Veronica
Pain did not seem like the right term for what I was feeling right now. Every single bone in my upper body seemed to have been pummelled to powder leaving me paralyzed. Yet, hearing Indrik's voice energized me as I tried my best to open my eyes. My body protested against the effort as my head started to pound. I shut my eyes again before I could focus on the person standing above me. Everywhere seemed to have gone pitch dark. I could have sworn that there was still some light when that bitch had shoved me to my back. "Oh, Indrik! Look at what she has done to me. You have to make her pay." I whimpered as I tried to open my eyes again without success. My eyes seemed to have filled up with my own blood which was not a very fun experience. "The nerve of this bitch. Let me go. I am not done with her." That was Blaire's voice. I wondered if Indrik was the one holding her back. No, that was wrong. He should be helping me, not her. For the umpteenth time, I tried to open my eyes again but it yielded no result. I groaned in frustration. "Indrik! Come on, let her go and help me instead. I am dying." I whimpered as I curled into a ball, trying my best to hold off my headache. "Not Indrik!" The voice from earlier replied. "Not...what?" I gasped, turning my unseeing head around. I hated being blind. It made me feel like a helpless kitten. I hated being helpless. I hated even more the fact that I could not place the voice. Somewhere in my subconscious, I knew that the voice was not Indrik's. It sounded too undecided to be his. On the other hand though, I couldn't place who else it could belong to. My head was too jumbled up for that so I decided to keep on believing that it was Indrik. "Please, Indrik, don't tease me. I know it is you." I whimpered as I raised my hand and tried to feel around for him. I thought I heard retreating feet but coupled with the pounding of my head, ears and heart, it was pretty hard to tell. "Indrik?" I called, my voice shaking. "Please, help me. My uncle will be so worried." I was starting to feel desperate now. With my eyes gone and my other senses going wild, my imagination was starting to go on overdrive. I thought about how Indrik had reacted before I had left his room. What if he decided that me attacking Blaire was the last straw and decided to get rid of me once and for all? As usual, I had not informed my uncle of my destination so if they decided to kill me, no one would ever know. I shuddered at the thought. Or what if I had really gone blind and would never be able to see again? And my face! I sobbed in a mixture of fear and pain. "I don't want to die. Please. I don't want to die." I mumbled over and over. My fear increased a hundred times over as I heard heavy feet start to approach me again. "Please." I sobbed then started to gargle as water was poured over my face. I tried to scream as I thought about the million ways one could die by water but it was lost in the downpour. Finally, it stopped and I was able to breathe again. I tried to open my eyes and this time, they did. They still burned and my head throbbed but I was able to keep them open. Looking around, the first thing I noticed was Blaire glaring at me while she was being held back by one of her other friends, Jamil. Finally, I saw the person who I must have mistaken for Indrik. He was no Indrik. I blushed in a mixture of disappointment and embarrassment. "I see you are okay now. You should get up and get out of here." The one who had doused me with water, Ulo said. I could think about a thousand reasons why I should not leave. For one, my dress was ruined and wet. Then there was my face which still burned like an elephant had run over it. Maybe it had. But right now, I could not imagine looking at these people's faces for a moment longer than I had to so I tried to get up. I groaned as I fell back to the ground rather heavily. "Let me help you." Ulo offered his hand but I slapped it off. I had already been humiliated enough for the day. In a mix of groans, curses and flailing limbs, I finally managed to get to my feet. I gave the trio the coldest look I could mutter as if to say, "I dare you to say a word." None of them did as I picked my way to the gate outside which my horse was tied. I wondered what awaited me in the palace. Had my uncle noticed my disappearance? I hoped not. My climbing the horse episode was the next most embarrassing thing that happened. So embarrassing that I would much rather not think about it. When I finally succeeded in climbing my horse, I glared at the massive white gates and swore to get my revenge sooner than later. I raised my hand to my cheek and it came away with watery blood, further stoking my anger. I wished I could barge in there and make Blaire pay for what she had done to me but instead, I turned my horse around and cracked the whip, sending it sprinting for the dimly lit dwellings and beyond it, the forest. At the border, I stopped to wash off the blood and grime hoping that my uncle wouldn't see either the bruises which had yet to heal or my dress which was now an official mess. Thankfully, he did not. Once safely back in my territory, I called for my maid and asked her to get me information about that maid. We would get revenge later. For now, my man was the most important thing.Luna"What have you done? How could you let this happen? The greatest evil has been born! Pain, death, destruction like never before has just been unleashed because of you. The world will never be the same. You shall atone for your sins. Begone! And I shall never see your face again nor you, mine until you have made everything right." I shuddered at the memory. My memories from the...that time were becoming fuzzier the longer time passed but somehow, that memory never faded. I could not remember the face of the person who had spoken. Not even where the person had spoken but I could never forget the words nor the panic, pain and sorrow that had filled me and even now still pulsed in every single vein in my body. Looking down at Indrik as he stabbed at his food, I wondered if all that was happening was indeed my fault. Maybe I really deserved to be here. Even worse, I wondered if I did not deserve to be here, being the recipient of his gratitude like I was some saviour when I was infa
