CHAPTER 35
IngridIt’s been twenty-six days.Twenty-six days in this marble cage, where nothing touches me but the silk of old luxury and the coldness of my father’s curated silence.The Bishop Estate smells like lemon polish and old money. The walls are too clean. The lights too bright. It feels like I’ve been embalmed—wrapped in pristine linens, kept on display.I sit in the corner of my childhood bedroom, staring at the same window I used to sneak out of. Now it’s locked. Ironically, no one’s trying to trap me. I’m just too tired to run again.I feel like I’ve been unplugged. Nothing charges me here.Christopher thinks I’m healing. He watches me like I’m a fragile PR package that can still be salvaged. The media says I was “traumatized but rescued.”The staff still calls me “Miss Ingrid.” As if I haven’t been reborn in blood and smoke and sin.They think I’m better.I’m not.The thought comes like a wChapter 110RickThe room was quiet, the only sound the soft rhythm of Jewel’s breathing. She shifted slightly against me, nuzzling a little closer, and I adjusted my arm to support her better, careful not to disturb her.Her small hand brushed lightly against my chest, almost unconsciously, and I didn’t move it. Let her find comfort however she needed. She was exhausted—emotionally and physically—and the last thing she needed was for anyone to rush her.I watched her eyelids flutter, each blink slower than the last. Her face, pale but peaceful, finally relaxed, and I knew she was drifting deeper into sleep. I stayed still, keeping my presence steady, my arm supporting her head like a pillow, my hand brushing strands of damp hair from her face when they fell.Every so often, she murmured softly in her sleep, and I smiled faintly, understanding that these tiny sounds were part of her releasing the tension and pain she’d held for so long. I whispered quietly, just in case she could hear
Chapter 109Jewel “Rick… I’m sorry,” I whispered, voice trembling, tears spilling freely now. “I’m so… I’m sorry. I don’t want to live anymore.”The words left my lips before I could stop them, and the weight of them hit me like a physical blow. My chest felt hot, heavy, like it was being squeezed from the inside. Every heartbeat thudded painfully against my ribs.Rick’s eyes widened, filled with a mix of shock, concern, and deep sympathy. He reached out gently, not touching me at first, just letting me feel that he was there. His presence alone, steady and unwavering, was a lifeline I didn’t even know I needed.“I… I know,” he murmured softly, voice low, trying to reach me through the storm of my despair. “I know it feels unbearable right now, Jewel. But you’re not alone. Not ever. I… I’m right here.”I clutched at the towel around me, sobbing into it, my body shaking. “I… I was with Jaxon the longest… I thought I could survive… I thought I could handle it all… but I can’t… I can’t…
Chapter 108RickI knelt on the floor in front of her, careful not to crowd her space. She was still curled up, shivering slightly, her eyes red and tired. My chest ached seeing her like this—so small, so fragile, so completely drained.“Hey…” I said softly, keeping my voice gentle, patient. “Please… eat, okay? Please?”Her gaze flicked to me, tired and guarded, and I felt that familiar tug in my chest. I forced a small, reassuring smile. “Do you want me to bring you food, Princess?”She hesitated, silent, and I let the question hang, giving her the space to answer in her own time. I didn’t push. I just stayed there, kneeling, hands resting loosely on my knees, keeping my presence steady and non-threatening.“You don’t have to eat a lot,” I added softly, voice calm. “Just a little… just enough to keep your strength up. I’ll stay right here with you. You don’t have to do anything alone.”Her lips trembled slightly, a faint shiver running through her. I could feel the hesitation, the fe
Chapter 107RickI sat in the kitchen, leaning against the counter, the faint smell of breakfast still lingering in the air. I had spent the morning with Matt, going over everything about Jewel—her symptoms, her reactions, the trauma she’d been carrying.“She’s depressed,” Matt said bluntly, his tone professional but precise. “Not just a rough patch. Acute depression. She’s withdrawn, avoids interaction, isolates herself. And the self-harm… that’s a serious red flag. We need to monitor her continuously.”I rubbed my face with one hand, trying to digest it all. I had known she was fragile, that last night had taken a toll—but hearing it laid out clinically made it… real. Dangerous.“She needs stability,” Matt continued. “Someone consistent, someone she trusts. Someone who won’t push her, but also won’t let her completely detach. Emotional anchors are crucial here.”I glanced at the door to her room, imagining her curled up inside, trembling and silent. My chest tightened. I’d carried h
Chapter 106Jace I watched from the veranda as Rick carried Jewel inside the mansion, her drenched form pressed against him. Even from a distance, I could see her trembling, her hair plastered to her face, her arms weakly wrapped around his neck. My chest tightened in a way I couldn’t quite explain—part frustration, part worry, part something darker I refused to name.Rick moved carefully, steady, but his arms were strong, holding her close. I saw her body shudder with every step, and my stomach clenched. She looked so small, so fragile, so utterly worn out that it hurt to watch.I stepped inside just as Rick reached the main hall, where Matt, our medic, was already waiting. Matt’s eyes flicked toward Jewel immediately, professional and sharp. He gave Rick a nod, then crouched slightly, hands ready, examining her even as she leaned limply against Rick’s chest.“She’s in rough shape,” Matt said quietly, voice calm but precise. “Shivering, hypothermic, emotionally unstable. From what I
Chapter 105JewelThe air outside hit me like a slap—salty, sharp, real. The world smelled alive, but it didn’t matter. Nothing mattered. I walked blindly toward the shore, each step heavy, like my body was full of lead. The wind tugged at my hair, whipped against my skin, but I barely noticed.The deck stretched out over the water, waves lapping gently against the posts. I stared at it, feeling smaller than ever, hollow and defeated. Every memory, every lingering ache from last night, every fight I had lost with myself pressed down on me.I climbed onto the edge, gripping the rail for a moment, and let the tears come freely. They streaked down my face, hot and relentless, falling onto my bare arms, dripping onto the deck. My chest heaved as sobs wracked me, but I didn’t try to stop them. I didn’t want to.Then I leaned forward. The water below shimmered, dark and endless, inviting. My heart pounded in my ears, my thoughts swirling like the waves beneath me. I let go of the rail.I hi