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The second Kade Volkov stepped onto my ice I knew he was going to wreck my entire world.
The Scotiabank Arena thundered around me as I glided out for warm ups. Twenty eight years old and captain of the Toronto Blades. The C on my jersey felt heavier than usual tonight. Fans screamed my name from every corner like I was some kind of hero. I waved back with the same smile I always gave them but inside my gut twisted. One slip up and my fathers voice would echo again. Do better. Be perfect. Dont let the name Ryder fall.
I pushed off hard chasing a loose puck when the new guy hit the ice. Coach Harlan had grabbed me in the tunnel minutes earlier his face dead serious.
“Evan keep this Volkov kid under control or that C comes off your chest. Owners orders. The Russian transfer has baggage longer than most careers. Do what you have to.”
I nodded but already hated the idea. “Got it Coach. But if he starts shit I wont babysit forever.”
Now here he was number 47 skating like he owned the damn building. Dark messy hair stuck out under his helmet. Those icy gray eyes scanned everything like he was hunting. His body looked carved from pure fights scars peeking at his neck. I hated him right away.
He barreled straight toward me during a drill. The check slammed me into the boards hard enough to rattle my teeth. Legal but full of something extra. His breath came hot against my ear through the cage.
“Careful Captain. Pretty boys break easy,” he growled low.
I shoved him off with both hands my heart pounding. “Push me again and you wont last a week here,” I snapped back.
He just laughed that deep rough sound and skated away like nothing happened. “We will see about that Ryder.”
The rest of warm ups felt like a war zone. Every time we got near each other the air crackled. I caught one of our wingers watching us close.
“Hey Cap you good?” he called out during a drill. “That new guy hits like a truck.”
“Yeah Im fine,” I replied keeping my eyes on Kade. “Just making sure he knows his place on this team.”
Teammates shot me looks but nobody said a word. I focused on my stretches trying to ignore how his presence already messed with my head.
Kade skated past me again slow and deliberate. “You always this tense before a game Captain? Or is it just me?”
“Its you,” I shot back fast. “We play clean here. No dirty stuff. You got a problem with team rules?”
He smirked circling closer on his skates. “Team rules? Funny coming from the golden boy. I play to win. You should try it sometime.”
“Winning does not mean ending careers on cheap shots,” I said pushing past him. “Stick to the system or find another team.”
The game started and the hate carried right into it. Montreal came out physical as always. We battled for every inch. By the second period I won a faceoff clean and fed the puck forward when Kade came flying in on a bad angle. He crushed one of our guys but the refs missed it. I skated up fast.
“What the hell was that?” I yelled at him. “You trying to get us all suspended?”
Kade turned slow his lip already curled. “Just playing hockey Captain. You got a problem with that?”
“Yeah I got a problem when you hit like a thug,” I shot back. “Keep that shit out of my locker room.”
He glided closer until our sticks crossed. “Your locker room? Last I checked we both wear the same jersey. Or you too good to share?”
I laughed but it came out sharp. “Share? With a guy whose past is all rumors and suspensions? Good luck lasting the season.”
“You talk big for someone hiding behind a C,” Kade replied his voice low and sharp. “What are you scared of Ryder? That I might show you how real hockey feels?”
The tension boiled over two shifts later. A Montreal forward laid a dirty hit on me near the boards. I spun around ready to answer when Kade jumped in first. He dropped his gloves and so did I. We crashed together fists flying.
“You think you can control me?” he snarled swinging hard.
I ducked and landed one on his jaw splitting his lip. “This team doesnt need your kind of trouble,” I growled back connecting again.
He answered with a hook that made my cheek explode in pain. We grappled on the ice breathing heavy trading more words between punches.
“Stay out of my way Volkov,” I spat blood on the ice.
“Make me,” he replied his voice thick with that accent. “You aint ready for what I bring.”
“Try me and see how fast you get traded out,” I said landing another hit before we tangled again.
Refs finally yanked us apart. The crowd roared like animals. They loved the fight. In the penalty box I pressed a towel to my face trying to calm down. Kade sat on the other side wiping blood from his mouth. He stared straight at me the whole two minutes. That smirk on his busted lip felt way too knowing like he had secrets about me already.
“You done staring?” I muttered loud enough for him to hear.
