ARI
The limo rolls through the massive gates and a long driveway comes into view, giving into tall stone buildings that look like castles. The school is so massive, and beautiful that it puts to shame all the private top schools I went in the human world.
“Do you like it?” Mr. Parker asks me and I nod, while turning to look at them.
“I wanted us to stay and meet your new friends and mates but Jacob has a meeting in New York so we are leaving tonight; you don’t mind do you?” my mom asks and I shake my head.
“Mom, I will be okay. I will let you know everything tonight,” I wave the gadget I am holding, “I have this thing called a phone, it allows people to communicate when they are long distance.”
My parents laugh, my mom rolling her eyes at me. “Look at you, treating me like an old lady,” she cajoles, and I laugh as I look outside the window again just as the limo stops.
Some students are mingling at the front and I wonder how I will be received since I am the only one who is attending the school as a newbie. Everyone here has grown up together and formed bonds and friends. Werewolves are so big on communities and letting others in that I know breaking and being part of them is going to take me a minute.
Taking the small black backpack, I step out and go behind to check if everything I need is not forgotten. The driver starts to unload my suitcases.
“the air is so fresh, you will be okay here. I was worried a little but Jacobs says it's okay. He talked to Zade, and told him to look out for you.”
The mention of the prince makes my heart jump but I maintain the cool façade and nod. So he already knows I am coming here.
great.
The prince wrote me a two words note, on the night we officially moved into his home.
‘watch out.’
It was enough to know where I stood with him, and he even sent a louder message when he moved out the very same night, not even crossing paths with us.
I never thought much about it, but Mr.Parker was enraged the following morning when he found out his son had moved out and was never coming back. It hurt my mother, and that made me mad because his leaving made my mom know he was never going to accept her.
I couldn’t give a fuck if he didn’t accept me, because honestly, I was here for a limited time anyway. The last thing I wanted was to be caught up in his drama and get a misunderstanding that I was to take his place in his father’s heart.
So I know that the prince is not going to look out for me, he is going to assume I don’t exist and that’s fine with me. It's perfect for me as I intend to remain low-key and finish my schooling here as a wallflower before I go on with my plans.
Mother links her arm with mine, pulling me out of my thoughts and I smile, as she sighs, looking around. “You are always leaving me, always going somewhere, living in other places but home.”
My home was taken away.
“I know it's hard for you to accept our life as it is now, and you miss our family, I know it all, Ari,” she lightly squeezes my arm and I look down, swallowing hard.
“I miss them too, so much every day. But he makes me so happy and I am slowly healing,” she goes on, as she looks at Mr. Parker who is talking the headmaster while my luggage is taken to my dorm.
“That’s all I want; for you to be happy. I am going to be fine here. I am strong enough to go through tonight,” I hold her hand which is still clutched around my arm.
“I am sorry, I don’t know if you will ever forgive me because of lin, but I will never stop apologizing and finding a way to get her back to you.”
Lin, my wolf awakening when I was only nine in the very early stages of the tragedy that hit my family made her being with me so dangerous that my mom had to do something about it. Being a white wolf, living in the city and at my age posed a threat to us at risk of our nature being known to the humans and also those who were after us.
“She will come. She came then, she will come now.”
The lie tastes bitter in my mouth but I say it anyway for her sake.
I get a tingling sensation that I am being watched at the back of my neck. Despite my heightened hearing, I don’t hear or see anyone who is watching me so I just shrug it off. Mom and Mr.Parker finally leave and I watch the limo pull away from the gate.
I wave at them goodbye and at the corner of my eye, I see a shadow move, but it disappears before I see who it is.
“Okay, Ari. Time to face your new life. We have done this before, they are no different than humans, you just have to be perfect as usual and the years will fly by so quickly,” I whisper to myself as I finally take the leading steps to take me in my dormitory building.
***
I couldn’t have been further from the truth.
Nothing about this school is remotely close to the human boarding school I attended.
I get to have a private dorm to begin with, which looks like a full apartment. Secondly, there isn't a single person who has come to welcome me and try to be my friend as the new girl. Every hall and room I go to as I tour alone, they all assume me as if I am invincible.
I might have assumed that they were indifferent and busy with their own lives if I didn’t get the cold shoulder from the administrator in charge of my timetable and schedule for my classes and activities.
I stood there, confused as to why the woman was only typing assuming my presence as I asked her for the third time if I could get my timetable.
“Everyone has been told to not talk to you and assume you are invincible,” a voice speaks behind me.
Whirling around, I come face to face with a tall lanky boy, with curls that make his whole appearance look boyish and cute, in a nerd way.
“Excuse me?” I ask, wondering if I heard that right.
“It’s a rule now. You are to be treated like you don’t exist, because you have broken a rule as well.”
“Why are you talking to me?”
“Because it was a little sad to see you talk to her and not get answers,” he shrugs like what he has told me isn't a big deal.
“Whatever rule did I break? I just got here and who is making these rules anyway?” I can't help but ask sarcastically as I roll my eyes. This is ridiculous and so juvenile.
