LOGINZARA : New beginnings.
It’s time for a fresh start. I’ve decided to put everything behind me and accept my place as just Jace’s best friend. I should have known my boundaries long ago. Confessing my feelings to Jace would do nothing but ruin the friendship and bond we’ve built. I don’t want that. I’d rather bury the thought of ever being more than his friend than risk losing him entirely. Three months have passed, and Jace has dated at least three different girls while I sit quietly, watching, getting heartbroken, and still giving him advice. But what choice do I have? I’ve also been trying to glow up and lose some weight before college, but that seems impossible. I was recently diagnosed with PCOS, which makes it harder to lose weight and easier to gain. I do all the right things, yet nothing seems to work. Lately, I’ve just been low, emotionally drained after graduation. Jace and I once promised to be each other’s armor. We even got admitted into the same college, just like we planned. And, as usual, I’ve been the loyal friend, covering for him, even helping him write his entrance exam while he got wasted with his then-girlfriend. My heart breaks a little as I scroll through his recent I*******m story. I thought I was over him, but clearly, I’m not. Still, I pretend I am by commenting and supporting him. Jace is surrounded by three different girls at the beach, perfect smiles, perfect legs, perfect bodies. I sigh and react with a heart emoji. Almost immediately, my phone rings. It’s Mom. I pick up. “Zahra, have you gotten to the apartment yet?” She asked. “No, Mom. I’m still on the way.” “Why is the truck driver taking so long?” I lean my head out the window. We’ve been stuck in traffic for a while now. “Mom, there’s bad traffic.” I replied. She let out a breath.. “What about Jace?” I twitch my lips. Jace? Well, he’s already at school. I’m the one moving all our stuff to the apartment we were assigned..since we promised never to leave each other and stay in the same place. Funny how I never really thought about the consequences of living with Jace. Phew. “Mom… Jace is in school already. He’s handling our registration,” I lie, covering up for him. In truth, he’s probably out meeting new girls. "Okay, Zara. Mom misses you already. Be a good girl in school and don’t forget to keep me updated. Love you, baby." She stated. A smile crossed my cheeks when I heard those sweet words. I love Mom too she’s my favorite person in the whole world. Apart from Jace, she’s the only one I have. Dad died so early… "Love you too, Mom. Will keep you updated," I replied, and within a few seconds, she hung up. I heaved a deep breath after taking the phone from my ear. This is totally a new start. I looked out the window again, but we were still stuck in traffic. My phone buzzed once more and it was Jace on faceTime. I sucked in a sharp breath and picked up. "Heyyy, Zee! What’s good? You gotten to school yet?" he asked. He was still at the beach, lounging under a straw cabana while a girl in a bikini rested against his chest. "No… I—" I stopped midway because the girl cut in. "Who’s she?" "My sister," Jace replied instantly. My lips twitched. Yeah. That’s the zone I’m in. "I’m stuck in traffic, Jace," I said, bracing myself so my voice wouldn’t sound hurt. "You good, Zee?" he asked again. He must have noticed the shift in my tone..he always does. "I am. Just… you went to school and left me carrying all our stuff." "Zee, I’m meeting new friends. We already talked about this, you agreed." He reminded me. Yes i did agree, but seeing it now, it seems a bit unfair or maybe I'm just jealous. "I did. It just feels unfair," I murmured, trying not to sound as jealous as I felt. I wish that girl would just move away from him. "Don’t worry, Zee. I’ll get you burritos," he said with a wink. Ugh. There he goes again. "I don’t eat burritos anymore. They’ll make me gain weight." "C’mon, one time wouldn’t hurt," he teased, making that cute face that always melts me. I stayed quiet, pretending to think. "Fine," I finally said. "I love you so much, Zee," he said before hanging up immediately. I let out a deep breath. Sister zone it is. After the long traffic, we finally got to the school’s assigned apartment. I had the keys, and all I needed to do was double-check the details to avoid walking into someone else’s place. There were so many similar-looking apartments around. I scrolled through my email to confirm the floor. We were supposed to be assigned to