Felix POV
I have to pretend that I am still interested in Ella. I just cannot heart break her like this. I still need her in my life, she is still my everything, what we shared was special, and it still is. Furthermore, I can't even imagine her and me separating. She was part of me and we share a strong bond that won't break easily.Before going out of the office, I remember I had food that was prepared by Ella in my lunchbox. I feel so bad that she had done so much for me and I repaid her by ignoring her food and eating somewhere else. I decide that I cannot go with it at home because she will know I had not eaten it, she will feel so bad.This is the first day that I had not missed Ella at all, it was like I never loved her. I feel like what I felt for her was just pure friendship and nothing more. But I could not call the wedding off. It has always been her dream for us to get married, and I can't break the promise I made to her. She had wasted enough time already, and I was unable to allow her to continue wasting more time.As usual, Ella was just waiting for me to get home. I have always found this habit of hers attractive, but today I find it dull. It's like she was unable to do anything without me.“Hey babe, I was waiting for you. You are late today.” She says. I knew she would ask the question. It was what she said every time I was late.I was late because I had passed by the incinerator to throw away the food I had. I simply could not come with it at home. It will not be fair to her since she spent her time in preparing the meal.“I am sorry babe, I had a lot of work today. That is why I am late.” I did not hesitate to find an excuse. This is the first time I ever lied to her. I just pray that it won't become a habit. I just can't be a liar. Likewise, I have always been an honest person.“No, you don't need to explain, I understand, honey.” She said. “How was your day, anyway. I have prepared something for you to eat. Just go freshen up and then come join me, babe.” She adds. Ella has never been angry with me. Every time she got angry, she ended up forgiving me right away. We never had a real quarrel in our relationship.“Alright honey. My day was so wonderful.” I reply.Ella has always treated me right. I was so lucky being with her. But despite all this, I feel incomplete. I realized I was not happy with her at all after meeting Sarah. She had opened my eyes and I finally figured it out that what I felt for Ella was not love. Maybe I was just comfortable with her, and I mistook that for love. I think that is the best explanation.Ella devoted her whole life to me. Just like now, she had already prepared me my meal. She was just waiting for me, so we could eat together. Without me in her life, I know she will not make it. I just can't leave her. My conscience won't let me.Despite me having plenty of doubts, I still want to surprise her by proposing to her. I know I will get married to her soon. I will ask for a loan at the office, I hope they will allow me to have it because I have joined the office recently.“I'm done babe, let's eat already before the food gets cold.” I say to her as I sit in the dinning area. She was always a good cook and I always enjoyed eating food that was prepared by her.“Ok babe.” She says as she served me the food.I had to work hard to pretend like everything was still ok. I don't want her to start having any doubts. Heartbreaking her is the last thing I will ever want in this world.“By the way, babe, I will be going home tomorrow. I see you have already settled into your new job. I know you will manage without me. But when you need me, you will just let me know, and I will come running to you.” She says.“Babe, so soon. I will feel so lonely without you.” I pretend to be hurt. Usually, when she said she was leaving, I would feel so terrible inside. It was like she was part of me which was being taken away. But today, I felt nothing. In fact, I was happy that she was leaving. I will be so free and make my decisions without even thinking about her.“Babe, I will feel lonely too. That is why I badly want us to get married already so that I will stop this habit of coming and going. I want to settle permanently in one place, and that is here, babe.” She says.“I will marry you, babe. That will be soon, I promise you that.” I say to her. Since it was always our dream to get married to each other, I will make sure that that dream happens. I know I will manage without me being in love with her. I just hope I will be able to make her the happiest woman in the world.“Let me just wait. I know you always keep the promises you make to me. I am dying to be your wife, Hun.” She says while kissing me. I kiss her back anyway. I could not resist her lips.Ella's POVI am glad that things are going well between Felix and I. Being with him is always what I craved every day. He meant the world to me. I am happy that his job was doing well like he had always wanted. Since he had already adjusted in his work it was time for me to go back home, until we are married that's when I will call his house mine as well. But for now, I was just his visitor. He has promised that soon we will get married, I hope that is true.In the morning I pack my suitcase ready to leave. I want us to leave together since he was going to work. I have a car, but I prefer taking a cab each time I was going somewhere I wasn't a fun of driving. “Babe, are you done. I will get late to work.” Felix said. He was already ready for work, and I was delaying him. “Almost ready, babe.” I said as I came out of the bedroom. “I am here, let's go already.” I say to him.“Babe, wait a minute.” Felix stops me and I stand while looking at him.“When will you come back again? I will
Sarah's POVEver since I saw Felix, I cannot seem to forget him. I remember very well the first time we met at the office, the day that we bumped into each other. I was on a lot of stress that day that I did not even look at him properly. But when we met again at the movies, that was when I noticed how handsome he was. I wanted to see him again and by good chance he came to me when I was having my lunch at the office. I looked up and saw that it was him. My heart skipped a bit, it was like my prayers were finally answered. First I pretended I did not know him, but deep down in my heart I just wanted to know him more. I wanted us to be friends and maybe something more serious.He was so handsome. Well-built body, cute haircut, well maintained beared, he was tall but not that much I mean he was perfect match and size for me. I wanted to be held tight in those strong hands of his. I am just dying to feel his touch.Today I met him again at the office and he had dressed up so nicely. His
