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IT'S BEGINNING TO FEEL LIKE A GUILTY PLEASURE
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2025-04-15 10:36:12
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THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS DID YOU NOT FEEL IT TOO?
ZADEThe door slams on my face, and I am wide-eyed, looking at it, trying to figure out what is happening.I am only in my boxers, every other piece of clothing on my hands, and I drop them, sighing, before I sit on the floor, my back pressed against the door. I rub my face, shaking my head as I try to get a sense of everything.One minute I am sleeping so peacefully, the best sleep I have had in forever, and the next I am being pushed out of the door, and here I am.She doesn’t want to see me? I thought things changed after yesterday. It was heavenly. I can remember every single second vividly. Everything in me wants to barge in there and try to ask why she has chased me away.But then, just as I am about to do so, I feel it. The bond between us. It's open, clearer, and I feel so close to her. I can even talk to her now if I want to.“Why did you just throw me out?”There is no response, but I can feel her. She is ignoring me on purpose.A door opens down the hall, and a couple gets
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ARI“I thought you were going to ignore me until you needed something.”I don’t bother hiding my sigh as I sit down. “Hello, mother.”“Why have you been avoiding me?” She isn't trying to be all nice and sweet today. No, today she is frowning, and I wonder if she knows that she is.“I didn’t feel like talking to you.”“Since when have you not wanted to speak to me?” she chuckles, sitting back. “You are my clingy child, of course, you want to see me and talk to me every time.”My jaw clenches. “Since you started keeping secrets from them, which impacted me.”“Whatever are you talking about?” she takes a sip of tea in the porcelain cup.“You know what I am talking about. I am sure by now, Mr. Parkers has told you what we are doing, what I am doing.”“Yes, and I was hoping that it was all a lie, that perhaps you had forgotten yourself and you are here to apologize and get back to school,” she puts the cup down, not looking at me.“Why would I apologize?” My heart is hammering in my chest.
ปรับปรุงล่าสุด : 2025-04-16THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY. REMIND ME WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE ALIVE
ARIThe rail is cold in my hand as I ascend the dark stairs.It's raining again, the rain pelting on the window panes, the curtains fluttering as the cold flutters in. There is no one here, save for the one I am headed towards. It’s a quiet house, it should creep me or even make me turn around.This isn't something I should do, not when I am not okay mentally. But it is because I am not okay that I am turning the door knob and pushing the door open, eyes finding the figure that’s laying in the bed, the whole room dark, open windows once again letting in the cold wind.Not that he can feel it.He is looking at me, I can sense that he wants to ask something, so I push out the feeling that I don't want to talk about it. He said that he will make me forget. Does that still stand even tonight?I thought I had outgrown my naivety. Perhaps I had grown up and started knowing a little better. But it seems that I never learn.But I am so tired, so very tired and worn out. I have cried, and ther
ปรับปรุงล่าสุด : 2025-04-17THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS I SHOULD HAVE WORSHIPPED HER SOONER
ZADEThere are things that one feels without even talking.I felt her the moment she pulled into my driveway. I felt the sadness crushing her, and I knew without even being told that he has been crying for hours.She is not feeling good, and that makes my heart ache.I pad to the windows, pushing them open just as she parks and sits in her car for twenty minutes. I watch quietly, waiting and hoping she will not turn around and choose to spend the night alone.It’s her birthday today.Just as I know that her birthday is a huge day for her, it's also the day her family was killed. She went to see her mother, but it doesn’t seem like it went well, judging from how she is feeling.I didn’t want to know her, I didn't want to be pulled into her weave because I knew I would feel things I didn’t know existed. I didn’t want to care about her, but I still needed to know everything about her in the name of knowing my enemy.Everything I learn, makes me drawn and more committed to her. I know tha
ปรับปรุงล่าสุด : 2025-04-17THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS YOU’RE MY ONLY ONE
