MasukADRIEN ORION POV
I stepped back, releasing Celeste’s neck, but my body still hummed with tension. My chest felt tight, my pulse a drum I couldn’t slow. I was stunned, she saw through me easily. She knew how much it would cost me if I proceeded with the divorce. My hands itched to grab her again, to pull her close, but I forced myself to step away. I needed distance. I needed control. I was tired of arguing, tired of letting her stir emotions I wasn’t ready to face. Yet, my eyes couldn’t leave her. She stumbled. The motion was slight at first, almost imperceptible, but my instincts screamed. She lost her balance, legs trembling beneath her, and then—she went down hard. “Ouch!” The sharp cry tore through the quiet of the study, echoing off the walls. I froze. My heart lurched, a sick twist in my gut. When had she become so vulnerable? So fragile? My wolf, Alabaz, growled deep in my mind, raw and restless, pulling at my instincts. “She’s hurt! Help her!” I clenched my jaw, forcing myself to ignore it. She was stubborn. She wouldn’t want help. She never had. Let her struggle if she wanted to. But…I turned. She was trying to rise, clutching the edge of the table for support. Her face was pale, flushed with effort, eyes wide and shimmering with unshed tears. I wanted to ignore her. I really did. I had done it before, countless times. But my wolf would not allow it. Alabaz’s voice filled my head again, sharp and insistent. “You can’t leave her! She’s yours! Help her now!” I stepped forward, reluctantly, and held out my hand. She shook her head violently, refusing the help. “Don’t touch me! I don’t need your help!” Her voice was defiant, but weak. She tried to brush past me, limping toward the stairs. I should have let her go. I wanted to. My pride screamed at me to retreat, to let her embarrass herself, to let her prove how independent she thought she was. But then my gaze dropped to her ankles. Red, swollen, twisted slightly. The evidence was undeniable. She wasn’t faking. Alabaz howled in triumph in my head, a sound of pure fury and insistence. “See! She’s ours! She’s in pain! Protect her!” I cursed under my breath, moving faster than I realized I could. My arms wrapped around her just as she faltered again. Her weight pressed against me, soft and familiar, and my chest tightened at the feel of her. Her hair brushed my skin, her warmth radiated against me, and for a moment, I almost lost myself. “See…she is our true mate.” Alabaz said again. “Shut up! That's just what she wants you to believe. I know the truth.” I snapped at him. “Damn it!” I muttered, low and rough, carrying her toward her room. She didn’t protest. Not this time. Her hand clung weakly to my shoulder, but she said nothing, let nothing escape her lips. Every step reminded me of the way we had been before. Close. Intimate. Invincible together. But now… now it was fragile, raw, painful. And I wasn’t allowed to fall for it. I wouldn’t. I placed her gently on the bed, adjusting the quilt beneath her. She leaned back, exhausted, the faint sheen of sweat on her brow catching the moonlight. “Thank you,” she whispered, barely audible. I didn’t respond. My gaze fell to her legs again, and my hands clenched. Her ankles—red, swollen, delicate. She was in pain, and I was supposed to just walk away? My wolf howled again, angry, restless, a force pressing through my chest. I grabbed the medicine box, rifled through it, and tossed the ointment next to her. “Apply it yourself,” I muttered, forcing my words to sound neutral. Alabaz roared in my head. “Neutral? You’re being an idiot! Help her yourself!” I scowled at nothing, muttering, “I don’t have time for this.” She picked up the ointment and tried to reach her twisted ankle. Her small hands shook. She struggled, leaning over, biting her lip to keep from crying out. And I couldn’t take it anymore. I stepped forward, lowering my hands to gently grasp her calf. “Here,” I said, voice softer than I intended. “Let me help.” She flinched, but didn’t push me away this time. I stared at her. Her skin looked soft under my gaze, and the scent of her, faint vanilla scent, wrapped around me, pulling at places I didn’t want to feel. My wolf snarled, growled, and begged. “Claim her! Protect her! She’s ours!” I closed my eyes for a second, trying to shut him out, trying to maintain control, trying not to remember how it felt to hold her like this before. But then a knock sounded at the door. Sharp, urgent. Both of us froze. “Who’s there?” Celeste asked, voice weak but alert, still clutching at her ankle. “I’m Maria, from Villa Hazel,” came the soft voice. “Alpha Adrien, lady Hazel's isn’t feeling well again. I—” Alabaz’s roar erupted in my mind before I could even answer. “Back off! Don’t you dare say another word.” He roared, my aura pushed against the walls, against the door, against anyone who might try to approach. Before I could even react, my wolf had already driven away Hazel's maid, and I focused my attention back at Celeste.Celeste's POV The morning sickness hit worst at dawn. I had learned to anticipate it, the slow, rolling nausea that crept in before I'd even fully opened my eyes, arriving with the grey light like an uninvited guest who had stopped bothering to knock. I would lie still for a few minutes, breathing carefully through my nose, willing my body to cooperate, and then I would get up anyway because there was work to be done and the work didn't pause for anyone, least of all me. The pack healers had opinions about this. "You should be resting," Healer Senna told me on the third morning, standing in my doorway with her arms folded and the expression of a woman who had delivered enough babies to know exactly which arguments worked and which ones didn't. "You are two months along, Princess. The first trimester is not the time to be overseeing aid distributions and sitting through four hour briefings." "I'm fine," I told her, lacing my boots. "You were sick twice before breakfast." "And
