LOGINSCARLET’S POV
The entire ride back to Manhattan was awkward but thankfully, rain started halfway through the drive, so I didn't need to say anything.
I sat beside Julian with my hands folded tightly in my lap trying not to replay Eleanor’s final words over and over in my head.
“Men like Julian Cross don’t protect people forever.”
Beside me, Julian loosened his tie slightly while staring out at the rain-covered city. He looked different now than he did before.
“You handled yourself well tonight.”
His voice broke through the silence and I looked over at him in disbelief.
“That’s your takeaway from tonight?”
“It’s one of them.”
I stared at him for a second. “Your mother threatened me at least three times.”
“She threatened you six times. Three were subtle enough that you missed them.”
My mouth opened slightly. “That is disturbing information, Julian.”
“It wasn’t meant to comfort you.”
I should have expected that answer by now. I leaned back into the seat with an exhausted breath.
“Does your family always speak like they secretly want to kill each other?”
“Yes.”
The answer came so fast that I turned toward him immediately.
“You’re joking.”
“I’m really not.”
Just wow
No wonder the entire estate felt cursed.
The car finally pulled into the underground garage beneath the penthouse building and my body relaxed a little for the first time all morning.
Which made no sense as this place was no different but the penthouse felt safer than his parents’ house.
Julian stepped out first once the driver parked and I followed behind him quietly.
I watched the floor numbers climb while exhaustion settled deeper into my bones with every second.
The second the penthouse doors opened, I kicked my heels off without thinking.
“Oh thank God.”
Julian glanced sideways at me while undoing his cufflinks.
“That dramatic over shoes?”
“You try surviving psychological warfare in six-inch heels.”
Something almost like a laugh escaped him and I froze instantly.
Hold on.
Did Julian Cross just laugh? It barely lasted a second but it happened.
A rough breath of amusement that disappeared immediately and he noticed me staring right away.
“What?”
“You laughed.”
“No, I didn’t.”
“You absolutely did.”
Julian ignored me and walked toward the bar cart which confirmed it harder than any words could do.
I followed him into the living room while reaching behind myself to unzip the suffocating dress Camille picked earlier.
“I didn’t know you could do that,” I muttered.
“Do what?”
“Act like a normal person.”
That earned me a scathing look from him but the second his eyes landed on me, I became aware that I was halfway out of my dress.
The zipper hung low enough to expose part of my back and his gaze dropped there for one brief second before returning to my face and heat crawled up my neck immediately.
Fucking, fantastic.
Exactly what I needed right now. Julian picked up a whiskey glass from the counter.
“You’re getting bolder.”
“Maybe your mother traumatized the fear out of me.”
“She tends to have that effect.”
I moved toward the windows afterward, wrapping my arms loosely around myself while staring out across the rain-covered skyline.
“You never answered her question.”
His voice came from somewhere behind me and I turned toward him.
“What question?”
“How we supposedly fell in love.”
A soft laugh escaped me before I could stop it.
“I was too busy trying not to have a breakdown.”
He stared at me until a loud beep disturbed whatever moment we were having and when he checked, he frowned in annoyance.
“My mother leaked your photograph to the press.”
I stared at Julian for a second waiting for him to say anything else after that like it was a fucking joke.
Instead, he just stood there holding his phone with that cold unreadable expression back on his face.
Which meant this was bad.
“How bad?” I asked carefully.
Julian looked at the screen again before tossing the phone onto the marble counter with visible irritation.
“Bad enough that three news outlets already picked it up.”
My stomach dropped instantly. “Picked up what exactly?”
“The photographs from tonight.”
I blinked at him. “That’s not illegal. People take billionaire wedding pictures all the time.”
“That’s not the problem.”
The way he said it made my chest tighten immediately.
I watched him loosen the rest of his tie before finally answering.
“She leaked comparison photos.”
Oh.
Oh no and a wave of nausea rolled through me.
I moved toward the counter too fast and grabbed the phone before he could stop me and my entire body went cold.
There we were.
A photograph from the wedding beside an old charity photo of Vivian from months ago.
Same dark hair. Same eyes. Same face but now that they placed us together properly, the differences became obvious if people looked hard enough.
Vivian smiled bigger. Meanwhile, I looked ten times more uncomfortable standing beside Julian at the altar.
The headline underneath made me feel ill.
“WHO EXACTLY DID JULIAN CROSS MARRY?”
Shit.
“Oh my God.”
Another article already called me “the mystery bride.”
A third one questioned whether Julian married the wrong Lawson sister intentionally.
Comments flooded underneath every post and some people thought it was plastic surgery. Others thought Julian was having an affair with twins.
One comment simply said:
“That girl looks terrified.”
