The neon lights outside the bar flickered like they always did, casting a hazy glow on the pavement as I made my way to the entrance. I had been looking forward to this all day—a night out with Jake in the same bar where we first met. The place had become kind of "our spot.".
I scanned the bar and saw Jake, as usual, behind it. He was wearing that grin, the one that could light up a room even in a place where every corner was filled with noise and flashing lights. But something felt... off. He wasn't working the crowd like usual, wasn't leaning in to hear the regulars' stories or laughing at someone’s joke. He looked distant.
I weaved through the crowd and made my way to the bar, throwing him a casual wave as I got closer. "Hey, you!"
Jake looked up, and I swear his smile faltered for a split second before it returned—less bright, more polite.
“Hey,” he said, his voice a little too casual. He glanced around nervously, wiping down the counter. “Can we, uh, talk for a second?”
My stomach did a weird flip. Not the good kind. “Sure,” I said, leaning against the bar. “What’s up?”
Jake set down the towel and motioned for one of the other bartenders to take over. He walked around the bar, nodding towards the back, away from the crowd.
We ended up in a quieter corner near the back door. The music was muffled here, though you could still hear the faint thumping of the bass through the walls. Jake was leaning against the wall, hands in his pockets, looking down at his feet.
This wasn’t good.
“Okay,” I started, forcing a smile even though dread was slowly filling every inch of me. “You’re kind of scaring me. What’s going on?”
Jake sighed and ran a hand through his hair. “Listen, I’ve been thinking a lot about us. About... this.”
“I care about you; I do,” he continued, his voice soft, almost apologetic. “But I just don’t think this is working out.”
I blinked, my brain struggling to catch up. “Wait, what? You don’t think we’re working out?”
Jake nodded; his expression pained. “Yeah. I’ve been trying to figure out how to say this, and I didn’t want to drag it out any longer. You deserve someone who can give you everything, and I don’t think I’m that person.”
I stared at him.
“Jake, where is this coming from? I thought we were fine.”
“We are fine,” he said quickly. “That’s the problem. We’re just... fine. But I think you want more, and honestly, I don’t know if I can give you more. I think we’re in different places, you know? And it’s not fair to keep pretending like everything’s okay when I’m not sure it is.”
I wanted to argue, to tell him he was wrong, that we could figure this out. But the look in his eyes told me there wasn’t much room for debate. He had already made up his mind.
I swallowed hard, trying to keep my voice steady. “So, that’s it? You’re just... breaking up with me? Here, in this bar?”
Jake winced. “I didn’t want to do it like this. But yeah, I guess I am.”
For a moment, I didn’t know what to say.
“Why now?” I asked quietly. “Why tonight?”
He sighed again, shifting his weight from one foot to the other. “Because I’ve been avoiding it for too long. And I didn’t want to hurt you more by dragging this out. You deserve the truth.”
I nodded slowly, biting the inside of my cheek to keep from saying something I’d regret. “Right. The truth.”
Jake reached out like he was going to touch my arm, but stopped short. “I’m sorry.”
I took a deep breath, forcing the lump in my throat to disappear. “Yeah. Me too.”
We stood there for a few more moments, both of us unsure of what to say next. But what was there to say? It was over.
Finally, I nodded towards the door. “I’m gonna go.”
Jake looked like he wanted to say something more but he didn’t. He just nodded, stepping aside to let me pass.
I walked out of the bar, the cool night air hitting me like a slap in the face.
I hadn’t seen this coming. Maybe I should have, but I didn’t. I shoved my hands in my pockets, staring down the street. I didn’t know what to do next, where to go, or how to feel.
Suddenly, I felt someone standing next to me. I turned, and to my surprise, it was Evans.
He was leaning casually against the brick wall of the bar, his perfectly styled hair slightly mussed by the night air. The neon lights reflected off his sharp jawline, casting long shadows on his face.
Evans was the last person I expected to see tonight.
Cameroon -I was extremely drunk, stumbling around the bar. Eventually I collapsed onto a nearby chair and groaned at Evans."You'll have to drag me." I said. "I can't walk anymore. I can't take it." He laughed."Hop on my back." He said. I sat up and raised my eyebrows at him. I was probably twice his weight. He saw me looking at him dubiously and laughed."What? Don't you trust me?" He said."Dude, there's no way." I stood up and sighed, ready to start walking again. I sighed and hopped on the chair."Give it a go then." I said. He turned his back to me, and I clambered on him, wrapping my legs around his waist. Huh. He didn't immediately collapse. Stronger than he looked. He managed a few steps almost with ease, but I could see a vein on his neck straining, and while I think he was trying to hide it, his breath was getting heavier."Ahh... Evans..." I whispered."Mmm?" He grunted."Would you pretty please put me down if I asked very nicely?""Well." He smiled. "If you ask nicely."