Celeste's POV Nobody knew the full extent of it. That was the part I was most careful about, the part I managed with deliberate precision every single day. The council knew I was monitoring search efforts. General Marcus knew I had requested updates on every confirmed sighting across the northern and eastern territories. The Foundation teams knew I cross-referenced intelligence reports as part of standard post-battle protocol. What none of them knew was that I was doing it alone at two in the morning, cold tea forgotten at my elbow, maps spread across every surface of my private study while the rest of the palace slept. A merchant traveling the outer territories who claimed he'd seen a large dark-haired man moving with a woman through abandoned settlements. A border scout reported a stranger matching Adrien's description near the collapsed ridge structures three miles inside enemy land. A letter from a village healer two territories east describing an injured man with no name
Celeste's POV Four months. That was how long Adrien had been missing. Four months of search reports and dead ends and intelligence that led somewhere promising before dissolving into nothing. Four months of telling everyone — the council, the commanders, the Foundation volunteers, the soldiers who asked with careful eyes that we were looking for a war hero. That Alpha Adrien deserved to be found. That no one who had fought the way he fought on that ridge deserved to be left behind. All of that was true. It was also easier than saying the rest of it. Life had settled into a fragile new shape around his absence. The war continued in its slow, grinding way — skirmishes along the northern border, the Wizard's forces regrouping, Hazel still a ghost at the edges of every intelligence report. I ran the Foundation. I attended council meetings. I wrote letters and oversaw aid operations and kept moving the way you do when stopping feels like something you can't afford. Lucian had s
Celeste's POV Three days had passed since the battle. Three days of the same routine, waking before dawn, checking the latest search reports before breakfast, sitting through briefings that ended the same way every time. No confirmed sightings. No new evidence. No answers. The capital had welcomed me back with the kind of careful, hushed sympathy that people reserved for grief they didn't know how to name. No one called it grief outright. No one said the word. Adrien wasn't confirmed dead, which meant the palace existed in a strange suspended state — not mourning, not celebrating, not anything. Just waiting, with that particular tension that comes from a question that refuses to resolve itself. I had thrown myself into Foundation work the way I always did when I didn't know what else to do with my hands. Aid distribution to the northern refugee camps. Coordinating healer rotations along the border. Writing letters to families of soldiers lost in the eastern ridge assault. Keepi
Celeste's POV By every definition that mattered, the battle had ended. And yet standing in the middle of the devastated valley, surrounded by the wreckage of everything the night had consumed, I couldn't shake the feeling that something was still terribly wrong. Because Adrien was missing, and we haven't located him yet. Search teams are still sweeping the area, and we're expanding the radius. Every version meant the same thing. Nobody knew where he was. Nobody could tell me what had happened or when or how, and not knowing was its own particular kind of torment — the kind that fills silence with possibilities you spend every waking moment trying not to look at directly. I stood near the command tent while soldiers moved around me, carrying supplies and stretchers and the quiet efficiency of people who had learned to keep functioning in the aftermath of catastrophe. The smell of smoke still hung heavy over everything. Several sections of the battlefield continued to burn in t
Celeste Pov The refugee camps were worse than the reports had prepared me for. Rows of makeshift shelters sagged across frozen ground, crammed with families who had fled Stone Ridge with nothing but the clothes on their backs and whatever they could carry in their arms. Children sat in silent clusters near the healer tents, their faces carrying that particular vacancy — the hollowed-out stillness that comes from witnessing things no child's mind is built to hold. I moved through the camps for hours. Crouching beside elderly villagers who had been carried out of their homes on someone else's back. Sitting with mothers who couldn't stop watching the northern tree line like they expected the enemy to appear at any moment. Kneeling beside wounded soldiers who looked genuinely startled that a princess had bothered to come at all like they had already accepted that they'd been forgotten out here. I made sure they understood they hadn't been. Adrien stayed close throughout, never







