Share

005

Author: Jersey
last update Last Updated: 2025-07-02 23:01:44

The dining room of the Montoya estate was a gallery of old power and colder memories. Walls lined with paintings of long dead ancestors watched over the evening like silent judges, their stern faces catching the flicker of candlelight. The clink of cutlery, the polite hum of conversation, and the occasional burst of laughter.

Rafael Montoya sat at his place, a full glass of deep red wine untouched in front of him, a plate of carefully prepared venison going cold. He could barely hear the conversations around him. Everything else was a blur.

All he could feel was the phantom weight of Alessio De Luca against the wall minutes ago.

The taste of him.

The way Alessio’s mouth had yielded beneath his, the heat of his breath, the sharp hitch in his throat when Rafael had bitten his bottom lip. It had been reckless. A mistake. One Rafael had meant to punish, to reclaim control, to remind Alessio where the power really lay between them.

But it hadn’t gone that way.

He hadn’t meant to crave it. To feel that surge of want that made him reckless.

And now they sat, just as expected, like nothing had happened.

Alessio was seated four places down, beside Isabella. He looked perfectly composed, his expression polite, charming when addressed by one of the older relatives, gracious when Isabella leaned into him to murmur something in his ear. No one else would see it, the stiffness in his shoulders, the slight tension in his jaw but Rafael saw it. Felt it like a taut string stretched between them.

Alessio hadn’t so much as looked his way since they returned.

It made Rafael want to drag him out of his chair by his tie and finish what they’d started in front of the whole goddamn table. He took a slow, steady breath, clenching his fingers around the stem of his wine glass until his knuckles went white.

Isabella laughed at something Alessio said. It was a light, sweet sound, and it grated against Rafael’s skin like sandpaper. He couldn’t hear the words, didn’t want to, but the easy way she touched Alessio’s wrist, how Alessio smiled back at her, that he couldn’t stomach.

And yet, no one else noticed. To them, it was a beautiful thing. Two houses united at last. A wedding to secure peace, wealth, and power. The perfect picture of duty and tradition.

Except Rafael knew better.

His eyes flicked up just in time to catch Alessio’s gaze. Brief. Almost accidental. A half second too long to be meaningless.

There it was. That spark. That undercurrent of want, sharp and undeniable.

Alessio was the one to look away first, smoothing his thumb over the rim of his wine glass like he hadn’t meant to look at all. But it was too late.

Rafael’s pulse thudded in his throat.

The meal carried on, courses arriving in elegant procession, roasted potatoes , saffron risotto, wild mushroom consommé. Rafael barely touched any of it. The table around him hummed with small talk, updates on trade routes, vineyard expansions, the expected merger of the Montoya and De Luca shipping ports. Javier Montoya presided at the head of the table like a king at court, his sharp eyes missing nothing.

It was all routine. Performances they’d all mastered since birth.

But Rafael’s stomach twisted with each passing minute, with every careful touch Isabella laid on Alessio’s arm, with every pleased nod from Alessio’s father across the table.

He couldn’t do this. Not like this.

A lull in conversation came, as desserts were cleared and coffee poured. A hush that felt carefully orchestrated. His Father rose from his seat, lifting a glass of vintage Amarone.

“To the future,” he began, voice carrying through the room with the gravity of a man used to commanding attention.

Everyone raised their glasses.

“I believe,” He continued, glancing toward Alessio’s father, “it’s time we gave this union a date. Enough talk. Enough delays. Our families deserve to celebrate.”

A murmur of agreement rippled through the room.

Rafael’s stomach dropped.

“I propose,” Montoya said, his gaze sweeping to Isabella and Alessio with a pleased glint, “two months from now. The coast of Amalfi. The De Luca villa. No delays. No excuses.”

Applause. Soft, scattered at first, then stronger as the others followed suit. Isabella let out a delighted little gasp, pressing a hand to her chest as she turned to Alessio.

“Oh, it’ll be beautiful,” she beamed, and Alessio smiled back.

A perfect, dutiful smile.

Rafael’s throat closed.

He heard himself breathing, the sound too loud in his ears. The scrape of forks against china. The rustle of silk as guests shifted in their chairs. The way Alessio’s hand rested too easily on the table, his expression carefully unbothered, like Rafael hadn’t had his mouth on him not an hour ago.

