Luna's Pov
I opened my eyes with a start. My head felt light but not in a bad way. As a matter of fact, I felt more light than I had in a couple of days? Months? Felt more like an eternity. I smiled as I stretched sluggishly, glad to be alive. Looking outside the window, I could see the sun beginning to set. Everything was perfect, or was it? I frowned as some noise punctured my quiet. Looking around, I realized that this was not my room. I frowned as I tried to recall how I had ended up here which proved quite a herculean task. I could recall seeing Indrik as he fiddled with my ropes. "Indrik!" I sighed contentedly, my heart growing warm at the memory. I recalled seeing the outside again and feeling so glad to be free. I recalled...wait a minute! I lifted the sheets that were tightly wound around my body (which must have been from when I was turning in my sleep) and nearly shrieked. I was pretty certain this was not the dress I had been wearing, and I looked clean for someone who was just out of a dungeon too. And, my mouth would have fell off if it wasn't so tightly secured in place. I wasn't wearing.... "Indrik!" I shrieked, my voice loud enough to bring down the room on my head. My head felt like it would explode as I recalled flashes, flashes that made me grow red with rage and humiliation. "Mmm!" My head turned to the side as the sheets beside me began to rustle. Peeling back the sheets, Indrik sat up, rubbing his sore eyes groggily. I had to hold myself back from slapping him into full consciousness. "Where am I?" I growled, glaring at him like a wolf (the full one) would glare at a lamb that had evaded him for far too long. "What?" He muttered, his sleep engendered sluggishness serving to further anger me but there wasn't much I could do other than steam beside him and wait for him to awaken. Beside him! My eyes widened as I scurried out of bed and turned to face him. "What did you say?" He repeated, his eyes fixed on me. Was that my face or my... Oh my! I clasped my hands over my chest, certain my entire body had now turned red. I knew it was ridiculous, especially because this dress felt thick enough to shield me but I couldn't help it. "Don't look!" I bellowed when he continued to watch me with a puzzled expression. His brows furrowed before realization set in and he turned an even darker shade as he turned away. My eyes darted around the room before falling on the blue sheets I had just crawled out from. In a swift leap, I reached the bed and yanked it away, nearly sending him sprawling as I pulled the part that he sat on and hurriedly wrapped it around me. It took a couple of deep controlled breaths but finally, I was ready to speak again. "You can turn around now." He turned around and took in my attire with a puzzled frown before looking into my eyes as though to say, 'Alrighttt! You successfully managed the spooky look. Now, what is it that has got your pants in a twist?' This got me blushing again but I hurriedly masked it with a scowl. Looking around, from the small table which housed a bottle of fragrance, a small round rock which I always thought was too childish for an adult male to keep around, among some other miscellaneous to the laundry which still sat poignantly before the bathroom door, laundry which included mine, shoes which had one pair settled on the rack just beside the door and the other pair scattered in ridiculous places like, the foot of the bed, the head of the bed, inside his wardrobe. I shut my eyes and inhaled deeply, willing myself to stop thinking about it. Yeah, this was his room for sure. "What is going on Luna?" He asked with a bored look which he complemented with a wide yawn. "What is going on?" I repeated slowly. I thought about running over to him and bashing him in the face. What is going on you say? Who was the person that stripped me? Who bathed me and dressed me up without thinking to help me with an underwear. Who thought that my room was such a bad idea that they had to fix me up in your bed, with you? That and many more were the thoughts that ran in my mind but thankfully, I did not voice them because they would only have gotten me into more trouble. Instead, I replied in a calm voice, "who changed my dress?" If I had any doubt, any lingering hope that I could yet salvage my dying honour, it was all squashed as Indrik turned a darker shade of crimson and rubbed the back of his head like it had suddenly developed a huge itch. "Oh, that!" He started, his hand starting to go faster. "I tried to get someone to do it but..." "But what?" My voice was frighteningly calm. "I couldn't. I had to do it." The world came to a pause around me as I felt it begin to crumble. My dignity, my respect, my... My arms wrapped around me subconsciously. "Hey, I didn't look, I promise." He said defensively but that only served to make it worse. "You undressed me! Bathed me! Dressed me again!" I sounded the words out, hoping that it would turn out to be a misdelivery. It didn't. "I had no choice, okay? You were filthy and...well, filthy." He tweaked his nose for emphasis. "It was either that or you getting left outside for the homing pigeons to pick you clean. But, I guess you would have preferred that?" He arched his brows. "Right!" My fists clenched as I glared at him. Nobody get in the way. A master is about to be killed.Luna"What have you done? How could you let this happen? The greatest evil has been born! Pain, death, destruction like never before has just been unleashed because of you. The world will never be the same. You shall atone for your sins. Begone! And I shall never see your face again nor you, mine until you have made everything right." I shuddered at the memory. My memories from the...that time were becoming fuzzier the longer time passed but somehow, that memory never faded. I could not remember the face of the person who had spoken. Not even where the person had spoken but I could never forget the words nor the panic, pain and sorrow that had filled me and even now still pulsed in every single vein in my body. Looking down at Indrik as he stabbed at his food, I wondered if all that was happening was indeed my fault. Maybe I really deserved to be here. Even worse, I wondered if I did not deserve to be here, being the recipient of his gratitude like I was some saviour when I was infa
