LOGINAel: give me back my vest, 개새끼
Read at 2:13am Son of a bitch. I stared at the message, unable to soothe the butterflies in my chest that had transmigrated from my belly. He was awake. At two in the morning. Thinking about me. Thinking about the vest— which meant thinking about last night, about my hands on his throat, about my body pinning his to the floor. I didn't respond. I just lay there in the dark of my room, phone screen glowing against my face, reading the message over and over. I had a basketball match. Violin class. Meetings with the student body. But I was too horny to sleep. My Ael was thinking about me. My hand reached into my sweatpants, my thoughts moving back to the feeling of him under him. The way he looked at me with fury. I pulled his vest out from under my pillow and pressed it into my face. “Fuck.” So raw. So masculine. So him. I’d never taken drugs before. Never done anything I shouldn’t be doing. But his scent was flooding my nerves, elevating every feeling I’ve had into a peak. My hand squeezed around the tip, tightening hard as I thought of my hand around his neck, squeezing as he turned red, his tongue piercing out as his nails dug into my skin. “Fuck.” I placed the vest on my cock, wrapping the leather around my length as I stroked myself. I imagined it was his hand instead of mine. Imagined him on his knees beside my bed, forced there by my grip in his hair, those dark furious eyes glaring up at me while his split lip stretched around my cock. 개새끼. I could almost hear him say it. He had to learn how to stop cussing at me. The pleasure built low in my spine, tight and aching. I thought about pinning him face down on my bed, one hand on the back of his neck, the other yanking his hips up. Thought about the sounds he'd make as I fucked him while he cursed me in Korean. I came. Then I texted him. “You can come get your vest.” At 3:47am, I heard him. My door didn't have a lock. I'd removed it myself weeks ago, right after the first time Ael came home drunk and I realized I wanted him to be able to find me. The handle turned. The second he spotted me, his eyes fell on me— my semi flaccid cock was still out, my cum stained on his vest, my lips pulled into a smile. “Hello—” Pure rage crossed his features. “You motherfucker—” He lunged. I was ready this time. I caught him mid-air, twisted, and used his own momentum to slam him onto my bed. The mattress absorbed some of the impact, but not enough. Ael gasped, the air knocked out of him, and I was already on top, my knees pinning his thighs, my hand finding his throat again. “Careful. You'll wake the whole house.” He thrashed beneath me, but he knew he couldn’t make noise. My mother might be on his side but his father wouldn’t believe whatever he said. He came here on his own volition. “What the fuck is wrong with you?! Do you have any idea how hard it is to wash that scent off?” Yes. That’s why I did it. Silly boy. “Stop cussing or I’ll spank you.” “Try it,” Ael spat. His scent was choking me so hard I could imagine him behind me, his hand tightening around my neck. “Touch me like that and I— are you getting hard?” I looked down. “Oh. It seems so—” His knee came upwards and hit me right in my groin. I grunted, my grip on his throat loosening just enough for him to shove me off. I hit the floor hard, my bruised ribs screaming in protest as I curled onto my side, one hand clutching my crotch, the other pressed against the carpet. For a moment, all I could do was breathe through the pain as I tried to not get harder. Ael scrambled off the bed, standing over me. His chest was heaving, his eyes wild, his split lip pulled back in a snarl. “You fucking deserve that. You sick piece of shit. You’re so self centered. You have no idea about the world around you. About how it affects anyone else but yourself. Nobody asked for your help—” I grabbed his ankle and yanked him down. He hit the floor beside me with a grunt, the breath leaving his lungs in a rush. Before he could recover, I rolled on top of him, ignoring the throbbing in my groin, the ache in my ribs, the blood I could taste on my lip from where I'd bitten it when he kneed me. “Don’t move or I’ll punch you till you can’t move your jaw and claim it’s self defense. And your old man will buy it. You know why? Because he needs me to fix you.” He was so angry. So full of hate. And yet, hard. The thrill of it was exhilarating. “You are pent up. I would have loved to help as your stepbrother but you don’t deserve it. So instead, this is what’s going to happen. I’m keeping your vest. Tomorrow morning, you’d be up by six am, I’d have your rules and schedule set by then—” “I need that vest.” “Why?” “It’s… important.” When Ael wasn’t fighting me, I could see his face clearer. He was tall and muscular— way muscular than I was with so many tattoos I dreamt about finding them one day— but his face was so… smooth. Like porcelain. Rows of ear piercings. One on his eyebrow. The one on his tongue. One I hoped on his dick. Yet, he looked impossibly delicate. Like he needed someone to save him. To protect him from damaging himself further. I had to do it before some stupid Omega thought she could. “Why?” “None of your business.” “Then you’re not getting it.” I crawled off him before he could protest, tucked my dick back in and held up the vest. “I know someone who can wash my scent off permanently but it’ll be expensive. Your father cut your allowance tonight so you won’t be able to afford it.” He stared at me. I waited for him to fight. To yell at me. To push me again. Instead, he stood from the floor. He was gone before I could respond. I brought the leather to my face again, inhaling deep. His scent was still there beneath mine. The mixture was already making my dick stare again. My groin was hurting. My ribs throbbing. My lips swelling. But apparently even rejection from Ael was enough to keep me hard. “Fuck.” I looked at my ceiling. “Coach is going to kill me.”I should have fucked him. “Why are they staring so much?” Ael’s voice was groggier in the mornings. Rougher. I hadn’t noticed how severe it was until he appeared at my room door the next morning saying he’d left his bike in the alleyway and needed a drive to his club. Of course, I drove him instead to school. “My entire face is roughened up because of you. It has never happened. Plus, I usually walk alone. It’s rare to see someone by my side.”