เข้าสู่ระบบ*Dario's POV*
I was born into a house that measures love in territory.
My father taught me to shoot before he taught me to ride a bike. He taught me to read a room for weakness before he ever taught me to read a book for pleasure. By the time I was twelve, I understood that the empire I would one day inherit wasn't a gift it was a debt, accruing interest every single day of my life, and I would spend the rest of my existence paying it off in loyalty, blood, and whatever pieces of myself didn't fit neatly into the shape of a good son.
I'm thirty-one years old, and I still don't know what my own laugh sounds like when nobody's watching to see if it's the right one.
Tonight I'm standing on the balcony of my father's study, a glass of something expensive going warm in my hand, looking out over the grounds of Casa Nera as they belong to me because they will, eventually, the way a noose eventually belongs to the man standing under it. Below me, staff are already stringing lights for the gala, testing the sound system, rehearsing the particular choreography of a night designed to convince two families who'd happily bury each other that they're civilised enough to share a room.
I hate this house sometimes. I hate it the way you hate something you also can't imagine living without, which is its own kind of prison.
"You're brooding again," my father says from the doorway, not a question. He has a way of announcing my own moods to me like I need the reminder, like I might have missed the fact that I'm unhappy in my own skin.
"I'm thinking," I say.
"Same thing, with you." He crosses to stand beside me, and for a moment we just watch the lights go up together, two men who share blood and very little else. "The Voss family confirmed. Elena's coming herself this year, not sending a representative. That's either respect or surveillance."
"With her, it's never just one thing."
"Good. You're paying attention." He says it like praise, and some old, tired part of me still reaches for it anyway, still wants it, even after thirty-one years of learning that his approval is a moving target that recalibrates itself the moment you get close enough to touch it. "This gala needs to go perfectly, Dario. No incidents. No embarrassments. The Voss family is watching to see if you're ready to hold this house, and I intend for them to see that you are."
*Ready.* As if readiness is something you arrive at, rather than something perpetually withheld from you by a man who needs you to keep needing him.
"I'm aware of the stakes," I say, and I hear how flat it comes out, how practised, and I hate that too- that even my resentment has learned to sound tactful.
He studies me for a moment longer than is comfortable, the way he does when he's deciding whether I'm worth a real conversation or just another instruction. He chooses the instructions, like always.
"Vas has arranged the entertainment," he says. "Some musician. Says she'll be worth the room's attention." A faint, dismissive curl to his mouth. "God knows we need something to distract Elena Voss from counting our security detail."
"Since when does Vas arrange the entertainment?"
"Since he started making himself useful in ways that used to be beneath him." My father's voice carries the particular contempt of a man who trusts loyalty only when it comes wrapped in bloodline. "Watch him, Dario. Men like Vas don't stay content being useful forever. Eventually they start wanting to be *necessary*, and necessary men start getting ideas."
I file that away without much interest. Vas has always struck me as competent in an uninteresting way. A good accountant is competent, necessary, forgettable, exactly the kind of man nobody worries about until it's too late to have worried sooner. I didn't spend much time thinking about him tonight. I have other, older things crowding my head.
I'm thinking, if I'm honest with myself, about a girl I haven't seen in six years.
It surfaces sometimes, uninviting the memory of a warm night, a group of us laughing too loud outside some conservatory event I only attended because my father wanted the optics of culture attached to our name. There was a girl there, younger than me, talented in some way people kept whispering about, and I said something cruel to her, something about the way she carried herself, something I don't even fully remember the words to anymore because I didn't think it mattered enough to remember. I was twenty-five and drunk on the particular arrogance of a man who has never once had anything real taken from him.
I heard, sometime later, secondhand and unbothered, that something happened to her. An accident. I remember feeling a flicker of something remorseful, maybe, or its shallow cousin, discomfort and then forgetting about it entirely, the way you forget things that cost you nothing to forget.
I don't know why she's in my head all night. Maybe it's the lights going up below me, the sound check drifting up in fragments, some singer's voice being tested against the acoustics of a ballroom built for men who'd rather kill each other than admit they're afraid of the same things. Maybe it's just guilt, finally collecting on interest I never bothered paying down.
"Dario." My father's voice pulls me back. He's watching me with something almost like suspicion, like he can see straight through to whatever soft, unprofitable thing I'm feeling. "Whatever's distracting you, put it away before tomorrow night. Elena Voss will be looking for any crack in this house to exploit. Don't crack."
"I won't be," I say, and I mean it the way I mean most things I say to him fully, in the moment, and with no real certainty I'll be able to keep the promise once the moment demands something harder of me.
He leaves. I stay on the balcony long after his footsteps fade, finishing a drink I don't taste, watching the lights of tomorrow's gala flicker to life piece by piece below me.
I have no idea, standing there, that in less than twenty-four hours the girl I mocked and forgot in the same careless breath is going to walk onto that stage, open her mouth, and undo every careful, dutiful thing my father has spent thirty-one years building me into.
I have no idea I'm about to fall in love with a woman I already owe an apology I don't yet know how to give.
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