LOGINZARA : New beginnings.
It’s time for a fresh start. I’ve decided to put everything behind me and accept my place as just Jace’s best friend. I should have known my boundaries long ago. Confessing my feelings to Jace would do nothing but ruin the friendship and bond we’ve built. I don’t want that. I’d rather bury the thought of ever being more than his friend than risk losing him entirely. Three months have passed, and Jace has dated at least three different girls while I sit quietly, watching, getting heartbroken, and still giving him advice. But what choice do I have? I’ve also been trying to glow up and lose some weight before college, but that seems impossible. I was recently diagnosed with PCOS, which makes it harder to lose weight and easier to gain. I do all the right things, yet nothing seems to work. Lately, I’ve just been low, emotionally drained after graduation. Jace and I once promised to be each other’s armor. We even got admitted into the same college, just like we planned. And, as usual, I’ve been the loyal friend, covering for him, even helping him write his entrance exam while he got wasted with his then-girlfriend. My heart breaks a little as I scroll through his recent I*******m story. I thought I was over him, but clearly, I’m not. Still, I pretend I am by commenting and supporting him. Jace is surrounded by three different girls at the beach, perfect smiles, perfect legs, perfect bodies. I sigh and react with a heart emoji. Almost immediately, my phone rings. It’s Mom. I pick up. “Zahra, have you gotten to the apartment yet?” She asked. “No, Mom. I’m still on the way.” “Why is the truck driver taking so long?” I lean my head out the window. We’ve been stuck in traffic for a while now. “Mom, there’s bad traffic.” I replied. She let out a breath.. “What about Jace?” I twitch my lips. Jace? Well, he’s already at school. I’m the one moving all our stuff to the apartment we were assigned..since we promised never to leave each other and stay in the same place. Funny how I never really thought about the consequences of living with Jace. Phew. “Mom… Jace is in school already. He’s handling our registration,” I lie, covering up for him. In truth, he’s probably out meeting new girls. "Okay, Zara. Mom misses you already. Be a good girl in school and don’t forget to keep me updated. Love you, baby." She stated. A smile crossed my cheeks when I heard those sweet words. I love Mom too she’s my favorite person in the whole world. Apart from Jace, she’s the only one I have. Dad died so early… "Love you too, Mom. Will keep you updated," I replied, and within a few seconds, she hung up. I heaved a deep breath after taking the phone from my ear. This is totally a new start. I looked out the window again, but we were still stuck in traffic. My phone buzzed once more and it was Jace on faceTime. I sucked in a sharp breath and picked up. "Heyyy, Zee! What’s good? You gotten to school yet?" he asked. He was still at the beach, lounging under a straw cabana while a girl in a bikini rested against his chest. "No… I—" I stopped midway because the girl cut in. "Who’s she?" "My sister," Jace replied instantly. My lips twitched. Yeah. That’s the zone I’m in. "I’m stuck in traffic, Jace," I said, bracing myself so my voice wouldn’t sound hurt. "You good, Zee?" he asked again. He must have noticed the shift in my tone..he always does. "I am. Just… you went to school and left me carrying all our stuff." "Zee, I’m meeting new friends. We already talked about this, you agreed." He reminded me. Yes i did agree, but seeing it now, it seems a bit unfair or maybe I'm just jealous. "I did. It just feels unfair," I murmured, trying not to sound as jealous as I felt. I wish that girl would just move away from him. "Don’t worry, Zee. I’ll get you burritos," he said with a wink. Ugh. There he goes again. "I don’t eat burritos anymore. They’ll make me gain weight." "C’mon, one time wouldn’t hurt," he teased, making that cute face that always melts me. I stayed quiet, pretending to think. "Fine," I finally said. "I love you so much, Zee," he said before hanging up immediately. I let out a deep breath. Sister zone it is. After the long traffic, we finally got to the school’s assigned apartment. I had the keys, and all I needed to do was double-check the details to avoid walking into someone else’s place. There were so many similar-looking apartments around. I scrolled through my email to confirm the floor. We were supposed to be assigned to a