CHAPTER 16- Zara’s POV As soon as I heard it, my eyes blinked several times and for a moment, I stared at the white ceiling. When I looked around, I realized to be in my room, and lying in my bed. So, was it just a dream? I chuckled at the thought of believing it was real. Even in my dream, he would just use my body, and nothing more! I immediately rolled over from the bed because it was my schedule to do some general cleaning in the house. While cleaning, I happened to stumble into our large mirror, and I was frozen in front it. I couldn’t believe what I saw. The reflection that stared back at me was too different from who I was before. Then, I realized I needed to have some makeover, but I had no idea where to start. Fortunately, Antoinette was available for a video call and she explained things to me. She also recommended her favorite spa in the city. After the call, I resumed cleaning, and once I’m done, I took another shower. It felt refreshing, especially in the sticky heat o
CHAPTER 17 – Zara’s POV I thought he had decided to choose us instead of Giselle, but it was just my wishful thinking. Later in the evening, Lucas left without telling me where he was going, but I knew it was because of Giselle. I had nothing to say about that. My son fell asleep early, exhausted from his swimming lesson. I couldn't understand why there was a can of beer in the fridge, but I felt like I needed a drink. My heart remained restless. I hadn't completely moved on from Lucas. There was still a lingering pain whenever he went to see his real love, something I could never replace. For tonight, the only way I could ease that pain was by drowning myself in beer. Just for tonight, I thought. In the morning, I woke up with a pounding headache, despising the familiar sensation of a hangover after indulging in too much alcohol. Perhaps I had gone overboard last night. Glancing at the clock, my eyes twitched. “Shit!” I exclaimed, surprised to find Enrique absent from my side. Ma
CHAPTER 18-Zara’s POV After we argued about Nick, he just realized that I made some changes about myself, and for some inexplicable reason, I found it difficult to meet his piercing gaze. It seemed as though I had done something wrong. Well, I refused to be constrained by his rules anymore. I would never allow him to bind me with his words and desires anymore. Antoinette was right about him being unjust, selfish, and dictatorial. It turned out that I had been blinded by so many things because of how much I loved him despite it being one-sided. I couldn’t believe how delusional I'd been...all these years! All those fucking six years! When he glared at me, I glared back before I made my way upstairs and decided to change my clothes. However, as I glanced at my wardrobe, I realized my outfits were hopelessly outdated. Then, I made a mental note to go shopping soon. In the meantime, I settled for knee-length black pants and a plain white shirt. I secured my hair in a messy bun with a h
CHAPTER 19- Zara’s POV Together, we stepped outside to welcome Nick into the house. As he dismounted his motorcycle, his gaze landed on Lucas's hand, which was securely placed around my waist. “Come in,” I said to Nick, and I could feel that he felt a bit awkward. “By the way, how are you?” I asked him as we walked towards the house. “I’m okay,” he replied curtly to my question. “That's good then,” I said. When we entered the house, we didn't have any privacy because Lucas kept on watching us. It felt like we were back in ancient times, where the grandmother guarded her granddaughter while talking to a suitor. Several times I signaled to Lucas to leave us alone so we could talk properly. I wanted to clarify to Nick that there was no reason for him to come to my house. “When did he start to care for you, Zara?” Nick asked about Lucas and me, even though he knew that Lucas could hear him. “Just recently, but he's someone worth waiting for, you know,” I said to him, and the smug L
CHAPTER 20-Zara’s POV ”What? You can't breathe? Oh no, are you dying? Lucas, come on! You're such a tease! Wait a moment, I'll call an ambulance,” I tried to stay calm, but I was still panicking, so I asked Antoinette for help. I asked her to call an ambulance for us, and she promised to do everything she could to get the ambulance to arrive in less than ten minutes. While waiting for help, I went to Lucas and raised his head, propping him against my body. “Lucas, just endure a little longer, okay?” I said and adjusted his position so that the pillows were piled on top of each other to support him. I needed to change his clothes before the ambulance would arrive. I took a t-shirt and shorts from his luggage. I didn't have any trouble putting the t-shirt on him. The shorts were a bit challenging because I had to lift his butt, and Lucas was quite well-endowed. “Thank you,” he said, even though it was difficult for him. I just smiled and then kissed his forehead. “Don’t worry, I
CHAPTER 21 – Lucas’s POV After being recharged from the hospital, I thanked Zara for taking care of. He acted like a through wife. In fact, I felt bad when I left home to meet Giselle. We just got home when I received Giselle’s message that she was coming home. Then, as soon as Giselle sent me her beautiful picture while boarding on a plane, I totally forgot that it was Zara who stayed with me lately. I was at the airport and eagerly waiting for Giselle’s arrival in Claybourne. I missed her so much and I couldn’t wait to spend the day with her again. In fact, I cleared my schedule of all pending appointments, meetings, and business luncheons to focus solely on her. As I saw her walking in my direction, my heart raced, and I immediately kissed her. I couldn’t contain my excitement and emotions as if I wanted to memorize every detail of her face. She was my dream girl ever since! There's something about her that messes with my system. But I quickly brushed it aside. Then, suddenly, Z
CHAPTER 22 – Zara’s POV When he was discharged from the hospital, I thought he would stay at home, but once again, my heart was shattered. I heard him talking to Giselle on the phone. Although I was used to it, I couldn’t stop myself from being hurt. Then, Lucas didn't come home last night, and to my surprise, I stumbled upon a social media post about the famous model, Giselle, returning to the country. Right there and then, I knew that Lucas spent time with Giselle. Damn it! Why would he keep going back and forth? He still loved that bitch, and yet, he got jealous when I become chummy with Nick! As much as I didn’t want to think so much about it, I ended up stalking every post that was made about the supermodel Giselle, and my eyes widened in shock when I stumbled upon a post where Giselle was seen hugging Lucas Blackwood in the airport. It stirred up the familiar feelings of a tight chest, aching heart, and unbearable pain that I experience whenever I suspect he's having an affai
CHAPTER 23 – Zara’s POV I opened the door to be greeted by a mixture of alcohol and his cologne, suffocating the air around him. Lucas, being of mixed race, had a flushed complexion, most likely from drinking. Why was he drowning his sorrows in alcohol? Had he fought with Giselle? “Lucas? What do you need? It's late, and you haven't slept,” I told him, concerned. He stared at me intently before speaking in a serious tone. Though he wasn't stuttering, his words came slowly. “You know, it's all your fault,” he said, pointing his finger at me. I wasn't sure if he was angry or something else, but I felt a surge of guilt. What had I done this time? I should stay quiet and go to sleep! But guilt started creeping in; maybe I was the one at fault. After all, I had been the cause of so many issues between us. “What are you talking about? You're clearly drunk, Lucas. You better go back to Giselle or to your room and get some sleep.” If anyone is the liar here, it's him. As I turned to le