CHAPTER 2

Ashley's POV

As we arrived at the hotel, we walked in and stepped into the elevator, and just as we did, he moved closer to me and held my face in his hands. He moved my head back slowly, placing kisses down my neck, I tilted my neck more to the side, giving him more access. ‘This is wrong, this wrong’ I repeated those words over and over in my head, but I couldn't stop him.

He slowly pulled back and looked up at me. I looked away and blushed.

He just smiled and took my hand in his. He took me to a door and opened it, I was shown a luxurious and expensive looking suite.

“I need you.” He murmured, leaning forward to rest his head on mine. He ran his fingers across my lips, and at that moment, it was difficult for me to breathe.

He kissed me again, his tongue forcing its way into my mouth, insisting on entry and when I did, he forced his tongue into my mouth and kissed me harder, it was a kiss of desperation. I let out a moan as his tongue stroked my mouth with desire, making my temptation to taste him back stronger than ever.

I raised my hands and slid them in the soft strands of his hair as I flicked my tongue over his lips. The approving growl was all it took to get me hot, but he was getting out of hand. He pulled away and gazed at me for a brief moment. He took a deep breath before his hands wandered down to my waist and restrained me at arm's length.

“You have to stop me now before I lose control completely. If we continue like this, I will not be able to control myself.”

My mind was racing with thoughts of what tonight would be like. ‘Is this what I want, losing my virginity to a stranger?I asked myself.

Then I gave it a thought for a second, He could have easily had his way with me without caring about how I feel ,but he didn't. He's giving me a choice. Now could be an opportunity to stop this madness and leave. But I wanted this, I craved it. So I took the bold step and moved closer to him.

“ I want this, I want this as much as you do.”

I crashed my lips on his, and he kissed back, wetting my soft spot below. He unzipped my dress and pulled it down. He slowly trailed his fingers up my arms and pulled the strap of my bra down until my upper body was bare to him.

His eyes instantly darkened at the sight of my hardened nipples. I raised my hands to cover myself, only for him to stop me. “Don't hide yourself from me, baby. You are so beautiful.” He cupped my left breast with his palm and sucked on a nipple. “Sweet, so sweet” he murmured to himself, and just when I thought I couldn't bear it anymore, he caught the other nipple in between his fingers, rolling it as he pleased. Shocks of pleasure rippled through me, and I moaned in delight. He continued kneading the round orb, gently squeezing it and pinching the tip before slightly pulling himself off. I whined in desperation, I wanted him so badly.

I went for the buttons of his shirt, but he let out a growl and pinned my hands above my head. “Not yet, sweetheart.” He backed away until he was kneeling between my spread legs. I looked at him, but his gaze was somewhere else. Just then, his hands gripped my thong and pulled it down till I was bare to him. I gasped as I felt the wetness dripping between my legs. “You are so wet for me, baby.” He purred, licking his lips while staring at my pussy.

Without a word he flicked out his tongue and licked my wet spot slowly, my moans like music to his ears. He licked, sucked and feast on it like a dessert. I was a moaning mess, and when i was about to come, He stopped, He fucking stopped. I was frustrated, I couldn't take his sexual torment anymore. So I did the only thing that came to mind. I begged for it.

“Please” I begged shamelessly .

“Do you want me? Tell me you want me.”

“I want you, I need you inside me.” I could see the effect my words had on him. He closed his eyes for a second and when he opened them, it was filled with lust.

He pushed himself off the bed, coming to a standing position. I was about to ask what he was doing when he unbuckled his belt, he removed his pants first and then went to pull down his boxers. His big hard member came out and heat flushed in my cheeks. ‘He was so big, will it even fit?’ I asked myself.

“Are you ready?” He asked and I nodded impatiently. He spread my legs wide and settled between them. Then in one single stroke he plunged inside me and i screamed so loud, gripping his back. He stilled inside me, he looked confused, and then realization hit him…”Shit! you are a virgin?”

I couldn't give him an answer immediately, I was in pain. Then the next he did shocked me.

“Answer me, are u a virgin?. He yelled very loudly.

I answered with a shaky voice. “Yes”

“Why didn't you tell me?, how could you do this me?” he asked me with so much guilt evident in his voice.

“I didn't think it mattered, and you didn't bother to ask either.”

“Oh you want to blame me for all this? You might see me as a man whore who goes about flirting and sleeping with different women but I don't go around taking their innocence.”

He threw the sheets at me and started dressing up “Cover yourself up. it's late, you can pass the night here and leave in the morning.”

With that being said, he walked towards the door and left.

He just left, not even disturbed by the emotional harm he has caused, I felt used and abandoned.

I couldn't hold the tears any longer, so I cried. I cried because I was stupid enough to spend the night with a stranger. I really don't deserve this but it's the consequence of my action. I knew what I was getting into but I never thought It would end this way.

I never imagined my first time to be with a total stranger, someone who doesn't love me, someone who looks almost my father's age but the man was so intoxicating, so I guess I fell for his charm. I thought he was different because he looked older and mature but I was wrong. He's a complete asshole.

I just lost my virginity to a man almost twice my age, someone who made me feel things I couldn't explain, only for him to use and abandon me. I feel like shit, I feel dejected. My First experience was a bitter one, nothing like I ever imagined.