two-room apartment, and thankfully, the universe decided to make things easy for me, it was on the first floor. The truck driver began unloading Jace’s and my things. Just staring at the pile gave me a pounding headache. I hesitated, rubbing my forehead as I assessed the mountain of boxes. “Do you need a helping hand?” the truck driver asked, breaking me out of my thoughts. “Yes!” I replied instantly. He chuckled, and I couldn’t help but smile back. We started moving the stuff inside. I unlocked the door to the apartment number written on the key tag. According to the documents, it was supposed to be a two-room space with a small living room and kitchen—but when I stepped inside, I froze. It was a three-room apartment. I frowned and glanced down at the keys again. We’d been assigned the first and last rooms. Did that mean someone else was going to share the space with us? The driver helped me move everything in, and I thanked him before he left. For a moment, I just stood there in the living room, hands on my waist, scanning the space. Everything looked neat and well-arranged, surprisingly clean. I had expected to start off with sweeping and scrubbing, but it seemed whoever lived here before us left it spotless. I shook my head and sighed, deciding to focus on what needed to be done, moving Jace’s stuff into his room and arranging it for him, as usual, before setting up mine. A few hours later, I was finally done with everything — cleaning both rooms, unpacking, and arranging every single thing I could think of. I collapsed onto my bed, lying flat on my back, eyes fixed on the ceiling. My body ached, but it felt good to see everything in order. Still, a small thought slipped through my mind. I wonder what’s going to happen from here. After a while of drifting in my thoughts, I started hearing sounds coming from the kitchen. My heart skipped. Was someone in here? Could it be that the third person had already been assigned? That’s unfair. Jace and I were supposed to be together, alone. The noise continued, faint clinks and movements that didn’t sit well with me. I sat up, my chest tightening, and slowly got off the bed. The three rooms faced the living room, and from there, the kitchen was visible. I tiptoed to my door, hesitating for a moment before pushing it open just a little. The sight that met my eyes made my heart leap. Someone, dressed completely in black, was standing by the fridge. My pulse quickened. A thief? I clamped a hand over my mouth at the thought. But we had just moved in. How could a thief even know that? Still, panic surged through me. What if I got attacked? I needed to do something. My eyes darted to the mop stick leaning against the wall in my room. That could work. He was still at the fridge, a perfect opportunity. I grabbed the mop and tiptoed closer, every step making my heartbeat louder. Just as I raised the stick, ready to swing, he turned and his hand shot up, catching my wrist midair. My breath hitched. I froze. I was caught. “Who the heck are you?” he asked, his tone sharp and low.Zara; found him. Days had passed since we last heard from Noah.I wasn’t myself anymore. I kept texting and calling, but his phone had been off for days. He didn’t show up at school. We went to his apartment, even checked the basement, knocking over and over, but the door never opened.People were already gossiping about him at school, whispering like they knew the truth. As expected.Jace and I still weren’t talking properly. He had sent apology messages, and I accepted them. I understood, at least that’s what I told myself. He said he was protecting me as a friend, so I didn’t want to blame him. But I couldn’t bring myself to have a real conversation with him, not until I found Noah… or at least knew where he was.I had been staying at Riley’s apartment since then. Some nights, I tried to hold myself together, but I always ended up crying anyway.“I think we need to start putting up posters about Noah,” Riley muttered as we walked back from school. “Or better still… approach his da