“I did.”
I turn around and come face to face with the infamous Zade Parkers, the future king alpha … and sort of my stepbrother.
EPILOGUE10 YEARS LATERARIHealing is never-ending. It’s not a straight line but sort of circular. You end a chapter, go to the next, and find yourself at the same steps you were before, and the thought has ended. And you start all over again. Again and again.That’s how my life has been. Zade rescued me on the day I had made peace to die, and from then on, he has proved to be my giant. He has helped me become a giant on my own, too, and to say it hasn’t been easy between us is an understatement.Reconnecting, building trust, and choosing each other instead of the things we chose before, coming together instead has taken effort, time, and lots of patience for the other. Our lives haven’t been easy. Tied to two ends of demanding responsibilities and all of that belongs to no one but us … yes, it has taken and it is still taking time to learn to live for ourselves.Forgiving him hasn’t been easy, but understanding that we were kids who didn’t know what else to do, living life for the fi
ARIGripping the paper in my palm, I raise my knuckles and knock on the red door.I look around me, keen on hearing if I will hear any movement. I should have come here earlier, perhaps morning or during the day, but after traveling the whole night and most of the day, I couldn't wait any other second.The numbers sent to me in form of an address led me to a cabin in the woods and I think it’s cleaver for such a shit of person to love away from people after all the horrible things he did. I knock again, the last of the daylight slowly fading away. Trying to peer inside the small stained windows, I see nothing and hear nothing.Perhaps I will find better luck if I go to the back.Just as I am walking at the back when I see him. He is coming uphill, and just as I notice him, he sees me too.“Well, well, well. What a nice surprise. I never thought you would bring yourself right to my doorstep.”…ZADEDad ends the call and looks at me with worry.“We have found her. But we might be too l
ZADEShe is gone.I have been running around the academy looking for her. Not a single person has seen her. No one knows where she went. All her things are still in the suite, and yet I can notice that she has taken all her important things. Her leather jacket, her backpack, her Doc Martens, she has left the academy just like she came, minus all her mother’s stuff.She has left without anyone noticing, leaving the room like she is going to be back, but I notice. Not one thing that represents eh girl I fell in love with remains, and that's enough to make me drop to my knees, despair tearing me anew.I was too late again. It took me long to have the damn video from Olivia. I came here to show it to her, tell her everything, but all I am left with is … emptiness.She is gone.Running outside again, I head to my car and drive like crazy to my family home.“Where is she?” I shout as I push the doors open. My father and my mother are having dinner.“Who son?”“Ari! Where is she? She is not
ARIToday is a good day.The skies are blue today, and the breeze is cool to the touch. A sigh escapes my lips as I lie on the bench, holding the white envelope up high.This is it.The final piece of the puzzle. Who would have thought that I could have received it today, on such a great day?But perhaps it’s almost like fate, for this journey to end on a high note, because it would feel depressing if I left and it was a gloomy, chilly day. No problem with gloomy days, they are my favourite, but the sunny days too are starting to grow on me.I am holding the final letter that has been sent to me to show where the person who killed my family is living. I started investigating this on my own after I realized that I needed to wrap this all up and then finally rest. Find peace, whatever that means in my case.Turns out money can truly help you out in so many ways, and finding private investigators to help me find out the rogues was the best decision I could make with the trust fund. I did
ARIHe can’t. I made sure to seal that completely. I don’t need him trying to manipulate my emotions by leaning on our bond to make himself feel better by his choice.He chose her over me. Just like he always does. Nothing has changed.Giant? Devotion? Loyalty?Zade Parker knows nothing of the sort. He isn't that kind of mate.At least not to me.Staying away from the cafeteria this time is easier, as I have made sure to sill my fridge and have everything I could po0sbly need in my suite. All I have to go out for is classes otherwise, I can sleep in all the time and exist, wait for my time.It’s all finally coming to an end.….ZADE“Can you at least pretend that you like me? It’s not like it’s hard for you to smile and look like I haven’t forced you to be by my side.”“I don’t like you, and you are blackmailing me; that’s why I am here next to you. Otherwise, I could snap your neck and step over your corpse,” I smile, feeling anything but joy inside me at the snake beside me.Olivia
ARIZade leaves in the middle of the night.Our summer, our escape, our haven, it breaks when he leaves while I am still hiding, locked away so that he will not get to see me breaking apart.I did know this is how it would end. Not exactly like this, where he leaves to go and see his ex-girlfriend, per se, but I knew it would end.I thought we had a few more weeks but no. all I had was hours before it all came crumbling down.There was nothing he could tell me or try to explain that would make me feel better about myself. Olivia wins again, and I wonder if I will ever get to see that girl on her knees in front of me.What did I do to her in a past life to deserve this?They belong together, even the world knows so that’s why zade is running to her across the world as I sit here, crying and feeling sorry for myself to reconnect, appease and fight the bloody war and win because they are strong together.I have had enough crying, enough motivating talk, but it's time I admitted that my l