Chapter Fifty

Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you

But ain't nobody love you like I do

Promise that I will not take it personal, baby

If you're movin' on with someone new

'Cause baby you look happier, you do

My friends told me one day I'll feel it too

And until then I'll smile to hide the truth

But I know I was happier with you

Happier by Ed Sheeran

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A U T U M N

"Good morning, sunshine!" My brother's voice was so loud I could hear the echo inside my head.

"God, it feels like a hangover all over again!" I groaned as I stretched my body.

"Uh-huh," my brother, the big dumb dodo, slid the curtain opened and let the sun rays blinded my vision. "Hope that teaches you not to go clubbing by yourself."

"Mother freaking fries," I pulled the duvet above my head to shed the light away. "Did you really have to do that?!"

"Yep," I h