Jace's pov; pointing fingers. I wasn’t sure where everything went wrong. But I had promised myself one thing, I was going to show the world who Noah really was.From the very beginning, something about him felt off. I couldn’t explain it, but I had this constant ick, this feeling that he was hiding something dark. And I was right. I dug and dug until I finally found it, just a tiny piece of information, but it was enough.Enough to prove he was a murderer.I was confident. Proud, even.I thought once Zara knew the truth, she’d finally see him for what he was and come back to me. Any sane person would leave a murderer immediately. That’s what I believed.So I exposed him.I stood there at school, watching everything unfold, then went back to the apartment, waiting patiently for Zara to come home to me once reality hit her.But that never happened.Instead, she defended him. She took his side. That was the part I never saw coming.I felt furious. Humiliated. Like absolute trash. Zara
Zara; his father's fault. I was inside the cab, tears dripping more than I could control. No matter how many times I knocked, he never opened the door.Even the cab driver kept stealing pitiful glances at me through the mirror. I looked away, embarrassed, broken.I had no choice but to go back to the apartment.When I got there, I found Jace sitting in the living room, almost like he had been waiting for me. The moment he saw me, his lips curved into a small smile as he stood up with his crutches and tried to pull me into a hug.“I told you, Zara,” he said softly, reaching for me. I stepped back immediately.I looked up at him, my vision blurred with tears.“What did you find?” I asked, my voice cracking.“Zee, exactly what you heard me say. I told you that guy is dangerous. He murdered his sister,” he said confidently, like it was already a proven fact.I shook my head slowly. My chest felt tight. I couldn’t breathe properly.“No… I don’t believe that,” I whispered. “How sure are yo
ZARA; mean My heart sank the moment Noah said those words. I didn’t even know what I was feeling anymore, shock, fear, devastation, everything crashed into me at once.“Stop it, Noah. I..” I reached for him, but he shifted his hand away.“I’m serious,” he said firmly. “I don’t deserve you. My life is a mess. I don’t deserve happiness. I don’t deserve anything. I can’t drag you into this. You’re better off without me.”And then he turned and walked away.I stood frozen for a moment, my mind spiraling out of control.Did Noah actually murder his sister? Is he really a killer?No. No, he can’t be. That doesn’t make sense. That isn’t him.My feet moved before my mind caught up.“Noah!” I shouted, chasing after him, my breath coming out uneven as I ran. I found him near the edge of the event grounds.I grabbed his wrist, forcing him to stop. I wouldn’t let him end us like this,not without a fight.“Noah, don’t do this,” I pleaded, my voice shaking, tears threatening to spill.“I’m sorry,
Noah; A year ago. “You are the worst father that ever lived! I hate you and I don’t want to be your son!” I shouted, turning away. He would never try to make things right. Every time, he only made them worse. I didn’t understand why the universe cursed me with his name, with his blood. I never asked for this life. I never asked for this family.“Get back here, Noah!” he snapped as I stormed out. I couldn’t.Tears burned behind my eyes, my blood boiling, my chest tight. It was too much. I pitied all of us, Mom, Ray. None of us asked for this. And yet he was so good at turning everyone’s life into a living hell.I slammed into my car and sped off, gripping the steering wheel like it was the only thing keeping me together. Everyone thought I was born into perfection, the golden son of a perfect family. If only they knew. If I had a choice, I wouldn’t belong to this one.I pulled up at a bar and downed shot after shot until the world blurred. Maybe alcohol would silence the noise. Maybe
NoahA year and three months ago.“Dude, that party was massive!” Mark laughed from the passenger seat. “When are we hosting another one? I can’t wait to bring all the girls around. How about we host it at your place next? We’ve never been there.”My hands tightened around the steering wheel.“Stop it,” I snapped.The rush from the party, music, laughter, adrenaline, dropped instantly. From a hundred to nothing. I hated it whenever he brought it up.“What are you hiding, Noah Reyes?” Mark continued, completely oblivious. “Why can’t we ever visit your house? Everyone already knows your dad is strict. If that’s what you’re scared of”“Just shut up, Mark.” My jaw clenched. “We have plenty of places to host parties. What’s your obsession with my house? I’ve told you countless timesit’s not an option.”“Why?” he laughed lightly. “Is there some big family secret we should know about?”I slammed the brakes.The car jerked to a stop.“Get down,” I said flatly.“Noah”“Get down, Mark.”The ton







