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Chapter 46: Trying

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Daisy’s POV

We did not name it.

We did not sit down and have the conversation where you defined things and attached labels and established what the other person was to you going forward. Neither of us was ready for that and neither of us needed it, there was a version of knowing that came before the naming, the version that lived in the small details of how you moved through the same space as another person, and that was the version we were in.

I noticed the details.

He saved me the window sea
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