Home / Mafia / TO HATE, TO TOUCH, TO RUIN / The Blue Beneath the Black

Share

The Blue Beneath the Black

Author: Krystal Bahmz
last update publish date: 2026-07-11 22:48:22

My stomach wrung itself out until my ribs felt ready to come loose. Every heave made my neck flare again, right where the needle had gone in. Like someone kept striking a tiny match beneath my skin.

I tried to lift a hand over my mouth, but my fingers only clawed at the air before finding Zach’s chest again. My nails might have gone through the fabric and into his skin.

The next wave brought up less. Acid and bitterness burned the back of my tongue until my whole mouth tasted like a leaking bat
Continue to read this book for free
Scan code to download App
Locked Chapter

Latest chapter

  • TO HATE, TO TOUCH, TO RUIN   The Blue Beneath the Black

    My stomach wrung itself out until my ribs felt ready to come loose. Every heave made my neck flare again, right where the needle had gone in. Like someone kept striking a tiny match beneath my skin.I tried to lift a hand over my mouth, but my fingers only clawed at the air before finding Zach’s chest again. My nails might have gone through the fabric and into his skin.The next wave brought up less. Acid and bitterness burned the back of my tongue until my whole mouth tasted like a leaking battery. I choked, coughed, my jaw still locked tight, every breath splitting into a rough sound that hurt my own ears.“Medico.”“Adesso.”“Move.”“No one touches her unless I say.”Zach’s voice echoed above my head.Another hand came close. I felt it more like a shadow than an actual touch.My shoulder jerked. My fingers tightened again.Zach growled. “Back off.”He pulled me closer against his familiar chest.His warmth pressed into my cheek, and some small part of me recognized the rhythm of hi

  • TO HATE, TO TOUCH, TO RUIN   Not the Worst Thing I’ve Tasted

    Zach’s voice was still here.Or what was left of Zach’s voice.It was hard to tell, because everything was starting to sound like someone had sunk the entire club to the bottom of an expensive hotel pool. Gunshots became dull thuds. People’s screams turned into bubbles. The music that had been pounding through the floor now felt like the bass was pulsing underneath my own skin.I’m still in his arms.I knew because something hard and warm was keeping my body from hitting the ground. One arm beneath my back. One hand against the side of my jaw. His thumb rested on my cheekbone, far too steady for a world that had already begun breaking into pieces.I tried to open my mouth and say something, but my tongue wouldn’t move.A pinpoint of heat flared at my neck where the needle had pierced me. At first, it was just a quick sting—like a pissed-off bee taking a cheap shot—sharp and annoying as hell, but nothing that screamed danger.Then it spread, like someone was pouring boiling tequila dir

  • TO HATE, TO TOUCH, TO RUIN   Too Pretty to Die Quietly

    Zach didn’t answer fast enough.I looked at Diego. “Papa know?”Diego fired toward the bar. “We only found out when they breached the perimeter.”“The perimeter?” I let out a short laugh. “I went out for a drink. I wasn’t attending a NATO summit.”“Señorita…”“Don’t Señorita me right now, Diego.”Zach turned his head slightly. “Focus.”I stared at his back. “Don’t give me orders like I’m your wife.”“If you were my wife, I would’ve tied you to a chair fifteen minutes ago.”I smiled thinly. “Very healthy fantasy.”He fired to the side without taking his eyes off me. The man trying to move in from the left jerked back, his weapon dropping, his body hitting the floor.Zach kept looking at me.Kept.Looking at me.“This is not the time to fight me,” he said.“I’m not fighting you.”“Krystal.”“I’m considering my options.”“Your option is staying alive.”I didn’t answer.“For once, use that brain of yours to survive instead of stabbing at me.” He moved half an inch closer, close enough tha