“Why?”I looked at him. He still hadn’t collected his vest from me nor had he mentioned it because Cheon-as ‘Ael’ Kim had decided to act like what happened last night was all my imagination. I hated it. “I don’t exactly enjoy being spoken to—”“Neven!” The preppy female voice caught me off guard. I turned to look at them, noticing the horde of omega women standing in front of me. “Oh my god, are you okay? And who’s—” they all looked to my side, every one of them shaking and cowering. “W-Who’s this? Is— is he the reason you’re hurt?”Usually
We didn’t talk all through the ride home. He still smelled like an Omega but my scent was all over him now. The silence should have been suffocating but all I could think about was him. About how he looked under me, how he sounded, how right now, I wanted to pull him into my lap and coat him completely in me so everyone would know to step away. The moment we reached the house, I could already tell that Chairman Kim was gone. Which meant Mother was the only one left. “I could prepare a warm bath for you. If you have any questions, you can ask—”He pinned me to the wall and kissed me. It was desperate and angry, like he was trying to use me to fix everything that was wrong. And fuck, I’d let him do anything he wanted with me. The pain on my lip burned but it didn’t hurt. Instead, it started the fire I’d been holding back all night. My arms reached out to grab him but his hands caught my wrist before I could. He pulled away, panting hard as he searched my face. “I don’t want you f
His head slammed into mine before I could react. The impact cracked through my skull, white-hot and blinding. My grip on his mouth loosened, and Ael shoved me back hard enough that I went down. He was on top of me before I could move, his fists raining down instantly. “You keep talking like you don’t understand what a fucking boundary is! What the fuck is wrong with you? I’m not interested in you. I don’t want you. I don’t want you in my business. I don’t want your fucking dick. I don’t want you in my life. You’re a pathetic dog that doesn’t know what consent is!”I took every hit he gave before he stopped. His face was red, sweat dripping from his forehead as he panted. His eyes could barely focus on me. I reached out for his raised bloodied knuckle and brought it lower. “Be careful. You could hurt yourself like this. And in the state you’re in—”He leaned down and kissed me. The world stopped.His mouth was on mine, his split lip mixing with the one he’d given. The pain was ele
“So he’s not a member of your club?”“Yes, sir. My apologies.”Ael’s hand stayed on the back of my head, keeping it bowed as we both knelt, his own head bowed too. The man in front of me— they called him Sam, was an Alpha. I knew this because he hadn’t stopped trying to bathe me in his scent. Not like it mattered. I’d taken enough Alpha pheromones to find the rest of them slightly intoxicating in their disgusting state. He was covered in so many tattoos, with women flanking his sides. Guards stood around as well— it was a club of some sort in the basement of the warehouse. “Hey, you. Golden boy, look at me.”Ael’s hand on the back of my head tightened as if he was considering it. My dick throbbed slightly at how hard he was trying to keep my head low. I wanted to look at him. Ask him if this was what he did every night— knelt in front of men who thought they owned him, let them touch him, let them—“I said look at me.”I raised my head slowly and smiled. He studied me. “You don’
Ael“You don’t know where your fucking kutte is? You know what that means right?” My jaw tightened, my head staying low. I was grateful that the President’s office smelled like stale beer, motor oil, and the particular brand of cheap incense he insisted on burning because he thought it made them look less like a gang and more like a legitimate business. “Someone took it. I'll get it back.”President Osyth took out his cigar and lit it up. He was the oldest of the biker club— Dogtooth MC, with a habit of picking up kids from the street and giving them something to do with themselves before they died. Like me. “You’re still a rookie. You know that, don’t you, Cheon-sa. Everyone knows your family background and some of them think you’re gonna be a sell out but I thought I could trust you. You’re saying I made a mistake?”My tongue pressed against the back of his teeth, against the piercing that had been a gift from the President himself when they first met. “No, Prez.”The stapler came
“You can’t help yourself. You’re just like your father. But for my sake, you can behave. Can’t you? It won’t take too much out of you, will it? Just push down the evil in you. You don’t have to be like him.”My mother’s pleas that she had whispered into my ears as she tried to choke me while I slept echoed through my head. I ignored it. Her words barely meant anything to me. The only thing that meant anything— was Ael. “Get off my bike.” He had on a helmet that hid his face, but his voice was unmistakable. Flat. Cold. The way it usually was in the morning. I stood from it, smiling. “It’s five thirty am. I told you to meet me at… six am? You’re quite early but I don’t think you were coming to wake me up—”He moved fast. Faster than I could blink. His hand reached for my shirt and pulled me away from the bike. In that split second somehow, I knew that he was no longer joking around.That just because he hadn’t broken any bones before didn’t mean he couldn’t break any now. “Ael, p







