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Author: J.O
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LIAM

I shut the door behind me and let my back hit it for a second. Just one second. Just long enough to pretend the world wasn’t pressing in from every angle like a weight I couldn’t shake.

My tie hung loose around my neck, my shirt was half untucked, and I looked like the punchline to a cruel joke called “Keep It Together.”

I didn’t bother with the bed. My feet carried me past it like they knew better. Like some part of me understood I didn’t deserve rest. Not yet.

I dropped to the floor beside it, legs sprawled, back to the wall.

The wood felt cold against my spine, grounding. My breath left me slowly, heavy and hollow. A tired kind of grief sat in my chest like it had paid rent.

“I miss you, Mom,” I whispered to the dark.

Her picture stared back at me from the top shelf. That same soft smile, eyes kind and knowing, like she always had the answers, even when no one was asking. It was the only warm thing in the room.

The rest of the house was still. Just the faint ticking of the hal
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  • THE WEIGHT OF LOVING YOU   NOTE FROM O.J✨️

    Okay, I had to drop this note real quick because… WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK?! 😭😭😭Like, is it just me, or did this chapter have you kicking your feet too?! Be honest.Personally? I’m a sucker for yearning. The slow burn. The little touches. The looking-but-not-saying. The “I made you pasta and kissed your shoulder and fed you with one fork like a man possessed by soft husband energy” kind of love??? Ugh. It gets me every. single. time.I’m literally throwing my legs up right now wishing I was in that shower with them — yes, even when the shampoo got in Jessica’s eye. Worth it.But listen, lowkey… I need to know what’s going on in Liam’s mind too. Because this man?All that husband material behavior?? Feeding her. Bathing her. Dressing her. Whispering "You're it for me" like it was nothing???SIGN ME UP.Anyway, tell me what you're thinking, because I’m not okay.I’m not okay at ALL.Love & longing,— Me, your author who is currently melting into a pillow over this fictional man

  • THE WEIGHT OF LOVING YOU   026

    Sex will make a man do things you never thought he would.That thought drifted lazily across my mind as I stared at the ceiling, still breathless, still aching, still warm in places I didn’t know could hold heat for that long. My legs refused to move. My body buzzed, like someone had poured champagne into my veins.And him?He was gone.For a split second, panic flared in my chest — but then I smelled it. Garlic. Butter. Parsley. Pasta. I blinked, confused. That scent didn’t belong in this house. Not on a random Tuesday morning. Not cooked by Liam, of all people.I slowly turned my head and checked my phone.7:36 AM.I sent a quick message to Ava.JESSICA: “Can we meet? Urgent. Please.”That was all I could manage. I didn’t even know what I needed her for. I just... needed something outside of him. Something to remind me I was still tethered to the rest of the world.I slipped out of bed with a wince — every step reminded me of last night. His mouth, his hands, his voice when he told

  • THE WEIGHT OF LOVING YOU   025

    JESSICAHis mouth took mine like he hadn’t kissed anyone in years.Like he’d forgotten how to be soft.It was tongue and teeth and all. A kiss that tasted like a grudge. Like guilt. Like he needed to break me before I could break him.I moaned into it. Pathetic and breathless and so gone. My lips parted wider, gave him everything, let him devour me while my knees buckled and my fingers tangled in his shirt like I’d die if he let go.He didn’t.His body slammed into mine, pinning me to the bed. His hand curved around my jaw, tilting my head. Holding me exactly where he wanted me while his other hand slipped under my hoodie—fingertips skating over bare skin that was already burning.“You wore this,” he said against my lips, voice all gravel and grit. “Like you knew I’d lose it the second I saw you.”“I hoped you’d lose it.”He chuckled, dark and dangerous. “Careful what you wish for, baby.”He lifted me.My legs wrapped around him, instinctive, needy, already soaked. I could feel him

  • THE WEIGHT OF LOVING YOU   024

    LIAMJessica walked slowly out of the hospital like she was balancing something heavy with every step. Each movement looked careful, like her bones might splinter under the weight of invisible pain. Her body looked too light, too hollow, and it made my stomach twist. Like if the wind dared to blow harder, it could take her with it.Still—her chin was up. Stubborn as ever.The sun was warm on our skin, the sky clear in that careless, summer-kind-of-way. But Jessica shivered. Barely, but I saw it. I didn’t say anything. Just slid off my jacket and draped it over her shoulders. The sleeves nearly swallowed her whole.She didn’t resist. Just paused… and looked at me.That look—God. It wasn’t angry or cold like I half expected. It was tired, yes, but soft-eyed too. Like some part of her was still grateful. The nurse came out and handed me the discharge papers. I took them with a distracted nod, barely catching her words about prescriptions, follow-ups, and phone numbers. Everything fe

  • THE WEIGHT OF LOVING YOU   023

    LIAMI jolted awake to the sound of metal clattering.For a second, I didn’t know where I was.My heart was racing, my eyes blinking rapidly as I tried to place myself in the space.It took a few disoriented seconds, but then the sterile white walls, the faint antiseptic smell, and the rhythmic beeping of machines grounded me. I turned my head slightly and saw her.Jessica.My wife.Even in this state, lying still with wires and tubes attached to her body, she looked like the center of the world.Her face was pale against the pillow, her breathing shallow but steady. The monitor tracked each breath and each beat of her heart, and somehow that sound was the only thing keeping me from falling apart.She stirred against the pillows, her head shifting slightly, her lips parting like she had been holding on to sleep just to avoid looking at me. Like she needed distance, even unconscious. Or maybe she sensed me. Maybe she always had.I moved towards the little table where the nurse had drop

  • THE WEIGHT OF LOVING YOU   HI THERE!!!!!

    Hi, lovely reader 💙 I just want to take a moment to say a huge, huge THANK YOU for picking up Liam and Jessica’s book. I'm so grateful you're here. We're already nearing 200 views, and for a brand-new book, that honestly means the world to me. This story is about pain and healing, yearning and forgiveness, and most of all... love that refuses to die quietly. Thank you for giving Liam and Jessica a chance. With all my love, O.J❤️❤️💡

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