Mag-log inElena
Sunlight knifes through the curtains and I jolt awake with my pulse already sprinting. For half a second I have no idea where I am. Then the sheets register—stupidly soft, expensive, the kind of cotton that costs more than my phone bill—and the heat of the body next to me slams the rest of it home. Oh hell. I slept with him. The stranger. The actual definition of a one-night stand. I have literally never done this. I’m the person who buys the same brand of toothpaste for eight years because switching feels risky. I own a label maker. My idea of living dangerously is eating sushi on a Tuesday. My dress is a crumpled heap by the dresser. My bra is dangling off a sconce like it’s trying to escape. There are two empty champagne flutes on the nightstand that I do not remember drinking, and a faint purple bruise on my thigh that is 100 percent from when he lifted me onto the desk and— Nope. Brain, we are not doing the highlight reel right now. I sneak a glance at the clock: 6:47 a.m. Interview at nine. Blackwood Enterprises. The job I have been dreaming about since I was twenty-three and broke and crying over student loans. The job that could finally get Abuela into the good rehab place, the one with the gardens and the physical therapists who actually show up. I have to get out of here. Like, yesterday. I start inching toward the edge of the bed, moving in slow motion so the mattress doesn’t rat me out. He doesn’t stir. Breathing slow and steady, one arm flung out like he’s still reaching for me even in his sleep. God, he’s pretty when he’s unconscious. Hair messy, lashes ridiculous, that stupid perfect mouth relaxed. In daylight he looks younger. Less like money and more like trouble I can’t afford. I find my dress, wriggle into it commando because the bra is officially a lost cause. Shoes by the door—miracle. Clutch on the console. Phone, wallet, keys. Check, check, check. I’m two steps from freedom when his phone starts blaring some classical ringtone that probably has a Latin name and costs extra on iTunes. I freeze. He groans, slaps around the nightstand. I use the noise as cover, slip out, and pull the door shut with the softest click I can manage. The hallway is dead quiet. My heels sink into carpet thick enough to muffle gunshots. I don’t breathe until the elevator doors close and I’m staring at forty-three floors of my own walk-of-shame reflection. Hair: disaster. Lipstick: extinct. Neck: suspicious red mark I really hope is just from the pillow. I look exactly like a woman who had very loud, very excellent sex and then panicked. The lobby is already busy—suits, briefcases, people who definitely did not spend the night making bad decisions. No one even glances at me. I keep my chin up and stride out like I belong. Outside, October air smacks me awake. I buy the biggest coffee the cart guy has, dump in four sugars, and chug it while speed-walking to the subway. My feet are screaming. My head is pounding. My thighs are reminding me of positions I didn’t know existed. I have forty-five minutes to turn myself back into Elena Martinez, Responsible Human. Shower so hot it hurts. Scrub until I smell like drugstore coconut instead of his cologne. Hair in a low bun that says “I have my life together.” Gray suit, white blouse, earrings so small they’re basically whispers. I look like I’ve never had a reckless thought in my life. I triple-check my bag: résumé, portfolio, the campaign deck I stayed up until 3 a.m. perfecting for the last month. Everything is there. I can do this. One night does not get to ruin everything I’ve worked for. The subway is packed. I wedge myself into a corner and try not to replay the way he said “stay” against my shoulder at 4 a.m., voice rough and sleepy and way too tempting. Blackwood Tower is all sharp angles and glass, looming like it’s personally judging my life choices. I’ve walked past it a hundred times imagining this exact morning—except in my imagination I was calm and brilliant and definitely not wearing yesterday’s underwear. Lobby smells like money and lemon polish. I give the receptionist my name. She smiles like she’s never fled a penthouse suite in her life. “Ninth floor, Ms. Martinez. Someone will meet you.” Elevator ride feels like an eternity. I smooth my skirt, square my shoulders, paste on the smile I practiced in the mirror for weeks. The doors open. A woman in a sleek navy suit is waiting. “Elena? Jennifer Chen, HR. So nice to meet you.” We shake hands. She’s warm, efficient. “Mr. Blackwood wanted to sit in on the interview himself. He’s running just a couple minutes late.” Mr. Blackwood. The CEO. In person. This is huge. I follow her down a hallway that probably costs more per square foot than my apartment. My pulse is thrumming so loud I’m surprised she can’t hear it. Conference room is all sunlight and panoramic views. I set up my stuff, line everything perfectly parallel, take a sip of water like a normal person who definitely did not have sex against a hotel window last night. Jennifer’s phone buzzes. “He’s ready. Right this way.” I turn, smile locked and loaded, hand already out. And the world tilts sideways. Because the man walking through the door—in a charcoal suit that fits like it was invented for him, hair still a little messy, blue eyes wide with the same holy-shit expression I’m wearing—is him. My stranger. The one whose name I don’t know. The one who knows exactly what I sound like when I come. Jennifer beams, completely oblivious. “Elena Martinez, this is Damien Blackwood, our CEO.” His jaw locks so tight I’m surprised I don’t hear teeth crack. And every careful, responsible brick I’ve built my life out of? Just crumbled into dust.ElenaThe silence feels different this time.Not heavy. Not angry. Just… careful.Like something fragile has entered the room.“Are you two done yelling?” Lucas asks.“For now,” I say.He nods. “Good. Because Mr. Blackwood was about to tell us about his company. And I have lots of questions.”Damien smiles. “I bet you do.”And just like that, everything shifts.I stand back and watch.For the next thirty minutes, I don’t say much. I just… watch him.The way he listens to Lucas. Really listens.When Lucas starts talking about sustainable business models, Damien leans in, eyes lighting up.“That’s brilliant,” he says. “Have you thought about renewable energy integration?”Lucas freezes, then brightens. “I’ve read about it! But the costs—”“—can be offset,” Damien finishes, already pulling out his phone. “Let me show you.”They huddle together, talking about solar panels and funding like they’ve known each other forever.And something twists inside me.Because Lucas has never looked this