Two months.

Two months until Alessio became his brother inlaw.

Until Rafael would have to stand beside him in front of witnesses and gods, knowing what he knew, tasting what he’d tasted.

The heat rushed up behind Rafael’s eyes before he could stop it. A sick, choking kind of anger twisted in his chest.

Without thinking, without caring, Rafael shoved his chair back. The sudden scrape of wood against marble was sharp in the heavy silence.

Heads turned. Conversations faltered.

His father arched a brow. “Rafael?”

Rafael didn’t look at anyone.

“I need air,” he said, voice low and even, though it cost him everything to keep it that way.

He didn’t wait for permission. Didn’t care what it looked like.

He left.

The heavy doors closed behind him with a dull finality.

The corridor outside was dim, lined with tall windows overlooking the moonlit gardens. The quiet pressed in around him. Rafael braced a hand against the cool stone wall, his pulse hammering in his ears.

What the fuck was he doing?

This wasn’t supposed to happen. He wasn’t supposed to feel anything for Alessio De Luca. Not for his father’s rival’s son. Not for his sister’s fiancé.

And yet,

And yet.

The memory of Alessio’s mouth, the heat of his skin, the way he’d moaned Rafael’s name like it meant something, it clung to him, a ghost he couldn’t shake.

Rafael slammed his fist once against the wall. The sharp ache in his knuckles grounded him, but it didn’t burn the desire out.

A quiet sound made him turn.

Alessio stood in the doorway, the light from the dining room haloing around him. For a long moment, neither of them spoke. The tension in the air between them was a living, breathing thing.

Rafael’s voice was low, rough when it came.

“What the hell do you think you’re doing?”

Alessio stepped forward, slow, measured. The perfect son, the perfect heir. Except now, away from watching eyes, his expression cracked.

“I wasn’t going to let you fall apart in front of them,” Alessio said quietly. “I know what this is.”

“You don’t know shit.”

Alessio’s gaze met his. Tired. Unforgiving. Wanting.

“I know I’m supposed to marry your sister,” Alessio murmured, stepping close enough that Rafael could feel the heat of him. “And I know I shouldn’t have let you touch me. But you did. And I let you. And now we have to live with it.”

The words lodged in Rafael’s throat.

He wanted to say don’t marry her. He wanted to say I’ll kill you if you do.

But he said nothing.

Because what was there to say?

Alessio gave him one long look, then turned and walked away, his shoulders tight, the back of his neck flushed.

Rafael stayed behind, breath ragged, hand still curled into a fist.

This war wasn’t over.

It was just beginning.

Continue to read this book for free
Scan code to download App

Latest chapter

  • TO LOVE A MONSTER    028

    28The city blurred as Alessio drove, sunlight cutting across his windshield, horns clawing at his ears. His grip on the wheel was tight , knuckles white, every muscle in his arms strung tight like a bow about to snap. He didn’t know where he was going, only that he couldn’t stay. Not in the house with Isabella’s oblivious smile, not with the weight of the news still burning on his skin like a fresh wound.The engagement.Rafael and Lucia.He pressed his foot harder against the accelerator. The car roared as if it too understood his fury, his helplessness.He lied to me.The thought repeated like a drumbeat in his skull. Napoli. The trip Rafael had claimed was all business, that had left Alessio waiting like a fool for his return. He’d believed it. God help him, he had believed every word Rafael said, every half promise whispered into the dark.And all along, Rafael had been meeting her. Smiling at her. Agreeing to this.Alessio’s breath came sharp, ragged. The streets of Palermo twi

  • TO LOVE A MONSTER    027

    The house was silent, but Alessio’s mind was not.Sleep had not come easily, not after the warehouse. Even now, hours later, his body still felt coiled, as if waiting for the sound of a gunshot that never came. He had tried lying in bed beside Isabella, but her steady breathing only sharpened the ache in his chest. So he had left her there, slipped out into the study, and sat in the dark with nothing but the decanter, the faint hum of the city outside, and his own pulse.He thought of what could have happened. What should have happened, maybe.Enzo Romano had been circling him like a wolf. The bodyguard he’d brought had vanished, traitor or coward, it didn’t matter. He had been alone. Outnumbered. And Enzo had tossed that photograph at his feet like a curse. A photograph Rafael had sworn no one would ever see.If Rafael hadn’t come, what then?Would they have beaten him? Shot him in the back of the head, left his body in that warehouse to rot among rust and shadows? Or worse. would t