ZADEHer moans are a drug to me.Her soft body is soft, responsive to my touch, and I gasp when her claws dig into my shoulders, deep and sharp. I see the blood trickling down her chest.Her eyes are closed. She kisses with her eyes closed, unlike me, who wants to see every tiny reaction she makes. I want to feel her breath, her gasp, her moans, when I let my tongue go deeper in her mouth, swirling and licking inside her mouth before tangling with her tongue.She is warm, deliciously so, as I caress her waist, going up and fondling her heavy breasts. She is so sweet. I love her body, I love how she responds to my touch, and I love her.I love everything about her, but she can't know that, not yet.I am bracing her body on my forearm, the other hand going down, between her thighs, and she is hesitant to let them fall apart. Instead of pulling them open, I will let her let me in. going for her ass instead, I start kneading it slowly, I now she loves it, as I kiss her even more deeply,
ปรับปรุงล่าสุด : 2025-04-18THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS STEP IT UP SILVERS
ARI“I can't believe you have been ditching us and having fun all by yourself.”I spurt my coffee, putting the cup down, bending down in a fit of coughing.“are you okay?” max rubs my back and hands me a tissue as I try to get my nerves to calm down.‘What?” I wheeze out, looking at Mimi with wide eyes.“you have been ditching classes and I can only assume that you are going to trips and stuff. Is been a whole week and you never called.”Oh. They don’t know.“I had a family issue I had to take care of,” I sit upright, the cafeteria chatter calming me a little. I shouldn’t hide what I have been doing and who I have been doing it with, but it’s complicated as it is.But they know that’s partly an excuse, the thing that happened at the race party still fresh in my mind and theirs. But they smile, letting me out because they know I am not ready to talk about that specifically.I don’t want to bring in my friends and make me go through another talk. I am already belittling myself as it is.
ปรับปรุงล่าสุด : 2025-04-18THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS CAN'T BE A FOOL FOR YOU AGAIN
ARI“You thought I would forgive you after you reported me to my father that I am not a good mate?”I almost choke on the cake, and I have to glare at him. “I don’t care what you think, but I didn’t go to your father to complain about our lack of a good relationship.”He sits back as he crosses his arms and those damn muscled arms that I remember touching … holding onto …I clear my throat, shrugging. “Are you mad at me for your father approaching you, or are you just being petty?”“I am not going to forget about you paying for the damages if that’s what you are hoping for, Silvers.” He leans forward as he stands up, our faces so close that his breath fans on my face. “But I can be petty too, and you know it.”“How can I forget one of your redeeming qualities?” I ask, raising my eyebrows and closing the distance between us, and I don’t miss the way his nose flares in surprise.“If you are not by the parking lot after your last class, I will hunt you down, and it won't be pretty. You w
ปรับปรุงล่าสุด : 2025-04-19THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS I WISH TO SEE YOU
ZADE“I think we should be honest with each other.”“I have been honest with you from the get-go.”“No, no, you haven’t been,” I exhale, as I clench my fingers around the wheel. “We haven’t both been honest. At least one of you is going to hate me, let it be when you and I have no miscommunication or misunderstandings between us.”Ari only shakes her head, arms crossing. “I don’t know what you are getting at.”“I will go first.” I want us to have at least a less explosive relationship. Bickering every time and throwing each other glares and snide comments whenever we are together is starting to get old for me.Because I am starting to wonder if she will ever look at me with anything but hate, disdain when we are outside the bed. If she ever smiles at me genuinely, and if we ever are in silence, even hold hands without wanting to kill each other.I am starting to wonder how it would feel for Ari silvers to smile at me. How her eyes crinkle, of they do when she is smiling, what her laug
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THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS I WILL LET YOU LOVE ME
