MasukThe house was too quiet.
Dinner had come and gone, the dining room table set for four, then cleared for three.
Eloise hadn’t come down, and though Marilyn had gone up to check once, the girl had insisted she wasn’t hungry. That was that.
Alex didn’t hide the disappointment in his eyes and Marilyn, who would have tried to lift the mood of the atmosphere didn't bother this time.
Sometimes, it was best to leave some things as they were.
Now, as the night deepened and the clock struck past ten, we moved around each other in our bedroom—he folding back the covers, me tugging at my tie like it was strangling me.
The silence between us wasn’t the comfortable kind we sometimes shared; this one scraped, heavy with words neither of us knew how to begin.
Alex broke the silence first.
“She couldn’t even come down for dinner,” he muttered, not looking at me. “What does that say?”
“That she’s adjusting,” I said quietly, trying to steady my tone. “It’s a lot to take in.”
He let out a dry laugh, sharp at the edges.
“Adjusting? Tristan, she’s in your house now. Our house. If she can’t even sit across the table with us, what happens when—” He cut himself off, jaw tight, like he’d said too much already.
I ran a hand over my face. “Alex—”
''She hates it here. Probably hates me as well''
''Eloise, doesn't hate anyone''
''Is that right?"
''Yes. You just have to be....''
“No.” He sat up, finally looked at me, his eyes burning. “Don’t tell me to be patient. I’ve been patient. With all of this. With you.” His voice cracked on the last word. “I love you, Tristan. But suddenly, I feel like I’m the outsider here.”
The words hit me harder than I expected. He wasn’t wrong. He wasn’t right either. But the hurt in his voice made something inside me twist.
“I don’t want to lose you,” I admitted, voice low. “But she’s my daughter, Alex. I can’t push her away.”
His face softened at that, though the pain didn’t leave. He reached for my hand, held it loosely, like he wasn’t sure if he had the right anymore.
“I’m not asking you to push her away. I just… Baabe, you had a whole ass child. This was supposed to be our love story. Just you and I''
I sat up and held his hand.
''This is our love story, Alex. It will always be you and I''
''No, Tristan. It really won't''
I gripped his hand tighter, because I couldn’t promise him that nothing would change. It already had.
Silence lingered. He kissed my cheek, almost absent-minded, then laid back down, turned away, pulling back the covers.
He turned his back to me, shoulders stiff beneath the sheets.I sat there longer than I should have, the ache in my chest a constant thrum. Then I slipped out of the room.
The house was darker now, shadows stretched long across polished floors. I padded down to the kitchen, opened a cabinet, and poured myself a drink—something strong enough to burn, not strong enough to erase.
The ice clinked in the glass, loud in the stillness.
“You’ll wear yourself out if you keep at it like this.”
I turned. Marilyn was leaning against the doorway, her robe tied neatly around her waist, her hair loose in silver waves.
Even at this hour, she carried herself with quiet dignity, the kind that demanded respect without asking for it.
I sighed, setting the glass down.
“I don’t know what I'm even doing. Alex is hurt, I have a child that I never even knew that I had and I feel like my entire world is crashing and I barely know who I’m supposed to be anymore.”
She walked in, her steps unhurried. She placed her hand on my shoulders and answered.
“You’re supposed to be a father. And a man who loves. That’s all.”
I laughed bitterly.
“That’s all? Feels like I’m already failing both.”
Marilyn shook her head,and smooth a hand over my hair. The gesture startled me—it had been years since anyone had touched me that gently, like I was still worth gentleness only a mother could give.
“You’ll learn,” she said softly. “But you need to take it easy. On yourself, and on them. One step at a time.”
Her lips brushed my forehead, a mother’s blessing, simple and grounding. Then she turned, retreating toward the hall.
“Goodnight, Son''
I stood alone in the kitchen, the glass untouched at my side. My eyes lingered on the shadows, on the silence, on the weight that never seemed to leave my chest.
Kaylie’s name rose in my mind unbidden.
Kaylie.
The ghost at the center of it all.
She had been a girl that I had loved a long time ago. Hearing her name after so long felt like a ghost had been summoned from a life that I had long buried.
A life that I had only briefly visited when I needed to get back at the man that had hurt Darling.
What had really happened to her? How had I never heard of her death? If Eloise had never showed up did that mean I never would hve found out?
I wondered what her last moments were like?
How did I not know that she had a child for me? Why had she kept this secret from me?
I stared into the dark until my drink grew warm.
These questions would not be answered and I had focus on being a father. I let out a long exhale. How was I supposed to be a dad when I didn't have anyone to teach me?
I was not angry that Eloise was here but something was off.
I didn't know what it was but I had bad feeling.
Something was going to happen. I just didn't know what.