“Not even close Captain,” he said back quiet but sharp. “This is just the start. You and me? We got unfinished business already.”
I looked away first my pulse racing again. “Save the tough talk for someone who cares. Just stay in your lane.”
“What if my lane runs right through yours?” Kade asked not dropping the stare. “Coach put you on me for a reason. Maybe you need shaking up.”
“Keep dreaming,” I replied. “Ive led this team fine without your chaos.”
We sat in silence after that but the air stayed thick. The penalty ended and we jumped back in. The game stayed tight. I fed a perfect pass late that set up the game winner. We pulled out a 3-2 victory in the end. The locker room buzzed with guys slapping backs and yelling about the win.
I sat on the bench head down towel around my neck. My cheek throbbed but that wasnt what bothered me most.
Kade stripped across the room slow and careless. His back and sides showed old scars white lines from who knows what fights back home. Muscle everywhere like he lived in war zones. He caught me looking and held my stare no shame at all.
“Something you want to say Ryder?” he called out across the noise.
I stood up fast grabbing my bag. “Just wondering how long before you blow this team up,” I replied keeping my voice even.
He chuckled low stepping closer while pulling on a shirt. “Worried about your perfect image Captain? Or scared I might actually be better?”
“Better at what exactly?” I shot back. “Getting suspended? Starting shit? We dont need that here.”
Kade zipped his bag eyes never leaving mine. “You have no clue what you need. But youll find out soon enough. This aint over between us.”
One of the guys nearby laughed trying to cut the tension. “Damn new guy you dont waste time. Cap dont bite easy.”
“Stay out of it,” I told the teammate then turned back to Kade. “Listen Volkov. We win as a team. Drop the lone wolf act or I will make sure Coach hears every word.”
“Go ahead and run to Coach,” Kade said with that smirk again. “See if he sides with the golden boy or the guy who actually fights for it.”
I walked out without answering my mind spinning. The drive home felt too quiet. I replayed every word every hit. In my apartment I dropped onto the couch ice on my cheek and stared at the ceiling. Those cold gray eyes wouldnt leave me alone. The way he talked like he knew my weaknesses already. The fight should have made me hate him more but something else mixed in now. Something dangerous.
I grabbed my phone and typed his name into search just to see. Rumors popped up fast. Suspensions. Fights. Whispers about a dead brother back in Russia. Nothing solid but enough to make my stomach turn.
Why did Coach push him on me? What did the owner see in this guy?
I shook my head and tossed the phone aside. Tomorrow was practice. I had to keep him in line or lose everything I worked for. But deep down I already felt it. Kade Volkov wasnt just trouble. He was the kind that got under your skin and stayed there.
Sleep didnt come easy that night. Every time I closed my eyes I saw that smirk in the penalty box. Heard his voice in my ear. Careful Captain.
Yeah. This season was going to test me in ways I never expected. And something told me Kade was only getting started.
I sat frozen in the press box high above the ice while the Blades battled Boston without me and Kade pushed through hell with every stride. "What the hell is going on down there?" I muttered to the reporter next to me, gripping the edge of the table. The guy glanced over. "Ryder, you should be out there, man. Coach really bench you for that flu bug?" "Doctor orders," I lied through my teeth. "But look at Kade. He is moving different. Tell me I am not seeing things." The reporter leaned closer to the glass. "He looks fired up. Boston is hitting hard though. Score is tied at two two late in the third." I grabbed my phone and texted Kade quick even though I knew he would not see it. Come on. You got this. But do not be stupid. Down on the ice Kade won a faceoff clean. I stood up halfway. "Yes! Go, go, go!" I yelled even though he could not hear me. The Boston defender smashed into h
Kade hit the training room floor hard right as the final buzzer sounded and I knew the tape had finally given out. I bolted down from the press box two steps at a time, heart slamming in my chest. When I burst through the training room door, two assistants were already trying to help him up. "Everybody out," I barked. "Now. Captains orders. Clear the room." One assistant looked up. "But Ryder, he collapsed. We need the doc in here." "I said out," I snapped, stepping forward. "I will handle this. Go tell Coach the team played great but stay out until I say. Move." They hesitated then backed off quick. I locked the door behind them and dropped to my knees next to Kade. "Hey, talk to me. You still with me?" Kade blinked up at me, face white as the tiles. "Leg gave out. Tape failed in the last shift. Hurts bad, Evan." I grabbed a clean towel and pressed it to his thigh. Blood soaked thro
Kade slammed the equipment room door shut and locked it before I could even catch my breath. "No doctors, Evan. I mean it. Viktor will bench me for the rest of the season if he sees this." I stood there with blood on my hands from helping him inside. "You are out of your mind. That cut is bad. Let the doc look at it before it gets infected." He dropped onto the bench and pulled up his pant leg. The gash looked even worse under the lights. "Viktor has been gunning for me since day one. One real injury and he tells the owner I am a risk. Gone. Traded or scratched forever. I cannot let that happen." I knelt down fast and grabbed the tape from the kit. "So your plan is what? Hide a knife wound and hope it heals by itself? Talk to me. How are we doing this?" "Please Evan," Kade said, his voice dropping low. "Just tape it tight for me. Real tight. I can skate if it is wrapped good. I have done it before."
