“What are you doing here?” I blurted out, still reeling from Jake’s abrupt breakup.
Evans finally looked at me, pulling out a cigarette from his jacket pocket. "Do you have a lighter?" he asked, ignoring my question entirely.
I blinked. "You don't even smoke."
He shrugged, lighting the cigarette with a gold lighter I didn’t know he had. “Guess there’s a first time for everything.”
I wasn’t sure if he was being sarcastic or genuine. With Evans, it was always hard to tell.
We stood there in an awkward silence, the smoke from his cigarette curling lazily in the cool night air. I didn’t know why he was here, and frankly, I didn’t care. My mind was still spinning from Jake’s words—how things were ‘fine,’ how he wasn’t the right one for me. How it was over.'
I exhaled, my breath visible in the crisp air. "Why are you really here, Evans?"
He glanced at me, and for the first time, his usual arrogant smirk was gone. Instead, there was something quieter in his eyes. “I saw you walk out of the bar. You looked like you needed a cigarette... or something stronger.”
I scoffed, "Yeah, well, I don't think you can help unless you have a bottle of scotch hidden in that jacket."
Evans chuckled, flicking the ash from his cigarette. “Rough night?”
“Understatement of the year,” I muttered, leaning back against the wall next to him. I wanted to be angry, to keep my walls up like I always did around him, but right now, I just didn’t have the energy.
"Jake?" he asked, and I shot him a surprised look.
“How do you know—"
“Everyone knows,” Evans cut in. “You two are kind of the bar’s unofficial couple. Or… were.”
I winced at that, feeling the fresh sting of reality sinking in. “Yeah, well, not anymore.”
Evans nodded as if he understood, though I doubted he really did.
"Wait, you visit this bar too, Evans?” I asked again, trying to divert the conversation away from my failed relationship.
Evans shrugged, taking a sip of his drink. "Sometimes," he replied casually, his eyes flickering towards the door as if expecting someone.
"It's a gay bar !"
Evans just chuckled, a mischievous glint in his eyes. "Yeah, I know."
"Wait are you...?" I fumbled. I had no idea Evans was also gay. I never kept track of his love life.
Evans raised an eyebrow, a small smile playing on his lips. "Does it matter?"
I didn’t say anything for a moment; I just let the quiet settle over us. Then I found myself laughing, not because anything was funny but because the whole situation felt absurd. The combination of my breakup and Evans's presence, smoking as if he were in a black-and-white film, was simply too much.
Evans raised an eyebrow. “What?”
“I don’t know,” I said between chuckles. “It’s just... weird. You and me, standing here. You asking me for a lighter. It's just sure. I mean, hate each other."
“I wouldn’t say hate,” Evans replied, smirking a little. “More like… healthy disdain.”
“Right.” I snorted. “Healthy disdain.”
He grinned, but it wasn’t the usual cocky smile I was used to. It was softer, almost teasing.
For a moment, I forgot why we were out here and why my heart felt like it had been kicked around like a football on a bad day. Instead. I didn’t know if it was the breakup messing with my head, but for the first time, standing next to Evans didn’t feel like standing next to an enemy. It felt… different.
I took a deep breath, staring at the cigarette in his hand. “So, you got a backup one of those, or what?”
Evans chuckled, reaching into his pocket to pull out another cigarette. He handed it to me. I took it, not really caring if this wasn’t my thing. Tonight, everything felt upside down anyway. We smoked in silence for a while.
“You know,” he said, flicking his cigarette into the gutter with a practiced flick of his wrist. “I gotta admit, seeing you like this, all brooding and mysterious with the neon lights behind you—it almost suits you.”
I rolled my eyes, exhaling a stream of smoke. “Yeah? Well, don’t get used to it. Cigarettes and I aren’t exactly lifelong pals.”
Evans chuckled, crossing his arms. “Pity. It adds to your whole ‘gritty footballer with a chip on his shoulder’ aesthetic. You might be a cliché, but at least you’d look good doing it.”
“Oh, right, because you’re all about aesthetics,” I shot back, a grin tugging at the corner of my mouth despite myself. “Remind me, Evans—was your trust fund bundled with a degree in fashion critique, or do you just get off on telling people what they’re doing wrong?”
He grinned, his eyes glinting under the streetlight. “You wound me, Camron. I was only offering my expert opinion.”
I scoffed, stubbing out the cigarette against the brick wall. “Thanks for the free consultation. Let me guess, I’m not your type.”
Evans didn’t miss a beat. “Not even close.”
“Good to know. I wouldn’t want to give you the wrong idea.”
“I’m not into charity cases.”
“Charity case? You think pretty highly of yourself, don’t you?”
Evans chuckled. "I just know what I want," he replied, his voice low and confident.
The air between us had shifted.
“Anyway,” I said, shoving my hands into my jacket pockets, feeling the chill start to seep into my bones. “Thanks for the smoke. Not that I needed saving or anything.”
“Don’t flatter yourself,” Evans replied.You looked like you were having a night, and I happened to be standing here.”
“Right.” I gave him a half-hearted salute. “Well, thanks. See you around, I guess.”
Evans just nodded. “Yeah. Later.”
