Chapter 3: He was so late
I should have known not to trust Eric, he was late as it is. I couldn't describe how much I loathed this day and the company around me. I scanned through the people who were conversing in my parents huge back
kyard. My father was hysterically laughing at something Mr. Johnston, Laura's father had said. My mother was right beside me and I had questions for her."You really just had to invite him.." I let out a sardonic laugh, my dear mother raised her head to look at me as if I had grown two heads. She had her brunette hair in a nice bob. It suited her like a hand in glove. My mother was very beautiful and didn't look a day over forty.
"Robbie is still family, Leona." She gave me a small smile before her eyes went over to where he stood with Brenda. She was holding the bag with the babies needs and etc. I pictured her falling in the swimming pool in my head but as much as I wanted to hate her, I could never. Brenda Williams was a nice person. She didn't deserve any tantrums, I had thrown at her. Like the red wine I purposely spilled on her white dress at her very own baby shower, she invited me so what? I went there and ruined it.
She saw me from afar and waved with a smile, I gave her a firm nod before looking away. She stole my boyfriend and now she was stealing my family. Eric wasn't a Harlot, I wasn't a Harlot, Brenda was the bloody harlot. I thought, thinking about the way Eric would have said it.
Why was his smallest traits rubbing on me already... weird!
"It was very unnecessary for them to bring that thing with them." I corked an eyebrow at the little bundle of so called joy that Robbie proudly held as he talked to my uncles and cousins. He was so happy, happy for nothing. That was a bastard child, ofcourse they planned to get married soon but the fact remained that they had sex before marriage and a baby out of wedlock.
Did I have sex with Robbie? Well-
"Leona, don't be rude; it's a baby boy called Robert junior."
"How original." I pursed my lips into a thin line as I caught Robbie's eyes on me. I immediately composed my lips from a sneer to a rather cheerful smile.
"Lee, I won't allow you to insult an innocent child besides when are you giving your father and I, a bundle of joy?"
"My boyfriend is actually on his way." I rolled my eyes, chugging a bottle of sparkling water open.
"Oh, yes! I'm very excited. Laura had a lot to say about him." My mom smiled cheerfully.
"She did?" I said as if it was more of a question.
"Ofcourse, I asked her if you had a boyfriend and she told me about Eric from England. He seems like a funny young man, I know that's not the type you usually go for."
"Eric... is quite funny, when he wants to be." I stringed some incoherent words together after almost dying of nerve wreckism, yes I just created my very own word because there was no other word that could describe how immensely impossible it was for me to lie to my parents.
"He must be different then.." She said as I searched through the crowd for that dumbass.
"You seem irritated?" My mother asked."Not at all, it's Robbie-" I lied. I felt very horrible lying to them, more over... I hated being the sneaky girl from every teenage teen flick. That went out the window at midnight just to have funny
"Leona, what happened has happened and holding grudges won't benefit you but it will only make you a bitter person. I'm sure you're well aware that bitterness keeps your farther away from God's presence and progressive manifestations in your life." My mother preached as I had expected, I simply nodded not trying to argue with her.
"I know he wronged you but it's time to move on my child." My mom added when I didn't respond.
"It's very easy to say." I'm clenched my teeth. Suddenly my father came over to where we were standing, a smile on his face. His dark brown hair now with bits of grey, his mustache still intact for as long as I remember, he wasn't Dr Winters without his mustache. He never shaved it, he took absolute pride in maintaining it. He gave my mother a kiss on the cheek then kissed my temple as well, a habit he had grown accustomed to ever since I was a little girl. Unfortunately I had grown taller but he still managed to kiss my temple with his 5'11 height.
"I'm so happy to see you, snowflakes." He said making me smile. He always called me snowflakes, i thought as I grew older it would die out but it never did.
"Rodney, Leona is a grown woman now." My mom said.
"She will always be our little girl." He retorted."I was just telling her that she should let it all go, it has been over a year." My mother spilled, ofcourse my parents acted like best friends, they never let anything slide without telling each other and laughing about it. I really thought Robbie and I would have this one day but he blew it. He blew my whole story, my whole plan. I would graduate at twenty-two, I was supposed to be married by twenty-five, my first child by twenty-seven nevermind the rest of the plans because he ruined it all.
He just ruined it!"Leona!" My aunt Debra Interrupted. My aunt Debra was your definition of a forty something year old who didn't want to grow up. She being my father's younger sister, she had never been married... I didn't think it was a choice. She had a pet shop down town and loads more pets in her home. She dressed very inappropriately, always got drunk at events and loved men younger than her. My only thought as a child was, Lord May I not end up like that. Rumor around the family say that she got married in Vegas but the man left her the very same week. He just wanted to use her to get citizenship. It was actually really sad but I'm sure she has been inlove once or twice in her life? Right..
"This young man says you invited him over-" she smirked at me. I looked behind her, my eyes immediately locked with Eric.
He was here.My aunt Debra was very judgemental but the way she smiled at Eric made me question how he had her already kissing his feet.
My father immediately cleared his throat. "Eric Michelson." He let out a hand, my father gave a disapproving look.My heart skipped a beat.
Shit!
"We're a family of huggers, son!" My father said with a broad smile. I immediately let out a relieved smile."You can call me Rod and that's my wife Helen-" My father said after squeezing the life out of my so called boyfriend."Nice to meet finally meet you, I'm sorry for being late and coming unannounced, I thought I would surprise Leona. She wasn't aware that I had booked a flight from Manchester just to see her." Eric smoothly lied shocking me by how he did it so easily with no conscience.
"Leona! Won't you greet your boyfriend? Is this how you welcome him." My mother pushed for me to hug Eric.
