Masuk
Chapter 1
Isabella I sit slumped on the bathroom floor in defeat. I look at the six pregnancy tests spread out in front of me. They all show the same thing. The manwhore's sperm fertilised my egg somehow through a condom. My sister is going to kill me. She sacrificed years of her life so I could get an education. I feel the tears roll down my cheeks. Closing my eyes for a moment, I picture the disappointment that will be on her face. I'm only twenty years old and halfway through my course. It's been two months since the wedding. How stupid could I have been? Falling for all of James Bancroft's flirting at the rehearsal dinner and the wedding day, he was relentless. I close my eyes and recall the events of that night. "Isabella, you look stunning today." I look away from my sister, who is dancing with her new husband. James is standing beside me, holding his champagne. "Thank you. You look handsome yourself." Torian's best friend. He is so handsome, looking like a cover model. He loves himself a tad too much for my liking. At last night's dinner and today, he has been all over me with his non-stop flirting. "Why don't we find a private spot somewhere and we can get to know one another better?" "No, thank you. I want to spend time with my sister. I don't get to see her as much as I would like." "Are you scared? I don't bite unless you ask me nicely." He smirks at me. I snort. "If I want to be bitten, I will go to the zoo and stick my hand in a cage. It would be safer than being bitten by you. Who knows what I could catch from you?" He places his hand over his chest. "That hurts." I look away from him and watch my sister. She looks so happy as she gazes up at Torian. She is due in five months, but she is glowing. Torian has her body close to his with his arms wrapped around her. I sigh. I've met no couple who are as in love as those two. Mum would have been so happy. Both of us have had our reservations with men because of how poorly our mother had been treated. Her health suffered, and she died before her time. I know Riah kept things from me to protect me, but I could see how much anguish our mum had been in. "Come on darling, best man, maid of honour. It's almost a prerequisite that we fuck tonight." "James..." "No. Just five minutes." He pulls my arm and takes me upstairs above the events hall. There are so many doors along the corridor. He pulls open a double door, and it's empty. "Please Isabella, ever since I've seen you all I wanted to do was kiss these tantalising lips of yours." I try to push him back, but he grips my arms and dips down to kiss my lips. He grips my jaw, forcing my mouth open as he pushes his tongue into my mouth. The scent of his aftershave and his persistent mouth making me moan into his mouth. He walks me backwards till I hit a wall. He lifts his head from my lips. "I knew you were going to be like this. Sweet, sexy and delicious. I want to feel your wet pussy." I pant after our kiss. "James, we shouldn't..." "Don't think just feel, Isabella." He unzips the back of my dress before I can stop him. Leaving me in my matching coral bra and panty set. He pushes my panties to one side and sticks his fingers inside me, groaning. "Soaking wet, Isabella." Pulling his fingers out. He undoes his belt, tugging his zipper down as he pulls out his cock. He quickly unwraps a condom before rolling it down on his long, hard cock. He is a lot bigger than my ex-boyfriend. He lifts me up by my ass. "Wrap your arms and legs around me. I'm going to fuck you through this wall." I don't hesitate. It's been months since I broke up with Michael. James is at least thirty-one or thirty-two. Being experienced, maybe he is good as he makes himself out to be. I feel my back hit the wall as I wrap myself around him like he asked. He doesn't hesitate. He pushes the head of his cock inside me. I gasp at the stretch as he pushes more inside of me. "God, you're so fucking tight. Let's see what I can do about that." He pushes my bra down and sucks on my nipple as he slams the rest of his cock inside of me. I scream out in pain and pleasure as the stretch feels like a burning sensation. He doesn't stop; he keeps rutting into me. I can smell the alcohol on his breath. "I need to cum inside this tight little cunt of yours. I need to get you out of my system for once and for all." I freeze. "What?" He doesn't reply. He continues to fuck into me again and again. His hands biting into my ass. He brings his mouth to my shoulder as he bites into it and jerks into me as he orgasms; he moans against by shoulder. His breath is laboured. "Fuck, I really needed that." What a selfish prick. He abruptly drops his hands from my ass as I catch myself before I fall. I feel sick. I've only had one boyfriend, and he never made me feel as shitty as what James just did. Nope, I don't think I'm a one-night-stand girl. He is already walking to a waste bin and tossing the used condom. I quickly put my dress on, wanting to forget this ever happened. He walks over to me with a more serious look on his face. "Look, this was just a one-off. I don't do relationships. So don't get clingy. We are from different social circles, anyway. It's unlikely I will see you again. You don't live in the city and I usually meet Torian at the gym or pub." He laughs, mumbling. "Like I would give up my fuck buddies." I'm gobsmacked. Is this the same man who flirted nonstop with me for two days? I knew this was a one-and-done deal from the way he approached me tonight. I just never expected him to be such an asshole about it all. Before I can reply, he continues. "I need another drink. There is a bathroom across the hall if you use that to clean yourself up and come down separately. I don't want Torian on my ass. Thanks." He turns around and walks out of the room, leaving the door wide open. I walk to the bathroom in a daze. Looking in the mirror, I fix my hair and adjust my dress neckline. Looking at my shoulder, I can see the bastard's bite mark. I cover it up with strands of my hair. I have never felt so used or ashamed in my entire life. James was so jovial and seemed harmless. How could I have misjudged someone's character so much? Then again, I had never seen him drunk. When I get back to the reception hall, Riah is looking for me. "Where have you been? We are leaving." "Already?" "Torian