I met him at the mating ceremony on the night of the full moon, where wolves gather to encounter their mates.
I never expected my mate to be such a wolf with no heart. He wrecked up with rage the moment he recognised I was an Omega and not an Alpha. And by then, his lover was already carrying his child. Elsa. He believed his lover was his mate. Turns out fate had other plans and I was suffering for those plans destiny had for him. I found out how terrible his character was. I told my father and begged him to not let me get married to him, but he turned deaf ears on me. Instead, he took that advantage, sold me to the Alpha in exchange for him collaborating with his pack to become more powerful and for me to be his sex tool. I was a puppet for my father and a slave to my husband. I don’t even know what the difference is. Those dreams and the hopes of finding my mate again who will love and cherish me. Take me away from the pack with our fingers locked with each other. How we were to have our mate kiss, and all shattered before me, that whatever I did wasn’t enough. And I would never please my father. Yet, I kept going, wiping off my tears, even though I was a weak Omega. A piece of trash who was nothing but a puppet and a slave in the eyes of the clan. I cleaned up my tears as I heard noises. I knew it was time for me to go. I went to my father’s chambers to relay a message to him. “Greetings, father,” I gave a little bow before him. “We are proceeding and prepared already for battle. We will be gone now.” I relayed, and he just stared at the glass in front of him as he chuckled and poured it at my head the moment he came to me and let out a long yawn. I tightly shut my eyes and did nothing. It was a waste of time. “Father,” I silently called. “SILENCE.” He snapped as soon as he set his eyes on me again and grimaced. “Didn’t mean to disturb you, but I need to go. The warriors need me,” I added. “And so? Is that why you are calling me? Are you trying to say that I’m ignoring you too much, forcing me to speak? How many times have I told you not to call me father? Call me Alpha Hawk? Do you hear me? I don’t want to be the father of an Omega.” He roared. Well, he already was, no matter how he denies it. His blood flows through my veins. I also wish he was not my father, so I wouldn’t be suffering like this. Hilarious, isn’t it? “Ok. I’m sorry, you are not talking too much or neither am I forcing you to speak. f…I mean Alpha Hawk. I just wanted to remind you of where we were going tonight.” I bowed and almost walked out when I heard my stepmother’s words behind my father. “Let’s just hope she doesn’t die in battle. Most people would be so happy if she died, anyway. After all, she is useless to us. Anyway, she is nothing but a disgrace. Since we are her family, let’s hope she doesn’t spit on our faces, letting the warriors bring her head to us. You know, as a family, should always look out for their own blood for someone that can’t even control her powers and shapeshift properly?” She sounded amused and smirky at her words with a scorn. “What blood? She isn’t my blood. If not because her mother ran away and was my previous Luna in this clan, do you think I would care about her? By raising her in my home. I would have thrown her out of this mansion a long time ago.” He growled as he raised his voice and stared at me. “When you are coming back home, you better win a magnificent victory. You will face my wrath if you disgrace the pack. GET OUT.” “Yes, Alpha Hawk.” My back was facing them as tears streamed down my face. I went out of his chambers and wiped off my tears. My life was all about them. They wanted me to die and get off their shoulders; I know that. I was the one who wanted to prove to them how worthy I was. That’s why my father instructed me to stay at the front of the warriors during battle so the enemies could take my life without putting dirt on their hands. I felt heartbroken. I took up a little towel, wiped off the dirt poured on my hair by my father and met up with the other warriors instead, after dressing up in my armor as I pulled myself together. “Let’s go,” I commanded, and they all followed me, murmuring under their breath, angry that an Omega would lead them again instead of an Alpha. Well, my father wanted me out of the way, and that was it. We then charged against the other packs in our horses and I controlled myself as we proceeded forward. We got to the battlefield. Everyone was ready to attack at any moment. Suddenly, our enemies charged towards us, roaring at the top of their voices, and we were born ready. I will not die tonight, not now, never. “LIGHT UP THE TORCHES WARRIORS OF THE FROSTBITE PACK.” I shouted. They all hailed fiercely at the top of their lungs. “FIRE!” I roared, standing at the top of the hill as I pointed in the direction I wanted it to be. Everyone held torches lit in fire, roared furiously in their wolves’ voices, and barged into the village, connecting to the forest. The forest bowed, went ablaze, the fire went red. Its flaming spread, the trees lit like torches streaked with light. An enormous black smoke filling up the air. Burnt corpses scattered all over the place. Some of its eyeballs, legs, pieces of each part of the body, organs, hearts, blood littered around the fire, around me, smelled like roasted meat mixed with the stench of death as it passed my nostrils. I morphed my hand into claws and wiped off one of their necks. This battle was a fierce and bloody one. I roared and continued fighting as fast as I could not to get caught in their trap, turned around, did quite a reflex and kicked their damn butt. The heads of the werewolves hung on a pole, dripping blood, staining the pure ground of the earth.For a few seconds, Uriel was silent. I wonder what he thought of me and why he was quiet. He must think I am a slut and feel disgusted with me. Why did he have to see me in such a helpless state?