"But-""Go hug that man, he must be jet lagged.." my aunt Debra added. For the first time, I hugged Eric Michelson and let me tell you this bring in his arms felt like heaven. He held me so close like I was the only person who mattered at that moment. His hands low around my waist firmly holding me against his rigid chest. His cologne intoxicating, he gave me a pearly white smile and my skin shivered. By the time I pulled away, I realized my parents were now talking to their other guests and my aunt Debra stared very weirdly at us.
"Alright there there Leo.." Eric said as if he was talking to a dog gently pulling away. "Do you fall for guys so easily or you just haven't been laid in a long time?" Eric whispered and honestly that was a slap on the cheek. I stomped onto his right foot making him groan in pain, I immediately checked the coast then realized everyone was minding their own business. He just always had to ruin everything, I felt stupid, I couldn't help it. He was handsome and smelt good. That is the most attractive thing or maybe I had fetish for men who smelt good.
Eric Michelson was a cunning lad.Happily ever after? Maybe not.Life is about challenges, life is about getting better, life is about constant conflicts to create a stronger bond. Life will not stay perfect but for a moment it can... not for a lifetime. There will come huddles after huddles but what makes it better is having the people you love by your side. Love is being able to put aside and forget your issues because they become irrelevant when you're with a certain person. Leona and Eric weren't perfect either. They tried their best to give their daughter a perfect family. Over the past years, there were moments when they had the worst arguments that would make Eric drive off out of anger leaving Leona worried sick until he returned or when Eric had to sleep on the couch. There were moment when Leona would get jealous of how close Eric was to his female co-workers. Moments when they would be so angry that they felt they were done and it wasn't working but after the anger cooled off they always reconciled with so
He was absolutely breathtaking. Not in the physical view but him being a father. It attracted her so much more than before. It built up sexual frustration, for so long she wondered if he would ever split her into two again. His voice was raspy and it made the folds in between her legs water with need. Even knowing she had a boyfriend, she still craved for Eric. She craved for everything he had to offer. He was always able to help her reach some sort of heaven. "Sweetheart, it's time to sleep." Eric told his daughter dismissively switching off the television in front of her. "No no no peaze daddy!" Ara whined. Leona watched Eric calm their daughter down, as soon as he explained that she would be visiting her grandparents. She was way too happy, she forgot about Masha and the bear. Leona felt her breasts swell with so much need under her silk gown, when they had intensely made eye contact. Eric had always been a breath of fresh air to take in but there was just so much more about him
On that faithful night, knowing tomorrow would be his first day. Eric was a nervous-wreck. His girlfriend was sleeping in their bed, snoozing to the sound of peacefulness, snuggled in the comfy blankets while he was sitting on the bathroom floor in his boxers still on what was now a forty-three minutes phone call with the mother of his child. There were so many titles he could call her but only 'mother of my child' seemed fitting. Not baby mama or ex-girlfriend. "What if they don't like me?" Eric asked. He had avoided finally getting into a classroom right after doing his undergraduate he continued into his postgrad with the fear of actually having to be in a classroom. He furthered his studies because he feared, actually having to apply the skills he had acquired."Why wouldn't they like you? If you were my middle school teacher, I would have written a fan fiction about you." Leona snickered trying to lighten up the mood. "Oh yeah?" "Definitely!" Leona smiled even though he couldn
Crawling, walking, running, jumping with both feet. Jumping tantrums in many shops when her parents wouldn't buy her what she wanted. Pulling and carrying toys... misplacing them and making the house a mess. Crying for the toys she misplaced. Climbing on furniture, almost giving her mother a heart attack afraid she would fall. Throwing and kicking a ball towards her dad or grandpa or Uncle Sam. Walking up the stairs while holding the rail. Daddy teaching her how to brush her teeth and hair. Mommy doesn't have to help her pull up her pants anymore. She claims to be a big girl. Turning on the faucet and leaving the bathroom a mess. How did she even reach there? Holding up utensils and crayons with her fingers instead of a fist. Repeating every word she hears. 'Fuck you, Sam!' Araceli repeating what her aunt had said while on the phone. 'Fudge-you-same'. "No no bad word Ara." She would simple giggle at her pregnant aunt scolding her. Recently she had started using words like 'why daddy
They stood stagnant in their position for what seemed like the longest time when it had only been merely been a few minutes. Eric felt patient, he knew it wouldn't be that easy but at least he was trying. Leona let out a sigh and stared back at him with her eyes just waiting to burst the dam of tears. She looked so vulnerable. "I can't—" she sniveled when a tear fell. "I don't want this anymore. It's not going to work. We always try and you always promise that it will but as soon as something comes up. You push me away and the only person you want is Debby. It hurts because whenever I feel down and sad... the only person I want is you but you don't want me. You don't love me. If you did you wouldn't have said what you said the last time we talked." She paused. Eric could feel the physical ache in his chest. A part of him didn't know if he should let her be from here on or if he continued pursuing her that would be some sort of harassment. "You told me that you wanted a new start and
Feeling left out.Eric stood in his corner. It was seven in the evening, Leona had merely woken up a few hours ago but her room was filled with flowers and gifts. It wasn't just Leona's parents who had came to see her. It was her whole family, her aunts, uncles and so on. Eric watched how Leona little nephews and nieces crowded her near the bed. She didn't seem to mind. Every time she smiled, he felt jittery in and out. So jittery, he was forced to lowly clear his throat. She wasn't smiling at him though. Eric was concerned, with how many people were coming in and out of Leona's room. If he wasn't mistaken, he had seen almost half of the church fellowship in the hallways. Happiness radiated all across the room. It made Eric realize that Leona was such a good person so much that everyone loved her. No one had anything horrible to say about her... if there was it would have to be Robbie. He wanted to stay in his place and not invade her space like everyone was. "Araceli is awake now, I