  • TO HATE, TO TOUCH, TO RUIN   Blood & Neon

    The glass blew inward, rough and brutal.A mess.Shards hit the floor, the tables, the shoulders of people ducking for cover. They bounced off my shoes and caught in my hair like confetti from hell.Zach shoved me down with one hand at the back of my neck.My chest hit his waist. My knees slammed into the floor, sticky with tequila and something I very much hoped wasn’t blood.Cheap alcohol, cigarette smoke, sweat, sweet perfume, and gunpowder all tangled in my nose. Five minutes ago, this club had been ugly in a fun way. Now it looked like someone had taken a bad decision, handed it an automatic weapon, and told it to run.“Zach…”“Shut up.”Naturally, a shootout was when his control issues decided to make a full comeback.I resisted the urge to bite his calf.Another shot hit the bar behind us. Bottles shattered. Brown and clear liquor sprayed everywhere like expensive rain with no class. People screamed.A woman crawled under a table with one shoe missing. Nicolás, the guy in the d

  • TO HATE, TO TOUCH, TO RUIN   A Kiss, a Lie, a Gunshot

    He kissed me back.And it should have satisfied me.It should have.But Zach Romano had a way of turning defeat into something that still felt like a win, especially when I was the idiot standing there breathless because of him.His hand cradled the back of my head, his fingers sliding into my hair, already half-loose from the claw clip, pulling me close enough that my breath snagged in my throat. His mouth pushed deeper against mine, and my knees, traitorous little idiots, gave up immediately.Damn it.I kissed him back. I wasn’t a saint, and he wasn’t some moral test I could pass with one quick prayer.Both my hands rose to his neck and locked him, my fingers brushing the warm skin just beneath his hairline. He tensed beneath my fingers, just enough to give himself away. I liked knowing I could do that to him. I liked it too much. So I pulled him closer.A low sound rumbled out of his throat.Music slammed in from every direction. Someone near the bar shrieked with laughter. Shoes c

  • TO HATE, TO TOUCH, TO RUIN   Lola & the Don

    Shit.Shit shit shit.I turned slowly, very slowly, because some things were easier to face if you didn’t look at them directly. War and taxes... or an ex-kidnapper too handsome for national security.And here he was....Zachary Romano.All sharp eyes, black hair, and expensive danger. The kind of beautiful that made smart women forget they were supposed to know better.He stood too close behind me, wearing a black T-shirt and dark jeans, looking unfairly good for a man who had no business being in this club. His short black hair was messy, his bangs falling slightly over his forehead. His eyes were sharp and calm. Too Zach.How long had it been since I last saw that face?I didn’t know.I forgot.But ...lie.I remembered.The last time I saw him, I was still in his bed, breathless, furious, and far too aware of every place he’d touched me. Then he walked away like he hadn’t just ruined me for sport.Longing rose in my chest.Slight. Warm.Ew....I immediately threw it far away, to wh

  • TO HATE, TO TOUCH, TO RUIN   Lap of Danger

    I pushed my bedroom door open slowly, holding my breath like the whole damn villa could still hear the noise of my heart crashing against my ribs. The dim light from the bedside lamp spilled across white walls, highlighting the rumpled gray linen sheets that had wrapped around my body just a few ho

  • TO HATE, TO TOUCH, TO RUIN   Wicked Little Prayer

    I woke up with a tight breath, my throat dry and raw like I’d been screaming in my sleep. The digital clock on the nightstand blinked 2:04 AM in angry red, like the bored eyes of some lazy demon.I sighed, bent my knees, and stared up at the ceiling. How long had it been since I last slept without

  • TO HATE, TO TOUCH, TO RUIN   No Walls High Enough

    Dusk melted slowly into the horizon, painting the sky in streaks of orange and red like old wounds that refused to heal.His horse stepped carefully down the rocky slope, carrying us toward the beach, where the sand was already turning cold under the bite of the sea breeze. Zach’s body was still be

  • TO HATE, TO TOUCH, TO RUIN   Devil Behind Me

    The sky above the villa had turned a pale shade of blue, signaling that afternoon was slowly giving in to evening. I stood by the tall white wooden fence, watching a row of horses in the stone stables at the east end of the property. Chestnut brown. Snow white. Midnight black. The stable’s ceiling

More Chapters
Explore and read good novels for free
Free access to a vast number of good novels on GoodNovel app. Download the books you like and read anywhere & anytime.
Read books for free on the app
SCAN CODE TO READ ON APP
DMCA.com Protection Status