says he has had enough. I'm tired because this baby is literally sucking the life out of me. Do you want to stay or shall I drop you off at my apartment?" I look over at James, who is with a group of people who are all laughing like hyenas. They all look more from his social circle. Not a poor student. "Umm. Yeah, that's a great idea." I look back at Riah. She is frowning at me. "Are you okay?" I give her a bright smile. "I'm fine, Riah. Stop worrying." I will never tell her what happened here tonight. I need to leave and have a shower. Feeling so stupid that I had liked James. He was attractive, funny, and the chemistry had been off the charts. I don't think I will ever be able to trust my judgement again. I hope never to see James Bancroft again. I snap out of it. The same feeling of shame crawling over my skin like a million spiders. The thought of having to see him now makes me want to vomit. I think it's best I try to avoid going to my sister's until she has the babies. There is no way I want to run into James. I angrily wipe the tears from my eyes. My baby will be fine without him.Chapter 9 Isabella God, why is it so hot? I kick the covers, but they won't come off. My body feels like a furnace. "Woah, are you trying to kick me off my bed?" My eyes open up. I let out a scream, elbows and legs flying all over the place. Someone is in my bed. "Ow, holy fuck, woman." I take in the room and remember the kidnapping, James and his mind-blowing orgasms. "Oh," I say as I turn around to face him. He is holding his hand over his left eye. My eyes widen in horror. "Are you okay? I woke up and panicked." "I gathered that when you elbowed me in the face. Should I expect this abuse every morning?" He asks in a dry tone of voice. I pull the covers up to my chest. "Oh, I'm so sorry. Let me see." I say as I pull his hand away. I wince when I see his eye is
Chapter 8 James Fucking little minx. I have a good mind to fuck her raw to prove it was the alcohol and it was my attraction to her as well. I had been wanting inside her pussy so desperately. As I walk to the bath, I glare at her. "Move forward." She shifts forward, lifting the towel up from under her head. I take it off her and sit down behind her. Pushing the towel under my head and I pull her down so she lies on my chest. "You know. I can show you what a sober me could do for you." "No, thanks. I've had better orgasms with my vibrator than my non-existing one with you." "No vibrators here, so when you're horny, you will just have to come to me." She sticks both her hands up and wiggles her fingers. "Oh, look, I have ten of these." "Isabella, you will not be masturbating without me." "How do you know I've not already
Chapter 7 Isabella We sit in silence for the rest of the way into London. I know he is upset but to threaten to take my baby from me. It will not happen. Riah wouldn't let it happen, anyway. Then again with solicitors, family courts and judgments being made. I don't look good on paper. Pregnant, irresponsible twenty- year- old student. James has a well- paid job and is established. I try not to think about his threats. I keep stroking my tummy, trying to soothe myself and the baby. James pulls into a small alley and around the back of a building to park his car. "Welcome home, Isabella." He says sarcastically. He gets out of the car and opens my door. I unbuckle my seatbelt and he tugs me out of the car and he pulls me towards the building door. "Stop dragging me around." Completely ignoring me, he uses a card to swipe open the door. He takes me to a lift using his card again. He
Chapter 6JamesHere I am, stalking Isabella again, wanting to surprise her. I know it's been almost a month since I last came. I have made so much progress with my therapy. Work was flexible when I took a leave of absence for my wellbeing. They agreed to six weeks. I had wanted to see Isabella before it finishes in hope I can spend some more time with her.I see her walking towards me. She hasn't noticed me yet. She looks radiant, if not a little tired. I smile at her as she looks up at me. The look she gives me is not a good omen. My eyes drop to her body and I freeze. My mouth drops open. Her little bump isn't huge, but it's clear she is very pregnant.I look up at her face and read all I need to.Guilt."James...I just needed some time. I was going to tell you."I feel a rush of so many emotions, anger, happiness and relief...?"Is it mine?""James, please understa...""Is it my fucking bab
Chapter 5IsabellaIt's been a few weeks since James turned up at my door. He is crazier than I thought. He told Riah and Torian everything, and I can't believe Riah tried to bash his head in. She was on the phone with me as soon as he left.She wasn't angry with me, only concerned.I don't want to see her disappointed in me, so I will see her when the babies are born. We still talk every day and it kills me not to share this with her as she only has two months left. It's helpful as she tells me everything I should expect.I've spoken to the registrar at the University about my situation and they have agreed I can continue with all my work online towards the end of my pregnancy and once I give birth.As my body changes, I have grown to adore my tiny bump. I'm amazed at how this tiny being is growing inside me. After my initial shock wore off, I have irrevocably fallen in love with my little baby. As each day goes past, that love
Chapter 4JamesI watch her go in the direction her friend left in. Making my way back to my car in a daze. I realise how jaded I have become. Torian had been right. He called me a reprobate. Turns out I'm far worse. I pull out my phone and message all the women I have on standby with the same message. An apology and confirming it's over. I can't let go of the guilt I feel about how I treated Isabella. She wasn't wrong about anything she said. My behaviour had been vile.I need to come clean with Torian next. I message him if we can meet up tonight.∞∞∞I sit in Mulligans, waiting for Torian. I purposely chose this pub as opposed to an upmarket one, not knowing how Torian will take what I have to say to him. If he decides to punch my lights out, it will be less likely for either of us to be arrested in here.It isn't long till he comes in.Fucker is glowing in happiness.His smile dims slightly when he sits oppo