“Uriel.” I called out to him and he hesitated for a few seconds before he held my hand and asked. “He slept with you, didn’t he?” His voice seemed composed and frightening.I didn’t want to recall what Clyde did back there. The flashback of how he forced himself on me after injecting me made me burst into tears.Even though Uriel wasn’t seeing me, I covered my face with both hands in shame. How could I have let an Alpha take advantage of me?After what I’ve been through, I let him rape me. What kind of life does fate have in store for me to make sure I never get to be happy?“I’m sorry, Uriel. I should never have let it happen. I’m so sorry.” “Did he release inside you?” He questioned, and his voice got a little deeper.What does he want to do? I to
This bastard is delusional. He always tells lies and I don’t want to believe anything that comes out of this bastard’s mouth. “I know nothing about him?” He pointed at himself. “Are you talking about me, Raava?” “I don’t care.” I yelled. “Let me out of here.” I will have to talk with Uriel later on. I don’t want to listen to anything he has to say if it’s not from Uriel himself. “You don’t listen when you are being talked to, don't you? You think Uriel is behind you. The bastard wants to send you away from his home.” “I don’t believe you. Let me out of here.” He sighed and rested his hands inside his pockets, leaving a smug look on his face. “You know what, Raava,” he leaned closer to me. “You are still mine. Now that I’ve seen Uriel hasn’t touched you. You belong to me.” “Get away from me.” He grabbed my shoulders, and I slapped him across his cheek. His eyes widened when I slapped him. His gaze fell on me.“You dare slap me?”“Let me g
“You are still not making sense to me, Nolak. I want to be alone. I want to send her away. Each passing day, when I see her, I go insane. My alpha instincts want her, but I don’t. I’m not like the other alphas she has met. I can’t be her mate because I would fail her. Don’t have my powers anymore. Neither am I the strongest alpha I used to be. I’m just an alpha with power and wealth, but I can’t shapeshift willingly. When I shapeshift, I go out of control and hurt the people around me and force out my powers on them.” I slightly looked back. “I don’t want Raava around. Have my reasons. I don’t want to do those papers. It is better for Clyde to do them. He is not blind like me. She doesn’t need someone as helpless as me. It’s time she walks on her path.”“You could have asked me for help.” “I didn’t want to ask you.” “Uriel, Clyde is…is Raava’s ex boyfriend. He wants her back.”“Her ex-boyfriend?”“Yes, and he was her first mate. The alpha who took advantage
~ URIEL~ I heard the sounds of her steps coming out of her room. The sound of her heels, the scent of her perfume clouding the entire hallway told me she was going to meet him. I didn’t want to see her off, and I don’t want to.It is not an obligation for me to see her off. I wonder who she is to him. I wanted to investigate the sort of relationship they have, but I feel like I will mingle too much.It’s her personal life to deal with. I don’t have to get involved. He just said he wanted to see her, and I allowed it. I know he is dangerous, but he said they had something important to do together which was relating to the Frostbite clan. Should I have sent her to him without investigation? I don’t know. I just don’t want to get involved. I have enough on my plate to deal with than worry about someone else. When he was talking to me, I didn’t pay attention to the words he was saying because I was a little drunk and exhausted when he met me. Did I make the wrong decision?
“What kind of trouble?” I faced his back and my heart was close to my throat. I don’t know why, but his words were making me emotional and recalling some dark parts of my life that I don’t want to remember.“He says an alpha claimed you. And that I took a marked Omega under my roof? Then, I wondered, if a certain alpha claimed you, why did he let you in, why did he get married to you and sleep with you? Perceiving another alpha's pheromones on an Omega irks alphas when they want to take over that Omega. There’s no way he would have tolerated it. Was it because he wasn’t able to or he didn’t want to do it with you?” He glared at me, and my heart skipped a beat. ‘Or is it because you barely have an Omega scent?’“What…what are you talking about?” My hands were shaking, including my heart pounding. “A marked Omega can't sleep with another alpha? It is impossible. Unless that Omega is not marked by an alpha. What are you, Raava? Are you an Omega or a Beta?” “What
His determination and how he acts sometimes makes me forget he is blind at all.I smiled as I thought about what happened a month ago and came across a beautiful pool. “Wow! Can I swim in this pool? It looks like magic and it is wide, too.” I exclaimed and ran to the location when I saw Uriel standing inside the pool. His white robe hugged his body as he stood inside the water with his upper body out in the open. His long blonde hair, cascaded down at the back of his waist, touched the water.His hair looked silky and wet on him. His green eyes glittered like a drop of water on a green beautiful leaf touching the sunlight. He was in deep thoughts as he stood inside the water. I don’t know, but I found him seductive and smutty when he glanced up at the bright lights above him and his hair moved backwards. His neck, how slender, strong, fetishistic it was, made me want to roll my tongue on it. What am I thinking? I slapped my forehead to get rid of any stupid thoughts. He is n