OLIVIA'S POVDOES Chaos best describe the situation of my heart, I felt it racing deep in my chest as my heart beats came out heavy and loud i fear he might hear it over the phone.As his deep voice touched my ears from over the phone, I shivered from the sound.I could feel my hands trembling to hold the phone to my ear. It had been a long time since I heard his voice. As a matter of fact I had heard his voice just once in my life but it felt like something I was used to hearing every time.My mind creeped down to the lowest point and took me to the lowest point with it. A point where all I felt was darkness and nothing else.My breasts tightened as fear ran a languid path down my nerves, I tried swallowing the lump in my throat and pushed the breathlessnessaway.It was the first time I was hearing his voice in months yet it did a lot to rip every single guard I built around myself and tore it down in shreds."Hello?" His voice came again this time deeper with uncertainty…"Hello,
NATHANIEL POVIT was just Amy and myself and the sweet scent from.her cologne enveloping the air with a perfect bliss masking the imperfection, uncertainty, awkward silence that had prior enveloped the room.I was drawn to this woman in a way I couldn't even describe, it was mere words and adverbial description.Alexis talked about me having a love interest though he didn't say too much about it, he had mentioned it to me I had fallen in love once but when I asked who it was and how it had happened he gave no sensible description to it.There was the air in the room and there she both acted like they were meant for the same thing, and I inhaled both in."Nathaniel." She said her voice trembling a bit with Uncertainty, unsure if she wanted to do this .My lips were barely touching but I could feel the warmth from hers already."Nathaniel." She said again this time in whispers as if to warn me off."Should I stop?" I asked even if in a funny way I didn't want to.I guess Amy was trying
CHAPTER 48NATHANIEL POVI Heard the door fling open, the phone still ringing with our moans, air breezed in from the door lifting Amy's hair as she turned to look, the wind glides in the room for a minute hovering around us before finally leaving through the opened window.When the familiar faces and one other strange one appeared at the door way my pulse stilled, not because It was like being cut with your hands in a cooking jar, it had to be the fact that I was a bit embarrassed with being caught right there with my pants down and my cock in display for all to see including the two women.My attention was drawn to the phone that has been ringing all through that time, my breath stilled as the words “Natan?” followed by gapes and surprising looks shit out of each person's eyes.I stood up quickly and tucked my cock back to my brief with a smug look on my face that was noticeable. I must have been exaggerating it but I could see the look of jealousy, shock and so many other feelin
NATHANIEL'S POVIT Was like the Big Bang, only it wasn't the universe colliding but rather a bit of cells that once held my memory together, I could feel each fitting back to where they had prior being and all I saw was a flash.It all came in that flash, in the flash of light I could remember everything suddenly I could still feel a sharp pain threatening to rip my brains right out of my skull before shredding it into two.In a way I could feel every part of my cell restructuring and shifting to fit again right into my memory, I could hear every tiny bit of sound, "I am ok" I muttered to myself trying to feel for my face.I had the feeling of my memory slipping back into my conscious mind, I could feel every rented fiber connecting my brain to my mind being reconnected, I could feel the bliss all around me then my eyes fluttered as they closed again."Alexis?" I muttered his name in the dark with that certainty that he was there, he leaned in against the sofa as a fan whirled up ab
OLIVIA'S POVMY legs felt swollen but at this moment that was nothing compared to the thousand of daggers being fired at my heart by hands that were not visible– Nathaniel invisible hands.I didn't care about reality as every single one of it breezed away through my ears in the empty wind, the short trip to the door looked like traveling a mile, the sound of Jane calling my name fell back to the ground in silence.All I wanted was to pour out the pain I was feeling in deep tears and I did exactly that, or at least I had been doing exactly that. Jane had been banging at my door since we got back.It was obvious she was worried not for me but for the sake of the child. I didn't wait for the cab to pack us properly in front of our apartment before dashing out and walking toward my room.Now Stared at myself in the mirror, my eyes red and puffy from tears, I could see the black stain from the mascara running down my face and for the first time since I could remember I actually cried f
NATHANIEL'S POVTWO weeks and a day, that was how long my memory was gone and I was without any flickering image of the past or had had the awareness of who I was, regaining it now had made ni difference as I was still like I was in without my memory, confused without the knowledge of my true identity.We sat at the pouch smoking and puffing out the smoke mid air, it was the only way I found comfort and with each puff I blew into the air, I could feel my chest become tightened not only with the black toxic smoke but also from emptying me of my worries, and thoughts.I could feel a thin line of Bitterness cut through my chest, feeling it rush through my nerves to my heart. I glanced sideways wondering if he heard my heartbeats that were beating silently but obviously in pain all through that while.His look was different from mine, as he had a satisfied look on his face. I could feel the resentment in my heart fade into a different kind of ache as I fought not to rub at the pang i
OLIVIA'S POVI could literally perceive the scent of the sick people that filled the room in the other warda of the hospital. I had frequented there quite often and knew the exact spot to sit to reduce the scent that radiated around the room looking to drain the energy of those in the room and vice versa.A little girl walked up to me with a little doll in her hands, she tucked at my skirt and looked up at me as if hoping to get candy or something.Her mother walked toward and apologized for the child's behavior , I could see that like I was she was heavily pregnant." I am Sorry, she started to hope you are not angry that she disturbed your peace, you know how these children can be sometimes."I said nothing but smiled at her. Most probably she must have read the smile or perhaps I looked too young to birth two children because the question she asked next was if that was my first pregnancy.I felt not at ease speaking to a total stranger all hey myself but it was something I had to d
NATHANIEL'S POVIF THERE was anything I must be more concerned about over the last couple of days it most definitely had to be my mental health I could feel every now and then derailing with no sensible and logical reason to explain it.I was fine,fine and quite alright as the initial vitals firm my test had stated but deep down there was still this vacuum I couldn't still feel, this empty space I had no way of explaining, I would have ignored it if it was not persistent as every now and then I could literally feel it eating me up till I could feel myself as oblivion– Absolute nothing.I would term it as Karma, this strange feeling I was getting. It was funny that it seemed to be in pursuit of me for the mistake I had made rather than because of any wrong committed.Shouldn't it be the other way round?I stared blankly at the wallpapers on the wall, it was to be our last day at the hotel as Alexis already or pre-arranged for us to leave that day. It was obvious that we've outstayed o