The tires screeched as I slammed my truck into the arena parking lot the next morning. I never expected to see Kade fighting for his life against three thugs with knives. I spotted them right away near the back row where the players parked. Kade had his back to a concrete pillar, blood already streaking down his leg. The biggest guy lunged with a blade while the other two circled like dogs. "Get the hell away from him!" I shouted, jumping out and sprinting over. Kade swung hard and caught the big one in the jaw with a crack that echoed off the cars. "You picked the wrong morning, Vance's bitch," he growled, voice thick with that Russian edge. The thug staggered but laughed. "Boss said make it hurt, Volkov. You think you can keep digging into our shit and walk away clean?" I got closer fast, heart hammering. Kade moved like a street fighter, low and mean. He grabbed the second guy's wrist when he slashed, twis
My father stood in my apartment door and I finally said what burned inside for years. "Dad, I know about Nikolai and Project Black Ice. Stop pretending you are clean."Christian Ryder froze. His face went pale like someone sucked the blood right out. "Evan, what did you say?"I closed the door behind him hard. "You heard me. Nikolai. Project Black Ice. I know enough. No more lies."He stepped back, hands shaking a bit. "You do not know what you are talking about. Those names are dangerous. Where did you hear them?""Dangerous for you," I answered. "I pieced it together. Whispers from Kade. Old files. Your name linked. Time to talk straight."Christian sat down slow on the couch. His usual sharp suit looked wrinkled now. "Straight? Son, you defy me now? After all I built for you?""Built on secrets," I said. "First time I say no to your plans. No more golden boy script. I know Project Black Ice involves deals with Nikola
The knock on my door came late and I opened it to Kade standing there with food bags and tired eyes. "Come in," I said. "Team needs you more than me right now."Kade stepped inside and set the bags down. "Team feels heavy without you, Evan. I carry it best I can but it is not the same. How you holding up?"I closed the door soft. "Holding. Suspension bites but seeing you helps. Sit. Talk."He sat on the couch close. "Talk about everything. The guys ask for you every practice. I tell them captain fights for us. They listen but miss your voice.""My voice rests," I replied. "Yours leads now. How does it feel carrying that weight?"Kade opened the bags and handed me a container. "Feels big. Guys look to me for fire. I give it but inside I worry. You always balanced us.""Balance comes back," I said. "Eat. Tell me about today. Any bright spots?"He took a bite. "Bright spot was Rico scoring in practice. Looked shar
The second I stepped back onto Toronto ice after Montreal I knew the line between hate and need had already blurred too far.Practices felt completely different now. Every drill Coach paired us together on purpose. Kade and I circled each other like fighters waiting for the bell. His gray eyes foll
The second Kade slammed that Montreal player into the boards I knew the night would end with us destroying each other.The road game turned nasty fast. Cheap shots flew from every Montreal jersey. Late in the third one of their big forwards lined me up with his elbow high ready to take my head off.
The second Coach Harlan said my name that morning I knew Kade Volkov was about to become my personal nightmare.Practice ran us into the ground. We skated hard lines and battle drills until my legs burned. Guys were still buzzing from last nights win but the new guy moved through it all like he had
The second I heard that knock on my door during the team break I knew I was done fighting this thing with Kade.The apartment felt way too quiet after that tough stretch of games. No practice. No bus rides. Just me and my thoughts spinning about him. I cracked open a beer halfway through it when th







