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“I want to race again”

Author: Mina's vale
last update Last Updated: 2025-11-19 17:37:48

Gabriel's Pov

Ever since the news of Renz’s death dropped, something inside me loosened. Relief… finally. A sense of order returning, like the world had clicked back into the place I designed for it.

Except for one problem.

Nyx.

She’d spiraled the moment she heard. Crying for days. Skipping meals. Ignoring my calls. Locking herself in that damn room like she was mourning a saint instead of a man who made one stupid mistake and paid the price.

I let her cry at first—fine, mourn the fool if you must. But it’s getting worse. She’s slipping deeper into a darkness she doesn’t even understand. And I can’t allow it. She needs to face reality… my reality.

I’ll admit that—Renz was a tough one. Smart. Quick. Loyal to the wrong people. But not invincible. Nobody is. One wrong move, and he fell like the rest.

Malachi handled it cleanly too. No wonder people fear him. The man delivers.

I almost smiled thinking about it.

But Nyx…

Her tears are beginning to sting.

Not because I care about her pain—n
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