“Congratulations Miss. Del Mundo you are 2 weeks pregnant” my heart just stopped beating as the doctor said that, fear around my body prevailed.
I started trembling inside and out, I just can’t make any reaction right now. I don’t know what to do. This wasn’t even in the picture I was looking for; I just shook my head and watch my hands shake while the doctor kept on explaining things to Erille.
When she notices that my hands were shaking, she holds my hands and grip on it so tight, I slowly lift my head to gaze at her but she continues listening to the things the doctor said, while I just started hearing the loudest silence in my head.
It was a deafening voice around my ears, and I felt that my life was about to fall apart. My dreams started to fade; my goals started to vanish.
“That’s all for now, I will see you next mo
“Let me carry that Louen, don’t bother carrying things, let me do it for you. You’re pregnant, you should just sat there and just wait for us. Erille and I can handle this.” Six said when I try helping them on carrying our packed things. He looks so worried and grab all the things in my hands.This is the day we are moving out; I still can’t imagine that I’m leaving Manila, and the whole night Leusam’s voice in my mind keeps on bothering me. It’s like he's living inside of it for free.But as I leave this place, I will try my best to forget about him, and leave a peaceful life away from anyone who knows me, “You’re so fucking fake Six, you’re getting what she’s carrying but in reality, I’m the only one who’s carrying all of these things!” I heard Erille hazes while fixing our things at the back of the car.Six de
“Louen?”His wearing a doctor’s lab gown and he’s gaze are all mine.Don’t tell me he's working here...“Lynus?” I utter as I face him, and he instantly looks at my dress where my baby bump is really visible. He looked back at my face with frowned brows before he walks close to my place.“You’re pregnant?” he asked, I don’t know what to say, I suddenly felt that I was out of words in front of him, how the hell he’s working here, I thought his in Cebu.“Why didn’t Ash tell me about this? Where are you pare----” I cut him out and grabbed his hands, “Don’t tell anyone about this Ly” I said and pulled him out of the hospital and brought him with us here at the nearby coffee shop.I look at him seriously and I know
It's already a month passed since that wonderful day happened to me, and now I’m carrying the result of that wonderful day, they said that every newborn child begins a new world and this little thing over here truly defines the new world that was blessed in us.Every time I wake up, she was the hope and smile those blooms inside of me, every time I gaze at her I could see her father’s face in her but that just makes her so special, I realize that forgetting him wasn’t the right escape because he is the reason why I have Tabi with me.Leusam just gives me hope in life with his flesh, I will never forget him. “Good morning little Tabi, good morning” I joyfully said while kissing Tabi’s chubby cheeks. She purses her lips and smiles at me.“My Tabi is having a good morning call huh, you're in a good mood ah? My Tabi is in a good mood&rdqu
3 years later“Mommy wakey up, Mommy wakey up!” my whole body was shaking as Tabi started pushing and shaking my arms, trying to wake me up. I continue acting like I was still sleeping and watch what she will do next.“Mommmmmmmmmmmmyyyyyyyyyyyyy” I bite my lower lip when she lay her whole body above me and call me for so long, “Mommy itch my birthdayyyyyy” she said and keep moving above me like a lazy kid.“Mommy wakey wakeyyyyyyy!!!” Her weight is no joke, she keeps on rolling her back above me, until she moves down and lay beside me, “Mommyyyyy'' she whisper to my ears and start wrapping her arms on my waist.I tried myself not to laugh because she would feel it in my stomach if I laugh, She hide her face on my tummy and keep moving it while calling me, “Mommmmyyyyyyyyyy...mommy” she really wants me to wake up, she
“TABITHA!!!” I instantly ran when I saw her sitting outside together with Erille and Six instantly carried her, she had blood on her knees. “What happened?” I ask and check her knees. "He fell while taking his eraser, I just saw him sitting and there was blood on his knee so I shouted," Rie said while scratching her arms, and avoid making eye contact with Six. "You shouldn't just shout like that Erille, you know it's not a joke when it comes to Tabitha situation!" Six suddenly growled at Erille so we were both stunned. "I'm just worried ----" Erill didn't finish what Six was going to say again, "I DON’T CARE!!" his face showed concern for Tabi, and he hugged Tabitha tightly. I know where he's coming from, we're all worried about Tabi but it's not right for him to raise his voice to Erille. "Sorry" Erille averted her eyes, I knew
I lay beside my Tabi and fix her blanket before softly touching her arms, where there are many marks of injections. I approached her and hugged her, I feel pain seeing my daughter go through this situation.“Good morning, Ma’am, lipstick for you Ma’am I suggest this shade, it’s the new relea----” I was cut off when she faces me and said, "I know what I'm going to buy," said the customer so I walked away a little and smiled.“Ok ma’am” I utter and let her choose by herself, she keeps on trying some tester lipstick, every shade, and type but she still didn’t choose, so I try to speak to help her, “Ma’am want me to help you,” I ask.But instead of letting me help her she glared at me, he let go of the lips stick he was holding before going to the power and foundation section. I just purse my lips and just let it be, I think she&rsquo
"Who has a birthday tomorrow?" I asked as I make Tabitha eat this porridge I bought at the exit of the market. The weather in Baguio is especially cold now, so it's better to eat hot porridge. "Me!" Tabitha replied while still continuing to draw, I smiled and arranged her hair as she continued to chew. I looked down the stairs as Louen was adjusting his uniform, "I'm coming in" he said before kissing Tabitha on the cheek and taking the lunch I had cooked for her lunch later. "Be careful ok, come home later don't walk, get on ah !!!" I remind you, he kissed Tabi again before nodding and running outside of the house, finally going to work. "What do you want ready tomorrow Tabi?" I asked and shot him again, "Fried chicken !!!!" she said and spread her arms wide, “that's how big fried chicken our Tabi wants? Wow” my eyes widened to make him laugh. She
“El, here have some water” I glanced at Rie as she tapped my back and handed me a bottle of water, she urged a smile and tried to lighten the mood.I pulled my hair up before accepting it and drank a little, Tabi and Lynus were still inside until now, I couldn't swallow the water I drank properly because my heart was still beating fast.I was scared and disgusted because I had left Tabitha, I would never have let her out."Sit down!" I turned to Six when he suddenly pulled Erille to sit between us, "Ouch!" Rie growled at him before I faced and held my hands. The three of us remained silent until Lynus came out.“How is Tabitha’s condition?” I asked and approached him immediately, “She’s fine now, it’s normal she runs along with kids outside, so it’s normal to expect that she’ll faint” he said as he gentl