My throat tightened unexpectedly at that one because they were right. I looked up slowly.
“How is this spreading this fast?”
“Because my mother has connections everywhere.”
Julian sounded more annoyed than panicked which felt insane as my life was detonating online in real time.
“She planned this,” I whispered.
“Yes.”
“She wants people questioning the marriage publicly before she attacks legally.”
His eyes landed on me and something unreadable flickered there briefly.
“Exactly.”
I hated how calm he stayed in catastrophic moments.
It made me feel more unstable. I tossed the phone back onto the counter harder than necessary before pacing toward the windows again.
“I can’t do this.”
The words escaped before I could stop them and Julian went still behind me.
I wrapped my arms around myself tighter.
“I mean it. This is insane. Your mother is investigating me, leaking photographs to the press and threatening me in coded language while I pretend to be somebody else twenty-four hours a day.”
My voice cracked slightly from exhaustion more than emotion.
“I’m one mistake away from prison.”
I heard footsteps but didn't look up until Julian stopped behind me close enough that I felt his presence before he even spoke.
“Look at me.”
I didn’t want to.
But my body ignored common sense and turned anyway.
Big mistake.
Because he was standing too close enough that I noticed the faint exhaustion beneath his eyes again.
Close enough to smell whiskey and rain and that stupid expensive cologne that always made my brain short-circuit.
“You are not falling apart tonight,” he said evenly.
I let out a sharp laugh. “That sounds less like an encouragement and more like an order.”
“It’s both.”
Of course it was.
I looked away from him first. “You act like this doesn’t affect you at all.”
“That’s because panic is useless.”
“Well some of us are emotionally attached to our nervous systems, Julian.”
Something that looked like laughter touched his face briefly before disappearing again.
“You think too much.”
“Oh, I’m sorry. Next time I’ll have my existential crisis in silence or you know what, shut down my brain.”
“Don't do it.”
I rubbed at my forehead tiredly before speaking again.
“What happens now?”
“We get ahead of it.”
“How?”
“Simple.” He moved toward the counter again and picked his phone back up.
“Tomorrow morning we leave together publicly. Smile for cameras. Act united. Make the press think this story doesn’t bother us.”
“That sounds horrifying.”
“It is.”
“You say things like that way too casually.”
“I’ve had practice. Also, you love your father.”
The words slipped out quietly without me even thinking and Julian’s fingers paused against his phone and there was this unrecognisable emotion in his face.
“He built everything I have,” he answered after a moment. “Cross Industries started with him.”
“And your mother?”
His jaw tightened slightly.
“My mother loves power and herself more than people.”
Well.
That explained literally everything. My eyes drifted toward my reflection in the glass and I barely recognized myself anymore.
Designer clothes.
Luxury penthouse.
Fake marriage.
Media scandals.
Hours ago I was arguing with hospital billing departments and eating noodles in my apartment while grading exhibition proposals.
Now I was standing inside a billionaire’s penthouse discussing media damage control with my fake husband like this was somehow normal.
“You’re spiraling again.”
I looked over my shoulder. “Can you stop reading my face like that? It’s unsettling.”
“You’re expressive.”
“No, I’m sleep deprived.”
“That too.”
I exhaled softly despite myself and my phone buzzed inside my purse. Every muscle in my body tensed instantly as I pulled it out.
Margaret.
Fuck! I stared at the screen while dread crawled slowly through my stomach.
Julian noticed immediately. “Who is it?”
“My stepmother.”
“Answer it.”
I looked at him like he lost his mind.
“Absolutely not.”
“She won’t stop calling otherwise.”
Which was painfully true. I accepted the call carefully before lifting the phone to my ear.
“Hello?”
“WHAT THE HELL HAVE YOU DONE?”
I flinched and Julian’s expression darkened immediately from across the room.
Margaret sounded hysterical.
“I told you one month, Scarlet! ONE month! Why are your pictures all over the internet?!”