Felix POVI know by now Ella must have reached home already because it was already 2.00 pm, and she had not texted me yet. I might not love her anymore but I still care for her a lot. Just some few seconds I hear my phone's incoming message. I take it out and read it.Ella - Babe, I have reached home safely. Sorry I did not text sooner.Me - it's ok babe, I understand. I am happy that you are already there.Ella – me too babe, though I miss you a lot already. I feel like coming back to you. Me - babe, just enjoy sometime with your parents. I will be fine. Talk to you later, I have some work now.I did not feel like talking to Ella. She was so stubborn and boring occasionally. I mean we were just together this morning, how could she miss me in just some few hours? It was simply a pretence, and it was boring me so much. I was happy that she was already at her house. I was a bit worried that she had not texted me, but now that I knew she was alright my heart settled. I was glad that
Sarah's POVHe asked me for dinner. I am sure I was dreaming because if it was reality I will sure die of happiness. I pinch myself to confirm that I was not dreaming. “Felix, the man of my dreams, has finally asked me out for dinner date at his house. This was so much for me. How could I even refuse such a big offer? I was waiting for this moment for such a long time.already.” I say to myself, smiling.I remember when he had finally said it to me. 'I just wanted to invite you over for dinner, if you don't mind that is' those were his words. I mean, how could I even refuse him when I see like he was scared to ask me out and that he had gathered all his courage just to do that. I was just dying to be with him. I was glad that he had asked me that.Now all that I have to do is get myself ready. I don't want to be late at the dinner. I want to reach earlier than 8.00 pm so that I can spend some more time with him because he deserves to have some time with me.I hear a text message and I
Felix's POVSarah wonders where I have known her this much. It was just a coincidence because what I cooked was my favourite food too and I know how to cook it. There was no explanation to where I had known her favourite food.Spending some time with her was just beautiful. I loved every minute we spent together, she was so fun to be with.I told her what I really feel, that I want to know her more, but she declined my offer. She said it was too early, and I agree with her. We have known each other for about two weeks now, but I already like her too much that I cannot be without her. I will not give up until I am finally with her. But first I have to gain her trust.“It's already late Felix, I have to go now.” Sarah says. I look at my watch and it's already 10.30 pm. “It's still too early Sarah, I am really enjoying your company you know. Please don't go.” I find myself saying. I was so vulnerable in front of her, I could not control myself and my emotions.“Tomorrow is workday, and
Ella's POVThis is so un usual. I had not talked to Felix for a while now, and this was so unlike us. I wondered what was wrong in the relationship I was happy with. Something was entirely wrong and I felt a strange feeling inside of me.“What is wrong, Ella.” A voice takes me out of my thoughts. I realize I was just here physically because all my mind and soul was with Felix. I just felt like rushing to him right away.“Nothing dad.” I say. It was my dad, he was always concerned for me. I was his princess anyway, and it was his duty to worry about me.“I can see clearly that you have a problem, so please tell me so that I can help you.” He tries to convince me. I have never hidden anything from him, and I just could not hide my fear now. I had to tell him, so he could help me out with some advice.“It's Felix dad, he has been acting strangely lately, I don't know what is wrong with him. I am just worried, dad. I worry that he might leave me for someone else. I don't know what I will
Felix POVI feel like Ella was just disturbing me. I don't feel like talking to her a bit, she just calls me whenever she feels like it. Her excuse this time was that I had not texted her the whole day, and she was worried about me. It was so boring now. She tells me she will be coming over because she misses me and because I have something important to tell her. I think it's ok. She had every right anyway. I mean we are still together, until we break up, that is when she will stop coming here.I get home early, so I could clean the house. I have to clean every evidence that shows Sarah was here. Ella must not find out that I had brought a girl to the house because I don't know if she can handle it. “Babe I am here.” I hear Ella's voice from the door as soon as I am done cleaning. Luckily, she arrived when I had just finished and I went over to the door to welcome her in.“Welcome darling.” I say as I take her purse.“Thanks babe, today you arrived early from work I can see because
Ella's POVI knew that something was wrong with Felix, and today I have confirmed it. I could not understand why he changed in such a little time. I love him so much and there is no way I will allow our wedding to be cancelled because I refused to have a small wedding. Furthermore, I did not have any option but to agree to the condition he gave me.We have wasted so much time already, so there was no point on wasting any more time since the wedding would be small anyway. We started the wedding plans right away. There were so many things to buy and to prepare. So, we agreed it was better if I went home, so my parents could help me. “Why is Felix doing this to you, my daughter, you have wasted so much time with him already. I cannot allow my daughter to have some low-class wedding. I wonder why he is refusing my help even though he doesn't have any money.” My father said when I told him our current plans of the wedding.I had to explain things to him until he was convinced that it was