a two-room apartment, and thankfully, the universe decided to make things easy for me, it was on the first floor. The truck driver began unloading Jace’s and my things. Just staring at the pile gave me a pounding headache. I hesitated, rubbing my forehead as I assessed the mountain of boxes. “Do you need a helping hand?” the truck driver asked, breaking me out of my thoughts. “Yes!” I replied instantly. He chuckled, and I couldn’t help but smile back. We started moving the stuff inside. I unlocked the door to the apartment number written on the key tag. According to the documents, it was supposed to be a two-room space with a small living room and kitchen—but when I stepped inside, I froze. It was a three-room apartment. I frowned and glanced down at the keys again. We’d been assigned the first and last rooms. Did that mean someone else was going to share the space with us? The driver helped me move everything in, and I thanked him before he left. For a moment, I just stood there in the living room, hands on my waist, scanning the space. Everything looked neat and well-arranged, surprisingly clean. I had expected to start off with sweeping and scrubbing, but it seemed whoever lived here before us left it spotless. I shook my head and sighed, deciding to focus on what needed to be done, moving Jace’s stuff into his room and arranging it for him, as usual, before setting up mine. A few hours later, I was finally done with everything — cleaning both rooms, unpacking, and arranging every single thing I could think of. I collapsed onto my bed, lying flat on my back, eyes fixed on the ceiling. My body ached, but it felt good to see everything in order. Still, a small thought slipped through my mind. I wonder what’s going to happen from here. After a while of drifting in my thoughts, I started hearing sounds coming from the kitchen. My heart skipped. Was someone in here? Could it be that the third person had already been assigned? That’s unfair. Jace and I were supposed to be together, alone. The noise continued, faint clinks and movements that didn’t sit well with me. I sat up, my chest tightening, and slowly got off the bed. The three rooms faced the living room, and from there, the kitchen was visible. I tiptoed to my door, hesitating for a moment before pushing it open just a little. The sight that met my eyes made my heart leap. Someone, dressed completely in black, was standing by the fridge. My pulse quickened. A thief? I clamped a hand over my mouth at the thought. But we had just moved in. How could a thief even know that? Still, panic surged through me. What if I got attacked? I needed to do something. My eyes darted to the mop stick leaning against the wall in my room. That could work. He was still at the fridge, a perfect opportunity. I grabbed the mop and tiptoed closer, every step making my heartbeat louder. Just as I raised the stick, ready to swing, he turned and his hand shot up, catching my wrist midair. My breath hitched. I froze. I was caught. “Who the heck are you?” he asked, his tone sharp and low.ZARA..The whole ride back to the apartment was painfully quiet. The air between us felt thick, so thick I could barely breathe. Noah hadn’t said a single word, not one. His jaw was tight, his eyes fixed on the road like he was lost somewhere else entirely.When he finally pulled up in front of the apartment, I climbed down slowly and handed him his helmet. It was already late. He didn’t say a word, just took the helmet from my hand, nodded slightly, and drove off without looking back.My chest tightened instantly.What the heck was going on with him?I let out a frustrated hiss under my breath and dragged myself inside, still replaying the silence in my head.The apartment was quiet, too quiet. Jace must’ve gone back to Amber.I tossed my bag on the couch and reached for my phone. A few notifications blinked on the screen mostly random stuff, until I saw Lena.I opened the message, and my chest instantly sank.(Hey. I was wondering if I could ask for your help in getting back togethe
