LOGINMy father’s face filled the laptop screen, and I resisted the urge to close it mid-sentence. Thaddeus Valor didn’t tolerate being interrupted. Or ignored. Or really anything that suggested his authority wasn’t absolute.
“Twenty-two years old, Lycian.” His voice came through crystal clear despite his being two hours away at the estate. “Your grandfather was married by twenty. I was married by twenty-one. This is getting ridiculous.”
I leaned back in my chair, keeping my expression neutral. My penthouse office overlooked campus, floor-to-ceiling windows showing the quad below. Students walked to evening classes, completely unaware that the guy in the building above them was getting lectured about his love life.
“I’m aware of the timeline,” I said evenly.
“Being aware isn’t the same as doing something about it.” My father’s eyes narrowed. “The pack needs stability. An unmated Alpha at your age creates questions. Doubts. It makes you look weak.”
I wasn’t weak. If anything, I was too controlled. Too careful. My wolf had been getting restless for months now, pushing at the edges of my control like it was testing a fence. But that wasn’t something I could explain to my father.
“Marcus Blackthorn called me yesterday,” my father continued. “He mentioned Madison is very interested in strengthening the alliance between our families.”
Of course he did. Marcus had been pushing that agenda for years. An arranged match between his daughter and the Valor heir. Neat. Strategic. Profitable for both families.
Completely wrong for me.
“I’m not interested in Madison,” I said flatly.
“Interest isn’t required. Compatibility is.” My father’s tone suggested this wasn’t up for debate.
Before my father could respond, my younger brother Damien leaned into view from wherever he was lurking off-screen. “Maybe Lycian’s just too picky,” he said with a grin. “Waiting for some romance novel moment where he meets his one true love.”
“This isn’t a joke, Damien.”
“Kind of is, though.” Damien was nineteen and treated everything like a joke. “He’s got she-wolves throwing themselves at him daily. If he can’t pick one by now, maybe the problem isn’t them.”
My wolf stirred at that, a low growl building in my chest that I forced down. Not now. Not during a video call with my family watching.
“The charity gala is this weekend,” my father said, ignoring Damien. “I expect you to make an effort. Talk to some appropriate candidates. Show the pack you’re taking this seriously.”
“I’ll be there.” Like I had a choice.
“Good. We’ll discuss this more when I see you.” He ended the call without saying goodbye.
I closed my laptop and dropped my head back against the chair. My wolf was pacing now, restless and irritated. It had been doing that more and more lately. Like something was missing.
My phone buzzed. A text from Cade.
Gym? You sound like you need to hit something.
I smiled despite my mood. Cade had been my Beta and best friend since we were kids. He could read me better than anyone.
Twenty minutes.
The campus gym was technically open to all students, but there were certain hours when wolves tended to take over. Evening was one of them. By the time I arrived, the weight room was full of familiar faces. Pack members, allied families, wolves who understood the hierarchy.
Cade was already there, bench-pressing an amount that would make humans suspicious. He racked the bar when he saw me and sat up, grinning.
“Let me guess. Your dad’s on you about mating again.”
“What gave it away?”
“The fact that you look like you want to murder something.” He grabbed a towel and wiped his face. “What’d he say this time?”
“The usual. I’m twenty-two. It’s tradition. The pack needs stability.” I moved to the squat rack and started loading weights. Heavy ones. “Oh, and apparently Marcus Blackthorn is campaigning hard for Madison.”
“Madison Blackthorn?” Cade made a face. “Dude. No.”
“Not interested.”
“I mean, she’s hot, but she’s also kind of terrifying. In a bad way.”
I grunted in agreement and started my set. The physical exertion helped, gave my wolf something to focus on besides the constant restless energy.
Through the mirror, I could see a group of she-wolves on the cardio machines. They weren’t even pretending to work out anymore, just watching me. Waiting for eye contact. An invitation. Anything.
I ignored them.
This happened everywhere. Class, the student center, off campus. She-wolves made it very clear they were available. Interested. Some were subtle about it. Others were aggressive. None of them felt right.
My wolf didn’t even stir when they looked at me. That was the problem. I could appreciate that they were attractive. Some were smart, accomplished, from good families. On paper, several of them would make perfectly acceptable mates.
But my wolf rejected every single one.
“You know what your problem is?” Cade asked, moving to the rack next to mine.
“I’m sure you’re about to tell me.”
“You’re waiting for something that might not exist. That instant recognition thing. The perfect mate bond.” He shrugged. “Maybe you need to be more practical about it.”
He wasn’t wrong. That’s what most wolves did. Very few actually experienced the legendary instant mate recognition. Most found suitable partners and built relationships that eventually strengthened into proper bonds.
But my wolf refused to settle. It wanted something specific. Something we hadn’t found yet.
“The gala’s this weekend,” Cade said, changing the subject. “You ready for that nightmare?”
I groaned. The charity gala. My family’s annual event where we pretended to care about scholarships while really just showing off our wealth and influence.
“Ready as I’ll ever be.”
“At least the food’s good. And hey, maybe you’ll get lucky. Maybe your mystery perfect mate will show up.”
“That’s not how it works.”
We worked out for another hour. By the time I got back to my penthouse, my muscles ached in a good way and my wolf had settled down. Temporarily, at least.
I showered and changed, then stood at my window looking out over campus. My phone buzzed again. A reminder about the gala schedule.
Three more days until the gala. Three more days of freedom before the circus started.
But as I lay in bed staring at the ceiling, my wolf wouldn’t settle completely. It paced in the back of my mind, searching for something in the dark.
