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118. Intense Desire

Author: Kiki Jones
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ALPHA KING XALEN

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With every second that ticked by, the flame of fury burned hotter within me.

With every word that came out of the mouth of the man that I have looked up to for many years. The man who has made me resist the urge to go to war. The man who raised me and taught me the principles that my dad abided by when he was King.

With every word that came out of this man’s mouth, I questioned every message we had shared. I questioned the feeling I had for him. I might not show it much, but I actually respected Uncle Calvin.

Heck! I adored him.

He became my parent after I lost my biological ones. Scratch that! He became my parent after he killed my biological ones. He wanted me dead as a matter of fact. He wanted me dead so he could have the throne.

As if he hadn't done enough damage to me, he disrupted my mate's bond, tricked me, stabbed me in the back repeatedly, and even now, he wasn't remorseful.

Yet I didn't make a move to rip his tongue out of his fucking mouth. I nee
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Jane Smith
So, little confused, Roy had intimacy with Laura? Or Calvin?
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Davia Schloss
that king is useless
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Chichi Onyeyiri
I knew Uncle Calvin was EVIL!!!!
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