ZARA ; who are they? I let out a sharp whimper, my face drowned in pleasure. Noah stretched out his hands to my tits, twisting my nipples while taking my clit in his mouth. “Uuhhhh..noahhhh”I moaned, the pleasure overwhelming. Each stroke of his tongue is sending thousands of ecstasy in me. i unwittingly gripped his hair while at it.. He stopped for a moment, a smirk on his daring jaw..“You don't want me to stop, huh?” He teased with a smirk and dived in again..I moaned louder than usual because the tension was building up like crazy. I can't… He continued sucking on my clit and playing with my nipples. I couldn't hold it anymore. My body exploded and I let out a sharp loud cry when it felt like I just convulsed. I couldn't explain the incredible feeling. He stopped and I tried to steady my breathing.“That's it Bambi, you just came for me.” He smirked.“Whatttt… I did?” I pressed my lips innocently, knowing fully well that I wasn't innocent anymore, my head was filled with dirt
ZARA; His scars.I took the phone from him and switched it off, the screen going dark. The room fell into an awkward silence, the only sound coming from Milo’s soft purring as she brushed against Noah’s leg.Noah crouched down, running his hand over Milo’s fur like he was lost in thought.“Do you still like him?” he asked suddenly, breaking the silence.My breath caught. Words failed me because… I didn’t know. Jace—he would probably always have a place in my heart, no matter how much I tried. “I…” I trailed off, unsure how to answer.Noah gave a small nod. “Don’t worry. I get it. You don’t need to say anything.”“Are you mad about that?” I asked quietly, rubbing my palms together.“No,” he said after a beat, his voice steady, almost too calm. “Because I shouldn’t be worried about that.”“Oh really?” I teased, raising a brow.“Yes, Bambi…” He rose to his feet, his eyes locking with mine. My heart skipped, heat creeping into my cheeks.He reached out and slid his hands around my waist
ZARA: switch it off..We arrived at the basement, and Milo the orange cat, rushed straight toward Noah again while I instinctively hid behind him. Ugh, I hated cats.“You’re being scared for nothing,” he said, laughing. “I’d fail as Noah if I don’t get you to like Milo.”“I just don’t like cats,” I muttered, peeking from behind him.“What do you like then? Me??” He placed a hand under his chin, giving me his best attempt at a cute face.“You’re so full of yourself,” I said, rolling my eyes, trying not to smile.“Bambi, come on, touch Milo. She’s as cute as you,” he teased.“No, thank you. I’m fine.”“Seriously? Give it a try.”I let out a long, frustrated sigh and walked toward him, crouching slightly as Noah held Milo still.“Meowwww,” she cooed softly.“See? She likes you. You two even look alike,” he said with a smirk.“I look like a cat?” I turned to him, narrowing my eyes.“Yep. Twins, probably,” he replied without hesitation.“You’re not serious, are you?”Noah’s gaze locked on
ZARA; I don't know what we are. After the meeting, Lena, Riley, and I were walking home. Jace and Amber had already left, and Noah rode off on his bike. I was planning to part ways with the girls before heading to the basement to meet Noah. “I hope everyone cooperates so we can all get an A in this course,” Riley said. “Me too.” “Definitely…” Lena added, and silence followed for a while as we kept walking. “Hey,” Lena finally spoke, glancing at me. “I noticed you were texting with Noah earlier. Are you two close?” My heart skipped a beat, and my tongue felt tied. “I think Noah likes Zara,” Riley said quickly, before I could come up with anything. I tried signaling for her to stop, but she only nodded at me knowingly. Lena stayed quiet for a moment. “Oh, really? Do you like him back? I thought you had a thing for Jace,” she asked eventually. “Lena, I don’t know. We’re just friends. Nothing important. I honestly don’t know…” The words tumbled out awkwardly. Truth is, I don’t
ZARA; I don't know what we are. After the meeting, Lena, Riley, and I were walking home. Jace and Amber had already left, and Noah rode off on his bike. I was planning to part ways with the girls before heading to the basement to meet Noah.“I hope everyone cooperates so we can all get an A in this course,” Riley said.“Me too.”“Definitely…” Lena added, and silence followed for a while as we kept walking.“Hey,” Lena finally spoke, glancing at me. “I noticed you were texting with Noah earlier. Are you two close?”My heart skipped a beat, and my tongue felt tied.“I think Noah likes Zara,” Riley said quickly, before I could come up with anything. I tried signaling for her to stop, but she only nodded at me knowingly.Lena stayed quiet for a moment.“Oh, really? Do you like him back? I thought you had a thing for Jace,” she asked eventually.“Lena, I don’t know. We’re just friends. Nothing important. I honestly don’t know…” The words tumbled out awkwardly. Truth is, I don’t even know