Cameroon -Evans leaned back in his chair, his drink cradled in one hand as he considered my question. “What else do you want to know, Cameroon?”“Something interesting,” I challenged, resting my chin on my hand. “Like...what’s the most unexpected thing about you?”He smirked. “Unexpected, huh? I once joined a poetry slam in high school.”My eyebrows shot up. “You? Poetry?”He nodded, clearly enjoying my disbelief. “Don’t look so shocked. I didn’t win, but I didn’t completely embarrass myself either.”“Okay, now you have to recite something,” I teased, leaning closer.“Absolutely not,” he said firmly, shaking his head. “That chapter of my life is closed.”“Come on,” I prodded. “Just one line. I promise I won’t laugh.”“You’re lying. You’ll laugh."“Fine,” I admitted, grinning. “I might laugh, but I won't tell anyone."I made a zipping motion across my lips, doing my best to look serious.Evans straightened in his chair, his expression growing intense as he began:“The moon whispers se
Cameroon -“Lord Jesus, deliver this boy from the clutches of temptation,” she intoned, her voice rising in dramatic fervor. “Cleanse his soul and restore his path!”Evans blinked, looking more amused than alarmed, though he wisely said nothing. I rolled my eyes so hard it was a miracle I didn’t sprain something. “Mom, he’s not possessed. He’s just here for the wedding and food.""Food?" she repeated, narrowing her eyes at me. “Is that what they’re calling it these days?”“Mom!”“Don’t ‘Mom’ me, Cameroon Ezekiel Anderson!” She snapped, her voice full of righteous indignation. “This boy has brought the devil’s temptation into this house, and I will not have it!”“Okay, that’s enough,” I said, pinching the bridge of my nose. “Evans isn’t the devil, and you know I am gay. Can you please calm down?”But she wasn’t having it. “Calm down?” she echoed, throwing her hands in the air. “You are sinning. I don't know what to do with you."Thankfully, Sarah swooped in like a true hero, taking my
Cameroon- The rehearsal dinner was exactly the kind of event Sarah would throw—intimate, well-organized, and warm. The room buzzed with laughter and clinking glasses as friends and family shared stories about the bride and groom. Sarah beamed, her fiancé Greg by her side, radiating that glow people always talk about when someone’s truly happy.I had been roped into making a toast, which wasn’t surprising since Sarah loved to put me on the spot. Standing with my glass raised, I took a deep breath and let the words flow naturally.“Sarah has always been the bossy one,” I began, earning a wave of laughter. “But it’s only because she cares so much about everyone around her. Greg, you’re a lucky guy—though you’ll soon realize you’re also the second most important man in her life after her old Camry.” That got another laugh, even from Sarah. “In all seriousness, Sarah, you deserve all the happiness in the world, and I know Greg is the one who’s going to give it to you. To Sarah and Greg.”
CameroonEvans glanced over at me as we cruised down the highway, the soft hum of the car engine mingling with the low thrum of the playlist he'd queued up—an eclectic mix of indie rock and lo-fi beats that somehow suited the mood perfectly. In his hand was a sleek, black Cartier box, and when he flipped it open, the sunlight caught on an intricate necklace with a tiny diamond pendant that was subtle yet stunning.“Do you think your sister will like this?” he asked casually, like he wasn’t holding a small fortune in his hand.I gasped, nearly spilling my water bottle. “You bought her Cartier?”He raised an eyebrow, his calm demeanor unwavering. “Is that a problem?”“Problem? No. But—” I stammered, trying to find the right words. “You didn’t need to buy something so expensive! It’s a wedding, not the Oscars.”Evans looked genuinely confused. “Isn’t that the point? Weddings are a big deal. You said she was important to you, so…” He trailed off, as if the logic of his actions was so obvi
CameroonThe stars seemed brighter out here, away from the buzz and glow of the city. Evans and I lay side by side on the soft grass, the occasional breeze rustling through the leaves around us. The air smelled faintly of salt and earth, and for once, the silence between us wasn’t strained or awkward. It was… peaceful.Still, the words he’d said earlier gnawed at me, and before I could stop myself, they tumbled out. “What did you mean when you said I was naive?”Evans turned his head slightly to look at me, his face illuminated by the faint silver light of the moon. He chuckled, the sound low and warm. “You really want to know?”“Would I have asked if I didn’t?” I shot back, trying to mask the nerves in my voice.He shifted, propping himself up on one elbow as he looked down at me. “You agreed to do whatever I said, out in the open,” he said, his tone teasing but laced with something else—something sharper. “What if I’d been trying to record you? Blackmail you? Or what if someone had