Chapter 6 Hidden Desires

For a moment, Daniel went completely still before yanking him flush against himself, squeezing him so tightly that Lukas could barely breathe. Lukas closed his eyes and almost whimpered at the feel of Daniel’s warm, firm body against his and the familiar scent in his nostrils. Daniel had his nose behind Lukas’s ear, his breathing coming in short gasps, and god. God. It felt like he was high on Daniel, his body tingling, head a little dizzy, and Lukas tightened his arms, unable to get enough. His ribs hurt and he could barely breathe, but he didn’t care.

“Baby.” Daniel started trailing hot kisses up his neck, along his jawline, towards his mouth.

His lips tingling with need, Lukas turned his head and fit their lips together. Daniel sucked in a breath and, cradling Lukas’s face with both hands, licked Lukas’s bottom lip before pushing his tongue inside and kissing him deeply. Lukas made a small noise, a gasp needy enough to be embarrassing if embarrassment didn’t seem so far away, somewhere on the other side of the thrumming of his blood and the firmness of Daniel’s body against his. He needed him. Needed to feel him. Craved it. Now.

As though in a dream, he felt himself drop to his knees right there, in the middle of the empty public park, and nuzzle Daniel’s erection through his jeans greedily.

He looked up. Daniel’s hand buried in his hair and pushed Lukas’s face against the bulge under his jeans.

“Go ahead,” he said, his voice hoarse and dark eyes fixed on him.

Lukas swallowed, grabbed the waistband of Daniel’s jeans and thumbed the button free of the hole. His fingers were trembling.

After Lukas fumbled for a few seconds with the zipper, Daniel growled and did it himself, shoving his briefs and his jeans halfway down his thighs.

Lukas stared at Daniel’s strong, hairy thighs and his fat, long dick, the big, red head just starting to peek out, and felt his mouth water. He leaned in, nuzzling at the crease of Daniel’s groin and breathing in. The scent of Daniel was so thick here, so good, and Lukas moaned a little, clutching and stroking Daniel’s thighs with his fingers.

He pushed Daniel’s thighs further apart, needy and hungry as he chased those scents along Daniel’s balls, licking them. Christ, he missed this, the smell, its perfect.

“Lukas..fuck.”

Lukas’s mind was so foggy with want that Daniel’s voice sounded very distant, didn’t seem real. It took Daniel’s fingers in his hair, dragging his head back, for him to come back. Lukas blinked and whined in his throat, needing..needing..

Daniel looked down at him. Lukas looked back hungrily before Daniel swore through his breath, took hold of his cock and pushed it into Lukas’s mouth.

God. Lukas loved the way it filled his mouth, loved the way Daniel’s fingers cradled his skull, firm and forceful. He closed his eyes and licked across that slick head, another explosion of familiar flavors and sensations. It had been so long. He slurped and sucked, relishing the taste of Daniel’s pre-cum as his world narrowed to the cock in his mouth. Daniel grunted, his fingers flexing in Lukas’s hair. Lukas sucked the cock harder, taking it deeper, fucking his mouth further and further down, his own cock hard, aching and throbbing. It wasn’t enough. He wanted more. He wanted something different.

Lukas slid his hands back, under the firm curve of Daniel’s ass, feeling the tension in his body. Lukas tugged and Daniel almost over-balanced, cock thrusting deep; Lukas couldn’t breathe for a moment, but the sound Daniel made, pained and utterly desperate and just loud enough was worth every twinge in his jaw, worth the light-headedness of breathing only through his nose, fast and ragged.

But a moment later - too soon - Daniel recovered, his weight pushing back, pulling out..

No.

Lukas opened his mouth wider and looked up to meet Daniel’s glazed eyes.

Fuck me. Fuck me.

Daniel inhaled sharply.

“I can’t control myself,” Daniel gritted out. “Not now. I’ll hurt you, dammit.”

Then hurt me.

Looking him in the eye, Lukas tugged Daniel’s hips again, making Daniel thrust between his lips, making him do it again, stronger, harder, until Daniel finally gave in and let himself go, until he held Lukas’s head in place and fucked his mouth, hard and cruel. Lukas moaned around the cock, enjoying the way it stretched him, the way it felt, close to gagging and unable to breathe, a shudder running through his body and making his cock strain painfully at the front of his pants. He’d needed this. To be used like a thing, like a hole. Like his thing.

Now Daniel’s thrusts were far more erratic, but that only made it so much better, the knowledge that he was vulnerable, completely helpless, and completely at Daniel’s mercy as Daniel’s cock pushed against the back of his throat. Daniel could choke him, he could do anything to him. He wouldn’t, but he could, and that made Lukas shiver.

Lukas could feel Daniel was close, could feel it in Daniel’s stuttering, frantic rhythm. He was ready for it when Daniel started fucking his mouth harder, his thrusts becoming uncontrolled, Lukas’s throat stretching to accommodate the thrusting cock being pushed in and out of it. Daniel gripped Lukas’s hair harder and rammed his cock at his throat, pushing into the tight channel; he groaned, sounding almost pained, and bucked his hips, coming into the back of Lukas’s mouth. Lukas swallowed his come greedily, hungry, starved for it. God.

With a soft sigh, Lukas let the softening cock slip out slowly.

A hand cupped his cheek, and Lukas rubbed against it like a cat, his skin tight and oversensitive.

“Good boy,” Daniel whispered hoarsely.

Lukas’s eyes snapped open as the reality came crashing down on him. He had just sucked off his ex-cellmate in the middle of a public park, like some..some cock-hungry little bitch. If anyone had seen it, if anyone knew, if Lyra knew...

Sickening guilt twisted his stomach, and Lukas staggered to his feet, flushed and still painfully hard.

“This.. this never happened,” he croaked out. “This was a mistake. Leave me alone. I’m straight.”

Daniel zipped up and yanked Lukas to him. “You can tell yourself whatever you want,” he said in a low voice, gripping Lukas’s chin hard. “But you’re mine. You’ll always be mine. That’s why you sucked my dick. Because it belongs in your mouth.” His other hand kneaded Lukas’s ass, confident and proprietary. His voice dropped, “It belongs inside you.”

Lukas couldn’t stop a moan as Daniel slipped a finger under the waistband of his jeans to stroke between his buttocks.

“Fuck off,” he said weakly, but his body was pushing back against the finger and his knees were weak. He wanted. Wanted him..

No. Lyra.

Breathing hard, Lukas staggered back. “Leave me alone. I have a girlfriend. I..I love her.”

Daniel’s lips twisted. “Keep telling yourself that when you jerk off thinking of me fucking you.”

He turned around and walked away.

Lukas leaned back against the nearest tree and closed his eyes, still shaking with need, hate and guilt.

He didn’t know who hated more at the moment: Daniel or himself.