LOGINI stood in the center of the garden, the scent of jasmine suddenly cloying, like the smell of a funeral. My eyes were fixed on the spot where Nathaniel’s hand had been resting on hers.It was a casual, intimate touch that felt like a hot iron pressed against my throat.How could he do this?! I wanted to break him. I wanted to reach out and snap my nephew’s wrist just to remind him whose mark was on this girl. But the Valak in me, the one who had could not bring harm to my own family, held my hands steady at my sides.I could be over thinking it.I had to be. Right? "Are you having fun making new friends, Amaya?" I asked. My voice was a flat, dead thing after Nathaniel left.There was no emotion and definitely no edge. Just the sound of a man checking a ledger. Amaya looked up at me, her eyes searching my face for the explosion she suspected was coming. "I... I’m fine, Bane. We were just talking." "Good." I didn't look at her again. I couldn’t bring myself to. "The sun is set
The garden had become my only sanctuary. It was the only place I could have any semblance of privacy even if the air was thick with Bane’s expensive surveillance. I was sitting on a stone bench near the lily pond, a sketchbook open in my lap, though I hadn't drawn a single line. My mind was too busy dissecting the cold, jewel-encrusted wall Bane had built between us. I also hated the fact that I was finding it increasingly difficult to get him off my mind. "Hello, Little Bird. looks like you’re contemplating a flight to the coast," a voice said, light and familiar. I looked up, my heart skipping a beat. Nathaniel was standing near a trellis of climbing jasmine, looking remarkably handsome in a dark navy sweater and gray trousers. He looked sun-kissed, his eyes bright with a spark that was entirely missing from the rest of the inhabitants of this house. "Nathaniel!" I stood up, the sketchbook sliding to the grass. "You’re back. I thought... I wasn't sure when the 'Gho
My bedroom had suddenly been buried beneath a tide of glossy white shopping bags, velvet-lined boxes, and gold-embossed garment bags. Every morning for the past week, it was the same. I would wake to the sound of the door clicking shut and find a new offering. Today’s haul was particularly aggressive: It was a pair of black Saint Laurent stilettos, a structured Chanel handbag in a shade of cream, and a heavy, diamond-encrusted bracelet from Bulgari that sat in its box like a coiled snake. But there was never a note even if I knew who it was from.Bane.I got all his gifts but never got to see him.Since the archery range, he had become a ghost. He was flooding my room with the finest things money could buy, yet the man himself was shocks of ice and distance. "The silk gown from the Valentino collection has arrived, Miss," Sofia said, her voice barely a whisper. I turned from the other pile of gifts. Sofia was standing by the bed, carefully draping a floor-length cr
The morning air was chilly, the cool breeze biting at the exposed skin of my arms as I stood on the secluded archery range at the far edge of the estate. I wore a thick pair of fitted black trousers and a structured tunic. My hair was pulled back into a tight, unforgiving braid. I needed to focus. The encounter with Bane in my bedroom had left me rattled, my skin still humming from the near-touch.My mind was still a chaotic mess of Regina’s "lessons" and my own surging adrenaline. On top of that, I missed Nathaniel.I felt like I was losing my grip on the reality of who I was. Learning to shoot a bow felt like a clean way to reclaim my focus. It was silent. It was precise. It was the only thing that I had control over right now . I lifted the recurve bow, my muscles straining as I pulled the string back to my ear. My aim was shaky but I released, and the arrow hissed through the air, thudding uselessly into the outer ring of the hay-stuffed target.I missed.Damn it!! "Yo
The report from the kitchen had reached me within ten minutes of the event. Regina had been the one to tell me, a sharp, satisfied smirk on her face as she described the "baptism of fire." Even I was beyond shocked. I didn’t expect that from the fragile, pale-skinned woman that looked like she could be broken by the wind.Still, I felt bad for her.This wasn’t a thing she would do under normal circumstances. Perhaps, the violence I had exposed her to had broken her.Discipline was the backbone of this estate, and while the girls’ tongues were foul, I hadn't expected Amaya to be the one to lash them.She was probably mourning her loss of innocence. I went to her room intending to offer a cold sort of comfort. I pushed the door open, my words already formed. "Princess, I heard about the kitchen. Sofia and Maria will be dealt with and…..” The words died in my throat when my eyes landed on her. She wasn't on the chaise and She wasn't hiding in the shadows either.She was
The shadows in my room had grown long and skeletal, but I didn’t mind it much. I was too exhausted to even bother. I hadn't moved from the chaise lounge in hours. I was still wearing the dress I had on in the kitchen but now it had the microscopic red speck of blood on the hem. I couldn't bring myself to touch it, let alone change out of it. It felt like a second skin made of my own shame. Every time I closed my eyes, I heard the SNAP of the leather. I saw the way Sofia’s skin had puckered and split and I saw the raw, primal terror in Maria’s eyes. It was the same terror I had carried since the day I met Raul, and since the night he was killed. I had become the thing I hated. I had used a weapon to silence a voice. A soft, rhythmic knock sounded at the door. I didn't answer. I didn't want to see Sofia’s replacement. I didn't want to see the new, sharpened fear in the staff's eyes. "Amaya. Open the door." It was Regina. I didn’t want to see her
The velvet curtains of my suite were pulled back, allowing the sun to spill across the floor. It’s been a week since the incident with the guard and for the first time I had been brought to this place, I didn’t wake up with the immediate urge to vomit. The weight of everything that happened
The hallway to the East wing felt longer than usual or maybe that was just me dragging my feet.I never would admit this out loud but going to see Amaya made me feel nervous.I have done all that I can to change that and get over whatever was wrong with me when it came to her.However, I fear tha
The hotel room in Milan was perfect. I sat by the window, the city lights blurred by a steady, relentless drizzle. My laptop was open, glowing with spreadsheets of shipments and laundered accounts, but my mind was three hundred miles south. There was a sharp, rhythmic knock at the door. I didn
The iron door of the holding cell groaned on its hinges, a tortured sound that set the tone for the room beyond. I stepped into the dim, subterranean space. The smell of damp concrete and metallic blood hit me instantly. In the center of the room, strapped to a heavy wooden chair, was the ma