Indrik"You would never be more than a bottom feeder." The words would not stop ringing in my ears, burning into my brain with searing heat. I clasped my hands over my ears and screamed, tears gushing down my face. A group of people walked past me staring at me like I was crazy but I couldn't care any less. What was I thinking? I would never be more than a disappointment, an Alpha's son who was born without a wolf. To think that I had thought that getting a master and having her unlock my wolf would change my fate. I laughed drily. Just how much more stupid could I be? I would never be more than a failure however hard I tried. Another group of people walked past me and though my senses were too clouded for me to see their expressions, I knew instinctively that they were sniggering at the miserable me. I had left the palace behind and was now wandering through the meandering streets of the pack, hardly aware of where I was going. Every so often, I ran into someone who hissed at me to
IndrikBeta Green fixed me with a cold stare that caused my smiles to wilt as I was consumed with a premonition that he was about to deliver a very bad news. "What did you just say?" He asked the question like I had just suggested that we pull down the palace and build a cattle shed in its place. I wasn't going to be so easily discouraged though. It had taken me so much time, effort and sacrifices to get here. I wasn't about to be forced to give up by a tone, however cold it might sound. "I said...""I know what you said!" He snapped in irritation. "I was hoping you wouldn't repeat it so I wouldn't have had to tell you this but it is obvious that you are still so young and naive. Perhaps, I ought to enlighten you."My heart sank to the bottom of my stomach as every muscle in my body strained to run, to avoid the verdict he was about to pass. But at the end, I had to stop and listen to what he had to say even if everything within me warned me that I would not like it. He smiled warm
IndrikMessage or not, I decided that my thoughts were going to drive me crazy if I didn't snap out of them so I did just that. I pushed away from the window and got out of bed. Looking around the slowly lightening room, I was rather disappointed to find that Luna was not in the room. I had been hoping to be able to have a word or two with her. I decided I couldn't wait and made my way to her room only to get the same result. The unmade state of her bed hinted that she had left the room in a hurry, (what else was new?) which meant I couldn't expect to see her for a while.I paced around for a while, the memories still haunting me until I finally got the ingenious idea to go to an old friend of mine. Now, when I mention friend, you might think I am referring to a childhood friend that I had forgotten about but no, I can count the number of friends I have on a single hand. By friend, I meant the library, one of the many places I used to visit in a bid to both lose and discover myself in
IndrikDo powers cause nightmares? I highly doubt that or Blaire would have spent every other day screaming from her sleep. Or perhaps, they were just signs of my body getting used to its new heightened senses. Again, I doubted that. Those dreams had looked and felt very real. Like something that had happened, or worse, something that was about to happen. I placed an arm under my jaw as I tried to recall my dream. The mere thought of relieving that nightmare scared the marrows out of me but I decided that I had to face it to know what the problem really was. In my dream, I had seemed to be watching the pack from the hill that was just behind the royal training grounds. Once upon a time, that had been my favorite spot for hanging out. In my dream, or was it a nightmare? The scenery had rolled out before me in the same way it had the last time I had been there. There had been the palace to the one side closed off with high enough walls as to prevent me from seeing past them. Then ther
VeronicaPain did not seem like the right term for what I was feeling right now. Every single bone in my upper body seemed to have been pummelled to powder leaving me paralyzed. Yet, hearing Indrik's voice energized me as I tried my best to open my eyes. My body protested against the effort as my head started to pound. I shut my eyes again before I could focus on the person standing above me. Everywhere seemed to have gone pitch dark. I could have sworn that there was still some light when that bitch had shoved me to my back. "Oh, Indrik! Look at what she has done to me. You have to make her pay." I whimpered as I tried to open my eyes again without success. My eyes seemed to have filled up with my own blood which was not a very fun experience. "The nerve of this bitch. Let me go. I am not done with her." That was Blaire's voice. I wondered if Indrik was the one holding her back. No, that was wrong. He should be helping me, not her. For the umpteenth time, I tried to open my eyes ag