The moment I got the text alert from school—the one screaming *EMERGENCY ON CAMPUS*—my stomach bottomed out. The second I pushed through the mass of people, saw Elijah’s blood on the tiles, and saw Eloise’s terrified face being dragged away, something in me snapped like a wire pulled too tight. I didn’t think. I didn’t hesitate. I didn’t breathe. I ran. By the time I reached the motorcycle lot, my hand was shaking so badly I nearly dropped my keys. My helmet wasn’t even fully buckled before I threw my leg over the bike, kicked the engine awake, and tore out of the school grounds like the devil himself was on my heels. The wind hit me like a slap. Cold. Hard. Loud. I didn’t care.I almost ran over security guards on my way out because they thought it was a good idea to get in my way. My brain played the same image again and again: Eloise’s face—wide-eyed, terrified, her legs dragging uselessly across the floor as the man pulled her into the shadowed hallway. Her mouth opene
I never thought wedding cake magazines could make Alex this dramatic. And yet, here we were—two grown men sitting cross-legged on the couch, arguing over buttercream textures like it was a diplomatic crisis. Alex tapped a page for the ninth time in five minutes. “I like this one, but—ugh—I don’t know if the lace design is too much. Do you like lace?” “I like you not having an aneurysm,” I said, leaning back and brushing my fingers lightly along his shoulder. “Whichever one helps you sleep at night works for me.” Alex shot me a look that was ninety percent exasperation and ten percent soft. “You’re not helping.” “I’m easing your stress levels.” “You’re causing my stress levels.” I smirked. “Then we’re evenly responsible.” He was about to argue—because he always argued—when a scream cut the air in half. A real one. A sharp, terrified, gut-wrenching scream from upstairs. Marilyn. Alex froze. I was already on my feet, heart slamming hard enough to bruise bo
I don’t know why the note unsettles me so badly. Eloise isn’t dramatic. She isn’t cryptic. She isn’t one of those girls who writes poetic nonsense for attention. So the simplicity of it — the softness, the gentleness — feels wrong. So wrong that it keeps replaying in my head like a whisper I can’t shake. “Thank you for showing me what freedom feels like? I wish I could explain?”What was that supposed to mean? I don’t like it. I don’t like any of it. And I especially don’t like that Eloise is not in class. She’s never absent without saying something. She always shows up. Being class president required that much. But today… nothing. She’s gone, and this note is the only proof she even existed in the last hour. Everyone around me is distracted — whispering about another cafeteria fight, about Norman disappearing from school early, about how the principal looked stressed this morning.But my mind is somewhere else entirely. Something is wrong. Deeply, bone-deep wrong. I d
The wind on the rooftop was colder than I expected for noon, slicing across my face like a warning. I breathed it in anyway. I liked the cold. It reminded me that I was alive, that this moment was real, that the plan I had been weaving with such patient precision was finally unfolding in front of me. Elijah arrived right on time. I had told him earlier—soft voice, shy smile, the same one he always trusted— “Come on, man. Chinese takeout on the roof. My treat.” He believed me because people like Elijah always believe the quiet ones. The gentle ones. The ones who keep their heads down and hold doors open. He walked out of the door with damp hands, his sleeves still rolled up from cleaning. His face was bright when he saw me—until he saw the gun in my hand. His smile died instantly. Before me stood Eloise. Her entire body was shaking. Her breathing was uneven, like she was trying to keep herself from collapsing. Perfect. “J… Jibril?” Elijah whispered. “Wh
I finish wiping down the teacher’s office and toss the last handful of used tissues into the trash bag. My back aches from bending over the desks all afternoon, but the quiet is comforting. Cleaning is simple. Predictable. The opposite of my personal life — especially now that my phone is missing and half my contacts think I ghosted them. I wash my hands in the tiny sink tucked near the filing cabinets, scrubbing until the cheap soap smells too sharp. I check my pockets again, even though I’ve already checked them twelve times today. No phone. No notifications. No cheerful pings from my sister. Just silence. Great. I sigh, shut the tap off, and dry my hands on my shirt because the school never replaces the paper towels. At least I’m not alone. Jibril, the older janitor with the quiet voice and oddly gentle eyes, has been trying to lift my mood all day. He barely speaks, but after seeing me tear up when I realized my phone was gone, he’d invited me to grab Chinese takeo
School felt different today. Not louder. Not busier. Just… sharper. Every sound cut a little deeper. Every color looked a little brighter. Maybe that’s what happens when you know you’re seeing things for the last time—your brain starts memorizing even the useless details. The way the windows flicker with sunlight. The way paper smells when a teacher flips a page. The distant hum of the building, like it’s alive. I sat at my desk, pretending to listen, pretending to take notes, pretending to be normal. But my chest felt tight—tight in that way that meant tears were balancing right behind my eyes, waiting for the smallest excuse to spill over. I wasn’t ready to leave this life. But I didn’t have a choice. Wakeem had found me. He knew where Tristan lived. Where Alex lived. Where Marilyn slept. This time, it wasn’t a threat I could outrun. Someone would die if I stayed. So I had to go. Even if it broke everything I’d just started building. The te