Indrik"You would never be more than a bottom feeder." The words would not stop ringing in my ears, burning into my brain with searing heat. I clasped my hands over my ears and screamed, tears gushing down my face. A group of people walked past me staring at me like I was crazy but I couldn't care any less. What was I thinking? I would never be more than a disappointment, an Alpha's son who was born without a wolf. To think that I had thought that getting a master and having her unlock my wolf would change my fate. I laughed drily. Just how much more stupid could I be? I would never be more than a failure however hard I tried. Another group of people walked past me and though my senses were too clouded for me to see their expressions, I knew instinctively that they were sniggering at the miserable me. I had left the palace behind and was now wandering through the meandering streets of the pack, hardly aware of where I was going. Every so often, I ran into someone who hissed at me to
IndrikBeta Green fixed me with a cold stare that caused my smiles to wilt as I was consumed with a premonition that he was about to deliver a very bad news. "What did you just say?" He asked the question like I had just suggested that we pull down the palace and build a cattle shed in its place. I wasn't going to be so easily discouraged though. It had taken me so much time, effort and sacrifices to get here. I wasn't about to be forced to give up by a tone, however cold it might sound. "I said...""I know what you said!" He snapped in irritation. "I was hoping you wouldn't repeat it so I wouldn't have had to tell you this but it is obvious that you are still so young and naive. Perhaps, I ought to enlighten you."My heart sank to the bottom of my stomach as every muscle in my body strained to run, to avoid the verdict he was about to pass. But at the end, I had to stop and listen to what he had to say even if everything within me warned me that I would not like it. He smiled warm
IndrikMessage or not, I decided that my thoughts were going to drive me crazy if I didn't snap out of them so I did just that. I pushed away from the window and got out of bed. Looking around the slowly lightening room, I was rather disappointed to find that Luna was not in the room. I had been hoping to be able to have a word or two with her. I decided I couldn't wait and made my way to her room only to get the same result. The unmade state of her bed hinted that she had left the room in a hurry, (what else was new?) which meant I couldn't expect to see her for a while.I paced around for a while, the memories still haunting me until I finally got the ingenious idea to go to an old friend of mine. Now, when I mention friend, you might think I am referring to a childhood friend that I had forgotten about but no, I can count the number of friends I have on a single hand. By friend, I meant the library, one of the many places I used to visit in a bid to both lose and discover myself in
IndrikDo powers cause nightmares? I highly doubt that or Blaire would have spent every other day screaming from her sleep. Or perhaps, they were just signs of my body getting used to its new heightened senses. Again, I doubted that. Those dreams had looked and felt very real. Like something that had happened, or worse, something that was about to happen. I placed an arm under my jaw as I tried to recall my dream. The mere thought of relieving that nightmare scared the marrows out of me but I decided that I had to face it to know what the problem really was. In my dream, I had seemed to be watching the pack from the hill that was just behind the royal training grounds. Once upon a time, that had been my favorite spot for hanging out. In my dream, or was it a nightmare? The scenery had rolled out before me in the same way it had the last time I had been there. There had been the palace to the one side closed off with high enough walls as to prevent me from seeing past them. Then ther
VeronicaPain did not seem like the right term for what I was feeling right now. Every single bone in my upper body seemed to have been pummelled to powder leaving me paralyzed. Yet, hearing Indrik's voice energized me as I tried my best to open my eyes. My body protested against the effort as my head started to pound. I shut my eyes again before I could focus on the person standing above me. Everywhere seemed to have gone pitch dark. I could have sworn that there was still some light when that bitch had shoved me to my back. "Oh, Indrik! Look at what she has done to me. You have to make her pay." I whimpered as I tried to open my eyes again without success. My eyes seemed to have filled up with my own blood which was not a very fun experience. "The nerve of this bitch. Let me go. I am not done with her." That was Blaire's voice. I wondered if Indrik was the one holding her back. No, that was wrong. He should be helping me, not her. For the umpteenth time, I tried to open my eyes ag