  • TO LOVE A MONSTER    026

    One week after the dinnerAlessio hadn’t seen Rafael in days.Not really. Not in any way that mattered.They’d shared space, a glance across a lobby, a car ride with others, a distant nod during a meeting. But there had been no words. No lingering looks. No accidental touches. Just ice where fire used to be.And Alessio was pretending that was fine.Pretending he hadn’t noticed the shift in the way people looked at Rafael now, more careful. More respectful. Or maybe more afraid.He’d heard whispers. That Rafael had been sent to handle something in Siracusa, and that he’d done it clean. Quiet. No witnesses.No survivors either.Alessio didn’t want to believe it.He didn’t want to think about the man he used to fall asleep beside now being spoken of like a weapon.Still, when the Eduardo deal came up , a meeting scheduled without much detail, Alessio hadn’t thought twice about going. It was routine. His father’s idea. A quick sit down with Don Eduardo, about port access in Trapani.Noth

  • TO LOVE A MONSTER    025

    Three days after the weddingAlessio stood outside the Montayo estate with Isabella on his arm, listening to her talk about wine pairings as if the knot in his stomach were something he could ignore.It wasn’t.The doors opened before she even knocked, as if someone had been watching from behind the curtain and the household staff greeted them like it was routine. Like this was already his life.He stepped inside, and it felt like walking into a past he didn’t belong to.Javier Montayo stood at the end of the hall, composed in a dark suit, his expression carved in stone.“Papà,” Isabella said, cheeks flushed with warmth, the perfect daughter. She kissed him on both cheeks, lingered a moment.Alessio extended a hand. “Don Javier .”A firm shake. “Welcome to the family.”He said it like a formality. Like a chess move.Dinner was already being plated.The dining room smelled of roasted lamb, citrus, something herbal Alessio couldn’t place. The table stretched long and gleaming under soft

  • TO LOVE A MONSTER    024

    The car was too quiet.Rafael gripped the steering wheel, his knuckles white where skin met bone, the leather cold under his fingers despite the warmth still clinging to his suit. The engine hummed, tires rolling against asphalt, smooth and soundless like a secret.He didn’t turn on the radio.Noise would feel like cheating.Outside, the night hung low over Naples, golden streetlamps blurred against the windshield, storefronts closing, couples walking hand in hand, unaware of the situation that had just split his world open. A wedding. A celebration. A future he should have ruined but didn’t.He took the long way home. Drove without purpose, letting the streets curve him away from the villa. He passed the sea. Parked for a while beneath a bridge. Smoked a cigarette without thinking. When he lit the second one, he noticed his hands were shaking.He had said nothing all day.Clapped when expected.Smiled for photographs.Held his sister’s hand and told her she looked beautiful and she h

  • TO LOVE A MONSTER    023

    Alessio stood in the hallway long after the reception ended.Everyone else had gone. The staff. The musicians. The cousins with their slurred congratulations. The older men with cigars and business nods. The mothers. His father.And Rafael.That last one he felt like a missing limb.Alessio leaned against the cool wall outside the bedroom door. His collar was open. His jacket somewhere he didn’t care to remember. His hand still smelled faintly of lilies, Isabella’s bouquet, handed to her after they kissed in front of God and family and every carefully arranged camera.He couldn’t walk in.He could hear her moving on the other side of the door. The soft rustle of fabric. A drawer closing. The creak of the bed.She was waiting for him.His wife.He closed his eyes.That word didn’t fit in his mouth. Wife. It felt like he’d stolen it. Like he was trying on someone else’s life. Nothing about it was his.Not the gold ring on his hand.Not the vows still echoing in his ears.Not the silence

More Chapters
Explore and read good novels for free
Free access to a vast number of good novels on GoodNovel app. Download the books you like and read anywhere & anytime.
Read books for free on the app
SCAN CODE TO READ ON APP
DMCA.com Protection Status