but it held no warmth, no welcomeâonly persistence, like fingers trailing down the spine of a book I hadnât meant to open.I didnât move at first.My breath was shallow, like the echo of breath rather than breath itself. My limbs were numb, not in pain, just⌠removed. As if I were thinking about my body from somewhere else. It took timeâtime I couldnât nameâfor me to blink. And even when my lashes parted, it was slow, deliberate. The light didn't sear, but it felt wrong, like I wasnât supposed to be here, like this place had been meant for someone else.A ceiling greeted me.Plain. Pale. High. It was laced with faint cracks, delicate as frost on glass, stretching overhead in branching patterns too fragile to follow. I stared at
I stepped through the doorâand the void swallowed me whole.There was no threshold, no tangible shift beneath my feet to mark the transition. One moment, I was fleeing down that corridor carved of nightmare and panic, the echo of a scream still caught in the cage of my ribs. The next, all sensation fell awayâgravity, direction, breath itselfâand I was once again suspended in the same obsidian hush, the dark not simply surrounding me but seeping through me, into me, as if it had been waiting, patient and possessive, for my inevitable return.The door behind me did not close.It simply ceased.And Iâfragile and shivering, clutching at the phantom ache where hands had pinned me, where fear had etched itself into the curve of my spineâdrifted in that terrible, soundless blackness, paralyzed by the weight of what I had remembered⌠and what I had not.I couldnât tell how long I floated there, if floating was even the right word. Time unraveled in the dark. Seconds folded into minutes folded
I snapped open my eyes into the absence of light.Not the soft, velvet black of a night sky or the gentle hush of closed eyes in a quiet room, but a swallowing darkâprimordial, breathless, alive. It folded around me like an endless curtain, damp and pulsing with a silence so total it throbbed behind my ribs. There was no wind. No ground. No up or down. Only meâand the deafening echo of nothing.I couldn't remember standing, yet somehow I was upright, suspended in that void like a drop of ink suspended in water. My body felt slow, heavy with something I couldnât name. My arms moved, but not easily, as if time itself had thickened into syrup and I was sinking through it second by second. I opened my mouth to speak, to call out, to scream, but no sound came. Even my voice had abandoned me here.Then I saw her.Far aheadâthough distance had little meaning in this placeâthere was a flicker. A glimmer, almost like light, but red. Luminous and pulsing, the color of raw blood beneath skin. My
He bowed.Not deeplyânever deeplyâbut with the exact precision that such a gesture demanded in the company of nobility and illusion. His posture dipped just enough to acknowledge the formality of the moment, just enough to render it a performance of etiquette rather than sentiment. And when he rose again, eyes locked with mine beneath the fractal shimmer of the chandeliers, he extended his hand.Not forcefully. Not urgently.But with the quiet confidence of someone who had already decided how the next moment would unfold.His palm was gloved, dark against the spill of candlelight, and open toward meânot demanding, not coaxing, merely waiting. As though the act of refusal itself would be a disruption of natural law, a thing so unthinkable it simply would not happen.I did not take it.Not yet.I couldnât. My thoughts were clattering too loudly, slipping through my ribs like panicked birds in a cage. Somewhere far behind himâno more than a dozen feet, yet an entire world awayâI saw her.
I did not mean to look at himâdid not want to. The intention was never there, only the inevitable gravity of it, the impossible weight that seemed to curl around my spine and tilt my chin upward before I had the presence of mind to resist it. My gaze flicked upward, brief as a breath held too long and released too suddenly, and in that fragile momentâbarely more than a blinkâI met his eyes.And the world, for a heartbeat, ceased its turning.Atlas Blackwood stood not ten feet from where I stood frozen, and though there were people all around us, pressing in with polite murmurs and silken laughter and the rustling hush of formalwear sweeping marble floors, I could not hear a single voice, nor see a single face. There was only him, carved in shadow and candlelight, tall and terrifyingly still in his dark maroon tailored coat that gleamed faintly beneath the ballroom's golden glow like it had been stitched from starlight and grave intentions.My breath caughtâor perhaps it never made it