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CHAPTER 50

Author: Amycee
last update publish date: 2026-07-16 18:00:22

You would think I would finally feel better after talking to Alan, after everything got cleared up. Instead I felt, I don't even know the word for it. Empty? Sad? I couldn't untangle any of it. It all coiled up in me, confusing and knotted.

I wanted to write on my blog, but in the mood I was in, I worried I'd overshare. So I shut my eyes and slept, only to wake up around four in the morning, still feeling, not great.

Then I remembered Alan telling me to start using the home gym. I got up and ch
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Sarah Koranteng
So how old are each of the characters in the story because it’s didn’t say?
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