Something that wasn’t there. Not yet.
“I’m not coming to your office,” I said.Marcus’s laugh was sharp. “You think you have a choice?”“Yes.”“Interesting. And here I thought you were smart.”My hand tightened on the phone. Around me, the coffee shop continued its morning rush—steam hissing. Cups clinking. Normal sounds for a morning that felt anything but normal.“I made my decision,” I said. “There’s nothing left to discuss.”“You made the wrong decision. I’m giving you a chance to fix it.”“I don’t want to fix it.”“Then you’re a fool.” His voice dropped lower. Dangerous. “Do you have any idea what you’ve just done?”“I chose not to be bribed.”“You chose to make an enemy. Me. And Madison. And everyone else who understands how things work in this world.”“I’ll take my chances.”“Will you? Because I’ve already made three phone calls this morning. Your library position? Gone by the end of the week. Your housing? There’s suddenly a waiting list for dorm rooms. Very inconvenient timing.”Ice flooded my veins. “You can’t d
I pressed the button.But not to call Marcus’s secretary.I pressed end. Turned off my phone completely. Set it face down on the table.Lycian reached me just as the screen went dark.“Don’t,” he said. His voice was rough. Raw.“I’m not.”“You’re not?”“I turned it off.”He sank into the chair across from me. Relief flooded his face. “Why?”“I don’t know.” It was the truth. “This is probably the stupidest thing I’ve ever done.”“Or the smartest.”“My aunt needs that money.”“I’ll give you the money.”“I told you, I don’t want…”“Not as payment. Not as charity.” He leaned forward. “As what I should have offered from the beginning. Help. Because you need it and I can give it.”“And what do you want in return?”“Nothing.”“Lycian.”“Okay, not nothing. I want you to give this a chance. Give us a chance. But that’s not conditional on the money. Your aunt needs treatment. I have money. That’s just logic.”My throat felt tight. “You can’t just throw money at people’s problems.”“Why not? I h
I didn’t sleep that night.Just lay in bed staring at the ceiling while Tessa snored softly across the room. My phone sat on my nightstand. Dark. Silent. Waiting for the decision I had to make by nine o’clock.Take Marcus Blackthorn’s money. Stay away from Lycian. Keep my scholarship and actually help Aunt Clara.Or refuse. Lose everything. For what? A guy I barely knew who thought we were mates?The choice should have been obvious.But every time I closed my eyes, I saw Lycian’s face in that lobby. The way he’d looked at me. Like I’d hurt him worse than any physical blow could.My phone buzzed at six in the morning.A text from Aunt Clara.How are you, sweetheart? You haven’t called in a few days.Guilt twisted in my stomach. I’d been so wrapped up in this mess that I’d barely talked to her.I called instead of texting.She answered on the second ring. “Elowen? Is everything okay?”“Yeah. Just wanted to hear your voice.”“It’s six in the morning. You’re usually asleep until seven.”“
Marcus Blackthorn’s office was in the business building. Top floor. Corner office with floor-to-ceiling windows overlooking campus.I’d never been in this building before. It smelled like expensive cologne and leather. Everything was polished wood and thick carpet. The kind of place that made it clear you didn’t belong.His secretary barely looked at me when I walked in at four o’clock.“Ms. Hale?”“Yes.”“He’s expecting you. Go right in.”The door to his office was heavy. Solid wood. I knocked anyway.“Enter.”I pushed the door open and stepped inside.Marcus Blackthorn sat behind a massive desk. He was in his fifties, with silver hair and sharp green eyes. Madison looked just like him. Same eyes. Same predator smile.“Sit,” he said. Not an invitation. A command.I sat in the chair across from his desk. It was lower than his chair. Designed to make you feel small.“Thank you for coming, Ms. Hale.”“You didn’t really give me a choice.”His smile widened. “Smart girl. I like that.”I d
Monday morning felt like walking to my own execution.I stood outside the Financial Aid office at exactly nine o’clock. My hands were sweating despite the cold. Through the glass door, I could see Director Calista at her desk. She looked up, saw me, and waved me in.The office smelled like old paper and bitter coffee. Director Calista was a small woman with gray hair pulled back tightly. She’d always been nice to me before. Professional but kind.Today her face was stone.“Sit down, Ms. Hale.”I sat in the chair across from her desk. My backpack felt heavy on my lap. Like I could use it as a shield if needed.“I’m sure you know why you’re here,” she said.“The gala.”“The incident at the gala, yes.” She pulled out a folder. Opened it. “We’ve received several complaints about your behavior Saturday night.”Several? I’d messed up with one person. How did that turn into several complaints?“It was an accident,” I said. “I was helping serve drinks because they were short-staffed. I didn’t
I woke up to seventeen missed calls.My phone had been on silent all night, but when I picked it up Sunday morning, the notifications made my stomach drop. Three numbers I didn’t recognize. Two from the financial aid office. Twelve from a blocked number.And one voicemail.I pressed play with shaking hands.“Ms. Hale, this is Director Calista from Financial Aid. We need to discuss your scholarship status. Please get in touch with our office first thing Monday morning. This is urgent.”I dropped the phone on my bed as it had burned me.This was really happening. They were going after my scholarship. Less than 12 hours after the gala, they were already moving.Tessa was still asleep in her bed, one arm thrown over her face. I got up quietly and went to the bathroom. Splashed cold water on my face. I looked at myself in the mirror.I looked terrible. Dark circles under my eyes. Skin pale. I’d barely slept, too busy running numbers in my head over and over. No matter how I calculated it,