ARIZade is letting me take what I need from him, this time letting me have my way on my terms.It has been that way from the very beginning, but tonight, it's like he wants me to take care of myself using him and, in a way, take care of himself too, by using him.So when I guide him and press him on my opening, we both freeze, breathing heavily before I urge him with a pull of his hips to push inside me.And heavens, it feels delicious. The stretch, the feeling of him opening me up as my walls accommodate him until he is fully seated inside me …I contract, squeezing him, feeling the girth inside me and I want to swallow more of him, suck him in and keep him there … it’s a heady, good feeling.“Why won't you love me?” The hoarse whisper makes me open my eyes just as Zade looks at me. He is …crying?“What?” I ask, eyes wide.“Why did you say you can't love me?”“Because,” I shift, and we both groan. His hips jerk in response, and he starts moving slowly. He has forgotten about the que
THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS SLOWLY THAWING
ARIWhen the body is exposed to extreme cold, at some point, it stops supplying the less important parts with blood in order to save the vital organs.It has been quite similar to me. I have spent most of my life just functioning, and apparently it has been necessary for my body to cut off supplies to some of the things anyone my age would deem normal to have.There hasn’t been a case where I could feel anything other than flight and flight. But eventually, here I am.My body is thawing, slowly coming to life, and it feels so good.Zade’s tongue is slicking inside my mouth, seeking and touching every crevice inside. His body is pressed to mine to keep me up, one thigh pressed between my legs, one hand grabbing my butt, hips flushed.I am weak at my knees. I want him, I can feel him, and I am floating. I know I am kissing him, but I am also falling and falling, feeling safe that he will catch me.It’s a dam that has been let loose.He is mine. I shouldn’t feel this way. I should feel g
THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS LET ME COUNT THE WAYS YOU KILL ME
ZADE“But then it will be another, then another… if you can be swayed so easily, then is it even worth it?”“I wasn’t swayed easily. You and I know that there is more to us than a bond between mates.”“Hard to believe that when all that connects us is that.”“Our parents do connect us, too. Do you think we wouldn’t have crossed paths if we hadn’t been mates?”“We could have, but you would be intent on killing me or destroying my life like you did at the beginning.”“That’s true. But you can just chalk up my feelings and invalidate them, simplify them to one variable.”“It’s the only thing that is making sense. I mean, here I am, sitting in your love sanctuary, surrounded by your memories with her, and yet you are telling me it's me you want. What about her? Why was it so easy for you to just leave her?”“If you hadn't shown up, I already knew it would rather be her that I pretended with, cosplayed my inner wishful thinking even though it wasn’t true.”I close my eyes briefly before lo
THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS DRAG ME DOWN WITH EVERY WORD
ZADEThere is something dark, alluring, and compelling about Ari Silvers that I have never been able to fully comprehend.Her beauty and magnetism are not the traditional kind. It's raw, demands that you see her, revere her, and ache to be close to her, so you can bathe in it.She is beautiful in the traditional sense as well, but then you look again. And again, and again. You are drawn in, wanting, needing, desiring, and even wanting to corrupt.She is pure, she is dark, she is innocent, but also twisted. She is all that you wish you could hold and covet to yourself, but you cannot. For it is not to be held by others and coveted, stolen, but to be looked at, worshiped, and if you are good, to be bathed in.But never yours.She is sitting on the rooftop.I followed the feeling of our bond, and I am surprised, a little unsure why she would be here. This is where she fell, almost to her death after all.Her knees are pressed against her chest as she looks at the far distance, lost in wh
THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS YES, SHE HAS ME BY THE COLLAR
ZADEI stop behind one balding man, I think he is here because he is a legacy. Not the official family but still as important. I can see the sweat trickling down his neck into the stiff, tight suit he is wearing.If I wasn’t so sure before, now standing behind him as he reeks of fear … it's solid. My hand goes through his back, and I touch the organ that’s beating and warm in my palm.Gasps echo around, but no one says a word, as they look at me with horrified expressions, save for my father, of course.“This man,” I turn to Jude, “you missed this man.” My fingers close around the beating organ and pull my hand back. The body shakes, twitching before his head thumps on the table like a log. The scent of blood permeates the air, thickening it with the tension and fear pulsing in the room.I walk over to Jude and let the organ fall on his file, and he looks at it, eyes wide. I am sure he isn't breathing. After all, I just killed a legacy, and he has a lot of mess to clean up.And also,
THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS JUDE, YOU ARE FAILING
ZADEWe are back to ignoring each other.Or to be more precise, Ari has gone back to hating my guts and ignoring my existence. And when she sees me, when our eyes meet, those first two seconds, time seems to slow down, and it's only us. The world fades away, and it's us, and I usually get this feeling in my chest, this heavy thing that is threatening to drown me, but in a sweet way.It's only us, as if we know something, just the two of us, and then the moment is snapped and broken, and she is back to scowling at me, rolling her eyes.But I know, those few seconds, where it is only us, when time stops and we only see each other, feel each other… that is the truth of us.She told me she wanted devotion and then proceeded to lock herself in the bedroom before she left early in the morning, even though we did spend the night together.I didn’t sleep, not when she was in the next room and I knew she wasn’t asleep either. I listened to her breathing, every turn and twist in the bed.I list
THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS ALL OR NOTHING
ARI“What's going on inside this little mind?” his voice is so close to me, nose brushing my temple.I should feel something. A tingle, but I am so damn tired. All I want is to sleep, forget that I exist for a few hours before I start going back to my life. I can't escape it anymore, now can I?“Nothing,” I sigh. “I am just a little sleepy.”Is he expecting more from me tonight?I wish I had the girls with me. They would allow me to be in your space. Maybe I should call them, text them, but I don't have my phone. I remember crashing it in the hotel suite before I walked out into the traffic.Maybe I am not as okay as I think. But getting a grip is important.If I am going to avenge and face the people who ruined me to begin with, I can't let go of the reality. I need to be focused and work hard to make sure they don’t destroy me before I destroy them.I know I am not going to come out of it. The plans I made to go study law as further studies, get out of the pack and live my life as a
THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS BROKEN DOLL
ARIMy life is a mess.It’s a fucked life, painful, dry, bland, void of colour.I am ugly too, rotting slowly inside, underserving of anything good because that’s just what is set in stone for me.Despite it all, despite feeling all of that, as Zade looks at me like I mean something, like I matter … I can't help but want to be under that gaze for a longer time.He is looking at me how he used to look at Olivia, like he might love me, like I mean something. He wants to know if I am okay, taking care of me, a gentle, caring touch on my cold, withering soul.I don’t deserve it, and yet.I yearn for it. Crave it. I can't not shudder under it.“Do you want me to ask you?”Yes. I want him to ask me. I want him to push for me to tell him what's going on in my head. For him to fight for me. I am selfish like that. Mother didn’t say anything untrue, because here I am, asking and taking what doesn’t belong to me.I came into this life, took Olivia’s man under fate’s guidance, and yes. It hurt.
THE REJECTED LYCAN PRINCESS WHY WONT YOU ASK ME?
ARII don’t think I have ever truly let myself think deeply about Zade, who is becoming, and his birthright. I am not one to attach my identity to the boy I am seeing or crushing on, and in this case, the boy I am mated to.But it's still heavy. I find it … sexy that he is already so mature, powerful too, and it's only going to get even better.Yes, I think I am crushing on Zade, and I can't control choking on my water once that fully hits me.“Are you okay?” he asks me as he rushes to my side, rubbing my back.“Yeah,” I wheeze out. “Guess I am a little surprised.”“Why?” he chuckles as he gets back to cooking.“The first thing someone sees when they see you is how spoiled you are.” That’s not true.The first thing I saw and felt when I first laid my eyes on him was just how magnetic and powerful he was. Yes, you could tell from miles away that he is wealthy, but it wasn’t the kind I got from the rest of the students.No, his was the quiet, generational wealth that just didn’t come fr
