로그인I had three rules for this contract. Don’t feel anything. Don’t remember anything. And whatever you do, don’t let him see that both rules had already shattered before I even walked through the door.
I made it back to my desk by two o’clock, hands still shaking as I dropped my bag onto the chair. The office felt smaller than usual, the usual clutter closing in around me. Two rooms, decent light, that plain street view I always liked because it never lied. Right now the silence felt heavy, like it was waiting for something. I sank into my chair, opened my laptop, and just stared. The screen blurred. None of it made sense. “He’s been watching your company for over a year. Ask him why.” The message still sat there glowing like a live wire. I hadn’t deleted it. Couldn’t bring myself to. On the drive back I’d made two stupid decisions, keeping that text, and letting Sebastian Hale creep back into my head. He was already taking up space I swore I’d never give him again. I slammed the email shut and yanked open the vendor file. Three minutes. That was all I lasted before the memories hit me like a truck. --- The memory came out of nowhere. Renner Street café. Dim lights, strong coffee, those tiny tables where our knees kept brushing no matter how I tried to shift away. Sebastian hunched over his laptop, reading glasses slipping down his nose, the ones he only wore when he thought no one was looking. His coffee had gone cold because he always forgot it the second he got focused. I’d said something ordinary. Nothing special. He looked up and laughed. Not the polished version he used in boardrooms. The real one that started deep in his chest and lit up his eyes a second later. He looked at me like I was the best part of his whole week. Just for laughing. Our knees touching under that cramped table, my heart had swelled with this quiet, scary thought: *This is what safe feels like. I didn’t even know it had a feeling.* I shoved the memory away so hard my eyes stung. --- “You’re doing the thing again.” Marcus stood in the doorway holding two coffees, his face soft but his eyes seeing right through me like always. Tall, warm, the friend and business partner who never let me get away with hiding. He set a cup in front of me and dropped into the chair across the desk. “What thing?” I asked, my voice coming out tighter than I wanted. “The dead-eyed stare at the screen.” He leaned forward, keeping his voice low and steady. “Means something big happened, and you’ve already decided I don’t get to know.” His eyes softened with that familiar worry. “Talk to me, Naomi. What really happened at Hale Industries?” I wrapped both hands around the warm cup, trying to stop them from shaking. “Just a client meeting. I presented to the events team, stayed professional, and left. Nothing more.” Marcus didn’t blink. “And Sebastian? Was he in the room?” My stomach twisted tight. “Yeah… he was there.” He nodded slowly, his eyes full of quiet concern. “Okay. How are you holding up? Be real with me.” “I’m fine,” I lied, but the word cracked halfway out. “I kept it together. Did the job and walked out. That’s the whole story.” “Naomi.” He sighed and rubbed the back of his neck. “I’ve known you too long for that. That text you sent me, the one saying he’s been watching your company for over a year, what are you going to do about it?” “I’m handling it. Quietly.” I took a shaky sip. “We don’t need to panic.” “We could drop the contract right now,” he said gently. “There are plenty of other clients who won’t drag up all this old pain. It’s not worth it if it’s ripping you apart inside.” “No.” The word came out sharper than I meant. “I don’t want another client. I want this one. I can handle Sebastian. I’ve handled worse.” Marcus looked at me for a long moment, those brown eyes heavy with worry that made my chest ache. “I know you’re strong. I’ve seen it. But that’s exactly what scares me, what this is going to cost you when you’re alone with it.” He stood up, coffee still in hand. “Just… don’t shut me out completely, okay? I’m right here.” He left before I could answer. The soft click of the door hung in the quiet office like something unfinished. --- Isla was already home when I walked in that evening. Homework scattered across the kitchen table, headphones loose around her neck. Sixteen, sharp and quick, with her grandmother’s mouth and those grey eyes that saw way too much, eyes that weren’t mine. I’d spent sixteen years never saying that last part out loud. “You look like hell, Mom,” she said softly, not mean, just honest. “Work thing?” “Work thing, baby,” I answered, forcing a smile that felt paper-thin. She didn’t push. She knew my timing. I made dinner, the familiar sounds of chopping and plates clinking filling the too-quiet apartment. We ate together. She talked about her history project, the maps and timelines that actually had her excited. I listened, asked questions, and tried to stay right there with her. The memory of Renner Street slipped into my head only once. I counted it as a small win. After she went to bed, I sat at the kitchen table with my laptop open and a glass of water I wasn’t drinking. I told myself I was reviewing the Hale brief. Instead, I opened Sebastian’s company profile. Twelve press photos loaded, galas, board meetings, charity events. I scrolled fast, telling myself it was just research. Then one photo stopped me cold. In the background of a charity dinner shot, half-turned and a little blurry, a man in a dark jacket. Weight on his back foot. Watching. Not joining in. My heart slammed against my ribs. I zoomed in until his face came into focus. I knew that stance. I knew that face. Three years ago he’d stood across the street from my apartment on a Tuesday night. Just standing there, staring up at my windows. I’d spotted him, changed my routines for weeks, then convinced myself I was being paranoid. He’d shown up again the next spring. Same spot. Same cold stare. I’d told myself it was a coincidence. Now the photo screamed the truth. It had never been a coincidence. Someone had been watching me for years, and tonight I finally had a face to put on the nightmare. My hands shook as I stared at him, the same man who had haunted the edges of my life for way too long. But the question that made my blood run cold, the one that twisted the knife even deeper and wouldn’t let go, burned hotter than everything else: Why was he standing behind Sebastian now? What on earth did Sebastian know about the man who’d been stalking me all this time?The evening wound down the way good evenings did, people peeling away in the natural order.Isla went first and hugged Sebastian on her way to her room. Not the careful, side-on hug of someone still testing new territory. A full, easy hug, arms around his neck, cheek pressed briefly to his shoulder the way she used to when she was still small. She said goodnight in that soft private voice she used when she was happy, then disappeared down the hall. Her door clicked shut. The apartment grew quieter by one person’s worth of presence. Jade and Marcus left together. This had been happening more often, the two of them ending up at the door at the same time, the dinner bickering continuing into the corridor in lower voices. I let it be whatever it was.Jade hugged me with her warmth of someone who had a good evening and wanted to show appreciation. Her perfume, citrus and clean, pulled me back for a second to other kitchens, other years.“This was a beautiful night sis,” she said against
