Mag-log inAdrian Vale walked into her office at nine on the following Tuesday without an appointment.
He came up on the freight elevator, which was a signal all on its own. Vass & Cole clients came up on the main. The freight was for deliveries and for the rare, rare people who did not want to be logged in the lobby book, and there had been perhaps six of them in the history of the firm, and Adrian Vale had never been one of them. He walked past Priya's desk with a small nod she did not quite return, opened Maren's door himself, closed it behind him, and stood a moment in front of it, taking in her office the way a man takes in a room he is thinking of renting.
Maren looked up from her screen.
"Adrian."
"Maren."
He was seventy years old and looked fifty-eight. He had a small precise beard that had gone entirely white at the chin and stayed grey at the sides in a way that looked designed, and it was designed, because Adrian designed everything about himself down to the millimeter and had done so for as long as she'd known him, which was a decade and change. He was wearing a very good soft grey overcoat, and beneath it a very good suit, and the small quiet pin in his lapel that meant he was on the board of the Whitney this year. He did not sit.
"I need forty-five minutes," he said. "I understand it's short notice."
"Sit."
He sat. He crossed one leg. He looked at her over the small hedge of the Wegner's arm and he said, without prelude, in the mild, half-amused voice he used for everything from weather to matters of state, "Aster Kinetics. Theodore Kashner's little vehicle. He's about to close a bridge round. I'd like to make sure he doesn't."
The clock over her shoulder made the small internal click it made every fifteen minutes and it made it now, and the click sat inside her chest for a second longer than it should have.
"Why."
"Because I have a considerable investment in three companies whose value depends on Aster not existing. I don't need it destroyed. I need it slowed. Six months of slowed. Eight would be better." A small dry smile. "Nothing fatal. You know I don't like fatal."
She did know. It was, at this moment, the worst thing she knew, because it was true. Adrian did not like fatal. Adrian preferred injuries. Adrian preferred long-tail damage that healed wrong.
"There are shops in this city that do this work," she said. "You've used most of them."
"I've used the best one. That would be you."
"I'm not available."
He looked at her. He did not blink. There is a small predatory pause certain men learn to do in negotiation and Adrian Vale had been doing it since before she was born, and he did it now, and it lasted three seconds, and it was the closest thing to a threat he had ever offered her.
"I'm sorry?" he said.
"I said I'm not available. Aster is a conflict."
"Since when."
"Since Theo Kashner walked into that room six weeks ago and signed an eighteen-month engagement. He is a client of this firm."
"Ah." Adrian tipped his head. "I did not know that."
"You didn't know that because we don't announce clients. You know we don't announce clients. That is why you use us."
"Yes," he said, slowly, "of course." And then, in a voice that had shifted, only very slightly, into a register he had not previously used with her in a decade of doing business, "How interesting."
Something in her went cold and stayed cold.
He watched her a moment longer, and then he uncrossed his leg, and he leaned forward, and he set both hands on his knees, and he said, in the mildest voice he had, "Maren. May I ask you a question that I will regret asking if the answer disappoints me."
"Ask it."
"Are you telling me you have taken Theodore Kashner as a client, or are you telling me you have taken him as a client and you do not intend to represent him the way you represent your other clients."
The distinction was so sharp and so exact and so unmistakably a professional's distinction that she understood, with a shock that made her sit very still, that he was not confused by any of this. He was not surprised by any of this. He had walked into her office on the freight elevator this morning knowing exactly what she was going to say, and he had come to hear her say it, so that he would know the shape of the piece she had become on his board.
"I'm telling you," she said, "that Aster is a conflict, and Vass & Cole cannot help you with the matter you've described, and I'd be happy to refer you to a firm on Fifty-third that will do a competent job."
"I'm sure you would." He stood. He buttoned the very good overcoat. "You've never referred me to another firm in ten years, Maren."
"There's a first time for everything."
"Yes," he said. "There often is."
He paused at the door with his hand on the handle. He turned, and he looked at her once more, and the mild amused voice was back, and the small precise beard tilted the smallest fraction to one side, and he said:
"Give Theodore my regards. Tell him I'm glad he's landed somewhere with such a capable friend. I've been thinking about him a great deal lately. It's remarkable, isn't it, the way certain lives keep coming back around."
He opened the door. He walked out. The door clicked closed behind him with the same small mechanical finality as the archive drawer under Whitlock's hand ten days ago.
Maren sat in the Wegner and looked at the door and did not move for a long time. Adrian Vale had not, in ten years, told her a single true thing on accident. He had walked out of her office having told her three, in one sentence, in his politest voice, and she understood, with the calm precision she brought to everything that mattered, that she had approximately no time left at all.
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