SCARLET’S POVThe entire ride back to Manhattan was awkward but thankfully, rain started halfway through the drive, so I didn't need to say anything. I sat beside Julian with my hands folded tightly in my lap trying not to replay Eleanor’s final words over and over in my head.“Men like Julian Cross don’t protect people forever.”Beside me, Julian loosened his tie slightly while staring out at the rain-covered city. He looked different now than he did before.“You handled yourself well tonight.”His voice broke through the silence and I looked over at him in disbelief.“That’s your takeaway from tonight?”“It’s one of them.”I stared at him for a second. “Your mother threatened me at least three times.”“She threatened you six times. Three were subtle enough that you missed them.”My mouth opened slightly. “That is disturbing information, Julian.”“It wasn’t meant to comfort you.”I should have expected that answer by now. I leaned back into the seat with an exhausted breath. “Does
SCARLET“Ding, ding, ding,” The ringtone was alarming but I paid no attention to it since the call wasn't coming from my phone. I was heading to the dining area to be served breakfast but the mobile's ringtone kept picking my attention. “Ding, ding,” it didn't stop and by impulse I went back up the stairs. It so happens that the sound was not from the home phone but from Julian's room and I felt the need to check. I stood at the door more than I should. In a way, I pondered if it was okay to enter his room; it's not that he's around, it just sort of feels weird. I know my boundaries and all. I shrugged off my meandering thoughts. What could possibly happen?I pushed the door slightly, peeping in to confirm my conception. Okay, the air's clear! I entered the large king-like scintillated bedroom that seemed to have a beginning but not an end. I was taken with much deeper surprise than I could have possibly expected. It wasn't just large, it was a stark representation of his broo
SCARLETI woke up the next morning feeling odd. Not bad or dejected as I had been last night. But odd in a way that I knew things were changing.With a sigh, I got out of the bed and quickly freshened up, getting ready for the day. As soon as I left the room, the first place my eyes wandered to was the master’s bedroom. Julian’s room.I’d known this marriage was a sham along but I didn’t think we’d stay in separate rooms. Of course, this was only expected. Since it was all a ploy.“Maybe I should make breakfast…” I mumbled to myself.It hadn’t been up to two days but this was the best I had ever lived in my life. No shared space with my step-mother and step-sister who never hesitated to make me feel like I was a waste of space.Nothing of that sort. I was left to my own devices here. With a small sigh, I made my way to the kitchen, only to find the maid there already working on breakfast. Her eyes lit up as soon as she saw me.“Good day, my lady.” She bowed a little.I returned the s
JULIANThe look in her eyes should have seemed pitiful to anyone. And yet all I felt the longer I stared was disgust.Pure disgust that made me want to rub my skin raw. I pushed her away, ignoring the whimper that left her.Her head fell, eyes bouncing as she put together the pieces of the puzzle. She had underestimated my mother too much.“But how?” she dared to turn to me. “We—I played the part right. How did she find out?”Slowly, I made my way to the bar cart, my stomach burning with the hunger for alcohol. It was the only thing keeping me sane. The only thing preventing me from lashing out completely.I poured myself some scotch and threw it back, before fixing her a hard look. She instantly shrunk under the harshness of my gaze.“My mother is a smart woman,” I started. “Devilishly so. You think her casually mentioning it was a simple observation?”Scarlet’s frown deepened. “So how…”I set the glass down, moving closer to where she sat. Of course, she looked like she was going to
SCARLETI rarely ever had dreams. But that night, I had a very strange one. It was my father. He was fine this time, smiling and even waving at me.When I tried to reach him, I couldn’t move. I cried and tried to call out to him multiple times but he didn’t move.“Please…please don’t leave me.”He smiled again, this time slowly disappearing into the light beside him.“Please!”I woke up with a sharp gasp, something wet hitting my face almost simultaneously. Another gasp left me again, and I tried to wipe some of the water that had gotten into my eyes.Julian’s dark eyes nearly made me jump. When did he get into my room? He tossed the cup that had been in his hand, irritation laced in his eyes.“My mother will be here in a little over an hour. She wants to have breakfast with us. Get your sorry self ready before she gets here.”Without another word, he left the room. His cold words stung, hitting a painful spot I didn’t even know existed in my heart. A small shudder hit my shoulders,
SCARLETHe’s going to kill me.Those were the words that kept echoing through my mind as the car zoomed forward. Despite all the celebration and splendor, we had left the cathedral in Julian’s limousine. The metaphorical start to our new lives as newly-weds.Julian’s gaze was focused on the window. The fact that he wasn’t even looking my way only made my stomach twist harder.“Julian.” I didn’t realize when his name left my lips.Steel eyes turned to me, and for a moment, my breath was caught. I summoned back all the courage I could muster.“It’s not what you think. I—”“Farlow.”My stomach dropped. His eyes were on the driver now. “Yes boss.”“Privacy.” His order was crisp.The man nodded, and a black partition slowly slid down behind him. It was just us now. No one was watching.Slowly, Julian moved an inch towards me. I backed away on instinct, trying to put as much space between us as I could. But I was no match for him. He grabbed my chin roughly, his nails sharp enough to dig
SCARLETOn the 5th of July, 2014, Scarlet Lawson died holding white roses.“Where is he?”The priest’s eyes held an impatience that didn’t mirror the calm words that had left him. I turned to the church doors, a part of me hoping he’d miraculously never come through. So that this whole charade woul