Elena The paternity test takes fifteen minutes.A simple cheek swab. Clinical. Efficient. Reducing five years of denial to a cotton stick and a lab report that will take seventy-two hours to process.The technician is professional, kind to the twins. "This won't hurt at all. Just open wide... perfect. All done!"Luna examines her swab curiously before it's sealed in a tube. "That's my DNA?""Part of it," the technician confirms. "The cells from your cheek contain all your genetic information.""And it'll prove we're Mr. Blackwood's children?""If you are, yes. The test is 99.9% accurate.""What if it says we're not?" Lucas asks quietly.Damien, standing in the corner of the small medical office, goes rigid."It won't," I say firmly. "Because you are.""But what if—""Lucas." I crouch down to his level. "The test will prove what I've been saying for five years. You are Damien Blackwood's children. Nothing changes that. Not a test. Not his doubts. Nothing."I don't look at Damien when
ElenaI—I didn't—" He stumbles over words like a man who's forgotten how to speak. "Five years. She said—but I thought—""You thought I was lying," I finish quietly. "You denied they existed. So yes, Damien, they're real. They've always been real. You just chose not to believe it."His eyes snap to mine. And there it is—the anger I've been expecting."You kept them from me.""You denied them!""You ran! You disappeared! You—""Mr. Blackwood." Margaret's voice cuts through. "Ms. Martinez is not on trial here. This meeting is about your children. Perhaps we should focus on them?"Damien's jaw clenches. But he nods.The door opens. Two attorneys enter—a man and woman, both radiating expensive legal education."Mr. Blackwood, we're ready to begin." The woman—Catherine Wells, I assume—stops when she sees the twins. Her eyes widen. "Oh. Oh my.""Yeah," Damien says roughly. "Oh my."We sit. Me and the twins on one side of the massive conference table. Damien and his attorneys on the other.L
Elena The morning of the meeting, I throw up twice.Once at 6 AM when I wake up. Once at 7:30 after attempting breakfast.The twins watch with concern."Mommy, are you sick?" Luna asks."Just nervous, baby.""Us too. Lucas threw up already."I look at my son, who's pale but defiant. "I'm fine now. Just needed to get it out."We're a mess. All three of us.My phone rings at 8 AM. Andre.I haven't spoken to him since the kiss. Since he walked away. Since everything imploded.I almost don't answer.But the twins are watching, and I need to be an adult about this."Hello?""Elena. I heard about the meeting today. With Damien." His voice is tense. "How are you holding up?""How did you—Sophia told you.""She's worried. So am I. Elena, do you want me there? I can be in the city in four hours. I can come to the meeting, or wait outside, or—""No. But thank you for offering.""I don't like the idea of you facing him alone.""I'm not alone. I have Margaret. And the twins. And honestly, Andre,
ElenaThat evening, we visit Grandmother Rosa.The hospital hallway feels quieter than usual. Or maybe it’s just us. The twins walk close to me, their small hands brushing against mine every few steps, like they need to make sure I’m still there.She's been moved to a regular room—progress—and is sitting up, looking much stronger. The color has returned to her cheeks. There’s light in her eyes again."Tomorrow's the big day," she says.Her voice is steady. Too steady."Tomorrow's the big day," I echo.The words feel heavier coming out of my mouth."How are my brave ones feeling?""Scared," Luna admits, climbing onto the bed. She curls her legs beneath her like she’s trying to take up less space."What if he doesn't like us?"The question hangs in the room. No one rushes to fill it."Then he's a fool and you're better off without him. But mija, I don't think that's going to happen. I think he's going to take one look at you two and fall in love."Grandmother Rosa says it like it’s fact
ElenaWednesday morning, I wake up with twenty-four hours until the meeting and a to-do list that's mostly "don't have a complete breakdown."The twins are unusually quiet at breakfast. Luna pushes her pancakes around her plate. Lucas has barely touched his orange juice."You two need to eat," I say gently."Not hungry," they mumble in unison."Nervous about tomorrow?"Luna nods. "What if he takes one look at us and says we're not his?""The paternity test will prove—""I don't mean prove-prove. I mean what if he looks at us and wishes we weren't his? Like he's disappointed."Four years old and already understanding rejection on a level no child should."Then he's a fool. But baby, I don't think that's going to happen. I think he's going to see you and realize exactly what he's been missing.""While planning a wedding to someone else," Lucas mutters."That's... complicated.""Everything with him is complicated," Luna says. She sounds so much older than four. "Mommy, can we ask you som
ElenaThe lawyer's office is in a building that's seen better days—three stories, peeling paint, a flickering neon sign that reads "Chen & Associates, Family Law."Another Chen. This city really does employ all of them.Margaret Chen is in her fifties, gray-streaked hair pulled back in a severe bun
Elena"I can't believe this is you talking. The man who fought for me—" My voice breaks."That man was a fool. Blinded by attraction. By the illusion of connection. But I see clearly now. You're just like Jasmine. Just like every other woman who's tried to use me. Except you're more calculating. Mo
Elena I sleep for fourteen hours straight.When I wake up in Damien’s guest room, sunlight cuts through unfamiliar windows, too bright, too real. My phone is buzzing nonstop on the nightstand, but my head feels thick, foggy. It takes effort just to lift my arm.Then it comes back.Victoria.The b
Elena By midnight, Damien’s apartment looks nothing like a home. The dining table is covered in laptops, open files, scattered photos—both the real ones and the edited ones, lined up like evidence in a crime scene.Three strangers sit there, all of them too calm, too sharp, the kind of people ric