My daughter had the spine of a woman who rebuilt herself and the eyes of a man learning to be worthy of her got in on her own merit and her own words.I was undone, I got home before Isla did. I bought food on the way — not just pasta, something substantial, the kind of dinner this night deserved. I was standing at the counter unpacking it when I picked up my phone.I had been planning to call Jade. Instead Sebastian was already picking up and I had not planned to do it and I was not going to examine why I had."Hey," he said."Isla got in," I said."What?" he said."The programme," I said. "She got accepted. They specifically mentioned the essay."What came out of him then was not a word. Not any language. Just sound, the pure, unguarded sound of a man receiving something that went deeper than words could reach first.I stood at my kitchen counter and listened to it and thought: ‘This is what he would have been like from the beginning. If we had been allowed to have it. This version
He said it changes everything in a national profile and I read it at my desk at eight in the morning.Marcus sent it first, no message, just the link at seven fifty-two, which meant he'd been awake and reading the business press before eight on a Thursday and had thought of me immediately. I read the piece through properly. Then I read the paragraph again. I put my phone down and made coffee, came back and read the paragraph a third time. ‘I stopped making decisions based on what I was afraid of losing. I started making them based on what I actually wanted. It changes everything.’Said off the record. Printed anyway, because the journalist understood it was the most true thing in the piece and the piece needed it. Jade sent it at eight-oh-three: “He said that. In a national publication. Under his own name. I need you to appreciate how significant that is for a man like him.” She said,Priya sent it at eight-eleven with: “Good.”I sat at my desk and thought about a man who spent thirty
He framed the photograph we had been keeping face down for sixteen years and I let him hang it somewhere I could see it because he was right. It was a good photograph.He put it in the hallway. Not the bedroom… the hallway, where I would pass it every morning on my way to the kitchen and every evening on my way back. He held it against the wall and said: "Here?" and I had said yes without thinking about it because it was exactly right.The first morning I walked past it I stopped. Just for a moment. Long enough to look at it directly, then I went to make coffee. Not with grief, not with the careful management of feeling. Just looked at it and moved on.That was what it looked like when you stopped keeping things face down. That was what it looked like when you decided the past was something to have, not something to hide from.The weeks that followed moved with the quiet momentum of a life in its right shape. I signed the bigger office lease on a Tuesday.The one I had been circling f
Something shifted after that conversation. Not dramatically, the quiet shift of a person who has been given honest feedback by someone who loves them and has decided to actually take it.I stopped managing Jade. Not with a formal decision or a conversation about it. I just stopped editing what I told her before I said it. Stopped calculating what she could handle. Stopped treating my twenty-four-year-old sister like she needed protection from the full version of my life.She noticed immediately. The first Friday dinner she came to, not because something significant was happening, just because it was Friday and she was invited, she arrived with wine and an opinion about the menu before she had taken her coat off."You said pasta," she said. "I assumed something substantial.""There's salad," I said."Naomi," she said."And bread of course" I said.She looked at Isla. "She got distracted." Said Isla. Jade went to the refrigerator with the ease of someone who knew where things were.
I called Jade in the evening because I had been circling a conversation with my sister for months and Ethan's call reminded me that the right time to say true things was when you were ready. Not when conditions were perfect.She answered on the second ring. "Hey Sissy, what's up?""Nothing much I want to talk,” I said. A pause. "Oo...kaayy…talk about what?""Mum," I said.She was silent. Then, quietly, "Do you want me to come over?""Yes please," I said.She arrived forty minutes later with wine she did not open and the energy of someone who had been waiting for a conversation for a long time and was both ready and not ready for it to start.Isla was in her room. We sat at the kitchen table. Jade put the wine on the counter, sat across from me, folded her hands, and looked at me with the sharp warm eyes were reading me since she was old enough to read anything."Tell me," she said.I told her, not everything, she knew most of it. But the parts I had processed properly now that I had
NAOMI POV: I should’ve turned around the second those elevator doors opened.“HALE INDUSTRIES.” The name hit me like a punch to the gut, carved big and arrogant into that white marble. Sixteen years of trying to forget him, and there it was, staring me right in the face like it still owned me. My
My daughter found his photo and didn’t say a single word. She just set her phone down on the kitchen table, the screen still glowing with those sharp grey eyes, and looked right at me.That silence hit like a slap.I stared back. The moment stretched… and stretched. My pulse hammered so loud I was
A stranger handed me the truth I’d spent sixteen years pretending I didn’t need.I didn’t call Ethan that day. I drove home with his words sitting right there beside me, pressing against my ribs like something alive and restless. My hands stayed steady on the wheel, but my heart was pounding in my
Sebastian Hale hadn’t just found me. He’d been watching my company grow for over a year, making sure I would come back, and I walked right into his trap like it was the best business decision I’d ever made.I checked it the next morning.It took forty minutes, one old contact at a corporate filing