Cameroon -I was extremely drunk, stumbling around the bar. Eventually I collapsed onto a nearby chair and groaned at Evans."You'll have to drag me." I said. "I can't walk anymore. I can't take it." He laughed."Hop on my back." He said. I sat up and raised my eyebrows at him. I was probably twice his weight. He saw me looking at him dubiously and laughed."What? Don't you trust me?" He said."Dude, there's no way." I stood up and sighed, ready to start walking again. I sighed and hopped on the chair."Give it a go then." I said. He turned his back to me, and I clambered on him, wrapping my legs around his waist. Huh. He didn't immediately collapse. Stronger than he looked. He managed a few steps almost with ease, but I could see a vein on his neck straining, and while I think he was trying to hide it, his breath was getting heavier."Ahh... Evans..." I whispered."Mmm?" He grunted."Would you pretty please put me down if I asked very nicely?""Well." He smiled. "If you ask nicely."
Cameroon -Evans leaned back in his chair, his drink cradled in one hand as he considered my question. “What else do you want to know, Cameroon?”“Something interesting,” I challenged, resting my chin on my hand. “Like...what’s the most unexpected thing about you?”He smirked. “Unexpected, huh? I once joined a poetry slam in high school.”My eyebrows shot up. “You? Poetry?”He nodded, clearly enjoying my disbelief. “Don’t look so shocked. I didn’t win, but I didn’t completely embarrass myself either.”“Okay, now you have to recite something,” I teased, leaning closer.“Absolutely not,” he said firmly, shaking his head. “That chapter of my life is closed.”“Come on,” I prodded. “Just one line. I promise I won’t laugh.”“You’re lying. You’ll laugh."“Fine,” I admitted, grinning. “I might laugh, but I won't tell anyone."I made a zipping motion across my lips, doing my best to look serious.Evans straightened in his chair, his expression growing intense as he began:“The moon whispers se
Cameroon -“Lord Jesus, deliver this boy from the clutches of temptation,” she intoned, her voice rising in dramatic fervor. “Cleanse his soul and restore his path!”Evans blinked, looking more amused than alarmed, though he wisely said nothing. I rolled my eyes so hard it was a miracle I didn’t sprain something. “Mom, he’s not possessed. He’s just here for the wedding and food.""Food?" she repeated, narrowing her eyes at me. “Is that what they’re calling it these days?”“Mom!”“Don’t ‘Mom’ me, Cameroon Ezekiel Anderson!” She snapped, her voice full of righteous indignation. “This boy has brought the devil’s temptation into this house, and I will not have it!”“Okay, that’s enough,” I said, pinching the bridge of my nose. “Evans isn’t the devil, and you know I am gay. Can you please calm down?”But she wasn’t having it. “Calm down?” she echoed, throwing her hands in the air. “You are sinning. I don't know what to do with you."Thankfully, Sarah swooped in like a true hero, taking my
Cameroon- The rehearsal dinner was exactly the kind of event Sarah would throw—intimate, well-organized, and warm. The room buzzed with laughter and clinking glasses as friends and family shared stories about the bride and groom. Sarah beamed, her fiancé Greg by her side, radiating that glow people always talk about when someone’s truly happy.I had been roped into making a toast, which wasn’t surprising since Sarah loved to put me on the spot. Standing with my glass raised, I took a deep breath and let the words flow naturally.“Sarah has always been the bossy one,” I began, earning a wave of laughter. “But it’s only because she cares so much about everyone around her. Greg, you’re a lucky guy—though you’ll soon realize you’re also the second most important man in her life after her old Camry.” That got another laugh, even from Sarah. “In all seriousness, Sarah, you deserve all the happiness in the world, and I know Greg is the one who’s going to give it to you. To Sarah and Greg.”
CameroonEvans glanced over at me as we cruised down the highway, the soft hum of the car engine mingling with the low thrum of the playlist he'd queued up—an eclectic mix of indie rock and lo-fi beats that somehow suited the mood perfectly. In his hand was a sleek, black Cartier box, and when he flipped it open, the sunlight caught on an intricate necklace with a tiny diamond pendant that was subtle yet stunning.“Do you think your sister will like this?” he asked casually, like he wasn’t holding a small fortune in his hand.I gasped, nearly spilling my water bottle. “You bought her Cartier?”He raised an eyebrow, his calm demeanor unwavering. “Is that a problem?”“Problem? No. But—” I stammered, trying to find the right words. “You didn’t need to buy something so expensive! It’s a wedding, not the Oscars.”Evans looked genuinely confused. “Isn’t that the point? Weddings are a big deal. You said she was important to you, so…” He trailed off, as if the logic of his actions was so obvi
CameroonThe stars seemed brighter out here, away from the buzz and glow of the city. Evans and I lay side by side on the soft grass, the occasional breeze rustling through the leaves around us. The air smelled faintly of salt and earth, and for once, the silence between us wasn’t strained or awkward. It was… peaceful.Still, the words he’d said earlier gnawed at me, and before I could stop myself, they tumbled out. “What did you mean when you said I was naive?”Evans turned his head slightly to look at me, his face illuminated by the faint silver light of the moon. He chuckled, the sound low and warm. “You really want to know?”“Would I have asked if I didn’t?” I shot back, trying to mask the nerves in my voice.He shifted, propping himself up on one elbow as he looked down at me. “You agreed to do whatever I said, out in the open,” he said, his tone teasing but laced with something else—something sharper. “What if I’d been trying to record you? Blackmail you? Or what if someone had